The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Lu Xiuwen's face turned pale immediately.

Why did things still turn out like this? In the last life, he loved this person carefully, but this person betrayed him, and his own true love couldn't keep this person... In this life, he didn't want to make that mistake again. Control this person in your own hands, but in the end he still wants to leave him.

Did I really do something wrong?

Lu Xiuwen knew that his behavior was not aboveboard, because he chose a shortcut, and he tried his best for this, but things finally got out of control like in the previous life.

The human heart is probably the most difficult thing to control and predict in this world.

Lu Xiuwen clenched his hands tightly and trembled slightly. He was afraid that he would do more extreme things because of impulsiveness.

Just like what the devil in his heart hoped for in the dead of night, he took Ye Ming back and locked him up, so that he could never leave his side and couldn't escape his sight... But he couldn't bear to see Ye Ming suffer Sad eyes.

After a long time, Lu Xiuwen let out a long breath, took a step back, looked deeply at Ye Ming with lowered eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

After speaking, he turned and left here.

Maybe he acted too hastily, if he continued to stay, Ye Ming would only feel that he was using tricks to force him to fool him, right?

Once he is no longer trusted, no matter what he does, it will be untrustworthy in Ye Ming's eyes.

Lu Xiuwen realized this, and the depression and powerlessness in his heart was indescribable, but he was the one who lied to Ye Ming first, he couldn't blame him, it was his fault first.

[Ding, Lu Xiuwen's blackening value -5, the current blackening value is 15]

Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen's leaving back, went back to the dormitory and closed the door without saying a word, and when he looked up, he met Hu Lei and the others' embarrassed and curious eyes.

Ye Ming didn't say anything, and silently climbed onto the bed, facing the wall and tightly clutching the pendant on his chest, tears streaming down his face.

In fact, he was not willing to chase Lu Xiuwen away at all, he loved him so much... But if he didn't let Lu Xiuwen go, wouldn't it be possible for him to continue to return to him like a fool who didn't know anything?

He can't.

Hu Lei looked at Ye Ming's shoulders shrugging slightly, knowing that this kid might be crying again... and he didn't know what kind of conflict happened between him and Lu Xiuwen. Ming's usual soft-hearted style is rarely tough for a while.

But the more it was like this, the more Hu Lei felt that Ye Ming might be in trouble.

………………

Ye Ming fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up, it was already the next day. He didn't have to go to class to sleep as he wanted, and the happy days when there were people coming back to feed him were coming to an end. Ye Ming was sad sighed.

[Ye Ming: If Wei Wei hadn't reminded me, I would have forgotten that I have no money...]

【888: Good reminder. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

[Ye Ming: Uncle 5555 left just like that. I was really sad. I told him to leave and he actually left. He didn’t even try to persuade me anymore. He left me alone and penniless at school like this. . 】

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: Uncle doesn't want me anymore 5555】

【888: If you just cried like this when he left yesterday, instead of waiting for a full sleep and then crying, it might look more realistic.Just a little suggestion, not aimed at you, I hope you don't think too much. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Ye Ming slept until noon, and Hu Lei brought him lunch back. He silently ate the lunch of love from his classmates, thinking that he couldn't go on like this, otherwise the character design would collapse.

Ye Ming hesitated for a long time after eating, and finally said to Hu Lei: "The part-time job you found for me before, do you still need someone now?"

Hu Lei was taken aback. They did work part-time together during the summer vacation, but wasn't that for social practice?Afterwards, everyone knew Ye Ming's identity, so they didn't look for any more trouble. They didn't expect Ye Ming to bring up this matter suddenly.

Besides, school is starting now, unlike the summer vacation where I have so much time, it is a bit hard to work part-time, and it is not necessary.

Hu Lei hesitated for a moment, and said, "The tutors are always in need of people, and you can go there anytime, but why are you asking this?"

Ye Ming looked at him, suddenly showed a light smile, and said in a low voice, a little embarrassed: "I want to find something to do, it's not good for you to spend money all the time."

This is the first time Ye Ming has shown a smile in this period of time. He seems to have recovered a lot, but Hu Lei knows that he must still care about it in his heart, otherwise why would he want to work part-time to make money?The Lu family does not lack this little money, so they are determined to draw a clear line with Lu Xiuwen!

Why didn't I realize that this gentle kid was so capable when he was stubborn?

Hu Lei scratched his head and said, "Do you still mind Wei Weicai's bastard's words? You have to calculate this money so clearly with me? What's the matter with eating a few meals, I really can't eat enough for me."

