light in the north

"Jiang Nan?"

Shen Bei walked over and knocked on the door again.

A trembling and crying sigh drifted out from inside, like a kind of relief that finally let go of everything, a kind of dust that finally reached the other side after exhaustion.

Shen Bei's heart suddenly tightened.

He took a deep breath, smashed the lock with his gun without saying a word, and kicked it in.I have to say that the mood at that moment was filled with anger and eagerness.It's just that the moment his eyes made contact with that man, there was nothing left, only the softness and distress that surprised even him.

At that moment, Shen Bei rolled his eyes several times before seeing Jiang Nan from a pile of "embers".

It was a mess inside, not as deserted as it looked from the outside of the house, as if it had just experienced a war here.The bed was turned up, the quilt and pillows were rubbed on the ground casually, the incomplete books and chairs were lying on the road, and the cabinet was overturned.

There is nowhere to go, and black and gray haze is everywhere, and because of the humidity and the fact that it has been vacant, the bugs and spiders here are also rampant.

Jiang Nan was under the window, slumped against the wall.His whole body was dirty and messy, the gauze on his head had been lost somewhere, his hands and clothes were covered with blood, the iron bars on the window had been broken by force, and one of the bars in the middle had been bent off. How much effort was spent trying to escape from this room.

He raised his head slightly, his eyes flashed light, and the fragility and coldness of the contradictions at that moment melted into the deepest soul embarrassment.

Shen Bei walked over and squatted down.

Jiang Nan closed her eyes naturally, leaned forward slowly into Shen Bei's arms, put her arms on Shen Bei's shoulders, and put her head next to his neck.He let out a long sigh, and his fiery breath hit Shen Bei's neck.

Shen Bei hugged Jiang Nan tenderly, and gently stroked his back. His eyes were full of deep and pampering love.It seemed that time stopped here, and the warmth and strong arms of the other party became the only strength that could support it.

In the past two days, he has endured all the tortures he has suffered in the past 20 years, and the nightmares of the past have truly appeared in Jiang Nan's world.

But even when he was crazy, Jiang Nan strangely still knew what he was doing, and still believed that Shen Bei was still looking for him outside.

In this way, we are torn between illusion and reality, struggling in fear and despair.Jiang Nan was exhausted.In the end, he almost thought that he was born here and would eventually die here.

I just want to drown in his arms at this moment, all the grievances want to pour out the moment I see my lover.

It's just that he has cried enough, and in front of Shen Bei, he doesn't want to show that disgusting, helpless face as if the world has collapsed.

At this time, there is no need for any language from the other party, and Shen Bei is also surprised that he can understand Jiang Nan's mind.

Just a hug.All he needed was a hug from his lover.

This place can't stay longer, Shen Bei just wants to take Jiang Nan back as soon as possible, wash it well, and bandage the wound.Judging by Jiang Nan's appearance, she must have not slept well.

He wanted to pull Jiang Nan up, but Jiang Nan didn't seem willing to change this comfortable position, and just hugged Shen Bei's arm tightly.

Shen Bei didn't think too much about it, so he reached out to his knees and hugged Jiang Nan horizontally.

Jiang Nan might not be very used to this posture, and struggled a little.But he was unwilling to let go, so he could only bury his face deeper into Shen Bei's neck, and obediently did not move.

"This is a princess hug. You have thought about it for a long time."

Seeing Jiang Nan's reaction, Shen Bei couldn't help but want to make fun of him, "Huh?"

The magnetic and deep voice shook the chest, making people feel numb all over.Jiang Nan's fingers lightly touched his Adam's apple, and he couldn't help the movement.

"itch."

Shen Bei said with a smile.

Satisfied with the trembling from her fingertips, Jiang Nan withdrew her hand and wrapped her arms around Shen Bei's neck.

"Wait a moment."

Jiang Nan said.

I used too much voice before, and my hoarse voice was almost speechless.

Shen Bei put him down and took Jiang Nan's hand.

Jiang Nan dragged Shen Bei into a room, and picked up the small jar that was already clogged with ashes on the table.

"Let's go."

When Jiang Nan turned around, he kicked the steps on the ground and almost fell.Fortunately, Shen Bei was beside him, stabilizing his body.

It's just that the jar was held tightly by him.

Jiang Nan looked up and saw the doubt in Shen Bei's eyes. She raised her eyebrows and said, "This is my mother's ashes. It's okay to keep it. Why don't you take it back and confess it?"

