reunion [rebirth]
Chapter 157
Li Xunluo was just pushed out by her, facing all the attention, looked back, Zhong Xie was sleeping peacefully, the nurse was wiping her face and hands, and re-disinfecting and cleaning the room.
Many people were waiting for her outside, and their eyes were full of eager anticipation, the most obvious of which was probably Zhong Minghong.
Li Xunluo paused, in fact, she didn't really want to talk.In the room just now, her lungs and trachea hurt so badly that she suffered from such a severe cold, and it is estimated that she will not be able to recover after a month or two of warming up.
She also almost exhausted all her strength to suppress the cough, not wanting Zhong Xie to see it, and worried that the cough would filter the source of the disease.
"How is it? How is Zhong Xie's situation?" Zhong Minghong was still too worried after all. In just one night, his hair turned white, spreading all the way from the temples, and the tip of his head was also gray.
I don't know when, there were a lot of people in uniforms on the floor, both men and women. Li Xunluo's forehead twitched from the police badges on their chests, most of them had experienced the incident back then.
She paused and said, "I'm in good spirits and can talk, but I just don't want to see people."
Seeing people saying so many repetitive words, Mr. Zhong felt that it was a waste of saliva, so he didn't want to see him at all.
——In the ward just now, Ren Yuan said so.
"I just want to see you alone."
At that time, the context, with some pitiful energy, fingers kept drawing circles in Li Xunluo's palm, full of coquettish meaning.
Li Xunluo didn't want to spoil her like this at first—now that Zhong Xie remembered everything, he had to face the past and her years of silence.
It's not that she didn't know about Xin Chu in the past so many years, but Zhong Xie always thought at that time, if he could wait a little longer, he would just wait a little longer.But the waiting that has been said forever is endless.
So Li Xunluo handed over the divorce agreement.
It can be regarded as two lives, all added up, know each other more, understand more, Zhong Xie also feels more guilty.
So Li Xunluo originally didn't intend to let Zhong Xie just act like a baby and go there.
——It's a pity that Teacher Zhong's rank is too high, and Li Xunluo is sure that she can't stand her way.
Zhong Xie has always been used to being strong, and it is rare for him to be so weak and act like a baby. Li Xunluo also felt that he was getting older and couldn't bear this.
After thinking about it, she said, "The spirit is fine, but I don't really want to see people. If the chest cavity stops bleeding, and if the exhaust is smooth after sealing, I will be able to leave the ICU in a few days and transfer to the general ward."
Now Zhong Xie has tubes inserted all over his body, all kinds of tubes, and a lot of autonomic function recovery training will be done in the later stage, which is a very long process.
Hearing such a sentence, everyone present nodded and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Old Zhong, don't worry, Zhong Xie will be fine, so many doctors are watching, but all the heavyweight thoracic surgeons that the brothers can contact have been entrusted, and they have rescued frontline soldiers." The obedient person patted Zhong Minghong on the shoulder and said with relief.
Zhong Minghong sighed deeply, stood up again, glanced at Zhong Xie in the back room, and saw that she had fallen asleep, so he didn't say anything more, he could only nod.
Li Xunluo didn't know what to say when she saw people she didn't know.
She has always been like this, not shy of strangers, but she is not very suitable for this kind of occasion, unlike Zhong Xie.
Usually, on this occasion, Zhong would always take her with him, find food for her all the way, feed her around, and after half the time, he would basically be able to say goodbye.
She simply pretended to be weak. Seeing this, Fan Xiaojian was also very clever, and quickly took the opportunity to push Li Xunluo out, so that these friends who could only see each other when major events happened, continued to reminisce and comfort each other .
Not long after, Zhong Xie came out of the ICU.
I found a double ward with Li Xunluo, and we all ate, drank and lazed together.
Unfortunately, just after she entered, Li Xunluo had completely recovered and was able to be discharged from the hospital.
Li Xunluo didn't like the hospital very much. As soon as he heard that he could be discharged from the hospital, he completely ignored Zhong Xie's hesitation, his eyes were moist as if he was about to cry in a second, and he turned his head and packed up his things.
But it was said that she was discharged from the hospital, but she still spent more than half of the day in the hospital, but at least she was in a different mood, after all, this time she was accompanying to serve others.
