light in the north

Shen Bei took a deep breath, not wanting to entangle with Jiang Nan, he turned his head and put the bowl on the shoe cabinet, and opened the door while talking: "Let's go, I'll be back later."

After finishing speaking indifferently, Shen Bei led the door through with a bang, and went out without looking back.Jiang Nan's originally calm eyes were suddenly stimulated by this, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and a cold and sharp gaze penetrated straight down from under the eyelids.

There was silence in the room, he lowered his head slightly and took two slow breaths.

Then there was a sudden sudden impulse, Jiang Nan grabbed the bowl of rice and slammed it on the ground!The porcelain bowl smashed to pieces with a bang on the ground.He stood there with trembling palms and stared at the ceramic slag for two or three seconds, his eyeballs moved up slowly, stopped, and suddenly picked up a glass vase on the shoe cabinet, strode open and rushed out the door, followed Shen Bei and rushed out .

Anger and uncontrollable emotions surged up in one brain, and now Jiang Nan's thoughts and minds are all about him entangled with that woman, and the disgusting photo sent by a stranger last night that made him unable to eat Jiang Nan was going crazy.

Jiang Nan's excited heart was beating extremely fast, and the effect of his adrenal glands had made him unable to think normally at this moment. He just thought, Shen Bei is his man, how could he casually have sex with other women.

How could this be.

Jiang Nan ran wildly, towards Shen Bei's direction, he had only one thought at this time, to prevent Shen Bei from leaving.

Shen Bei's pace was a bit hasty, maybe it was really late, he unlocked the car from a distance, and quickened a few steps.

But this didn't increase the distance between him and Jiang Nan, because Jiang Nan walked very fast, so they got closer and closer.There were very few people in the parking lot and it was quiet.Jiang Nan took off her shoes when she entered inside, with a cold face, she approached Shen Bei as quietly as possible with bare feet.

Come on, come on, one more step.

Jiang Nan raised her hand and was about to slam Shen Bei on the back of the head!The violent movements seemed that Shen Bei's brain would be smashed into pieces in the next moment, but at the moment when he was about to encounter it, Shen Bei suddenly turned around as if he had eyes, grabbed Jiang Nan and pushed him on the car!

"what are you doing!"

Shen Bei yelled at Jiang Nan without letting go.

It turned out that just at that moment, Jiang Nan raised his hand and almost smashed the glass vase onto Shen Bei's car. His irrational impulse was reflected on the glass of the car, and Shen Bei looked straight at him.

Shen Bei glared at Jiang Nan angrily, and sprayed his fiery breath on his face.

Jiang Nan suddenly softened.

He let go of his hand, and the glass bottle fell to the ground.His expression calmed down, his eyebrows lowered, and there was a kind of powerless sadness.

Facing Shen Bei's face, he inexplicably lost confidence at that moment.

This is quite ridiculous, just now he was arrogant and arrogant, but when he turned around, he missed the trap.

Jiang Nan took two deep breaths, her eyeballs moved a few times on the ground, turned her face to the side and gently pushed Shen Bei away.

It may be that I have stayed in this circle for too long, and I may subconsciously act very domineering towards those who want to hurt me.But Jiang Nan is not someone else, but a lover who has established a relationship with Shen Bei, so no matter what, Shen Bei will not expose himself that way for too long.

What's more, I feel sorry for Jiang Nan. Although I don't know why Jiang Nan suddenly wants to hurt him, I have to listen to the reason before I can make the next move.

It's just that Shen Bei still needs to be on guard against Jiang Nan. It's not like something like this has happened before.

The scene was awkward and silent for several seconds. Jiang Nan didn't speak, but softly tilted his head slightly, breathing slowly, as if a little embarrassed.

He scratched his black hair, turned his head and took a few steps away.His toes were curled up, he was pale and bloodless, and he was only wearing a shirt and a pair of black trousers. Even in the windless parking lot, it made people feel the deep chill.

"You go."

He said.

Shen Bei's lips moved, but he couldn't speak.Jiang Nan's appearance at the moment also made him a little relieved from his anger, and the guilt that followed came up, which made him not willing to face Jiang Nan squarely.