Shen Bei slightly raised one eyebrow.

"This is your home..."

Jiang Nan nodded: "Yeah. I didn't expect that."

He said, smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, and then lowered his head.Shen Bei didn't say anything, knowing that there was something wrong with his family, but Jiang Nan didn't say anything, so Shen Bei didn't ask.

Shen Bei took Jiang Nan's hand and carefully protected him as he walked outside.Jiang Nan's tall height of 1.8 meters is not incompatible with his way of getting along. It may be because of the good-looking relationship between the two of them, and they seem to be a good match.

They walked out in silence, the car Shen Bei had prepared before was parked quietly outside the alley, seeing them coming out, the driver faintly started the engine.

"Jiang Nan?"

Someone suddenly called him.

Shen Bei turned his head to look, and found a woman around 60 years old, holding a bicycle at the gate of his courtyard, and stretched out her head to look at Jiang Nan.

It's like old acquaintance.

However, Jiang Nan didn't have the slightest intention to turn back, and her footsteps didn't stop, she was even a little fast, she pulled Shen Bei out of the alley and got into the car.

Jiang Nan sat on the left side of the back seat, quietly leaned against the window and closed her eyes to rest.Shen Bei went around to the rear compartment and took out the medicine box, planning to stop the bleeding of his injured area first.

Even though Shen Bei was busy to and fro, Jiang Nan didn't make any unnecessary movements, maybe because he had exhausted too much energy and didn't have the strength to face other people.At this time, Jiang Nan has completely isolated herself from the world.

It was so quiet that Shen Bei thought Jiang Nan had fallen asleep, but as soon as the car stopped, Jiang Nan opened his eyes calmly, opened the door and walked out.

Shen Bei followed behind, not knowing what to say at this moment, and went home in silence.

The atmosphere didn't know what was going on, and it became a little subtle.

As soon as the door was closed, the Russian gray cat heard a sound coming out of the room, and it moved lightly and gracefully. Shen Bei went over to touch it, and the tail that had been connected softly ran along his hand. twice.

Jiang Nan sat on the sofa, took out a pack of cigarettes from underneath, took it out and began to smoke silently.He leaned on his back, tilted his head slightly, his thin eyelids were hanging, and his eyelashes were long but not curled, drooping down, leaving a large shadow.

The home has the heat on all the time so it's very comfortable.Shen Bei went back to his room and changed into unlined clothes, scratched his fluffy curly hair, and walked over barefoot with a medicine bottle in his hand.

"Is it Shen Che?"

Jiang Nan said these words from his lips suddenly.

Shen Bei paused, walked to Jiang Nan's side and sat down, seemingly unintentionally said, "What are you talking about?"

Jiang Nan's eyelashes lifted slightly, revealing a shimmer.

"I said, what happened to Xin Shang?"

Shen Bei opened the bottle cap, handed it to Jiang Nan, and while fetching him water, said: "It's all taken care of, don't worry. The medicine has been used up these days."

Jiang Nan took it, closed her eyes, got up and swallowed the medicine.Then he paused for two seconds, took a drag on his cigarette, and let out a long sigh.

Shen Bei realized that something was wrong.

Asked: "What's the matter?"

When I first found Jiang Nan, Jiang Nan was very dependent on him. Although he didn't speak, Shen Bei could feel that Jiang Nan was the most vulnerable at that time. Jiang Nan was rational, maybe because of that moment Shen Bei rescued him, but as soon as he left that place, Jiang Nan returned to the original Jiang Nan, indifferent, closed, and even vicious.

Although Jiang Nan didn't say anything, Shen Bei could still faintly feel that Shen Che had really touched his restricted area.

"fine."

Jiang Nan flicked the fireworks.

He swallowed the last sentence and closed his eyes again.

When he was in that place, Jiang Nan knew the truth when he was on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and guessed that it might be Shen Che.Although I only met once, the way Shen Che looked at him that time was enough.

Just now, he just asked casually if it was Shen Che, but seeing Shen Bei's attitude, Jiang Nan was completely sure that it was him.

Maybe it's true, this period of time is too obedient, so letting others bully has become so easy to happen.Except for Jiang Fugui, Jiang Nan really didn't have anyone who could treat him so much, and don't forget, he was never a virgin bitch who accepted insults peacefully.

Just wait for the moment he is sure, that Shen Che who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth will definitely die.