Ye Ming paused, looked into his eyes and said seriously: "I know you are my brother, and I don't care about the money for these few meals, but I still can't ask you to pay for it... Besides, I need a job , you can’t help me with everything in the future, can you?”

Seeing that Ye Ming was really persistent, Hu Lei remembered how he was determined to chase Lu Xiuwen away at that time, he sighed inwardly, and finally said: "Okay."

It's really hard to think about not being a good young master of a wealthy family, but going to work to make money.

Ye Ming's life has returned to normal. He attends classes during the day and works part-time at night, and suddenly becomes busy. However, because of the previous farce, more people pay attention to him, and there seem to be people pointing and pointing everywhere he goes... …

In the past, Ye Ming cared most about these things, fearing that others would think badly about them, so he alienated his classmates with an evasive mentality, but now he seems to be more open-minded, he doesn't mind what others say, even if he is faced with malice, he can laugh it off.

It's like a greenhouse flower has gone through hardships and finally learned to grow, and it is true.

After leaving Lu Xiuwen, he can no longer be so stupid and naive. He has to learn to rely on himself. This process must be difficult and painful, but he can't turn back, he must learn to grow up.

This day Ye Ming returned to the dormitory from the student's house, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening, he fell on the bed exhausted and fell asleep quickly.

【Ye Ming: Why am I bothering, why am I so upset! ! ! 】

【888: If you die by yourself, you have to finish it on your knees. 】

【Ye Ming: I miss my uncle. If my uncle was here, I would be reluctant to work so hard QAQ, right, where is my uncle?Why haven't I seen him for so long, does he really want me? 】

【888: emmmm】

【Ye Ming: ... you won't really ignore me, will you?impossible! 】

[888: No, I look at you every day, why do you ask because you know what you know?Indifference jpg] If it were him, he would absolutely ignore this hot chicken, human thoughts are really elusive.

Ye Ming breathed a sigh of relief, he just said, how could Lu Xiuwen with 100% favorability really ignore him?It's just that there is no real crisis yet, and Lu Xiuwen felt that he was angry again, so he didn't dare to show up. Did he want to follow the free-range policy, or did he feel that he couldn't escape his grasp.

Although Lu Xiuwen got his love in this life and eliminated a lot of blackening points, his final knot is still his betrayal and those words in the previous life. To eliminate those blackening points, he still needs to wait for a key person Appeared, and if I didn't leave Lu Xiuwen's side for a while, and didn't find a chance to uncover those scars, this knot in my heart would never be eliminated.

Thinking of this, Ye Ming sighed, why hasn't his assist come yet? ? ?

He wants to go back to his uncle's big house, and he doesn't want to go to school and work. Poverty is his worst enemy!

………………

Life to the fullest is so slow!It was like a year, and after more than a month, Ye Ming felt that he had lost a lot of weight, and when he looked in the mirror, his heart ached so badly, he couldn't believe that Lu Xiuwen didn't feel bad!

The student Ye Ming taught was a brat who was disobedient, had poor foundation, and was extremely rude to him. Ye Ming wanted to roll up his sleeves countless times to beat that brat to death, and teach him how to be a good person, and realize the cruelty of society. But in order not to destroy his simple and kind-hearted little white rabbit character, he held back his temper and repeatedly taught him patiently. When he came out at night, he felt that he was about to have a myocardial infarction.

This job is much harder than playing in front of my uncle, at least it doesn't have to be so aggrieved, this is too aggrieved!

Aggrieved and gloomy, Ye Ming rode his bicycle back to his dormitory at night—yes, he didn't take a taxi to save money, and used a shared bicycle instead!Is he easy? ? ?

Ye Ming, who was riding a bicycle with such a mood, was so depressed and sad that he didn't see the pothole on the road, so the car overturned on the side of the road and hit the flower bed on the side of the road, and he grinned when he fell.

[Ye Ming: Wow, it hurts so bad, isn't it broken? !Brother, what about my pain shield? ! 】

【888: Oh, I just went to play the game and didn’t notice it. Since I brought you to lose so many times last time, I vowed to get back my face in front of my colleagues and get rid of the shame, so I’m sorry to be negligent. Don’t be too mind. 】

[Ye Ming: ...] A damn sentence stuck in his throat.