Zhong Xie was already half-lying on the bed, and he was able to walk around on the ground. The postoperative observation was also good, the chest cavity was sealed well, and the exhaust process was fine. Even the doctor said that it was rare to see such a Zhong Xie was so seriously injured, but he recovered so quickly.
Zhong Xie smiled at the time and said, "It may be due to regular exercise, and the body has a strong recovery ability."
If it were to be replaced by someone like Li Xunluo who was not working hard, he would probably have to take care of him for a year or so.
Li Xunluo was noncommittal to these words, snorted lightly, and said with his chin resting, "If you have the ability, you can lift my left arm now and see if you can lift it up?"
Zhong Xie raised his eyebrows and smiled at her, as if he really wanted to raise his arms.
Seeing that she was playing seriously, Li Xunluo became impatient, rushed up to hold her down, and said angrily, "What are you doing, you take everything seriously? The wound is torn and you want to pass out from the pain?"
"No, I don't intend to lift it up, just to tease you." Zhong Xie hugged him with his right hand, and said happily, "I'm happy to see you worry."
Li Xunluo paused for a moment, and was surrounded by Zhong Xie in his arms. His face was speechless and he rolled his eyes up to the sky——Since Zhong Xie woke up, his mouth seemed to have been smeared with honey. Restless panic.
The doctor who made the rounds touched his nose and saw that Zhong Xie didn't intend to let him go. He coughed lightly and said, "The recovery is not bad. As long as there is no infection in the later stage, I can be discharged from the hospital in a few days. Then Pay attention to breathing and exhausting when you come down, and if you feel blocked or painful, you should tell the doctor."
Li Xunluo responded carefully, and when signing, his hands were on the family signature column and he paused for a moment.
After a while, she lowered her eyelids and said, "Uncle will be back later, let him sign."
Every morning and evening, family members have to sign and confirm the physical characteristics of critically ill patients to prove that they have sufficient understanding.A few days ago, Zhong Minghong came over to sign on a regular basis, rain or shine.
Today I heard that there is a new case in the bureau, and everyone has already arrived, so I called him back again, and I won't be able to come back for a while.
The doctor paused and nodded in agreement.
When Li Xunluo sent people out, the doctor put on a mask, put his hands in his pockets, and asked gossip, "You two haven't remarried yet?"
Li Xunluo raised his head, smiled, and said, "Not yet."
"Oh." The doctor nodded, "It's no wonder. But seeing that you two have a good relationship, I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years."
Li Xunluo accepted it, and watched the doctor enter the next ward.
After returning, Zhong Xie lay on the bed eagerly and said, "I want to eat oranges—why did you go out for so long just now?"
Li Xunluo ignored the second part of her sentence and peeled the oranges for her.
Since Dazhong Xie was able to go to the toilet independently, he could finally stop liquid food and he became obsessed with some fruits with high water content. Among them, Li Xunluo's favorite orange was the first to bear the brunt. Don't give up.
But since her left hand was injured, she can't use much strength, and her chest hurts when she is holding it. These fine movements have to be trained slowly after recovery.
Li Xunluo peeled the orange and looked up at her.
Zhong Xie didn't get a reply just now, and saw Li Xunluo looking at her, lying on the bed, motionless.
Li Xunluo raised his eyebrows.
Zhong Xie opened his mouth, "Ah——"
Li Xunluo: "..."
After tearing off an orange petal, Li Xunluo lowered his head and slowly pulled the white silk on it.
While eating, Zhong Xie couldn't stop talking, "This is quite sweet, so why did you go out for so long just now?"
Li Xunluo: "..."
She raised her head and said wordlessly, "I saw something."
Zhong Xie put on a face of a curious baby and listened attentively, and then said, "Ah——"
Li Xunluo stuffed her another one.
Zhong Xie took a few mouthfuls and felt addicted to eating. He didn't know where the happiness came from. While eating, he said "baji baji" and uttered some very satisfying syllables like a child's "ummmmmmmm".
Li Xunluo laughed when he heard this, and said, "There was a divorced couple living in the building before. The man cheated on him, and the two got divorced. Later, the man got colon cancer, which was at an advanced stage, and had to be hospitalized. There were no two cheating partners. He ran away in a few days, and it was his original wife and children who came to take care of him."
