light in the north

Some microscopic gaps were torn apart in this way, and the throbbing in my heart gradually leaked out, exposed in the middle of the night, frankly and clearly.Some people say that those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black, but Shen Bei doesn't think so.

The reaction of the body and the outburst of hormones are all too familiar to him.

But this time the impulse was so violent that he had never experienced it before, and it swelled to the point of fear.Going back a long time, he seems to have habitually enjoyed the pursuit of Jiang Nan's eyes, to tease this cold-looking idiot who has never been in love, and is just satisfied with every time he panics.

But this time, Jiang Nan's initiative caught him off guard.

That's why he was afraid.

Because he has realized what his behavior represents.But he pressed that terrible thought to the deepest part, and it was full of paste, uncomfortable, messy, and he really wanted to knock himself out and fall asleep like this.

At the back, he couldn't help thinking of Don Juan, and he didn't know why he thought of him. He thought of the dying man, the man with things growing all over his body, skinny and imprisoned in the hospital.

Is it because Don Juan also treats men...?

What happened to me.

At that moment, all the burdens rushed towards him, and Shen Bei's mood was completely broken to the extreme.

Disgusting myself, so nauseating that I can't sleep.The more I can't sleep, the more irritable I become.

He lay on the bed until 05:30, then got up to wash up, took his things, and left the door on time at six o'clock when the door of the dormitory opened.

Jiang Nan has always been a light sleeper, so he woke up when Shen Bei got up, but he pretended to be still asleep, and didn't open his eyes until the bedroom door was gently closed.

He sat up from the bed and let out a long sigh.

Jiang Nan didn't know what Shen Bei was thinking, but from a rational point of view, his reaction had already exceeded the original intention of making fun of him.But Jiang Nan likes Shen Bei so much now that he has begun to doubt all his judgments.The fear of losing makes him worry about gains and losses.

He was even more unclear about Shen Bei's attitude in the future, whether he would gradually become ambiguous with him, or continue to be as lukewarm and embarrassing as he is now.

In the following days, he had no way to prove this point, because Shen Bei didn't go to class.

The second day, the third day.

Shen Bei didn't even show up at school.

Skipping class made Teacher Yan very angry at first, but she didn't pay much attention to it, because she had heard that Shen Bei was a trash who liked to skip class.I thought I would come back to school the next day, but I didn't expect it to turn out like this.

Due to Shen Bei's status, if the school can't find anyone and something happens outside, Teacher Yan will be responsible.She was also anxious now, and she didn't dare to call and communicate with Shen Bei's family members. She couldn't get in touch with Shen Bei, so she had to go side by side with other teachers who didn't have classes and asked people who usually walked closer to Shen Bei. Hope to learn some clues.

Jiang Nan will naturally be asked.

Teacher Yan directly asked him to help him find out where he was and where he usually went after class.

Jiang Nan doesn't really want to face all this now, his mind is very subtle, because he can't foresee the ending, so he would rather let time stop at this moment and not develop any further.But at the same time, he was so eager to see Shen Bei, and wanted to know if he liked him as much as he thought.

Like a cowardly and hopeful, disgusting maggot.

So he was hesitant to go get him back.

But later, he never showed up, which gradually made Jiang Nan a little flustered.

Jiang Nan went to Temptation these two days, but she didn't see Shen Bei's shadow. Hu Bo told him that Shen Bei had only arranged things here for the past few days and then left. No one knew where he went.

When Hu Bo said this, he shrugged his shoulders, as if he didn't care too much, and turned back to wipe the table.

Jiang Nan stood at the door, a little numb.

No one knew where he went.

Just because of a kiss, is he going to disappear from his life?