People who drag manuscripts have no human rights

What am I doing wrong?Uchida thought about it more than once.

Couldn't find the answer, spent eight years looking for someone who could give her the answer, but found nothing.

My love is over before it begins.

Countless times, in the middle of the night, holding the quilt and crying bitterly, the sorrow hidden behind others was magnified in the silent night, and the heart was tortured nakedly, what did I do wrong?

Why?Why?Why? ! ! ! !

If you don't like me, why did you accept my confession, and if you like me, why did you disappear the day after accepting the confession, losing all traces, as if there was no such person as China Chinatsu in this world at all.

It's different from the noisy and crowded bars that are always carnival and never stop.

This bar was opened by a senior in Uchida University. The environment is quiet, and it is suitable for white-collar workers to come and drink alone.

Sitting at the bar, without glasses, the distance is a bit blurry, but you can see the silhouettes of Hope and Rika, not far from her, they are sitting on the sofa drinking.

Li Yixiong's 'huhu', the laughter that can bring people a happy mood, can be heard even sitting here.

The bartender asked next to my ear: "Do you want to lower the alcohol level..."

Uchida smiled: "No, a higher degree is also possible."

The wine that entered her throat was as hot as fire, as if burning and torturing her soul.

The cup in his hand was taken away, and Uchida turned his head to look at Higure Uegiri who took away her cup and drank it up, "Little Higurashi, it's not a good habit to grab someone else's drink...."

Ukatsuri doesn't like to watch people drink. Although she is in the bar business, her father died of alcoholism. She hates alcohol that makes people get out of control "あやや, I drink so much alcohol every day, and I don't care about my body just a little bit." Yes! And don’t call me little Higurashi, please call me Higurashi-senpai.”

Obviously he was being reprimanded, but Uchida smiled when he saw Uegiri Higurashi. Higurashi under the light was so beautiful, with a gentle expression, a beautiful and heart-warming face, and a slightly frowning look a bit like Misen, with an awe-inspiring and unapproachable look. The deserted: "It's really gentle, but if you comfort me, please leave it to those who need it."

Maybe I was drunk, Uchida held his chin, and saw himself in the mirror opposite the bar counter with a flushed face and a flustered self, "Higurashi-senpai......"

"Huh?" He took the chilled towel from the bartender and gently wiped Uchida's cheeks.

The cold towel brought back the reason, and also brought a deeper desolation, because it was today, and I had forgotten it, but at the moment when I saw the sunset of Zhishan, I remembered, "Have you not found it yet?" It has been eight years , that person has disappeared for eight years.

Ukishihigure's hands paused, and he placed the towel on the bar at random, "Not yet, あや, why are you so obsessed with ちなつ, maybe she is already married and even has children, or maybe she no longer exists in this world .”

Uchida smiled wryly at the person who was so close and confirmed to be in a relationship: "Why?! I also want to know why?! Why did she suddenly disappear? Why didn't there be any news for eight years!!! In the past eight years, I often think of her , why did you do this to me, what did I do wrong? I want an answer!!!"

Caressing Uchida's back, Ukishi Higure didn't know what to say, both of them were school girls who were close to him, and he introduced them to each other, watching them get close, until Uchida smiled and said to himself, they At the moment when she decided to date, everything was still fine. If she could see the childish name Qianxia, ​​she would also like to ask her what went wrong. Even if she regrets dating Uchida, she should speak up. Instead of walking away like this, there is no news at all.

Not wanting to cry in front of people, Uchida buried her face in the shadows, the cold teardrops that fell from the side of her face, tick tock, she raised her hand to wipe it away, her hand was cold.

"I'm sorry, I'm drunk, I'm leaving first..." This look is no longer suitable for Xi Jinping and Li Yixiong.

"I will take care of ノジョさん and オえちゃん, so don't worry......"

Picking up his coat, Uchida pushed the door open and walked out of the bar after nodding to Uegiri Higure.

The neon lights on the streets of Tokyo are very bright, especially the lights of Kabukicho, known as the city that never sleeps, are even brighter, and the stars reflected in the sky are so dim that they cannot be seen.

