light in the north

The moment his lips touched, all his senses were magnified, he could feel the fine lines on Shen Bei's warm lips, his somewhat unsteady fiery breathing, and the little bit of wetness.He parted his lips slightly, and sucked in greedily.

That faint smell of tobacco belonged to Shen Bei.

Shen Bei didn't let him go quickly, but instead bit his lips, sticking out the tip of his tongue and tapping it lightly.On the contrary, the numb nerves seemed to spread to his side.And Jiang Nan also bit Shen Bei's lips with his teeth, making Shen Bei tremble all over.

This was not the reaction I expected.

Both of them closed their eyes at the same time.

And the next second.

Shen Bei let go of Jiang Nan.

Jiang Nan was still in the emotion just now, and couldn't help but move forward, her moist lips slightly parted.

The mist in his eyes was getting thicker.

Jiang Nan's appearance choked Shen Bei from the heart, he grabbed the back of Jiang Nan's neck suddenly, and kissed her again.

This time, it is no longer just a taste, the touch of the tip of the tongue, entanglement, and rubbing of ears and temples.It was an emotion hotter than flames. Jiang Nan couldn't help but put his hand into the opponent's clothes, stroking the muscles and chest inside, and wrapped his hands around Shen Bei's back, sinking his fingers into Shen Bei's flesh. Here, grasp and knead.Heart, the hearts of both of them were beating rapidly, which made them start to go to their heads, as if they were drunk.

Everything was suddenly out of control, and gradually entered an unexpected situation.

They are both enjoying this private, flourishing, forbidden intimacy.

Jiang Nan's hand was down, pulling Shen Bei's belt.

Shen Bei suddenly pushed him against the wall and held down his hand.Shen Bei's lips moved back a few centimeters, he looked into Jiang Nan's eyes, and said, "I like Li Lianhua, huh?"

As if a basin of cold water was pouring down, Jiang Nan froze there and stopped breathing.

Shen Bei raised one corner of his mouth, smiled jokingly, and then patted Jiang Nan's face.

"Don't be funny."

He stood up straight, walked out, took two steps, turned to Jiang Nan, "Test it, don't get me wrong."

Turning around, the smile slowly disappeared at the corner of his mouth.Unable to stay any longer, his pace became faster and faster, and finally ran out of Jiang Nan's sight.

But Jiang Nan, standing by the wall, silently endured this fact that should have been faced long ago.

Mingming already knew that things like sexual orientation were innate, and Shen Bei was a straight person who couldn't be straighter.Taking another ten thousand steps back, Shen Bei hated himself so much, and wanted to make a fool of himself, even if he was gay, how could he fall in love with him.

What's more, I am not a cute person in the first place.

A person has lived for so long, and he doesn't expect anyone to really have a little emotional communication with him.Because not only will he not give his sincerity, but he will also destroy everything.

I have been alone for so long, I want to be with you, but I am really afraid of losing.Really afraid of getting hurt, so I can only shut people out, time and time again.

When I saw the protagonist on TV, I always said, I understand you.But who can really understand a person, even if they understand, they will not always take care of your mood, so you will be treated coldly again and again. In this case, it is better to live alone.

Now, after much difficulty, I can't help myself, isn't what I got hurt?

Maybe it was the adrenaline rush, or maybe it was just too long in one position, and his fingertips were numb.

It wasn't until a phone call came that his heart was gradually withdrawn.

"Hello. Is that Jiang Nan? I'm Shen Bei's father, Shen Yaoguo."