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Luheng took the hope of the whole family and got on the bus to the city.It wasn't the first time he entered the city, but the moods of the two times were completely different.The first time he felt guilty and nervous, and it happened to be Heitian, he didn't even have the heart to see the scenery in the city.But this time is different, he came in dignifiedly, from now on he will study in the city, he is a city resident.

The family raised money to buy him a brand new outfit, a new schoolbag and textbooks, and a pair of beautiful blue cloth shoes.Luheng thought he had finally got rid of the school and village that suffocated him, but he didn't expect that the nightmare had just begun.

From the moment he walked into the campus, he felt that he was out of place.The school arranged a reception point for exchange students. He looked for the tickets in his hand, and found a group of people dressed like him gathered around a corner of the school. The teacher was sitting at a small wooden table, calling in standard Mandarin. With the names of students and so on.

Lu Heng saw the envy and amazement in the eyes of these people. They looked around like a group of bumpkins, lamenting the difference between the city and the village.Lu Heng sneered, feeling that he was superior to them. It was not the first time he had been in the city, and he was more familiar with the city than these people.

But when he wanted to show a contemptuous sense of superiority, he found that he couldn't find anything to describe it.

In addition, he also saw another group of eyes, which were malicious eyes.Many boys and girls in beautiful uniforms walked quickly past their small reception point, and glanced here casually, with curious eyes and a trace of inquiry on their faces.

Lu Hen didn't know why they were all wearing the same clothes. Girls wore navy blue dresses and tops with white shirts, while boys wore black pants and white tops.He didn't fit in with them, and Luheng wanted to blend in with them, but he belonged to the crowd gathered around the reception point like a hen.

The crowd that was curious by the townspeople.

Lu Heng suddenly felt that his inferiority complex returned to him, following him like a shadow.He looked at the clothes on his body, he still liked them so much in the morning, but now he wanted to take them off and tear them into pieces.He picked up his two snakeskin bags with a load, and approached the reception bit by bit.

A scent of fragrance passed by his side, and Lu Heng raised his head subconsciously, and what he saw was a girl with a delicate face, a girl with a beautiful mark that he had never seen before.At the school in the village, all the girls around him had "red cheeks" and rough fingers, and some of them were even stronger than boys.Their faces are always orange-skinned and their smiles reveal a row of crooked, stained teeth.

The girl in front of her is so slender and fair-skinned, just like the porcelain doll Lu Heng saw on TV.

The girl was in a hurry, but she didn't expect the man in front of her to suddenly raise her head and meet him face to face.His clothes are very old, his shoes are not a new style in the store, and he is carrying two snakeskin bags. The girl naturally thinks he is a part-time worker in the school. left.

Lu Heng was struck by lightning.Inferiority came to him like a tide, making him feel ashamed.He is already more than ten years old, and he is in the puberty of a teenager.Luheng has feelings for the opposite sex, and he has seen a lot of things on the Internet that make him blush, but he usually doesn't show these, and he doesn't have too much contact with the opposite sex.Stupid, silly, these are his pronouns.

But the girl in front of him broke all his courage, and he felt as if thousands of pointing eyes were cast on him, full of ridicule and pride.

Luheng stopped looking up, and moved to the end of the line.After getting the key to the dormitory, he left the campus that suffocated him like fleeing.

But the air in the dormitory was still turbid.The schools in the city are rich, well-decorated, and have enough rooms. There are houses for 10 students.All of them were wearing the same clothes, with the same expression on their faces, looking at Luhen who broke into their territory at the door.

After finding his own bed, Lu Hen dragged the snakeskin bag in, and took out all the things inside.The first bag contained quilts, clothes and shoes, and the second bag contained some daily necessities.

"Pfft." Lu Hen seemed to hear a small laugh amidst his embarrassment.He raised his head and looked at the opposite person suspiciously, the first thing he saw was a pair of beautiful black leather shoes.

It can be seen that the owner of the shoe cherishes it very much, the surface is shiny and there is no trace of wrinkle.Luheng thought of an grandmother in the village who set up a stall in the city to shine shoes for people.That man had a loudspeaker, and he would come back and yell loudly when he heard anything, so Luheng knew that these rich people were wearing beautiful leather shoes, just like the pair in front of him.

Everyone was watching Luheng, watching his every move.Whether it was the classmates lying on the bed or sitting at the desk, they all turned around to watch him pack up.

Luheng blushed and wanted to say a few words, but finally closed his mouth and lowered his head again.He wanted to ask who was laughing.But these are not important anymore, each of them is laughing.