Zhong Xie paused, inexplicably guilty, and whispered, "I didn't cheat."
"I know you haven't." Li Xunluo glanced at her, fed another petal, and said, "But it's true that you are always cold and violent with me and live in two places all year round without a wife."
Zhong Xie lowered his head when he heard the words.
Then she sensitively caught the key word, raised her eyes, licked her lips cautiously, her eyes seemed to be glowing green, and said, "There will definitely be a woman in the future!"
"Fuck you." Li Xunluo laughed.
Zhong Xie was used to being skinny and shameless these days, and he was happy when he was scolded. He lay there happily and said, "Later, is there any follow-up to what happened just now?"
"The man gave up the treatment and left all his property to his original wife. It is said that he is a wealthy man with a small fortune. The original wife... I met a while ago, and they said that they actually came here to take care of him with their children for the inheritance." Li Xunluo Touching her chin, she said, "She said she always wanted something for her child."
Zhong Xie was silent this time. After a while, she looked at Li Xunluo's face and said, "Good job?"
Li Xunluo glanced at her and said, "Well, I also think it's a good job."
But how could the original partner not be sad in his heart.
The children are already so old, seeing their parents like this, what should they do in the future?
I hope that all the people he meets in the future are good people with good intentions, who can lead her to the right path.
After saying this, Li Xunluo put the orange peel aside and planned to wash his hands.
Zhong Xie is naturally afraid of her running away these days, but whenever Li Xunluo moves away from the bed, she always asks, "Where are you going?"
"Go and wash your hands." Li Xunluo pointed to his palms that were stained yellow by the orange peel.
Zhong Xie let out an 'oh', just lay down, and said, "Come back soon."
After so many days, Li Xunluo didn't feel strange anymore, he let out a soft 'huh' and was about to go to the bathroom.
Before entering the door, she suddenly heard Zhong Xie's low voice from behind, "Luoluo."
Li Xunluo stopped in his tracks, his eyes drooping slightly, thinking to himself, he's still here.
She responded in a low voice, without turning around, she looked down at her hands.
The orange peels are quite dirty. She bought them from a street stall. One by one, she picked the oranges with bigger bellies and sweetness. Her hands would inevitably get dirty. She could even rub the green mud streaks off right now.
Zhong Xie pursed his lips, his eyelids trembled, and said, "Are you still blaming me?"
Do you still blame her?
Since Li Xunluo was hospitalized by Zhong Xie, except for the time when he saw the video and cried in a mess, he has not shed a single tear until now. He usually looks like a normal person, and he has also started to study cooking, changing his tricks every day Cooking some nourishing meals for Zhong Xie, he was very busy.
This time, after hearing Zhong Xie's words, he couldn't bear it anymore.
Tears fell drop by drop, her mind was in a mess for a while, but she said, "I don't blame you."
"Then look back at me." Zhong Xie said.
She's on an infusion right now, so it's hard to get out of bed.
Li Xunluo turned his head, like a kid who made a mistake, lowered his head and picked his hands, raised his head pitifully and looked at Zhong Xie.
Zhong Xie wanted to hug her, so he stretched out his hand.
Li Xunluo looked at his unwashed hands, tilted his head and thought for a while, rubbed his clothes on his clothes, walked over and leaned against the bed.
Zhong Xie said hoarsely, "Why?"
Li Xunluo sniffed his nose and dried his tears with the quilt, leaving two dark circles on the white quilt.
She stared at the two circles and said, "What can I blame you for, I...I can understand you."
It's like she blocked that one for Shan Shi back then.
It also seems that Zhong Xie blocked her that time.
Who can blame whom? If you think about it from another perspective, no one has the right to blame the other.
Hating yourself is not enough.
Zhong Xie patted her head, and finally smiled with relief, as if a big stone stuck in her heart had disappeared, and said, "That's good, I'm afraid you will blame me."
Li Xun buried his head in her arms and shook his head carelessly.
After a while, she raised her face, her eyes, nose and mouth were a little red, and there were still tears on her eyelashes, and she said, "It will be canceled after that, and no one is allowed to mention this matter again."