The wind in March is still cold, making people shiver from the cold, making people tremble from the bottom of their hearts.

The dim light in the parking lot reflected Uchida's already fair face, making her look extraordinarily weak.

She should have always been a strong person, unwilling to be weak, who can single-handedly throw her own manuscript on the table of a famous writer, and arrogantly say that people who want to recommend her own book for publication cannot be weak.

As a writer, she is brave. As a woman, she has some reason to be strong all the time.

In the parking lot where few people walked around, no one would notice Uchida crying bitterly while hiding in the driver's seat of the car.

When Sanmori found Uchida, Uchida was still crying, curled up into a ball with folded arms, like a cub who lost its mother beast, amidst the wails, there were the childish name Qianxia after another.

Holding Uchida firmly in his arms, is it worth crying for the person who abandoned him?Mimori is not Uchida, so she knows that she can't understand Uchida's mood, but she knows one thing, Uchida cries, her heart will hurt.

One's fragility cannot be shown in front of others, cannot be touched by others, resists Uchida in Sanmori's arms, pushes her desperately, pats her, wants Sanmori to let her go.

Enduring the pain, she locked Uchida tightly in her arms. Sansen didn't know how long it would take to forget someone, but she didn't want to wait any longer. She waited for nine years, investigated Uchida, and knew that Uchida had a relationship with a man named A woman with the childish name Qianxia is better. Although I hated the woman who abandoned Uchida, I am also grateful to that woman. If it weren't for that woman, Uchida would not resist others' admiration for her, and he would not be single enough to let her have love. The day I walked into Uchida Life: "Please rely on me, Uchida-san, no, あや, rely on me!! I will always be by your side and will never leave you."

No matter how many lies you tell, they will never come true.

I won't trust anyone anymore, please don't say the words of always being by my side, I will hate you, I don't want to hate you, Mimori すずこ.

Shaking his head in Sanmori's arms, Uchida resisted her approach. The wall she finally built was unwilling to be overthrown for anyone else. "No, please don't say any more!!!"

Sanmori thought about Uchida's rejection, but when he faced it, he couldn't bear the pain: "Why?! I can't do it if it's me?!!!"

Liking is a painful thing, and she can't bear that kind of bone-eating pain a second time.

Uchida cried and shook his head, "It's not like that, Mimori-san is very nice......"

The tears that kept dripping wet Uchida's eyes, but hurt Sanmori's heart. She lowered her head, stared at Uchida, and said word by word: "あや, open your eyes and see, I am Sanmori すずこ, not a child Name ちなつ, Sanmori すずこ will never walk away from you, because she fell in love with you from the first time she saw you nine years ago."

"It's too late!!! It's too late to say this now, Mimori-san......"

"Why exactly, I don't understand!!"

"How could you possibly understand me!!!! It wasn't just Uchidaあや that was abandoned eight years ago, but also Uchidaあや's heart that dared to love. Now, I have no way to love anyone anymore!!!" Day after day of blind searching, self-deceiving waiting, the year of living like a walking dead, has already polished away all the love in Uchida.

Since then, she has been single, but she met such an excellent Mimori Suzuko, but she no longer knows how to love, so she stubbornly puts a distance between herself and Sanmori, even if she hopes to get as close as possible to Li Yikuma Calling Sansen's name, she was unwilling to take that step, she was like a lonely warrior, guarding the city wall in her heart that was about to be destroyed, unwilling to give in.

Sanmori felt as if a thorn was stuck in her throat, and the voice she managed to burst out was extremely hoarse, especially low and piercing: "I like your heart, how do you want me to put it, あや, if you like someone, just Is it that difficult?!!! You really have no interest in me, if so, I can't force you to like me, but I'm not a fool, you like me, don't you? Otherwise, why would you let me live in Your family, why did you deliberately pull the distance between us, why?!! Give me a reason?!!"

