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Chuhe is a mathematics teacher. He just graduated from university and really didn't want to continue his studies, so he went to take the teacher qualification certificate test.

After 4 years of exams, he didn't pass the exam, so he was in a hurry. In 4 years, my former classmates went to graduate school, and then worked and worked.Some are employees of state-owned enterprises, some are company executives, and some are staff of research institutes. Only Chuhe is still unemployed.

Stupid, few words, this is the evaluation of people around him since he was a child.Chuhe has a clever mind, but he doesn't have a heart to communicate with others.

Parents have been laid off one after another, and there is only a meager pension left every month, which will be enough for the daily expenses of three people.In order to buy him a house in the school district, Chuhe's parents spent almost all their savings and owed a whole lot of mortgage.Chuhe can't wait any longer, he has to go to work.

But in Beijing, where graduate students are everywhere, what choice does Chu He, who graduated from the Department of Mathematics, have?

He tried to submit resumes to major companies, but nothing came to fruition.He wanted to go to a research institute, but his academic qualifications blocked his progress.

Some friends who are close to him kindly persuaded him to let him work hard for another year to get a master's degree, which would make it much easier.

But Chuhe has a stubborn temper. He felt that if he didn't take the exam back then, if he took the exam now, he would lose face and identity.

He couldn't figure out why he, who had been a "child of other people" since he was a child, was excellent in character and learning, but ended up in such a mess, even worse than Er Mazi, who used to be an unlearned and incompetent neighbor.

Er Mazi dropped out of junior high school and started to hang out with the "big brother" in the society, but ended up in the bureau and squatted for a year because of theft.After he came out, he changed his past, found a restaurant, and began to work as an apprentice, cooking with the chef.

Er Mazi is studious, quick-witted and lively, and is extremely good at managing contacts.Within a few years, he split out and borrowed money to open his first restaurant.The business is getting bigger and bigger, until now, he is about to be honored as "Boss" by people in the catering industry.

But Chuhe didn't like Er Mazi all the time, and never called him by his name, only called him "Er Mazi", as if this could comfort his inferiority complex.

Although he doesn't like Er Mazi, he still talks to him on weekdays, and occasionally shows off his achievements in the name of teaching him to study, and then he can get a pair of admiring eyes.

Unlike Chuhe, Er Mazi always remembered Chuhe.At that time, he lived with his grandma and had nothing to do all day long. No child in the community was willing to play with him, only Chuhe was willing to talk to him.

Chuhe is smart, wearing a pair of thick black-rimmed eyes all day long, which makes people feel lifeless.He himself felt this way too, but he was naturally quiet and didn't like excitement.In fact, talking to Er Mazi, he can also be infected by the spirit and vitality of Er Mazi, and he always feels that he is also alive.

The connection between the two was broken after Er Mazi went in.At that time, Chuhe's parents gritted their teeth and tightened their belts to sell the old house and bought a school district house with a loan in order to let the high school in the upper district of Chuhe.By the time Er Mazi came out, Chuhe had already moved away.

The score of the Chuhe high school entrance examination is only one point away from the city's first high school.It was such a score that made him bid farewell to his dream school.

Diligence and hard work, forgetting to eat and sleep to study, this is Chuhe's punishment for himself.When it came to the college entrance examination, he missed the university he most wanted to go to again by only 1 point.

If someone asks Chuhe what he wants to do, he has only one answer at any time.

"I want to be a teacher."

No one asked Chuhe why he wanted to be a teacher, and no one wanted to ask him why he wanted to be a teacher.Chuhe has not heard this question for a long time, and only one person has ever asked him.

Today's Chuhe is still sluggishly crowded in the talent market, looking around at the people who are trying to find a job.They are like a can of sardines, vying to be the lucky fish that might be presented to the table.

A few days ago, Er Mazi found his contact information somewhere and called him.

Still the same loud voice, still the same talkative, Er Mazi told how he missed Chuhe in the past few years, and asked him to meet him.

Er Mazi has no friends. Under the "big brother", he is just a younger brother, a "dog" who comes and goes when he is called.He was never proud of it, but instead regretted joining this "society" to show off his abilities.

He is not as good as Chuhe in everything, which makes him feel inferior and makes him worship Chuhe even more.He wants Chuhe to take a high look at him, instead of seeing the reflection of his adoring eyes in his eyes, he wants Chuhe to be proud of him.

But he has gone the wrong way.He has formed cliques countless times and swaggered through the city, smiling, but keeping his eyes on the Chu River across the road.It was a face full of disgust and disappointment.

Chuhe was in trouble.Within a few weeks, Er Mazi got the news.

