The object of my online dating is my brother? ? ?

135.

With the enthusiasm of my uncle's family, we stayed for another day.

The small town of their family is close to the neighbors, and the farmhouse and seafood there are famous all over the country.

Our two families drove there, bought a lot of fresh products, and bought a large box of native eggs.

It was raining heavily the day we went back, and the road was full of puddles.Along the way, Li Yanyan and Li Gang switched places.

Holding the egg box, I sniffed the smell of chicken excrement that wafted out of it from time to time, secretly saddened.

The eggs were bought directly from the country people's homes, and they were freshly baked, and several of them were directly dunked out of the chicken's butt hole.There is no professional egg tray, just take ordinary apple boxes, line them with sawdust from wood, and fill a box with them as they please.

136.

When Li Yanxi came over to take it for me, I turned sideways and avoided it.

"Hey, the smell is strong, don't dirty you."

I grinned stupidly at him again.

There are two openings directly in the underground garage, and the elevator can lead to our floor.Every rainy day, it will be particularly congested, and the elevator is full of people.

Li Yanxi carried bags with both hands full, and used his body to slightly block me inside.

137.

As soon as Li Yan got out of the elevator, Li Yanyan's clothes were hooked on the bag of his backpack again. It was the knitted sweater he wore that day.

Li Yan pulled off the hook in a funny way, and just about to make a few jokes, his whole face suddenly became stiff.

When he asked the eldest son to bow his head and helped him adjust his collar, he saw a bruise on his shoulder, and this ambiguous shape made it hard for her not to think about it.And the most important thing is that there was no such trace at the rest stop that day.

She returned to normal, recalled it carefully, and confirmed that she remembered correctly.

She looked at the two brothers walking side by side, and the images of them getting along during this time jumped out of her mind, and she couldn't help being shocked by the magnetic field that was inexplicably synchronized at this time.

She forced herself to suppress the uneasiness in her heart, tried her best to persuade herself, and interrupted her absurd imagination.

138.

As a sensitive woman, but also as the mother who raised them.Li Yan could no longer persuade the uneasiness in his heart.

While Li Gang fell asleep, she quietly hid in the shadow of the stairs, and it was not the first time that she saw two people entering and leaving each other's room.And each time, it exceeds the time that a pair of brothers should spend together under normal circumstances.

Until she accidentally saw the hickey mark hidden under the collar of the eldest son again.

Her heart is getting colder and colder.

On that day, a veteran client who had cooperated with the company for many years, the signing of the new contract specified that Li Gang should come forward in person.Both of them have been old friends for many years, so Li Gang is naturally obliged.Encouraged by Li Yan, he took his youngest son on this business trip together.

139.

After dinner, Li Yan stopped the eldest son and asked him straight to the point.

"A Yan, you are not young anymore, your cousin is pregnant with a child now, do you have a date?"

Li Yan never interfered in his life.Li Yanxi couldn't figure out the intention of Li Yan's sudden question. He just looked at the other party calmly with a pair of cold eyes, trying to read some messages from his mother's eyes.

Li Yan also stared at him, with complex emotions that were difficult to suppress.

What is mother-child connection? At this moment, he thinks he has really realized it.

A hole in his heart seemed to burst in an instant, which caught him off guard, and at the same time gave him a hard pull.He tried his best to calm down his violently beating heart, with a bit of unspeakable forbearance on his expression.After a long time, he spoke hoarsely.

"I'm sorry, Mom."

Li Yan clenched his hands unconsciously and took a deep breath.

"How long?"

The moment that Li Yanxi was most unwilling to face had come. Hearing her mother's still soft tone, and seeing the fine lines quietly creeping up the corners of her eyes, the shame in her heart almost made him unable to lift his head.

Li Yan has always been a flexible woman with a gentle temperament but also very strong.

When she divorced her first husband, she had been a housewife for several years. When everyone persuaded her to take the money and leave alone, she gritted her teeth and fought for custody.

As a mother, she couldn't let go of the blood-related family ties, and even more allowed her own son to grow up beside a cheating man.

She comes from a good family background, her good education and her own experience formed her introverted personality.In fact, she has always been a woman who hides her edge and keeps her secret.

After a long time, she continued to speak.

"You have your own ideas since you were young, and most of the time you solve things by yourself. Although my mother gave you enough space, I always pay attention to you."

She pulled her long hair behind her ears.

"Mom has never seen you talking about friends. At that time, every time I communicated with the school teachers, I heard praises for you. They said that you are calm and study hard. There are a lot of girls around you. distraction."

"I just listen to it and laugh. I never limit anything within your morality. Naughty, self-willed, puppy love."

"But you are obedient and make me worry."

Li Yan wiped the moisture from the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand.Li Yanyan took the tissue off the dining table and sat down beside his mother.

"Mom, I'm sorry I don't want to make you so sad."

Li Yan took his hand and patted the back of his hand.

"Mom asks you first, do you like girls?"

Li Yanxi's fingertips were deeply embedded in the flesh of his thigh. He tried his best to calm his emotions, and finally shook his head unbearably.

Li Yan lowered his eyes and continued to speak.

"Mom is highly educated and knows that there are people like homosexuals. Sometimes my thoughts go astray, thinking that my son is so good, why can't I have a girlfriend all the time? Is it because I haven't met the right person? Or is it because your vision is too high? Or...you will be one of that crowd."

"If it's the first two reasons, Mom isn't worried, it's just that fate didn't come."

Li Yan suddenly sighed, and stroked Li Yanxi's forehead again.

"At that time, you were still in high school. When my mother was tidying up the room, she saw the psychology book you hid at the bottom of the quilt. I flipped through it casually and saw the note you stuck inside. I So I can calmly face your sexuality because after that, Mom also quietly looked up information about it."

"This road is not easy to walk. Mom loves you."

Li Yanxi was never a person who showed his emotions. He lowered his eyes in silence and tightly clasped the hand held by his mother in his palm. He was petite and no longer soft.

The broken hole in the heart was cut hard again.

His mother, the first moment she found out about her sexual orientation, told him she was distressed.

After all, the tears couldn't bear the weight and slid down the eye sockets.

Li Yan also helped him wipe away his tears, with a little smile on his face.

"Son, no matter how difficult the road is, your mother will always be your backing, as long as it is someone else. Do you understand?"

"Mom has been married for so many years, and we all know how your father treats us. Zhuo is also a good boy. He has dated girls before, so he can choose more paths, don't you think so?"

Li Yanxi hugged his mother into his arms, weeping silently, and he opened his mouth slowly when the pain in his heart eased a bit.

"Mom... I know what to do, and there is... thank you!"

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Hi, I finally wrote here~~~

Tonight will be a sleepless night, (*/ω＼*) I hope all the babies can grab what they want!