blood sacrifice

Ling Xu, who woke up first, had a panoramic view of Rong Ye's everything. The haze of awakening, the astonishment and shock of blinking, and the subsequent disgust and regret, the expected reaction, Ling Xu's gentle smile, calm smile, silver hair and blue eyes, Although he was still pale and weak, he knew that he was fine, and he knew that no matter what happened, it would be worth it!

Reaching out, caressing her lover's tightly pursed water-colored lips, seeing the bluish-white color, the blue pupils undisguisedly distressed: "Don't bite, it hurts."

The deep voice, the unconcealed pity, seemed to want to hold her tightly in her arms and put it in her mouth.

But Rong Ye turned a deaf ear to it, and still pressed his lips tightly.

What happened last night was vivid in his mind, he did not completely lose consciousness, but his brain was completely confused, maybe he was too gentle, maybe the lights were too dim, maybe he never thought that he would be so slutty, he thought it was just a scene Dream, a dream that never dared to expect extravagance, so it was suppressed, so it burst out too real.

In the dream, the person who seemed to be deeply rooted in his bones and blood but had to forget was so real, so gentle, so affectionate, as if in his eyes he was the only one, as if he was the one he loved deeply, so he was confused, so he was nostalgic .

Because this is impossible to happen in reality, because he can only appear in dreams, so I will go all out like this, so I will let him fiddle with it, moths to the flame, just want to quietly, one person will make this exciting The shameless humility is deeply engraved, numb myself, satirizing the reality, and then hide in a corner, quietly remembering...

But, if everything is not a dream, if everything is a fact, then what is this! !

Knowingly committing crimes, self-destruction, deep sinking without redemption, but insisting on cutting open the mask that has been disguised through so much painstaking efforts, digging out the bloody facts, humble and broken sincerity, and showing it to people time and time again, There is no cover, down and dirty, even I feel inferior, shameless!

It's crazy!self-defeating...

Smiling silently, I suddenly felt that this world is so outrageous, going round and round, unable to escape, unable to stay, right and wrong make you wander, but you are just the laughing stock of others.

If it was once, if it was 4000 years ago, even if the positions were opposite, even if he knew he was deviant, after going through this night, he would still ask him shamelessly if he had the same contradictory but firm mood as himself, did he? ……love me……

But now, it is simply a big joke. Let me ask, who would give up such a lofty and holy six angels and want this dilapidated seven angels? !

The answer is self-evident, if it were me, I would choose Brother Six instead of myself!What's more, it's Mozun who is in love with the sixth brother! !

"Don't laugh...don't laugh!" Holding the lover who suddenly smiled brightly and desperately in his arms, he gently stroked the beautiful eyes of the lover who smiled more like despair and crying, as if this would be enough It's like wiping away the tears that couldn't flow but were choked in my heart.

He knows that his lover is self-disgusting, he is not afraid of his lover's fierce scolding and scolding, he doesn't care if he wants to be beaten or scolded, but the only thing he is afraid of is such a desperate self-mockery...

"Don't do this, it's not your fault... No!" He held him tightly in his arms, wishing to integrate him into his bones, wishing to let him see his sincerity with his own eyes, "If you want to hate or complain, you can't do it." Face me!"

"I've hurt you so many times, lied to you so many times, and pestering you always hurts you. You should hate me and blame me, shouldn't you!" Ling Xu smiled and said softly, He said it firmly, reaching Rong Ye's ear, repeating it over and over again like a mantra.

Hearing this, Rong Ye couldn't help but want to laugh, this play was so well acted and so realistic, if it wasn't for a bit of self-knowledge, I'm afraid I'm really going to sink, I'm afraid I'm really going to lose my heart.

Ling Xu... I've already lost my love, can I allow myself to lose my heart again... How can I be so stupid and hold a heart again and let you rub it into a ball at will? !

What calculations and schemes are you planning, and what kind of schemes are you planning to achieve your goals by being so humble and sincere to such a broken me?

The silent self-deprecating stopped suddenly, the embrace of oneself was so warm, let oneself understand that the world is so cold, and the heart at this moment can be so peaceful.

You can clearly hear the beating of your heart, you can clearly feel the beating of his heart that is close to your chest, but it feels so far away, and what lingers in your nostrils is his smell, domineering, gentle, and warm , trembling slightly, reassuring, but even more frightening.

