nightmare love

Sun Wei felt that he spent the 25 years of his life in a state of confusion, rarely making up his own mind.

When other classmates worked hard in school, he followed suit. Even though he was not as smart as others, in order to win glory for his grandma, Sun Wei still gritted his teeth and persisted until he was admitted to a not-so-good university.

Back then, he chose his major because some people said that design talents were scarce in society. After being persuaded by others, Sun Wei chose design in a daze.

When he was about to graduate, Sun Wei also followed the trend and found a company for an internship. Others kept working hard, hoping to take root in a big city and buy a house. Sun Wei also followed suit and worked hard in the company silently.

Sun Wei felt that behind the trajectory of his life, there was always an invisible big hand pushing him, making him passively move forward and work hard.

Sun Wei, who has lived for more than [-] years, has never known what he really needs. Just when he thought he would end his life in such an ordinary way, Yan Heng's appearance completely changed his life.

When he was alive, Sun Wei was very resistant to being entangled by men. Although his resistance was as useless as scratching an itch, he knew that he had never surrendered in his heart.

Sun Wei never thought that he would accept Yan Heng one day. When he woke up as a wandering soul, there were many memories in his mind that did not belong to this life. Sun Wei, who had the memories of his previous life, loved and hated Yan Heng. The contradictions and entanglements in his heart almost drove him crazy. While rejecting the man, he couldn't control the throbbing in his heart until the man told about his ten-year-old life.

When he was ten years old, Sun Wei accidentally fell into the river, and the river quickly submerged him. Originally, he was doomed, but because of the appearance of a man, he saved his life.

Sun Wei will always remember the figure of Wei An when the man swam towards him. Although he has never found a savior, that figure has always been engraved in Sun Wei's mind.

Maybe it was because he was used to looking for that familiar figure in the crowd. After growing up, Sun Wei found that his eyes gradually began to stay on the tall man. Other male students were discussing class beauty and school beauty, but Sun Wei Sun Wei, who became more and more interested in the same sex, but still knew nothing about sexual orientation, began to fall into confusion. It wasn't until he accidentally saw a picture of two men kissing that the ignorant Sun Wei gradually realized that he didn't like girls. reason.

Knowing his sexual orientation, Sun Wei never told anyone. He knew that he didn't have the courage to take that step, and he didn't want to disappoint his grandma. He thought he would keep this secret for the rest of his life, but he was easily exposed by the man.

Sun Wei, who became a wandering soul, left the rental house where he lived for many years. He wandered around with the man, looking at the scenery he had never seen before, and his heart was filled with indescribable satisfaction.

Sun Wei was very fortunate that he didn't break up with the man at that time. He used to live for others, and he hoped to live for himself in the future.

There is a person who has waited for him for a long, long time, and he wants to make up for it, and making up for him is also making up for himself.

Feeling the breeze on the top of the mountain, Sun Wei sat on the boulder leaning on the man's shoulder, watching the rising sun in the east comfortably.

Just when Sun Wei was about to fall asleep comfortably against the cool wind, a mournful wail suddenly sounded, waking him up.

"Master General, I finally found you!!! Now that Mrs. General has caught up with you, you should come to work quickly, I can't stand it anymore, I haven't had a holiday for 20 years, you are trying to exhaust me to death! !!"