[888: Is there anything else?It's okay, I'll continue? 】

【Ye Ming: ... I'm bleeding, you don't even feel sorry for QAQ】

【888: Hurry to the hospital!Hurry to the hospital before the wound heals!Go late and the bleeding will stop! 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Ye Ming gasped, his eyes were red, and tears of sadness almost flowed down. He felt that 888 did it on purpose. Look up at the deep night sky.

Lu Xiuwen followed far behind, sitting in the black car, watching all this.

He didn't want to embarrass Ye Ming, didn't want him to feel that he was persecuting him, so he left the school that day, but how could he really ignore him?So these days people have been watching Ye Ming, and as long as he has time, he will come over in person, even if it's just to take a look from afar.

It's just that this process is much more painful than he imagined... Seeing the child he pampered in the palm of his hand gradually become stronger, Lu Xiuwen didn't feel any comfort in his heart, only distressed and helpless, but he couldn't show up.

Because Ye Ming doesn't want to see him now.

He wanted to take care of Ye Ming for the rest of his life, he didn't want him to see too much cruelty in society, he didn't want to see him too strong, he could have relied on himself... Ye Ming was indeed like this before, trusting him and relying on him unconditionally , live by him.

It was he who messed up all this. He could have used more gentle means, but because of the unwillingness and hatred in his heart, he chose the most despicable means, so he lost the child's trust.

The cruel reality finally made him grow up.

Lu Xiuwen clenched his hands tightly into fists and rested them on his knees. He watched Ye Ming come out of the student's house very late at night, riding his bicycle back to the dormitory alone at such a late night, probably because he was too tired, lost his mind and fell down. He didn't get up from the ground for a long time, and sat there with red eyes, as if he might cry at any time.

Lu Xiuwen exhausted all his strength to restrain himself from rushing to hug that person. If he rushed out now, Ye Ming would know that he had been following him, and he would hate him even more.

Lu Xiuwen closed his eyes in pain, but what was even more painful was that he knew that Ye Ming was still wearing the necklace he gave him.

You are so decisive in your mouth, but you are not willing to throw away the necklace I gave you, why?

Such a simple question, Lu Xiuwen can't figure it out, no matter what happened in the previous life, at least in this life Ye Ming really loves him and believes in him, he will be angry and painful because he deceived him, because he doesn't believe that he is right his love.

He could have gotten this love in this life, but it was ruined by his own selfish impulse.

Uncle Li, the driver, couldn't bear to see Lu Xiuwen's appearance, and persuaded in a low voice: "President Lu, why don't you take the young master back, he is just childish, and he made trouble with you because he was too shocked and accidental, I Seeing that he also cares about you in his heart, that's why he's so sad."

Lu Xiuwen slightly opened the corner of his mouth and said, "I know..."

He knew that Ye Ming still cared about him, but he couldn't forget the scene of Ye Ming's resoluteness to let him go. He had never felt such a difficult thing. He loved that person, but he couldn't let him come back.

This child... is more stubborn than he imagined... Appearing now will only push him further and further away.

Ye Ming sat on the side of the road for a while, but he still didn't cry. He stood up and patted the ashes on his clothes, then pushed his bicycle and left.

Lu Xiuwen followed slowly, watching Ye Ming go back to the dormitory, sat downstairs almost all night, and waited until dawn before leaving.

………………

Ye Ming returned to the dormitory and lay down on the bed exhausted. Tomorrow is the weekend, but not only will he not be able to sleep in, but he also has to work two more jobs. In order to survive, he has tried his best. This world is so cruel!Under the pressure of hunger and cold, he almost lost the mood to fall in love!

Two weeks later, when Ye Ming could bear it no longer, he finally got the news of 888, Song Qin came to look for him, Ye Ming almost cried with joy when he heard the news!

Song Qin came to look for him a little later in his previous life, but earlier in this life, Lu Xiuwen's rebirth still had an impact on the course of the incident.

This time Lu Xiuwen took precautions against Song Qin in advance, attacked him, directly excluded him from the bidding, and targeted him everywhere. Song Qin hated Lu Xiuwen even more. He heard that Lu Xiuwen liked Ye Ming, but Ye Ming and When he had conflicts, he finally turned his mind on Ye Ming.

Everyone knows that Ye Ming is Lu Xiuwen's weakness, even if he can't touch Lu Xiuwen, he will never let go of the opportunity to make things difficult for Lu Xiuwen.

However, although Lu Xiuwen was not by Ye Ming's side all the time, he had always sent people to follow Ye Ming, and he did not intend to make the mistakes of his previous life, so that Song Qin would have another chance to deceive Ye Ming, so if Ye Ming did not cooperate, Song Qin would not see him. to his.

