blood sacrifice

He Rong Ye is just a supporting role, shameless and self-righteous, wanting to occupy the love affair that should belong to Xiao, but a supporting role is a supporting role after all, no matter how shameless, no matter how brazen, he is still humble in front of the facts and in front of the right lord. shameless...

How good it is now, everyone is happy to end, things are returned to their original owners, lovers are finally married, he should be happy for them, he should be happy for them...

But...why...

It happened that he...was excluded from this happy circle...

Even if he is a bystander, even if he is only a supporting role, why can't he have a more decent ending? ...

At least it doesn't hurt as much as it does now...whether physically or mentally...

Painful, numb and cold...

Rong Ye didn't know who was sandwiched between them and was tossed and tossed by them several times. He only knew that he was being played around like a rag doll, and the house was as hot as ever. He never turned his head to look at himself, even though he was so embarrassed Unbearable □□ unbearable, even a glance...

The long-awaited darkness finally came, finally even Ling Xu and Xiao's intertwined figures became blurred, and even the sweet lingering lingering in his ears finally began to fade away...

Death is such a calm and easy thing...

In the end, I finally stepped forward and asked, "Do you love me or not, even if it's only for a moment, even if there is only the slightest wavering, even if it's just a slight heartbeat..."

But after all, it is unnecessary and unnecessary, the facts are always undisputed and cannot be resisted...

He, Rong Ye, is just a supporting role, a spare tire, a passerby who intends to cross the boundary without knowing the severity, so he ends up being punished...

If my sins are washed away after death, I only hope that I will not be reincarnated in this life...

If God can give every chance to start over again... I only wish...from the last life...not to enter reincarnation...

Calmly looking at the men galloping on him, with contemptuous eyes, merciless movements, dirty and mocking words, a smile appeared on the corner of his usually indifferent lips, relieved but helpless, I don't know if it was a smile I still laugh at the madness of this world.

I thought it was heartbreaking, but miraculously found that I could endure it; I thought I hated such absurd and cruel behavior, but at this moment, I also miraculously found that I can also get used to it...

I thought I was alone, but I had to accept Ling Xu who inexplicably appeared in my life; I thought I was just a passer-by, but inadvertently hollowed out his heart and firmly occupied his real heart; He is thin and has won the rare love in the world, but in the end it is just a joke that should end at the right time...

And myself, miraculously accepted such a ridiculous identity, but a stand-in...

hatred?He Rong Ye is not a sage, even if he is indifferent and alienated, he will not be cold-hearted, how can he not hate? !

There are tens of thousands of people in this world, why should they choose him? !

Humans and devils have traveled so far to choose him? !

He is just an orphan who doesn't even know his biological parents, but he has never resented anyone because of this. He just wants to live this life peacefully, even if it is boring, even if he doesn't know when. It ended hastily in an unexpected accident, but he would rather be like this!

Not interacting with anyone, being sad because of anyone or something, even if it is just an existence with no sense of existence at all, he will be happy for the rest of his life!

But the world is unpredictable, why is he the one who made him meet Ling Xu, and made him inexplicably involved in this love that has been handed down for thousands of years? Perhaps for that person, he is just Xiao's stand-in, a temporary sustenance of the potential... The container of longing, but Ling Xu is not anyone's substitute or reflection to him.

He is him, arrogant, domineering, fragile, helpless, painful, coquettish...

They have also been through wind and rain together. Although those days were short, they were so real!

I tried my best for my own words, and I was at a loss for one of my eyes, but just handing him a piece of meat can make him feel at a loss...

I used to not understand where such deep affection came from, and the muddy feet that I doubted and resisted but couldn't control myself were deep in the mud. Now that the truth is revealed, I finally understand that it's time for the three of us to return to each other, but he couldn't control his heart. The original place...

The moment he saw them embracing in the room, why didn't he want to rush in and separate the two, and desperately asked Ling Xu if the relationship between them was really just a stand-in and empathy, could there be no real love between them? !

