light in the north

Jiang Nan slept on the small bed behind the office at night, and woke up at six o'clock.Fortunately, there are washing utensils here at all times. Jiang Nan simply freshened up here, and then left in spare clothes.

I didn't eat much last night, so my stomach hurts a little.Jiang Nan bought two buns downstairs and took them home.

Because I don't have the habit of eating on the road, and the temperature in deep winter is really terribly cold, not to mention the humidity here is so high that it feels like the cold water has penetrated into his bones when the wind blows, so the two buns are already gone when he returns home. It was as hard as a steamed bun when it was cold.

Not in the mood to eat, he casually sipped some fruit juice to fill his stomach.Jiang Nan went back to the bedroom, took off her clothes and pants, and lay down to rest.

There was still no news about Shen Bei on the phone.

It was so quiet, so quiet that it was scary.

It may be because of too much mental work recently, and he was too tired after not sleeping well, so he fell asleep again in a daze. When he woke up, it was almost three o'clock in the afternoon.

He was awakened by the sound of knocking on the door vigorously, as if the house was about to be demolished.Jiang Nan's first thought was Tan Yufan, but if Tan Yufan had discovered his plan, he would have knocked open the door with ammunition and ended his life in minutes.

He was barefoot, and his silk pajamas hung lazily on his calves, revealing a picture with extremely beautiful lines.

The peephole is covered, and the man appears to be leaning against the door with his back turned.

Jiang Nan opened the door, and the man confiscated him and fell on Jiang Nan's body.

Shen Bei tried to stand up straight, but he still limply lay in Jiang Nan's arms. He tried to turn over, but because he was a tall person, Jiang Nan stumbled back a few steps. Only then did Shen Bei be stabilized.

Shen Bei raised his head to look at Jiang Nan, but his eyes were turbulent and deep.

Jiang Nan froze for a moment, but her heartbeat couldn't slow down.He glanced at the door, the white cushion on the ground was completely destroyed, and there were cigarette butts everywhere.The weight in his arms was so clear, so clear that he thought the fantasy in his mind had finally come true.

The man on his body reeked of alcohol, I wonder if he is sober at the moment.

Jiang Nan didn't speak, he was afraid that if he spoke, he would break such a good dream.

He half hugged Shen Bei from behind, took him to the bedroom, put him on the bed and squatted down to take off Shen Bei's shoes and socks.

Just when he got up to untie Shen Bei's tie, Shen Bei suddenly grabbed his hand and pulled it down, Jiang Nan fell onto Shen Bei's body.

The heavy alcohol smell spread from his breath to Jiang Nan's nose. He lowered his head and buried himself in Chi Bei's chest, and then he didn't dare to move.Shen Bei hugged him tightly, the clothes outside were still damp in winter, but the temperature in his chest gradually rose, scalding Jiang Nan's cheeks.

It's still broad daylight, so why drink alcohol?

Shen Bei let go of Jiang Nan at this time, put his hands on the bed and rubbed back, and then pushed Jiang Nan away.

He lay down in the middle of the bed, half leaning against the head of the bed, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and started smoking again.

Jiang Nan, who was pushed away, felt the rejection in his heart, and he was a little tired.Do you have to be like this every time, approaching Jiang Nan, watching Jiang Nan rejoice for him, and then push Jiang Nan away, watching Jiang Nan suffer for him.Has this become the pleasure of this man?

But it's not fun, not fun at all.

Jiang Nan shouldn't have expected anything more, why did Shen Bei make such ambiguous actions again and again, to give him hope.

"What are you doing here?"

He finally spoke to break the silence.

Shen Bei looked at him deeply, and the smoke slowly swayed from his nostrils.He took the cigarette down, opened his lips slightly, and exhaled the remaining smoke.

Jiang Nan frowned: "What are you doing here!"

Shen Bei was silent for a long time before saying, "Why."

Jiang Nan was expressionless: "What why.

Shen Bei: "We want to change the final of "Xin Shang Star", why didn't you tell me?"

Jiang Nan took a deep breath and lowered his head: "I asked them to send a meeting notice, so you won't come by yourself."

Shen Bei took another puff, and the smoke covered his eyes, making him look even more blurred.

With a low voice, he said, "Do you know the consequences of what you do?"

Mei Nan folded her arms on her chest in a gesture of rejection.

"do not know."

He was indifferent, with a somewhat stubborn answer.

Shen Bei: "Why did you give Burberry to Tan Yufan?"

Jiang Nan glanced at Shen Bei, then shrugged: "You know, how dare I disobey Tan Yufan's orders."

Shen Bei: "Is that Tan Yufan's order to change the last game of Xinshang Star to the TV station?"

