The daily life of a Buddhist substitute [Rebirth]

Wenhai Cemetery.

A place that He Yu has never been to in Wenhai City for 18 years.

When I was in elementary school, the teacher organized tomb-sweeping for the martyrs on major festivals, but He Yu went to the hospital with a high fever and missed it.

Later, my grandfather passed away and was buried in peace. He lived in Beishan Cemetery, not here.

What is Xia Yanjin doing in the cemetery?

He Yu clenched the steering wheel. The two old men of the He family and the Xia family are old comrades-in-arms, and the two families naturally move around closely. Although he has never lived at home since he was a child, he still has a certain understanding of the basic situation of the Xia family. Brother Xia Yanjin My mother died of illness a few years ago.

So... are you here to pay homage to your mother?

There are many forked roads in the cemetery, He Yu was afraid of losing Xia Yanjin, so he didn't dare to delay, so he found a parking space nearby and ran down, hurriedly looking for Xia Yanjin's thin figure.

Xia Yanjin walked in front holding a bouquet of white flowers, and He Yu followed him tens of meters away, worried.

It had been more than an hour since he came out of the hospital, and there was a hint of rain in the sky. He was worried that Xia Yanjin's body would not be able to hold on.

The footsteps of Omega ahead finally slowed down. He stood in front of a tombstone for a while, then slowly bent and squatted down, and placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone.

Even though the two were far apart, He Yu felt that Xia Yanjin was trembling for no reason.

There were not many people who came to the cemetery to worship on weekdays, and there were probably only the two of them in this area. He Yu found a pine and cypress with lush branches to cover himself, and silently prayed that it would not rain.

Must be very sad, right?Otherwise, he would not come to pay homage to his mother at this time.

He Yu looked at his palm in disappointment, if only he could stay with Xia Yanjin all the time.

A road that has been walked for 14 years, even if you close your eyes, you will not forget it.

The weather was bad, and even a thin layer of mist had accumulated on the marble. Xia Yanjin raised his hand and slowly wiped away the mist from the black and white photos.

The boy in the photo is always at the age of 15, with a flamboyant and wanton smile, and the black and white colors can't stop the radiance in his eyes.

At that age, the whole world should be his.

He should be high-spirited and fantasize about conquering the world, and he should blush and confess his love to the beautiful girl he likes, no matter what.

...except lying in this cold, dark little square.

"Here I am again." Xia Yanjin sat sideways on the stone steps, leaning the back of his head on the cold tombstone, his gaze hovered in mid-air for a moment, and he simply closed his eyes.

He was extremely tired, sick and driving for a long time consumed all his physical strength, if he wasn't afraid of catching a cold, he would probably lie down directly regardless of his image.

"I haven't seen you for so long, won't you be angry?" He said to himself, remembering Qin Yan's face that always smiled at him foolishly, paused, and said in a low voice: "Of course not, you Never got mad at me."

"Qin Yan, I..."

"I am pretty tired."

The backlog of emotions finally found a breakthrough and was released. Xia Yanjin never knew that he would talk like this, but what he said was completely out of his brain's control, and he couldn't stop when he opened his mouth.

"Some time ago, Yan Zhou disclosed his Alpha identity, um, because he found his own Omega, a very gentle and beautiful child."

"As an older brother, of course I am happy for them."

But the elders in the family don't seem to think so.

Xia Yanjin recalled the disgusted expressions of his second and third uncles and the indifference of his grandparents, and felt a pain in his heart.

"Second Uncle and Third Uncle, you know, they didn't regard us as a family from the very beginning, and it hasn't changed at all after so many years. Now that Grandpa has completely handed over the power to me, they... Forget it, there is nothing to say .”

He raised his hand, put his wrist over his eyes, and subconsciously trembled when he spoke, "Grandpa celebrated his birthday the day before yesterday, and I bought a cake back, but, but...he doesn't want me."

There seems to be a chain of contempt for the scholarly family and the business family from ancient times to the present. Xia Yanjin's grandparents were all scholars for three generations without exception, and their close relatives also work in the education system. They are either teachers or professors.

At the beginning, his parents' marriage was strongly opposed by his natal family, and Shan's mother married Aiqing without hesitation. Since then, the relationship with her natal family has fallen into a freezing point, and even angered her grandchildren.

After my mother died, I lost contact completely.

Since her mother passed away, every time the two old people celebrate their birthdays, Xia Yanjin will send them cakes and blessings according to her mother's instructions, and they are rejected without exception.

After so many years, Xia Yanjin has long been used to it.

But this time, it seemed that he was stimulated by Xia Yanzhou's sudden disclosure of his identity. The always elegant grandfather became angry and questioned the two brothers' conscience in a cold voice. Even the cake was smashed on the ground and turned into a puddle of mud.

Xia Yanjin stared blankly at the horrible cake on the ground, and suddenly felt like a joke.

In his 28 years of life, the first 14 years went smoothly. Even if he was not the most beloved and loyal child of his parents and elders, he always lived a good life and enjoyed the best education and living environment.

At the age of 14, an accident happened and lost his closest friend.

Later, it split into a fragile Omega.

He was unwilling, but his mother and younger brother told him, "You can be an Alpha and do whatever you want."

