light in the north

Jiang Nan's mood was very bad at this time, the air-conditioning radiating from her body almost froze the people around her.He was not willing to do this, just because he looked at Don Juan like this, as if he could see himself in the future.

I also fell in love with a man who would not fall in love with me, and I also gave everything for him, but Jiang Nan was different, his madness hurt two people.And now he is still happily immersed in the false and fragile "love" relationship between the two of them.

And it's not anyone else's fault, he only blames himself.

For the first time, Jiang Nan walked out of the room alone, leaving Shen Bei behind, and walked down slowly.

I don't know if he has forgotten whether he came by car or just didn't want to take a car, so he walked along the direction of the hospital to Jiangbei. In short, he looked like he was wandering in his own world, and he didn't really want to take a taxi. The plan to walk back alone.

It may be due to the approaching of the Spring Festival. People in the big cities have almost left. After the two-day return peak, the whole situation is almost empty. There are only a few locals on the road, and some hard-working sanitation workers are cleaning up. The entire city has been swept by madness.

Shen Bei drove slowly beside Jiang Nan.He didn't know what Jiang Nan had experienced, and he didn't know if it was because of his mental illness that made his behavior so abnormal. After all, he seemed to be getting better gradually before today.

Jiang Nan lowered his head and didn't look at the road, but just stared at his toes. The strange thing was that he was able to bypass the obstacles on the road and walked smoothly.

Could it be that there are eyes on the top of the head? !

Shen Bei tapped the steering wheel lightly with his index finger, not realizing that he was mesmerized just by watching Jiang Nan walk.

But at this moment, Jiang Nan stopped suddenly.

Shen Bei also stepped on the brakes, and leaned over to see what this man was going to do.

Jiang Nan stopped in front of a kitten. It was curled up under a street lamp. It was lying dead or asleep. Shen Bei stared carefully for a long time, only to find that the cat's body was gently rising and falling. , probably sleeping.Shen Bei is [-]% sure that it accidentally slipped away when its owner brought it out to play, and it was definitely lost recently.

Looking at its noble fur color, it looks like a purebred Russian blue-gray cat, a mysterious race. Although it is a blue cat, it has a luminous silver color.Its hair was extremely clean, so clean that Shen Bei almost suspected that its owner was within a distance of less than 100 meters.

And Jiang Nan stood there for about 2 minutes and didn't move, and he didn't know what kind of nerves it was.Just when Shen Bei couldn't take it any longer and wanted to get out of the car and drag Jiang Nan up, Jiang Nan suddenly raised his right foot and lightly touched the cat's tail.

In the blink of an eye, he stepped on it hard!

The shrill scream pierced the calm, the sleeping kitten struggled, but Jiang Nan remained motionless, stepping on the tail firmly, with a bloodthirsty madness that was hard to ignore in his eyes!

He still had that expressionless and cold face, but those eyes... those eyes that seemed to be eating people! ! !Shen Bei will never forget the frightening look in that rainy night under that umbrella that almost cost him his life!

Without even thinking about it, Shen Bei pressed the horn twice and rushed out.

"what are you doing!!!"

Just when he was about to get closer and push Jiang Nan away, Jiang Nan suddenly squatted down nervously, grabbed the struggling cat tightly and hugged her in his arms, despite the blood marks on his hands and neck being scratched by the cat, the flesh was pulled out, and As if he couldn't feel the pain, he hugged him even tighter!The cat screamed frantically in his arms. Shen Bei saw that the cat's tail was still in Jiang Nan's hand, just like that, as if it had been broken by him.

His hands, dripping with blood, grabbed the cat with all his strength, digging his nails in, and he pressed the cat to his chest, ignoring its pain.

But unlike the cruel things he did, Jiang Nan hooked up slightly at this time, smiling with a gentleness that he had never had before.

"You came."

As if he had just seen Shen Bei, there was a trace of begging in his eyes, and he was cautiously flattering him, as if he was acting coquettishly, he said, "Let's raise a cat together, shall we?"

Shen Bei was stunned.

He looked at this man, up and down, for a long time, and almost lost his mind.

"You're crazy..."

Shen Bei murmured softly, widened his eyes and slowly shook his head at Jiang Nan.His eyelashes fluttered several times before he actually blinked.

Jiang Nan looked down at the cat shaking its body like coaxing a child: "Look, it's injured, it's so pitiful to lose it."