"Well, listen to you." Zhong Xie nodded, "No one will mention it."
This time Li Xunluo finally got up again to wash his hands.
When she stood up, she paused again, and finally turned around, with tears streaming down her face, she squeezed Zhong Xie's hand and said, "Actually, it's not that I don't blame you at all. Sister, I don't blame you, But I'm still terrified."
"Tell me, it's so unbelievable to do it again. I finally found you again. If you are gone, what do you want me to do in the future? Who else would I have without you?" Li Xunluo said After uttering these words, the sound and intensity of crying suddenly increased, and it was almost unbearable.
In this world, besides Zhong Xie, who else can she have?
parents?friend?colleague?
But among these people, which one can compare with Zhong Xie?In the next few decades and nearly 30 hours of darkness, how will she survive alone?
Zhong Xie looked at her quietly, kept kissing Li Xunluo's eyes and cheeks, and whispered, "Okay, okay, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, just say it Now, if there is anything to be afraid of, you can tell it together, and you won’t feel uncomfortable when you say it.”
Li Xunluo was terrified in his heart. These days, he would beat his chest behind her back every few days, panting heavily, and frowning in pain. It's not like she didn't miss it.
If you keep holding back like this, you will get depressed sooner or later.I am used to seeing people who can't stand it in the crew, and Zhong Xie is also worried that Li Xunluo is holding back something wrong.
It will be fine after crying this time, and after crying, there will be no pressure in my heart.
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Last night, I was allergic to the drug and suddenly had acute urticaria, so I went to the emergency room qaq
So there are a lot of words in this chapter, I will cry a bag first, Jiageng is not sure if I can have it, I wrote it quite smoothly, but don’t wait, there will definitely be it tomorrow.
It's so easy to get acquainted when we were young.
Finally, don’t forget to leave a message, twenty babies will send random red envelopes~
感谢在2019-12-1010:04:33~2019-12-1121:38:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Ear Donggou smashed 1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: ゛〆, monster.Acridine ζ, Jiujiu Wufu, Peakyblinders, ALEXIA XIV, Liangsheng 1;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 79 bottles of Peakyblinders; 1 bottle of Xuexue, Yuanyuan, and Yi Xiaobai;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Many people were waiting for her outside, and their eyes were full of eager anticipation, the most obvious of which was probably Zhong Minghong.
Li Xunluo paused, in fact, she didn't really want to talk.In the room just now, her lungs and trachea hurt so badly that she suffered from such a severe cold, and it is estimated that she will not be able to recover after a month or two of warming up.
She also almost exhausted all her strength to suppress the cough, not wanting Zhong Xie to see it, and worried that the cough would filter the source of the disease.
"How is it? How is Zhong Xie's situation?" Zhong Minghong was still too worried after all. In just one night, his hair turned white, spreading all the way from the temples, and the tip of his head was also gray.
I don't know when, there were a lot of people in uniforms on the floor, both men and women. Li Xunluo's forehead twitched from the police badges on their chests, most of them had experienced the incident back then.
She paused and said, "I'm in good spirits and can talk, but I just don't want to see people."
Seeing people saying so many repetitive words, Mr. Zhong felt that it was a waste of saliva, so he didn't want to see him at all.
——In the ward just now, Ren Yuan said so.
"I just want to see you alone."
At that time, the context, with some pitiful energy, fingers kept drawing circles in Li Xunluo's palm, full of coquettish meaning.
Li Xunluo didn't want to spoil her like this at first—now that Zhong Xie remembered everything, he had to face the past and her years of silence.
It's not that she didn't know about Xin Chu in the past so many years, but Zhong Xie always thought at that time, if he could wait a little longer, he would just wait a little longer.But the waiting that has been said forever is endless.
So Li Xunluo handed over the divorce agreement.
It can be regarded as two lives, all added up, know each other more, understand more, Zhong Xie also feels more guilty.
So Li Xunluo originally didn't intend to let Zhong Xie just act like a baby and go there.
——It's a pity that Teacher Zhong's rank is too high, and Li Xunluo is sure that she can't stand her way.
Zhong Xie has always been used to being strong, and it is rare for him to be so weak and act like a baby. Li Xunluo also felt that he was getting older and couldn't bear this.