So he really became the first Alpha among Huan Xia's grandchildren. Others said that the young master will inherit Huan Xia in the future.

Only he knows that the heir in his grandfather's heart has never been him.

Xia Yanjin, who was still young, also thought that he should be jealous of his younger brother, jealous of him taking everyone's care and attention from him.

But he can't.

Seeing his younger brother's immature face that completely trusted him, Xia Yanjin was relieved.

He wants to protect his younger brother and be a good brother.

He and Xia Yanzhou concealed their real identities from each other, and got Xia Xinzhi's attention and education—as Huanxia's heir.

He successfully completed Xia Xinzhi's test, achieved all the goals Xia Xinzhi set for him, and became Huanxia's true heir.

But when he was so tired that he could barely hold on, there was not even a single person who could talk to him.

I can only tell myself over and over again: It's okay, you can do it, you can do better, don't let everyone down on you, okay?

"Ah Yan, I'm really tired." Xia Yanjin said with a choked voice, "If you're still alive..."

The slightly trembling ending sound stopped abruptly, Xia Yanjin opened his mouth, and suddenly tasted the bitter taste of tears, and... the Alpha breath that didn't belong to him, but was closely related to him.

He Yu.

What if Qin Yan is still alive?

The person who marked him was He Yu, that child.

And he didn't even dare to tell Qin Yan that he was marked.

He stretched out his hand to cover the back of his neck, flinched when his fingertips touched the mark, and subconsciously chose to escape.

Xia Yanjin reluctantly stood up on the stone steps, bit his lower lip tightly, and chose to leave without saying a word, his footsteps were so flimsy that people doubted whether he could walk out of the cemetery smoothly.

It's raining.

Xia Yanjin looked at the raindrops splashed on the ground, and thought numbly, it really is a leak in the house and it rains overnight, it looks like I have to go to the hospital again... to see a doctor...

The moment his body lost his center of gravity and fell down, Xia Yanjin fell into an embrace that was also radiating cold air.

It rained all night.

He Yu sat on the stool, not daring to leave even an inch, his gaze stuck to Xia Yanjin's face as if fixed by glue.

The patient in the middle of the bed was pale. Even after going to the hospital for an examination, hanging water and taking medicine, his complexion still did not improve. He even developed a high fever after returning home. It took a long time for physical cooling to return to normal body temperature.

There are water cups and pill thermometers on the bedside table, and the photo of the two brothers proves that the owner of the bedroom is He Yu and not Xia Yanjin.

After being discharged from the hospital, Xia Yanjin was still in a comatose state, but for some reason, even in her dream, she resisted the hospital. He couldn't sleep well, so He Yu had no choice but to take her back to her apartment temporarily.

After an unknown amount of time, the rain finally stopped, and Xia Yanjin's breathing also became steady.

He Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

God knows how frightened he was when he saw Xia Yanjin fainted in the cemetery, but fortunately he ran over to catch him.

Tsk.He Yu knocked on his own brain, he shouldn't have taken a long detour to the place where Xia Yanjin worshiped out of curiosity, and he wouldn't have such a thrilling time to follow directly.

But then again...

He Yu frowned. He originally thought that the person Xia Yanjin came to pay homage to was his aunt, and he was ready to meet his aunt, but he didn't expect to find out that it was not after he passed.

If it wasn't for the bouquet of flowers around, he almost thought he was in the wrong place.

So, who is the boy named Qin Yan on the tombstone...?

He Yu rubbed his sore eyes, turned his head to look out the window, and realized that it was almost dawn.

He yawned, looked at the cold water on the bedside table, and planned to go out for a cup of hot water and prepare it. As soon as he got up, he noticed that the Omega on the bed suddenly became very restless, frowning, as if he had fallen into a nightmare.

He Yu hurriedly put down the cup and bent over to get closer, while patting his shoulder soothingly, releasing a little bit of her own pheromone, while trying to distinguish something from his faint sleep talking.

Probably because the Alpha pheromone that marked him had played a role, Xia Yanjin's brows gradually relaxed, and his body stopped trembling. Instead, he tightly grabbed He Yuquan's finger on his shoulder.

He Yu was so flattered that he didn't have a headache for a moment, and he didn't feel sleepy anymore, and he ran 3000 meters in one breath without any problem.

He tried his best not to let himself laugh out loud, enjoying the rare moment of being trusted and relied on by Xia Yanjin, and then he simply took off his shoes and sat on the bed so that Xia Yanjin could lie in his arms and sleep.

This trick is obviously useful.

Xia Yanjin rubbed against his arms, letting go of his guard and relying on him wholeheartedly. It was completely different from the gentle, ascetic and powerful aura at work. The contrast was so cute.

He Yu couldn't help lowering his head to look at Xia Yanjin up close, seeing his cute and small nose tip from his slender eyelashes.

Everywhere is cute, Xia Yanjin's whole person is cute in capital letters!

I didn't realize that I was like an idiot now.

He stared at Xia Yanjin's lips that were gradually returning to blood color, and the next second, he noticed that his lips moved.

He put his ear up immediately.

Xia Yanjin babbled almost silently, "...Ah Yan, I miss you so much."