light in the north

Grandma knelt on the ground and wanted to pull Jiang Fugui regardless of her own status, but Jiang Fugui was so angry that she could only see the unworthy son in her eyes.He wanted to hack him to death with a knife and let out a bad breath.He pointed at the expressionless cold man, and cursed: "I'm going to fuck you all over the place! I worked so hard outside to give birth to you, a bastard, and talk to the outside world!"

After speaking, regardless of grandma's pull, he went up and slapped Jiang Nan hard, and because his steps were too fast, he brought grandma's hand to the ground, and accidentally stepped on grandma's hand.

He slapped Jiang Nan four or five times as if he didn't see it, but Jiang Nan remained silent and stood there quietly.Only the hand behind him was tightly packed into a fist, and the veins were bulging.He endured, endured, and secretly suppressed the soreness in his throat.

From many, many years ago, Jiang Nan learned not to cry when he was beaten, and gradually learned not to fight back when he was beaten.Because crying is useless, and fighting back will only get a worse blow.He has no status in the family, and his father's rights represent everything, and resistance will only cause unpredictable harm to everyone around him, including his mother and himself.

Just like the death of my mother back then, it was largely because of him.

Some people may find it ironic and dismissive, don't they think it's just being beaten?I've been beaten since I was a child, and it's nothing. I'm still alive and well, aren't I? !Every time those words made Jiang Nan feel that she was not understood, how could she understand?The parents of those people, even if they beat them, sometimes treat them well, buy them clothes, and when the family goes out happily, those parents, even if the relationship is not good and they are divorced families, they will always be the first Think about the custody of your son.Even if the parents of those people are not nice to them, they still have grandparents, grandparents, uncles and aunts, relatives and friends.

Jiang Nan has nothing.

His mother died in front of him, and Jiang Nan watched her mother swell in the water, rotten and full of insects.My grandparents died early because of my father's unworthy, and my grandmother is still alive, but I don't know anyone very well, and she lives in her sister's house.And the grandfather was the worst, because no one gave money for treatment of rectal cancer, he died of pain, he died of pain.

At that time, Jiang Nan was still young, and his father did not allow him to go to work, so he secretly picked up garbage outside and sold it. The money he sold was used to buy painkillers for his grandfather, but he could only take 3 pills a day. They all struggled on the bed, holding on and humming softly. The yellow waxy skin looked like a dying man. A man was so thin that only his bones and skin remained, weighing less than 70 catties. He looked like a dead body. Living skeletons are terrifying to look at.Jiang Nan sneaked out of the house every day, went to her mother's house, held her grandfather's hand, and relieved his pain.

Later, Jiang Nan stopped going.

He was afraid that his grandfather would die in front of him like his mother, and he couldn't face it all.

So Jiang Nan didn't see her grandfather for the last time.

Maybe it’s been a long time, and I’m used to nothing, but it’s not that simple, those wounds lurk behind the darkness, slowly rot, slowly maggots, and then rot into a pool of bloody yellow pus in the body s things.

Although the outside is still clean, but the inside has begun to emit a strong stench.

What is physical pain?Let it numb it and it's fine.

My eyes were a little blurry, the ring on my father's finger scratched Jiang Nan's forehead, and blood flowed into his eyes, making him very uncomfortable.

The body that was injured by Shen Bei before was overwhelmed, a little weak and unable to hold on, and blood gradually seeped out of it.Later, there were more and more people, and the shirt was blood red.

Jiang Fugui hit the back, although he was still cursing, but seeing that his son seemed to be bleeding a lot, he couldn't help but worry about where he hit him, although he was used to beating like this, but it didn't hurt so much It's too obvious, the big deal is bruising and some internal injuries, it's bloody, what if someone dies? !