After thinking about it, she said, "The spirit is fine, but I don't really want to see people. If the chest cavity stops bleeding, and if the exhaust is smooth after sealing, I will be able to leave the ICU in a few days and transfer to the general ward."
Now Zhong Xie has tubes inserted all over his body, all kinds of tubes, and a lot of autonomic function recovery training will be done in the later stage, which is a very long process.
Hearing such a sentence, everyone present nodded and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Old Zhong, don't worry, Zhong Xie will be fine, so many doctors are watching, but all the heavyweight thoracic surgeons that the brothers can contact have been entrusted, and they have rescued frontline soldiers." The obedient person patted Zhong Minghong on the shoulder and said with relief.
Zhong Minghong sighed deeply, stood up again, glanced at Zhong Xie in the back room, and saw that she had fallen asleep, so he didn't say anything more, he could only nod.
Li Xunluo didn't know what to say when she saw people she didn't know.
She has always been like this, not shy of strangers, but she is not very suitable for this kind of occasion, unlike Zhong Xie.
Usually, on this occasion, Zhong would always take her with him, find food for her all the way, feed her around, and after half the time, he would basically be able to say goodbye.
She simply pretended to be weak. Seeing this, Fan Xiaojian was also very clever, and quickly took the opportunity to push Li Xunluo out, so that these friends who could only see each other when major events happened, continued to reminisce and comfort each other .
Not long after, Zhong Xie came out of the ICU.
I found a double ward with Li Xunluo, and we all ate, drank and lazed together.
Unfortunately, just after she entered, Li Xunluo had completely recovered and was able to be discharged from the hospital.
Li Xunluo didn't like the hospital very much. As soon as he heard that he could be discharged from the hospital, he completely ignored Zhong Xie's hesitation, his eyes were moist as if he was about to cry in a second, and he turned his head and packed up his things.
But it was said that she was discharged from the hospital, but she still spent more than half of the day in the hospital, but at least she was in a different mood, after all, this time she was accompanying to serve others.
Zhong Xie was already half-lying on the bed, and he was able to walk around on the ground. The postoperative observation was also good, the chest cavity was sealed well, and the exhaust process was fine. Even the doctor said that it was rare to see such a Zhong Xie was so seriously injured, but he recovered so quickly.
Zhong Xie smiled at the time and said, "It may be due to regular exercise, and the body has a strong recovery ability."
If it were to be replaced by someone like Li Xunluo who was not working hard, he would probably have to take care of him for a year or so.
Li Xunluo was noncommittal to these words, snorted lightly, and said with his chin resting, "If you have the ability, you can lift my left arm now and see if you can lift it up?"
Zhong Xie raised his eyebrows and smiled at her, as if he really wanted to raise his arms.
Seeing that she was playing seriously, Li Xunluo became impatient, rushed up to hold her down, and said angrily, "What are you doing, you take everything seriously? The wound is torn and you want to pass out from the pain?"
"No, I don't intend to lift it up, just to tease you." Zhong Xie hugged him with his right hand, and said happily, "I'm happy to see you worry."
Li Xunluo paused for a moment, and was surrounded by Zhong Xie in his arms. His face was speechless and he rolled his eyes up to the sky——Since Zhong Xie woke up, his mouth seemed to have been smeared with honey. Restless panic.
The doctor who made the rounds touched his nose and saw that Zhong Xie didn't intend to let him go. He coughed lightly and said, "The recovery is not bad. As long as there is no infection in the later stage, I can be discharged from the hospital in a few days. Then Pay attention to breathing and exhausting when you come down, and if you feel blocked or painful, you should tell the doctor."
Li Xunluo responded carefully, and when signing, his hands were on the family signature column and he paused for a moment.
After a while, she lowered her eyelids and said, "Uncle will be back later, let him sign."
Every morning and evening, family members have to sign and confirm the physical characteristics of critically ill patients to prove that they have sufficient understanding.A few days ago, Zhong Minghong came over to sign on a regular basis, rain or shine.
Today I heard that there is a new case in the bureau, and everyone has already arrived, so I called him back again, and I won't be able to come back for a while.
The doctor paused and nodded in agreement.