Suddenly, I really want to know what kind of expression he has at this moment, so he suppressed a smile, or did he really do his part with a bitter face?

Turning his face sideways, he only saw his blue hair intertwined with silver threads, the strong curve of shoulders and neck, and the resolute profile of his face carved like a knife.

"You might as well just tell me what your purpose is," whispered softly, as if you were able to speak again without any surprise, your blue eyes were sincere and clear, without any impurities, as if you were really curious, "Save your feelings, and don't waste me time."

The arms hugging Rong Ye stiffened suddenly, and then tightened a little bit. The handsome face turned away showed bitterness that Rong Ye couldn't see. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He knew, He didn't believe it, because even he couldn't find a reason to convince him that he loved him!

"I'm going to get you some food, you just lie here and don't move around." He pulled out and put Rong Ye flat on the bed, carefully tucking up the corners of the quilt, as if he didn't hear what he said just now, and still looked as if The gentleness that can wring out water.

Before leaving, he didn't forget to test Rong Ye's forehead, and only after making sure he didn't have a fever did he continue: "If you want something, just say it, Hao and the others are waiting outside the door, just call."

Turning around, he casually picked up the robe that had been thrown aside and put it on. He was about to leave, but his wrist was suddenly grabbed. Turning around, he met a pair of calm green eyes.

"What exactly do you want?" Ying's eyebrows were slightly lowered, with a serious expression on her face.

With a wry smile, he put back the arm that had been turned out of the quilt, and then tucked the corner of his back: "Take a rest, I'll come as soon as I go."

After finishing speaking, he left a perfect gentle smile.

The morning light filled the room, fine and dense, with a faint golden color, Rong Ye subconsciously narrowed his eyes, raised his hand, and leaned weakly on his forehead, blocking the bright but too dazzling sun for himself at this time.

In fact, he remembers everything, he understands everything, he understands everything.

That night, when the sixth brother arrived suddenly, he knew something was wrong. Ban Yueju, which had been quiet for so long and no one cared about it, suddenly had so many familiar faces.

The arrival of Sixth Brother is only a matter of time. He has always wanted to avoid it and slowly forget it through time. At least he will not lose control like now, but he has no time to breathe.

Although I love Xu very much, and he loves me very much, there is a difference between gods and demons, and there will be no good results in the end. That's why it's so rough, and that's why you are there, standing between us, but it's just a supporting role, okay. You still have some value, such as verifying that the relationship between us has stood the test of time for more than 4000 years. You have had so many opportunities, haven't you never had one?

It's a pity that I can't stay by his side for a long time, and he, you know, couldn't bear the loneliness and the pressure of the clan and married a woman.I am very angry now, so I want him to pay the price, if not let him die, but let him lose consciousness and become a living dead before I come back.

The words are still in my ears, every word, every word, every expression of Sixth Brother, I remember clearly, helpless, bitter, but full of longing, he loves him very much, loves him very much.

So because love turned into hate, I clearly knew that Sixth Brother could not really hurt him with just a moment of anger, but he took it seriously, and instinctively blocked that sword for him without thinking.

Looking at Sixth Brother's resentful but expected smiling eyes, Rong Ye knew that he had once again become a laughing stock, and what was even more tragic was that he had been unable to speak, but called out his name at that moment—— Ling Xu.

Unexpectedly, in the end, there was still nothing left to lose, whether it was love or heart, even the last dignity was shattered, or from the moment I fell in love with him, I had already trampled my dignity to the ground, but I didn't know it, but He doesn't bother to know...

Yue Yue once said that her body was fine and her torn throat had healed. The only reason why she couldn’t speak was a psychological problem. , What made me have no time to think about whether I would like it or not was actually the safety of that person who didn't have to worry about it at all!

But what he blurted out and instinctively called out again was his name——Ling Xu!

The throat is so bitter, the ivory-colored protrusion keeps sliding in the throat, as if trying to suppress something.

The body can still clearly remember all kinds of things from last night, his temperature, his strength, his breathing, every movement of his, every word of his, all are lingering like a spell, which cannot be dispelled.

Dimly, I seem to hear him say love, oh, love... I can't even imagine who this love is for, and the love on the bed is a kind of true love and a kind of sensual passion, and it is also a man. , don't you understand!