On Saturday afternoon, Ye Ming came out of his part-time job in the cafe, his eyes moved, he didn't go to his usual place for dinner, but went directly to the subway.

Because it was the rush hour for commuting, the subway was crowded with people, Ye Ming managed to get rid of Lu Xiuwen's people under 888's instruction, and then got off at the intersection of one stop, while Song Qin quietly followed.

Ye Ming entered the old city, and went alone to the cemetery in the north of the city, where his mother Gu Xueya was buried.

Soon it will be Gu Xueya's death day again. Every year on this day, Lu Xiuwen will take him to pay homage to Gu Xueya... For so many years before, Lu Xiuwen was his relative. Although he has no parents, Lu Xiuwen treats him well. His love makes up for that lack, and he's not alone.

But after losing Lu Xiuwen, he realized that he was helpless. He was an orphan without father and mother. If his parents were still there, they would definitely protect him, take care of him, and not lie to him, Lu Xiuwen... After all Not his relatives.

He is alone again.

Ye Ming missed his parents very much, and his uncontrollable desire brought him here. If he had come earlier, he wouldn't have run into Lu Xiuwen, right?

Ye Ming squatted down in front of the tombstone slowly, and cried again. He knew that he was worthless and fragile like this, but he couldn't control it... He really felt very painful and sad, and couldn't hold on countless times. .

He wanted Mom and Dad, but Mom and Dad were dead.

He missed Uncle Lu, but why did Uncle Lu treat him like this... He obviously treated him so well and raised him, why did he treat him like this?

Why……

Mom, Dad, why did you leave me... I miss you so much, I don't want to be alone...

Just when Ye Ming was crying and his eyes were dim, suddenly a sigh sounded from the side: "It's so pitiful."

Ye Ming raised his head in a daze, and saw a strange man standing next to him. The man looked at him with pity. He took out a handkerchief and handed it to Ye Ming, and said softly, "Wipe it."

Ye Ming didn't know him, so he didn't take his handkerchief vigilantly, but wiped his face with his sleeve carelessly, and said, "No, thank you."

Song Qin didn't force it, he refolded the handkerchief and put it in his pocket, looked deeply at Ye Ming, and said, "It's really too much for Lu Xiuwen to treat you like this."

Ye Ming didn't expect this stranger to mention Lu Xiuwen's name, and even said such words, took a step back, looked at him coldly, "What do you mean?"

Song Qin smiled slightly: "Don't be nervous, I have no ill intentions towards you, I just happened to pass by here, I can't see it and said a few more words...Lu Xiuwen knows a lot about what you did, after all, he went to the school Yes, I know it’s not surprising. I can’t see him bullying you like this, a child without father and mother, if you need help, you can find me, this is my business card. "

Ye Ming hesitated for a moment, but still took Song Qin's business card, turned around and prepared to leave, he didn't intend to discuss his personal affairs with strangers.

But before he took two steps, Song Qin said quietly again: "Speaking of which, don't you want to know why Lu Xiuwen did this to you?"

why?

Ye Ming paused, why?Even he couldn't understand this question, so could an outsider still know?

Song Qin looked at Ye Ming's back and said word by word: "Lu Xiuwen never told you that he loves Gu Xueya, right?"

Ye Ming suddenly turned around and looked at Song Qin, his lips trembling, his face pale.

Song Qin was very satisfied with the effect of his words, he said slowly: "Everyone knows that Lu Xiuwen loves Gu Xueya, and only you young people don't know it well. It wasn't a secret back then, after all Back when Gu Xueya got married, he, as Gu Xueya's younger brother, made a big wedding ceremony in spite of face, and forced Gu Xueya and his wife to leave here. At that time, the city could be full of trouble. Although it was a bit reckless, this infatuation... It's obvious to all... I just didn't expect that he was so infatuated that 20 years later, even though Gu Xueya was dead, he still missed her and raised her child by his side."

Listening to Song Qin's words, Ye Ming's brain was congested and his eyes became dizzy, as if the whole world was turning upside down, it's impossible...it can't be like this...

It can't be like this...

Song Qin looked at him sympathetically, "If it's just raising you, it's fine, it's a good deed, and we have to praise him for being infatuated... But he treats you as Gu Xueya's substitute, and does whatever If you get it, you won’t even let go of the children you raised, which is worse than a beast. You were right to leave him, although the truth is cruel, but it’s better than being kept in the dark, and it’s a good thing to know about it earlier.”