Maybe the moment he found out that Jiang Nan was going to hurt him like before, he felt panic and anger.But when he received Jiang Nan's message, Shen Bei would still return to his original position, the mental state of derailing Jiang Nan's body behind his back.So Shen Bei was always wrong, he has no reason to face Jiang Nan and is in a high position now.This made it impossible for him to treat Jiang Nan as he wished, and Jiang Nan's pitiful appearance at this time also made Shen Bei even more unable to get angry at him.

"Tell me first why you want to hit me."

Shen Bei frowned and asked him.

Jiang Nan glanced at Shen Bei, was quiet for two seconds, and said, "I don't want to hit you. It's just that I can't control you."

"What on earth are you talking about, I..." Shen Bei took a deep breath, "Can I just go out if I have something to do? Don't you have any sense of trust in me?"

Jiang Nan didn't speak, he knew that Shen Bei was trying to cover up his behavior here, but seeing Shen Bei lying so unceremoniously in front of him, Jiang Nan really didn't know what to say.

Helpless? More, chilling.

What can I do to feel chilled, who will let me like Shen Bei more.People say that in a relationship, whoever loves more loses.And Jiang Nan was a loser from the beginning to the end. He knew very well that Shen Bei being with him was the best thing in his life. What qualifications did he have, what extravagant hope did he have to ask this man to be with him forever? .Shen Bei is not Duan Xiaolou, nor is he himself Cheng Dieyi.

This is the relationship Jiang Nan longs for, but not the love he longs for.It's just, who is not greedy, because they are together, so they feel too happy, so they often get carried away and forget where they should be.

After being intoxicated for so long, it’s not like he didn’t wake up. Doesn’t Jiang Nan know what kind of person Shen Bei is? Not to mention that he had fucked a lot of women when many people were still young in high school. Time is not gone.

"Don't you love me? Do you still want to lock me up and fuck me every day like before? Jiang Nan, lock me up by your side and don't go out to see anyone treat your house like a prison cell!" Is it your love?!"

Shen Bei spoke louder and louder, probably because Jiang Nan has been silent, so he gradually entered the role he played and became more and more arrogant.

"I don't have time right now..."

"You go." Jiang Nan's voice interrupted Shen Bei's words, he raised his eyes and glanced at Shen Bei, "I just took that medicine, and I have side effects, and my mind is not so clear, you go, I won't stop you. "

The voice is very small and a little hoarse.

The appearance of seriously apologizing to Shen Bei looks very humble.

And Jiang Nan didn't leave Shen Bei any more time to deal with the current awkward and unstable relationship atmosphere, he turned around and left the garage, found the place where the slippers were thrown just now, and put them on again as if nothing happened Same thing.

I don't know how many times this situation has happened, Jiang Nan rushed out of the house alone, as if thinking that it was still summer and the sun was very warm, so wearing a thin shirt and slippers, he passed through the biting cold fog dazedly.You may not realize until you get home that you are really stupid.

He didn't know where Shen Bei had gone, and he didn't want to care about it.Everything is predestined, die when you deserve to die, and be together when you should be together.At least Shen Bei knows to go home after going out, Jiang Nan should be happy.

Shen Bei watched Jiang Nan leave, frowning, feeling a little distressed.He suddenly had a feeling, as if this man was going out of his life.

He looked very tired.

The phone rang, and Shen Bei picked it up.

"I'm on my way."

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Cursed in a low voice: "Fuck your mother."

But it was of no use.It was useless to feel sorry for Jiang Nan, and it was useless to scold Shen Che too much. He still had to open the car door and drive to the home of Shen Che, whom he hated so much and who had to obey orders.

Jiang Nan returned to the room slowly. The bedroom, which was completely different from the cold outside, made him shiver for a moment, and his skin got goosebumps.

The cat came over and wrapped its body around Jiang Nan's legs.

Jiang Nan picked up the cat and called it softly: "Little lion."

It was getting late and the painting was not finished yet.Jiang Nan turned on the light in the living room and walked to the bed, staring at the painting for a long time.

"Tell me, why can't he understand it." Jiang Nan spoke to the cat in a deep voice, "When he fucked that woman, didn't he know what he looked like?"

As he spoke, he laughed again.

After removing the painting from the drawing board and throwing it into the trash can, Jiang Nan left the cat aside, turned off the lights and returned to the bedroom lazily.

At this time, the phone rang again.

Or the unfamiliar phone number.