When Li Xunluo sent people out, the doctor put on a mask, put his hands in his pockets, and asked gossip, "You two haven't remarried yet?"
Li Xunluo raised his head, smiled, and said, "Not yet."
"Oh." The doctor nodded, "It's no wonder. But seeing that you two have a good relationship, I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years."
Li Xunluo accepted it, and watched the doctor enter the next ward.
After returning, Zhong Xie lay on the bed eagerly and said, "I want to eat oranges—why did you go out for so long just now?"
Li Xunluo ignored the second part of her sentence and peeled the oranges for her.
Since Dazhong Xie was able to go to the toilet independently, he could finally stop liquid food and he became obsessed with some fruits with high water content. Among them, Li Xunluo's favorite orange was the first to bear the brunt. Don't give up.
But since her left hand was injured, she can't use much strength, and her chest hurts when she is holding it. These fine movements have to be trained slowly after recovery.
Li Xunluo peeled the orange and looked up at her.
Zhong Xie didn't get a reply just now, and saw Li Xunluo looking at her, lying on the bed, motionless.
Li Xunluo raised his eyebrows.
Zhong Xie opened his mouth, "Ah——"
Li Xunluo: "..."
After tearing off an orange petal, Li Xunluo lowered his head and slowly pulled the white silk on it.
While eating, Zhong Xie couldn't stop talking, "This is quite sweet, so why did you go out for so long just now?"
Li Xunluo: "..."
She raised her head and said wordlessly, "I saw something."
Zhong Xie put on a face of a curious baby and listened attentively, and then said, "Ah——"
Li Xunluo stuffed her another one.
Zhong Xie took a few mouthfuls and felt addicted to eating. He didn't know where the happiness came from. While eating, he said "baji baji" and uttered some very satisfying syllables like a child's "ummmmmmmm".
Li Xunluo laughed when he heard this, and said, "There was a divorced couple living in the building before. The man cheated on him, and the two got divorced. Later, the man got colon cancer, which was at an advanced stage, and had to be hospitalized. There were no two cheating partners. He ran away in a few days, and it was his original wife and children who came to take care of him."
Zhong Xie paused, inexplicably guilty, and whispered, "I didn't cheat."
"I know you haven't." Li Xunluo glanced at her, fed another petal, and said, "But it's true that you are always cold and violent with me and live in two places all year round without a wife."
Zhong Xie lowered his head when he heard the words.
Then she sensitively caught the key word, raised her eyes, licked her lips cautiously, her eyes seemed to be glowing green, and said, "There will definitely be a woman in the future!"
"Fuck you." Li Xunluo laughed.
Zhong Xie was used to being skinny and shameless these days, and he was happy when he was scolded. He lay there happily and said, "Later, is there any follow-up to what happened just now?"
"The man gave up the treatment and left all his property to his original wife. It is said that he is a wealthy man with a small fortune. The original wife... I met a while ago, and they said that they actually came here to take care of him with their children for the inheritance." Li Xunluo Touching her chin, she said, "She said she always wanted something for her child."
Zhong Xie was silent this time. After a while, she looked at Li Xunluo's face and said, "Good job?"
Li Xunluo glanced at her and said, "Well, I also think it's a good job."
But how could the original partner not be sad in his heart.
The children are already so old, seeing their parents like this, what should they do in the future?
I hope that all the people he meets in the future are good people with good intentions, who can lead her to the right path.
After saying this, Li Xunluo put the orange peel aside and planned to wash his hands.
Zhong Xie is naturally afraid of her running away these days, but whenever Li Xunluo moves away from the bed, she always asks, "Where are you going?"
"Go and wash your hands." Li Xunluo pointed to his palms that were stained yellow by the orange peel.
Zhong Xie let out an 'oh', just lay down, and said, "Come back soon."
After so many days, Li Xunluo didn't feel strange anymore, he let out a soft 'huh' and was about to go to the bathroom.
Before entering the door, she suddenly heard Zhong Xie's low voice from behind, "Luoluo."
Li Xunluo stopped in his tracks, his eyes drooping slightly, thinking to himself, he's still here.
She responded in a low voice, without turning around, she looked down at her hands.