But Rong Ye still deeply remembers that night in the deserted city. Ling Xu, who was obviously seriously injured, insisted on chasing after him, looking down at the monsters against the moonlight. His eyes were cold and bloodthirsty. Under the turmoil in the night sky, no one can disobey and disobey. The magic sword glowing with a faint blue cold light pierces everything that might threaten him without hesitation.

But now, this has also become the fact that he is most afraid of. He is afraid that if he really rushes in desperately and asks so brazenly, and what he gets is that he swings his sword at each other, then what Zeng Jin did to protect himself? The sharp sword drawn will now also point at him without hesitation, protecting the noble and beautiful Six Angels Xiao behind him...

He is afraid...

If the result of resentment is such a result, he would rather leave the stage quietly, inexplicably made this stand-in, inexplicably presented his own expression, inexplicably was announced to end, and then left without leaving a trace...

Rong Ye's body stiffened by the rain was completely poured down, as if it could wash away all the filth and filth. He didn't know when it would end, and Rong Ye lay naked on the open space outside the house without knowing the rain Raging, staring blankly at the sky, eyes without blinking, let the rain drip down the pupils and slide down the corners of the eyes without any scruples.

Blue or purple mottled dots all over the white body, just exposed to the air and rain without any cover, the fragrance is extremely gorgeous, and the bone-chilling cold makes the fingertips numb and stiff.

After a long time, Rong Ye suddenly raised his lips and smiled, bright and bright but extremely sad, his throat slipped and his chest throbbed rapidly but he couldn't make a sound, the cold rain rushed into his dry throat, he sucked in his breath so suddenly that Rong Ye had to turn sideways silently Coughing dryly, trembling uncontrollably as if wanting to cough up all the viscera...

Standing up with difficulty, he grabbed the torn robes that had long been out of shape and put them on his body, his back was facing the abandoned hut, his back was facing the charming room in the house, his back was facing the love that he once said to himself but now he was with others. In the heavy rain, the frail body of the lover, who is in a turbulent relationship, is only a hazy dark color, and there is something broken in his mind that can no longer be suppressed, screaming out despair and sorrow.

What he is holding in his arms right now is a gentle, noble and clean angel like jade, while he is just a diminishing and humble human being, and a filthy substitute...

The soul that has always been hidden deep in his heart seems to have disappeared without a trace in an instant, or at this moment he has no choice but to remain silent, and the bursting pictures in his mind are strange but familiar and terrifying...

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Green bamboo forest, a towering tree that goes straight into the sky, dense but unable to reach the end... That is the beginning and end of life - the tree of life...

The mist is filled, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, five hazy figures are approaching from a distance but they can't see clearly, a dazzling red hair is the last glimpse, and the gentle voice is full of affection——

"...Remember to be obedient~ Respect the old and love the young, especially your fourth brother and me!"...

Gunpowder smoke fills the air, the flames of war are raging, corpses are everywhere in front of the eyes, and cheers and cheers are magnificent behind him, and the "God of War" can be heard endlessly, standing on the only high point overlooking the misty land, the all-too-familiar pale and sickly face has become a freeze frame of time——

"...From now on, you are me, and I am you..."

There are people kissing and embracing in the jungle at night, and the two go hand in hand outside the military tent...

The extravagant hall is dimly lit, and the figure with a strong sense of oppression is always indistinct from far to near. The sky is spinning, and the cold blue long hair slides across the side of the face, just like his cold and joking tone——

"...Although it's a counterfeit, it's okay...the one who delivered it to your door is still pretending...the sincerity of the Protoss is not bad, so I have to respect the friendship of the landlord and satisfy this distinguished guest of the Protoss..."

Baiquan Waterfall, blue waves and lingering clouds, the source of all things in nature, the absolute existence of being with nature, the exquisite and elegant furnishings are noble and elegant, and there is a little bit of fragrance in the nose with a natural breath, moist and fresh, but always calm The golden pupils of the self-restraining calm are full of crazy persistence——

"...Why him, just him!...Have you never noticed for so long?!...I'm sorry...I can finally have you like this..."

