light in the north

The tiny stars are covered by tall buildings and forests, and in the sleeping city, only one person's voice is narrating and whispering, like a trapped animal, like a painful poet, living with a soul full of holes.

The white paper was randomly discarded on the ground, leaving dirty or dried footprints and unknown liquid marks.The man in the white shirt was facing the person on the bed day after day in the dim, drawing the same picture, carefully tracing every line of his body until it was perfect.However, in the end, he threw them on the ground one by one, as if all the previous efforts were nothing but rubbish.

The neon passing car lights outside refracted into this room, mottled and blurred on his cold and expressionless face, after a long time, he looked like a very sad person who was about to cry.

His white and clean wrists were also stained with lead and color, but he didn't look dirty at all.

There won't be more people who are willing to talk for a long time to a person who has no response, just like telling their secrets to a lifeless tree, but can't get any feedback, not to mention, Humans are animals that need to communicate.

Jiang Nan would rather the person on the bed get up and beat him up now than he would lie there as if he was dead and let him fiddle with him.

But at the same time, he was so, so grateful that this man returned to his side again.

Jiang Nan didn't smoke, so when he went to buy cigarettes for Shen Bei, he suddenly remembered that he didn't know what brand Shen Bei liked to smoke.So he went back to ask what happened, but what he never expected was that this man, who looked so weak at the time, had the strength to break free from all the ropes and block him out of the door!

When he watched Shen Bei jump down from the balcony on the third floor, his heart seemed to stop violently. The panic at that moment made him unable to move at all. The missing balcony.

He was scared, he was really scared, he didn't want Shen Bei to die, he didn't want him to die in front of him like his mother.

He really, can't face it again, the people around him are dead.

He thought that ten years had passed, he could be calm, he could bury the past deeply, and try to be a normal person.But this is not the case. All the pain, memories and torture are monsters hiding in the shadows. They will always stab the wound deeply at the moment when people turn around and forget, and then it will be worse than before. Even more tragically, the torn heart muscle that was still struggling to beat was torn apart, and fresh blood flowed out.

He felt that he was in more pain than Shen Bei.

It was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

How could, how could he jump off in front of himself?

How can it be!

And when he plucked up the courage to go to the balcony and look down, he saw that Shen Bei, the man like a fire that would never be extinguished, stood up, gave him a cold look, then turned around and resolutely ran into the woods.

Shen Bei didn't abandon himself to suffer the pain like his mother did, but died happily alone in loneliness.He's different, he's different from everyone else.When they were all escaping from suffering, depraving, and choosing to die, Shen Bei tried his best to fight, fight, and truly survive.

Like a wild, unquenchable, unquenchable fire that never goes out.

The shock that Jiang Nan received at that moment was even more profound than watching him jump down the second before.

It also made him, really, love this man even more.

Then, how could he let Shen Bei escape from his Shen Bei?

From the very beginning, Jiang Nan had looked at all the routes that Shen Bei could escape. He had walked through this mountain forest many times, and found that, the only way out and this road that he could pass through in the future. to the place.He wasn't dead at first, there was a fork in about one-third of the way, if he turned in and ran out, he would be the West Gate of the school.

But when Shen Bei was running away, he directly swept over that road.

So, what is Jiang Nan worried about?Shen Bei is still back, isn't he?

But Shen Bei could no longer talk to him, fight, no longer cut Jiang Nan's flesh with contemptuous eyes, no longer hated Jiang Nan, called him a homosexual, called him a pervert.

Shen Bei has been in a coma for two days.

Moreover, it seems that he will never wake up again.