A fruitless love will only bring endless pain and sequelae. Uchida wiped away the tears on his face, looked up at Sansen, his hand clenched the corner of his clothes with blue veins, and told himself in his heart that he didn't like the person in front of him. Facing Sanmori, he forced himself to sneer: "It was Sanmori-san who forcibly moved into my house by himself, and he didn't deliberately put a distance between me and you. It's just that we don't know each other that well because of work."

With a wry smile and a few steps back, Sanmori shook his head, the smile on Uchida’s face was like a knife piercing into her heart, crushing her wound until it was bloody and the pain in her heart There was nowhere to vent, but when he noticed Uchida's trembling hand from the corner of his eyes, he was relieved, as if in a contest, Sanmori laughed stubbornly, "Do you want to make a bet with me?" She didn't believe it. , still can't grind a heart.

The topic changed suddenly, Uchida was stunned for a moment, "What bet?"

The corner of Sanmori's lips raised a mischievous smile: "Just bet on whether you will like me!"

"Ha! No, no, it's too troublesome!" Intuition told Uchida not to agree.

Wanting to retreat, Sanmori smiled, she would not give Uchida this chance: "So Uchida-san is so timid, or do you just like me at all?"

Turning his head away, Uchida didn't dare to look at Sanmori, "Say nonsense, I won't like you, I just think this bet is boring."

"Then accept my bet, coward! Crybaby!"

Uchida, who was irritated by the word 'crybaby', jumped up and said, "Ha, I'm a coward, so I bet, what's the bet?"

Pushing Uchida into the co-pilot position in the car, Sanmori raised a confident smile: "What's the bet? I haven't thought about it yet, let's talk about it when I think about it."

Looking at the night scene passing by quickly outside the car window, Uchida fell into deep thought, always feeling that he should not agree to the bet.

In the bar, Li Yixiong stared at the phone intently, and when he saw the news, he immediately picked up the phone.

すずこ: I have received Uchida-san, and I am on my way home.

Watching Uchida walk alone, Rika Kuma and Yamamoto hoped not to keep up after hesitation. Although they didn't know what happened to Uchida, sometimes there were things that even friends couldn't comfort, but if Uchida was left alone like that, Going home, there was no way to feel at ease. After discussing, Yamamoto hoped to send a text message to Sanmori on his mobile phone.

After receiving Sansen's text message, the two of them finally put down their hearts, "I'm at ease!"

Leaning back on the sofa comfortably, a sinister voice sounded behind him, "What's at ease?"

Rika Rika jumped up in fright, and standing behind the sofa was Sakura with a gloomy face, "あやね, um, um, it was あやさん who forced me to drink, I really don't want to come , as you know, I don’t like drinking!!!”

Sakura folded her arms, looked at Rika Rika who was red-faced and eager to defend herself, and said coldly, "あやさん brought you here by force, where is the あやさん person?"

Covering his face, feeling the increasingly cold atmosphere, Li Yixiong wanted to cry: "I've already gone back first, really, you believe me!!!"

Holding Rika Kuma by the collar, Sakura pulled her out, "You won't even tell a lie, I've never seen a reception with あやさん, I'll go back first."

Li Yixiong felt the indescribable feeling of jumping into the Yellow River, "Really! You believe me!!"

And Nozomi Yamamoto, who watched the two friends go, continued to drink with Suzaki Ayano, anyway, Yumi doesn't care about me, why don't I drink!

The more angry the meaning is, the faster the wine will be drunk, and in the end, even the consciousness is not clear.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Yamamoto hoped to wake up. The first time he opened his eyes, he saw an unfamiliar room. He sat up from the bed with a headache. He didn't know why, but he always felt that something was wrong.

Looking at the smooth arms, Yamamoto hoped to finally understand what was wrong, she was not wearing any clothes, and her whole body was naked!

Another head popped out from under the quilt, it was Aya Suzaki.

Yamamoto hoped that he could not recall what happened last night, and his mind went blank.

The reason for all this is that she found that "あっちゃん......" said "あっちゃん......" Saizaki Aya, who was hugging her waist, was also naked.

Big.....big.....big things are bad! ! ! !