The sun was setting, the gray sky was about to storm, and the air was inevitably filled with dampness. The cold wind mixed with water vapor hit the face, which was cold and painful.

The two groups of forces, white and blue, are facing each other, and the battle is imminent. The sound of metal collisions and the light of magic explosion are getting closer, and there is a sudden sharp pain in the chest, which makes people dizzy. , at the position of the heart, large swaths of red instantly bloomed, soaking the water-colored gown——

"...Xiao!..."

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Memories like a broken embankment surged from the depths of the soul like a tidal wave. Past and present lives were nothing more than that...

It turned out that everything belonged to him, the current melting night, and the other soul who was mistaken for the depths of the heart, everything originally belonged to him, like a dream that has been dreamed for thousands of years and now suddenly realized...

Whether it is the self-proclaimed man who can also control the world and holds countless powers of life and death, or the ordinary man who is now an ordinary human being, the story has been fixed since the beginning, but he has shamelessly stirred into this love struggle During the battle, it turned out that from beginning to end, I was just a substitute for having nothing to do to relieve my worries! ...

Although it was not intended, it is an indisputable fact that not only deprived the six angels of Xiao's divine power, but also shamelessly fell in love with Xiao's lover!What a villain I am!Disgusting! ...

But at this moment, I came here unknowingly in a daze!Prayer Sky Moat, also known as the Sea of ​​Thoughts...

Everyone knows that what Ling Xu misses is only Xiao...

It seems that even the gods can't see past their despicable behavior, so that at the end of their lives, they have to face the look between them and die in a humble and ashamed manner.

Thinking about it, Rong Ye laughed silently and happily.

But it’s okay, compared to the previous self, at least the self in this life can finally choose to disappear completely. It turns out that God is really kind. Just like before, after being entangled for so many years, it is inevitable to have undue desires and extravagant demands just because of being alive...

Resisting the discomfort of his body, he held some seawater in his hands...

It turns out that his longing has been so sweet for a long time. It turns out that the longing in this world is not as bitter and sad as imagined. It turns out that their relationship is so tenacious, and they have been waiting for so long without any complaints. Regret, but I am so ridiculous and pathetic in comparison...

Going back to the place where we met for the first time in this life, back to the place where he waited for him for thousands of years without complaint or regret, I have never owned a part of the world...

Once, he sat in the depths of that cave, waiting quietly...

Once, I walked into that cave just by mistake, disturbing his dream...

In the past, in his dream of waiting, he recalled the little things between them countless times...

In the past, I couldn't hide the mixed feelings in my heart, thinking that the source of this sea of ​​longing was me...

Today, it turns out that the death of the heart is not unconscious. At least at this moment, Rong Ye feels a deep fear. There seems to be nothing, even the intuitive consciousness begins to withdraw from the body uncontrollably, but the obsession of wanting to escape from here, wanting to stay away from this place full of him and his past is so clear ...

Is it just because I fell in love that I have to be so miserable...

I only hope that the heavens are merciful...anywhere is fine...he does not want to die in this place that everyone knows belongs only to them...he does not want to die so lightly...

Large tracts of manjusawa bloom silently in the sea, bewildering and desperate, with red eyes stretching, no matter how much you look forward to it, the flowers and leaves will never meet, just like the distance between the other shore and this shore, even if it is very close, But it's the end of the world...

He has prayed countless times to the heavens to give him a chance to start over, and he has also begged him countless times not to leave, but he knows that when the opportunity finally comes, when the person he has been thinking about finally stands in front of him again, it is also the one he will never leave. people push away...

He had prayed countless times to the heavens to give him an eternal end, and he had been in pain and despair more than once, but he knew that time always made him heal his scars and forget the pain. bruised and bruised...

In the cave not far away, a round colorful glazed bead glowed with colorful light, as beautiful as a revolving lantern, but the brilliance dimmed in an instant after the sudden brilliance, as if a life had fallen, and the brilliance was gone, alone Lying in the cave, the colorful light leaves only the glass-like transparent sphere and the beautiful patterns on the noodles...

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