give ghosts

Chapter 12 Similar people have different hearts

Low clouds floated above the head, and it was another rainstorm day, Luo Nianmu spurned the damn weather.Slowly enter the old house.Mr. Mu in the wheelchair seemed to be older than a few days ago.

"Grandpa" Luo Nianmu stood aside respectfully.Today's Mu residence is extremely quiet, and the assistant who usually stays with him is not by the old man's side today.

Old Master Mu took Luo Nianmu's hand and smiled kindly.

"I've wronged you, kid," she said apologetically, but Luo Nianmu didn't hear the apologetic tone, instead there was a strange excitement in it.

"What are you talking about, Grandpa?" Luo Nianmu blinked at the right time to express his doubts.

"About Xingzhi? I want to talk to you," Master Mu released another message.

do it?If I remember correctly, Master Mu's full name is Mu Xingzhi.Luo Nianmu was really a little confused.

Withered hands picked up the photo on the table and handed it to Luo Nianmu. Almost at a glance, Luo Nianmu recognized the young man standing in the middle of the photo, the "person" who had been with him day and night for more than a year.

"Do you recognize him? He is Xingzhi, Mu Xingzhi", a love-hate relationship that had been buried for 50 years was narrated from Mr. Mu, no, it should be called Lin Xiu now.

Listen to them go from childhood playmates to teenagers' confidantes, to their youthful desire to snuggle and cuddle, and finally to love and kill each other.Luo Nianmu felt like falling into a cloud, floating up and down.

In the end, only Lin Xiu's words were left in his mind, like a piercing magic voice, constantly exploding.

"Nian Mu, you are too much like me when I was young."

"Let's move out of the house in Biluowan."

"I can't let the grievances of the previous generation affect you."

"Grandpa, what does he mean?" Luo Nianmu looked at the young man on Mu Xingzhi's left in the photo who looked somewhat similar to himself, as if he understood something, and seemed to be looking at flowers in a fog.

The clothes on his body were already soaked by the pouring rain, and the rain dripped down his hair in strings.The coldness of the body is not as cold as the coldness of the heart.The direction of walking is the direction of home, but at this time I can't feel the warmth, as if I have returned to the feeling of countless empty houses waiting for my mother to come home, hopeful but hopeless.Luo Nianmu left the old house in a daze, even forgetting to drive away.He was eager to leave the place that made him feel suffocated.

Mu Xingzhi waited anxiously at home, since they were together, Luo Nianmu never came home late to worry him.He knew that his recent actions had made Luo Nianmu sad.He just wanted to, think things through.

Luo Nianmu returned home with a cold body, and was immediately embraced by Mu Xingzhi on the sofa with a quilt.

"Nian Mu, why don't you drive back, it's raining so much?"

Luo Nianmu looked at the relationship that did not seem to be fake in Mu Xingzhi's eyes, and showed a mocking smile.Is this the last time you give yourself this expression?

"Didn't you find your old lover? Are you still wasting time with me?" Luo Nianmu resisted the exhaustion of his body and braced himself to win the last battle.But as soon as the voice came out, there was a cry, a sense of grievance.

"Who do you think I am? What am I?" Looking at Mu Xingzhi's expression from shock to panic.I think he is a manifestation of guilty conscience.

Luo Nianmu felt that he had lost miserably, so he simply couldn't bear the anger in his heart anymore, and like a rascal, he called all the things he could touch to Mu Xingzhi.

Mu Xingzhi just blocked it instinctively at first, and then completely let Luo Nianmu do the violence.When Luo Nianmu was exhausted from beating, he cried until he was exhausted.Mu Xingzhi stepped forward to hug him again.

"You let go" Luo Nianmu turned around angrily, and saw a face swollen into a pig's head, one eye was bruised, his cheeks were bruised and purple, and the corner of his mouth was also cracked and oozing blood.No need to look under the clothes, there must be scars everywhere.

Luo Nianmu was so shocked that she forgot to cry for a moment, two lines of snot hung on her tear-stained face, she was pitiful and cute, her mouth was wide open as if she was overly frightened.

"How could this be?" Luo Nianmu vented his anger violently because he knew that people can't hurt ghosts, so he vented it unscrupulously.

Mu Xingzhi raised his hand to wipe away Luo Nianmu's tears, and wiped away his snot without disdain, and said helplessly, "Only the person I love can hurt me."

Hearing this almost confession, Luo Nianmu started dropping gold beans again.

"You're talking nonsense, you obviously." Luo Nianmu wanted to say, didn't you also get hurt by Lin Xiu?But in the end, I felt cruel and couldn't speak.

"I admit that I loved him," Mu Xingzhi said, staring at Luo Nianmu's eyes.

"Did you take me for him?" Luo Nianmu felt his heart ache and couldn't restrain himself.

"You have always been just you." Mu Xingzhi held Luo Nianmu's miserable face in his hands and said seriously.

"I love you", Mu Xingzhi pressed a kiss on Luo Nianmu's forehead.

"Then, what is Lin Xiu, don't you want to talk to me about breaking up these days?" Luo Nianmu still didn't trust her, and the fear in her heart couldn't dissipate.

"Hey, what are you thinking in your little head?" After hugging Luo Nianmu tightly, Mu Xingzhi began to tell the whole story of the incident.

Lin Xiu's appearance was like unlocking the key to memory, and the memories that gushed out for a while made Mu Xingzhi at a loss and confused.He wandered in this old house full of Lin Xiu's atmosphere, and when he passed Mu Yunji's room, he heard that his contact person wanted to get rid of Lin Xiu and forged a letter of inheritance.Mu Xingzhi accidentally followed Mu Yunji, and pushed him down the stairs when he passed by.

He didn't wake up until he heard Mu Yunji's scream, and went back to his senses, then went to find Lin Xiu.

After learning the truth from Lin Xiu's mouth, Mu Xingzhi couldn't accept it at first.Every time a face similar to Lin Xiu appeared in front of his eyes, he would recall those betrayals.So he hid, thinking about his relationship with Luo Nianmu.When he finds someone, Luo Nianmu still often appears in his mind, and he still can't help but wonder what time Luo Nianmu gets up, whether he eats on time, whether he is tired from work, whether he has not seen him for a few days, and lovesickness.

He felt that he had to face the reality that Lin Xiu had never been an obstacle between them. When he chose to forget 50 years ago, he had already given up on Lin Xiu.The walking dead, 50 years of unexamined.It was Luo Nianmu who walked into his life that made him more and more like a "person".He is Mu Xingzhi and not "Mu Xingzhi", because the old him died completely many years ago.

He loves Luo Nianmu, now and in the future, there is no need to deny it.

Similar people, different hearts.One sacrifices with the life of his lover, and the other sacrifices with his own life.