So... In order to bring the cat back, did he not hesitate to hurt it in order to get Shen Bei to agree to keep the cat?

Because I like it so much, even if I hurt it, I still want to get it.

Shen Bei stood in front of Jiang Nan with a complicated expression, silent, kept silent, almost made Jiang Nan lose the courage to ask and beg again.

Mei Nan was a little scared and disappointed now, because he found that Shen Bei might not like this little thing.

When Jiang Nan's smile was about to disappear from his face, Shen Bei walked behind Jiang Nan and gently put his shoulder on his shoulder.

This small movement made Jiang Nan tremble uncontrollably, almost throwing the cat out, but he quickly stabilized his emotions, took a deep breath, and hugged the cat tightly again.

Shen Bei whispered in his ear: "You can do whatever you want, but before that..."

Shen Bei looked at the poor kitten that was still struggling in his arms, and the wounds on his body that kept increasing, and said, "Before this, we may have to deal with your wounds first."

Jiang Nan froze for a moment, then smiled again, he smiled happily: "Okay."

However, Shen Bei's expression was serious. He didn't expect that Jiang Nan's condition was more serious than he imagined. I am afraid that besides bipolar disorder, he also has other mental illnesses. Just thinking about this kind of illness is very special. Difficult to heal.

And it may be because of his illness, Jiang Nan's behavior is unpredictable now, maybe a word, a movement can stimulate him, and what he does in the future will lose control, and what Shen Bei is most worried about is if If things go on like this, maybe Jiang Nan will end up like a crazy person who doesn't know what he is doing, often forgets things and doesn't say anything, and even threatens his own or other people's lives!

But now Shen Bei can only let him go as much as possible. There are a lot of things going on recently. He has to deal with Jiang Nan's affairs before he can take care of Jiang Nan's affairs. After all, he didn't take Jiang Nan to the psychiatric hospital. Will it be too late then?

He first took Jiang Nan to the pet hospital to check the cat's physical condition. Except for the broken tail, there was no other disease. After undergoing surgery, it stayed peacefully in the cage Shen Bei prepared for it. After buying some cat food and things to feed it, I took Jiang Nan to the hospital for injections to prevent infection, and treated the wound.

After everything was settled, Shen Bei drove Jiang Nan to his house downstairs.

"Are you going?"

After the car stopped, Jiang Nan didn't get on. He stared into Shen Bei's eyes and asked.

Shen Bei: "Well...it's getting late now, you should go back and have a good rest."

"and many more."

Jiang Nan said, "Didn't we agree to raise them together?"

Shen Bei was stunned.

Jiang Nan took a deep breath, and said weakly: "Otherwise...you can move to my house."

Shen Bei listened, lowered his head and scratched his hair, and glanced at Jiang Nan lightly.

Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Jiang Nan spoke again: "I know we are not in a relationship, but if you want to sleep with someone, I also want to sleep with someone. We can discuss business matters when we are together, and... I do have one very important thing. There are important things to discuss with you."

He seemed to say these words calmly, not like a sick man at all.

Shen Bei was silent for a long time, then shook his head at Jiang Nan.

"I'm sorry," he said, "I don't have time to do things like moving at the moment."

Jiang Nan hurriedly answered: "I can help you move, or you can live in today..."

Shen Bei interrupted him: "I'm sorry."

His attitude looked determined.

Jiang Nan's disappointment was clearly revealed on his face. He was startled, and with an oh, he turned his head and opened the car door. He moved down the cage containing the cat at the back of the car, and there were some cat food and cat food. A small house that needs to be assembled for playing and living.

He moved all the things down and put them on the ground, watching Shen Bei start the car and walk away a little bit.

Shen Bei tapped the steering wheel lightly with his index finger, but his eyes flicked to the rear mirror from time to time.

Jiang Nan still stood there motionless watching him drive away.

"Hold."

Shen Bei cursed like a sigh, and he took a deep breath.

Then, he suddenly slammed the steering wheel into a turn, sprinted for dozens of meters, slammed on the brakes and stopped at the position just now.

He frowned and walked down aggressively, picked up the things on the ground and walked into the building.

"What the hell are you still doing there! Get out of here!"

Shen Bei was extremely impatient and extremely angry, turning his head and yelling at Jiang Nan.

Jiang Nan was happy now, and trotted up to follow.Shen Bei glared at him again, Jiang Nan stopped, pursed his lips and followed behind him, keeping a not too far not too close distance.