Ye Ming looked at him with red eyes, his fragility and collapse seemed to be at its limit, and he said hoarsely, "You lied to me!"

Song Qin shrugged his shoulders and said, "I have no grievances with you. Why is there any need to lie to you? Besides, there are quite a few people who know about this. Even if you don't believe it now, sooner or later you will listen to others."

Song Qin knew enough is enough, talking too much made Ye Ming suspicious, turned around and left.

Seeing Ye Ming's appearance, he obviously believed it, after all, he didn't tell lies.The corner of Song Qin's mouth curled up, Lu Xiuwen, if you can't get along with me, I'll give you some trouble, aren't you very capable?Can't even handle a child?

After waiting for Song Qin to leave for a long time, Ye Ming still stood there without moving.

It was getting late a little bit, and the chill penetrated his thin clothes and invaded his body, making him shudder... The tombstone beside him stood there, reminding his parents that they were buried here, and the gentle photo of the woman on the tombstone seemed to be smiling at him.

Their eyebrows and eyes are very similar, and they can be seen as mother and son at a glance. Ye Ming looked at his mother, his eyes were a little dazed, and gradually, a look of sadness appeared in his eyes.

So... is this why Lu Xiuwen treats him like this?

He raised himself because he loved his mother. He said he loved himself, but in fact it was his mother who he saw through him. He got him by all means because he was like his mother.

Because he was just a stand-in for his mother, Lu Xiuwen was gentle and ruthless towards him.

All this is because of my mother...

The answer that he couldn't figure out why, he had the answer in an instant, but he would rather not know it, because the answer was too cruel, so cruel that he couldn't bear it.

The person he loves the most, the tender treatment for nearly 20 years, is just another person looking through him.

This is the truth.

A big lie.

Ye Ming's body trembled slightly, he slowly raised his eyes, and saw Lu Xiuwen walking over with anxious strides, this person he once loved deeply, and is still in love with now, is the one who hurt him the most people.

When Lu Xiuwen learned that his subordinates had lost Ye Ming, he quickly located him through the necklace. When he learned that he had arrived at Gu Xueya's cemetery, he left the unfinished meeting anxiously and hurried over, worried that he would He could no longer pretend to be nonchalant, and heard that Song Qin had met Ye Ming, so he finally couldn't control himself and came to see Ye Ming!

But as soon as he came, he saw Ye Ming standing in front of the tombstone, looking at him with unprecedented strange eyes.

Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen appearing here, his eyes were indifferent...

He was very surprised why Lu Xiuwen appeared here. He didn't have any advance plans for his actions today, and he didn't tell anyone. It stands to reason that Lu Xiuwen couldn't find his trace so quickly.

If it was before, he would have been shocked, but under the extreme grief at this moment, his brain has surprisingly calmed down.

Everything Lu Xiuwen does has a purpose and a reason. It must not be a coincidence that he can appear here. Why?

The pendant on his chest was sticking to his skin, it was the last thing Lu Xiuwen gave him that he had left, and he was reluctant to throw it away, but at this moment... it seemed to burn his skin and burn his heart...

Lu Xiuwen wants to control him, possess him, and keep him by his side as a substitute and an object. He can find himself. If he tracks him... what else is there besides the necklace?

It turned out that since then, he has been scheming against himself.

The gift he sent affectionately to entrust their mutual love turned out to be just a tool to track him. He once looked at him with eyes full of love and anticipation, saying that he hoped he would wear it and that he would like it.

He just wore it foolishly, not wanting Lu Xiuwen to be sad, even if they were separated, he was reluctant to throw it away, because looking at this necklace, he would remember that Lu Xiuwen loved him so much, and wanted to cherish this love, assuming Lu Xiuwen still loved him with him.

But now all of this is just like a joke, mocking his stupidity mercilessly.

Those affectionate love words don't belong to him at all, they belong to his mother, only this cold tracker belongs to him...

There is nothing more chilling than this, like a ridiculous farce.

Lu Xiuwen strode over, grabbed Ye Ming's wrist, and looked at him with concern: "Why are you here?"

Ye Ming looked up at him, his eyes were sentimental and sad, this time, he really should give up... To expect this person to love him is the most stupid and ridiculous thing...Ye Ming grabbed the hair on his neck with one hand, The necklace was torn off with force!Even if a bloodstain was pulled out of his neck, he didn't care at all!

He threw the necklace on the ground forcefully, raised his eyebrows, and sneered: "What? Can't I come?"