The next day, after receiving the same clothes as theirs, Lu Heng realized that they were called "school uniforms", and all students in the school had to wear uniforms.He touched the suit eagerly, smoothed every wrinkle carefully, and fell asleep peacefully with it in his arms at night.Tomorrow, tomorrow he would be like them, a true city man.

But Luhun was wrong again.He didn't have shiny leather shoes off the store shelves, only a pair of blue cloth shoes that his mother sewed herself.The cloth shoes broke before they even lasted the first week, because Luhen stretched the thread of the shoes due to the movement in gym class.

Half of the soles of his feet were exposed, and Lu Heng endured the probing eyes of the whole class, and returned to the dormitory as if fleeing.But he had no shoes to change, this was his newest pair, and the rest were more worn, patched shoes.

At the beginning, the classmates in the class were very friendly, and they wanted to make friends with this new student from the village.But they came to talk to Luheng with good intentions, but Luheng couldn't say a word, and finally he could only keep silent and didn't talk to them.The classmate felt ashamed and walked away resentfully.Over time, no one came to talk to Luhen who was sitting in the corner of the classroom.

He's a freak again.

Lu Heng had no choice, the weeds in his heart were growing wildly, and he couldn't restrain the depression in his heart, so he could only vent all his pain on his studies.He once again became the No. 2 in the school, and even dropped No.10 by [-] points.

The classmates in the class often looked at him with admiration and admiration in their hearts, but Lu Heng took all this as their ridicule.Someone came to ask Lu Heng for advice, but he ignored it and just immersed himself in studying hard.

Here, surfing the Internet no longer needs to be exchanged for labor.As an "excellent student", Lu Heng was also impressed by the teacher, who specially granted him the right to use the computer in the computer room, 3 days a week, 2 hours a day.

Luhen was overjoyed.He can't express his depression in reality, but he can swim freely on the Internet.Before, he only used the computer to look up information, but now that he has enough time, he began to explore the online world.

He learned that there is actually a chat software on the computer, which can chat with people from different places.He followed the online tutorial step by step to download, register, and log in.He was looking forward to someone coming to be friends with him. Across the Internet, neither of them knew who the other was.

"You have received a new friend request."

Half a semester has passed, and everyone noticed that there seemed to be some changes in Luheng.Before, he had a look of bitterness and hatred, but now his spirit is obviously much better.

The reason is only known to Lu Heng himself. He met a girl on the Internet named "Hongli".

The two of them met each other very late, and once they became friends, there were countless topics to talk about.Hong Li is also an exchange student like Lu Heng. She complained to Lu Heng that she was excluded and bullied by other students in school because she did not have the same hairpin brooch and small leather shoes as them.

Hongli's reliance made Lu Heng's macho mentality inflate instantly.At first he just comforted Hongli, telling her to avoid those people a bit.In the end, Hongli seemed to be tired of his repeated rhetoric, and began to tell him about the boy she met who saved her like "Prince Charming".

Alarm bells were ringing in Luhen's heart.He has a good impression of Hongli, and even wants to try to date her.But this "Prince Charming" who exploded halfway is likely to win love with a knife.Hongli is his only friend and the only person he likes, and he is unwilling to give up.

"He will give me all kinds of things, I think he is so kind." Hongli said.

"I can also buy things for you!" Lu Heng typed this sentence and sent it in a flash of enthusiasm.

Then he came to his senses and added: "But I don't have any money."

"Aren't you going to steal?" Hongli left this sentence, her profile picture turned black, and she logged off.

Lu Heng panicked, and for the next few days, Hongli didn't go online again, and even if she did, she didn't even pay attention to the greetings he sent.

There was a major incident in the school, someone lost the card.

The girl who lost the card cried and told the teacher that her mother brought it back from the department store in the city. It was very expensive, and if she lost it, she would definitely be beaten.

"I put it in my schoolbag, I remember it very clearly." The girl said, "After that, I went to physical education class with everyone."

"Hongli, are you there?" Lu Heng pinched the shiny hairpin inlaid with rhinestones as many as stars in his hand, and typed these words.

Hongli didn't reply.

"I want to give you a hairpin."

"Ah! Is it Lu Heng? I'm so sorry, I was too busy a few days ago, so I didn't even bother to chat."

Hong Li replied to him again, and Lu Heng breathed a sigh of relief.

The author has something to say: the people around him are not malicious, but Lu Heng thinks it is evil in his heart, and he becomes evil himself.

State of mind matters.

Suddenly found that it was a little bit long-winded, the next chapter will enter the 20th year of the topic orz