Although the smell of alcohol is so heavy, but his mind does not seem to be muddled, and every sentence has hidden needles, which will stab him if he is not careful.

Jiang Nan's eyes kept looking at the door, his eyes were a little distracted, his fingers were trembling slightly, but they were just pressed under his arms, so others couldn't see it.

But Jiang Nan did not answer this question.He just left the bedroom and walked to the kitchen, he really didn't want to stay in that room any longer.

Shen Bei never knew, when Jiang Nan was in the same room with him, how much effort it took to not look at him, not to think about him, not to do those shameful things to him.

His mind was full of Shen Bei having sex with him.

Every pose, every impact.

It was enough to make him lose his nerve in this room.

He walked quickly to the kitchen and poured the little juice left in the juicer into a cup. Because of some impulsiveness, he spilled a lot on the table.

He picked it up unsteadily and drank it in a big gulp, then put it down and stood there for a long time.

Suddenly his arm was grabbed and forced to turn around, Jiang Nan was kissed fiercely by Shen Bei, he unceremoniously licked the juice from the corner of Jiang Nan's mouth, the smell of tobacco and alcohol in his mouth, It made Jiang Nan go crazy instantly.

The tip of the moist tongue approached softly and viciously, entangled, Shen Bei forcefully pressed him down on the table, Jiang Nan's legs habitually hooked around Shen Bei's waist, and the nightgown was easily pulled away, revealing a large Firm and pale skin.

"Fuck you."

Shen Bei cursed in a low voice, "Is your body poisonous? No matter what I want, I can't get enough."

Jiang Nan tremblingly bit Shen Bei's lips, and once again dedicated herself to this man without reservation.

"Why are you disobedient?"

His hoarse voice was like an aphrodisiac, making Jiang Nan raise his neck.

"Why do you do these things for me?"

So... he already knew.

Shen Bei knew that Tan Yufan would hurt him that day, and he knew that he risked the risk to change venues and dates for him.That's why... That's why I came here and told Jiang Nan with my body, did he know?

Then why ask Jiang Nan.

Jiang Nan felt a little pain, and the corners of his eyes were moist, which might be physiological tears.

He hugged Shen Bei and said, "You know that."

Shen Bei: "I don't know."

He drank alcohol, didn't know how to measure it, and had a lot of strength, but he didn't take care of Jiang Nan's emotions at all. He just kept asking, as if he wouldn't stop until he asked.

"You clearly know."

Jiang Nan hugged him desperately, "I've said it so many times."

He seemed to have collapsed, and he could no longer hide all his emotions from this man: "But I didn't lie."

Shen Bei paused, and he stopped talking.

He was hugging a man who was about the same height as him. This man appeared in this world with a cold, ruthless, and perverted appearance, but at this moment, he seemed vulnerable.

It seemed that if it was any heavier, he would shatter.

In the end, inexplicably, it was done gently.

Jiang Nan went to the bathroom to clean himself up, but when he came out, Shen Bei had already left.

It seems that coming here today is just to get on the alcohol and solve the physiological needs.

It's okay to leave, so as not to be embarrassed.

Having mustered up the courage to confess so many times in front of this man, Shen Bei acted as if he had never heard of it.

Jiang Nan thought naturally, it is still impossible for him to get this man, so obediently, solve all this, if he is lucky enough to survive in Tan Yufan's hands, just like the appointment with his mother before, leave Shenbei , leave here, go to a small county, open a store, and live a peaceful and ordinary life like this.

And he was a man who felt inferior in front of Shen Bei, even touching Shen Bei's thoughts, he was just trying to find out, and then ran very far away to hide.

So he didn't know at all what kind of feelings Shen Bei, who was having sex with Jiang Nan, had towards him.

"Hey, Huang Ran, tell me."

Shen Bei sat in the car and drove towards the place he mentioned, "Well, you continue to pay attention to Tan Yufan's actions. If his batch of arms is not completely placed in the training base, it means that he has other plans. Be careful about Gu's tryst, don't be photographed by the paparazzi."

He hung up the phone, he had to make a good plan for the final fatal blow to Tan Yufan.

Wait until this is all over.

If he was lucky enough to survive under Tan Yufan's hands, maybe he would seriously consider staying with Jiang Nan.

Although...it's a bit silly to say so.However, this was his sudden impulse when he knew that Jiang Nan dared to do such a thing under Tan Yufan's nose in order to save him, and that he might give up his life.And he hopes that this impulse is not a tormenting sacrifice.

This time, he wanted to be Jiang Nan's boyfriend.

This is something he has finally decided after hesitating and struggling for two years.