The orange peels are quite dirty. She bought them from a street stall. One by one, she picked the oranges with bigger bellies and sweetness. Her hands would inevitably get dirty. She could even rub the green mud streaks off right now.
Zhong Xie pursed his lips, his eyelids trembled, and said, "Are you still blaming me?"
Do you still blame her?
Since Li Xunluo was hospitalized by Zhong Xie, except for the time when he saw the video and cried in a mess, he has not shed a single tear until now. He usually looks like a normal person, and he has also started to study cooking, changing his tricks every day Cooking some nourishing meals for Zhong Xie, he was very busy.
This time, after hearing Zhong Xie's words, he couldn't bear it anymore.
Tears fell drop by drop, her mind was in a mess for a while, but she said, "I don't blame you."
"Then look back at me." Zhong Xie said.
She's on an infusion right now, so it's hard to get out of bed.
Li Xunluo turned his head, like a kid who made a mistake, lowered his head and picked his hands, raised his head pitifully and looked at Zhong Xie.
Zhong Xie wanted to hug her, so he stretched out his hand.
Li Xunluo looked at his unwashed hands, tilted his head and thought for a while, rubbed his clothes on his clothes, walked over and leaned against the bed.
Zhong Xie said hoarsely, "Why?"
Li Xunluo sniffed his nose and dried his tears with the quilt, leaving two dark circles on the white quilt.
She stared at the two circles and said, "What can I blame you for, I...I can understand you."
It's like she blocked that one for Shan Shi back then.
It also seems that Zhong Xie blocked her that time.
Who can blame whom? If you think about it from another perspective, no one has the right to blame the other.
Hating yourself is not enough.
Zhong Xie patted her head, and finally smiled with relief, as if a big stone stuck in her heart had disappeared, and said, "That's good, I'm afraid you will blame me."
Li Xun buried his head in her arms and shook his head carelessly.
After a while, she raised her face, her eyes, nose and mouth were a little red, and there were still tears on her eyelashes, and she said, "It will be canceled after that, and no one is allowed to mention this matter again."
"Well, listen to you." Zhong Xie nodded, "No one will mention it."
This time Li Xunluo finally got up again to wash his hands.
When she stood up, she paused again, and finally turned around, with tears streaming down her face, she squeezed Zhong Xie's hand and said, "Actually, it's not that I don't blame you at all. Sister, I don't blame you, But I'm still terrified."
"Tell me, it's so unbelievable to do it again. I finally found you again. If you are gone, what do you want me to do in the future? Who else would I have without you?" Li Xunluo said After uttering these words, the sound and intensity of crying suddenly increased, and it was almost unbearable.
In this world, besides Zhong Xie, who else can she have?
parents?friend?colleague?
But among these people, which one can compare with Zhong Xie?In the next few decades and nearly 30 hours of darkness, how will she survive alone?
Zhong Xie looked at her quietly, kept kissing Li Xunluo's eyes and cheeks, and whispered, "Okay, okay, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, just say it Now, if there is anything to be afraid of, you can tell it together, and you won’t feel uncomfortable when you say it.”
Li Xunluo was terrified in his heart. These days, he would beat his chest behind her back every few days, panting heavily, and frowning in pain. It's not like she didn't miss it.
If you keep holding back like this, you will get depressed sooner or later.I am used to seeing people who can't stand it in the crew, and Zhong Xie is also worried that Li Xunluo is holding back something wrong.
It will be fine after crying this time, and after crying, there will be no pressure in my heart.
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Last night, I was allergic to the drug and suddenly had acute urticaria, so I went to the emergency room qaq
So there are a lot of words in this chapter, I will cry a bag first, Jiageng is not sure if I can have it, I wrote it quite smoothly, but don’t wait, there will definitely be it tomorrow.
It's so easy to get acquainted when we were young.
Finally, don’t forget to leave a message, twenty babies will send random red envelopes~
感谢在2019-12-1010:04:33~2019-12-1121:38:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Ear Donggou smashed 1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: ゛〆, monster.Acridine ζ, Jiujiu Wufu, Peakyblinders, ALEXIA XIV, Liangsheng 1;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 79 bottles of Peakyblinders; 1 bottle of Xuexue, Yuanyuan, and Yi Xiaobai;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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