Chuhe has always been a loner, has no friends, and is easy to bully, so he has long been the target of "big brother".

"Call out the money." On this day, Chuhe was walking on the road with his schoolbag on his back as usual, but when he passed an intersection, he was surrounded by a group of people and dragged into the alley.

He silently took out his wallet, took out all the lunch and dinner money in it, and handed it to the little gangster who stretched out his hand in front of him.

"It's just that little? Huh?" The gangster then counted it in his hand, and it was less than 50 yuan, and he punched Chuhe in the face.

Chuhe didn't say a word, nor did he resist.

When Er Mazi arrived, he only saw Chuhe lying on the ground wiping his wound alone.

"Isn't this Mazi, let's go, I got some money today, go have fun." The man at the head had sharp eyes, saw Er Mazi immediately, hugged him and walked out of the alley.

Er Mazi tried hard to look back at Chuhe, but the oncoming sunlight hurt his eyes.

Soaking in the Internet cafe all afternoon, Er Mazi was absent-minded.He kept thinking about Chuhe in the alley, whether he made it to school well, and whether any classmates were willing to share some food with him.But he was so proud, how could he accept other people's food?

Er Mazi felt powerless for the first time.If he was in school, if he was in the same class as Chuhe, if he didn't know these gangsters in society, would Chuhe take another look at him.

He knew early on that he was different from everyone else.All boys are restless during puberty, discussing which girl is beautiful and has a good figure.But Er Mazi was not interested in these at all, but instead chased Chuhe every day.

He secretly searched the Internet, but found out that it was a disease, a disease that would be regarded as a psychopath.

He silently likes Chuhe, he just wants to be a lunatic himself, such an excellent person as Chuhe must not be pointed at because of him.

The next day, Er Mazi waited in the small garden in front of Chuhe's house as usual.He held a crumpled 50-yuan bill in his hand, and the paper was soaked with sweat, like a torn piece of paper.He is waiting for Chuhe to leave school, and he wants to apologize to Chuhe.

He couldn't wait for Chuhe.

On the second day and the third day, he never saw Chuhe again.Even if they meet by chance on the road occasionally, Chuhe will leave quickly, avoiding him like a scourge.

Er Mazi regretted it. He wanted to leave such a quagmire that made Chuhe afraid, but he would be beaten to death by "big brother".

Recently, the limelight has been tight, and the gang's income has decreased a lot. The "big brother" and his friends dared not do it themselves, so they sent Er Mazi and the other "young brothers" to "work".

Er Mazi usually only did petty theft, but he had never broken into a house, let alone hurt anyone.

This is an opportunity, Er Mazi thought.

"Big brother" may never have imagined in his dreams that the one who betrayed him turned out to be this ugly bum.

A group of people stepped on it, calculated the time when the master left, and directly picked the lock to enter the door, heading straight for the dressing table in the bedroom, and every drawer in the house was searched.Er Mazi naturally also entered the room, but he just pretended to hold the previous things, sweating on his forehead from nervousness.Half an hour ago, he called the police and exposed "Big Brother"'s plan.

But people are not as good as heaven, no one thought that the hostess of this house would return halfway because she forgot the documents.The woman looked at a group of people in the room screaming.

"Robbed!!!"

"Big brother" reacted very quickly, and quickly stepped forward to close the iron anti-theft door outside, and locked the wooden door inside tightly.

"You! What are you going to do!" The woman sat on the ground with a face full of horror, and kept stepping back towards the door.

The woman has seen each of their faces, if she is released now, the police will come to the door soon.

After a little thought, "Big Brother" made up his mind.

Er Mazi just wanted to leave the gang, but he didn't want to be involved in a lawsuit.Just when the atmosphere was anxious and in crisis, there was finally a commotion outside the door.

"Open the door! Police!"

Er Mazi was given a lighter sentence because he reported meritorious service, had a good attitude when he came to the case, and surrendered himself, and was sentenced to prison for only one year.

But in this year of rebirth, Chuhe left the community where he had lived for more than 10 years.

"Hello? Yes, is it Chuhe?" A very magnetic male voice came from the other end of the phone, which once made Chuhe think that the other party had found the wrong person.

"I am, who are you?"

"I'm Jiang Xu!" The voice on the other end of the phone visibly became excited.

After exchanging pleasantries, Chuhe finally remembered that this was Er Mazi, his former neighbor.

"I saw your resume, are you interested in working in our company?" Jiang Xu asked cautiously.

After so many years, he has already become a successful person in the eyes of others. At the same time, he also knows that he is not sick, he is a normal person, just like everyone else.

He is eager to find Chuhe, to stand in front of him with dignity, and to get his recognition and approval.