Bear Diary

Saturday, November 2010, 2

Today is the first day back to work, and this year is over.During the meeting in the morning, Toutou talked about some ideas about the new direction of the company. Let us come down and think about it and put forward more constructive suggestions.But I seem to be a little out of shape. I don’t know if it’s because of the holiday syndrome or something. I’m getting less and less enthusiastic than I used to be.

After a meeting, I went to MM Yang and gave her the gift I brought for her. It was a small crystal ornament. Israel is quite famous for its crystal craftsmanship.In addition to traveling during this Spring Festival, when I come back, I will meet classmates, visit relatives, and have dinner together...more tiring than going to work.

In the third day of junior high school, I went to the grave with my family, and talked to my grandparents about my life in the past year in front of the grave.I quietly told about Serena, wishful thinking that they would understand me.They were the first family members to know about me.

In the fourth grade elementary school reunion, I was surprised to meet a very beautiful female classmate whom I had been secretly in love with before.When we were young, we were at the same table and had a good relationship, but at that time I was too young, I only thought she was cute and wanted to get close to her, without any evil thoughts.When I see it now, I can't help shouting in my heart that things are right and people are wrong.She has become darker and rounder. Although her eyes are still as lively as before, no matter how I look at them, I can't recall the feeling of the past.I chatted with her a lot, and now she is still alone, saying that there are too few good men in the world.Ask me if I'm still flying solo?I just smiled meaningfully, which caused a lot of booing from the people present.

The most amazing thing is that the last time I went to Hong Kong with my mother, the tour guide in the mainland was also my classmate!I didn't recognize it at all at the time. This kid has been a low-key guy since before. Until now, if we hadn't mentioned Hong Kong, he probably wouldn't have said this.I said he wasn't mean enough, why didn't he call me at that time, so that we could get back in touch more than a year ago, but he laughed and said that he didn't recognize him either.The world is really small.

Serena stayed at home for a few days and came back on the fifth day of the lunar new year.I miss him a little bit, so I pushed back my friend's invitation to be with him at night.I heard him talk about the situation at home these days, and he said that his aunt told him to go back to work in his company, but he had to start from the grassroots level and would not give him any special treatment.I said this is a good thing, and it has a better future than being a waiter in a bar. I support and admire my aunt's decision.

Today, Serena and I went to work together. The night before, he ironed the suit I bought him before, and he dressed up this morning when he woke up together. He looked a little less childish and a little more major.This kind of Serena became more and more interesting the more I looked at it, and it strongly attracted my attention. After seeing it a lot, I felt a little bit of pride in my heart.He is mine, hehe!

During dinner, Serena and I talked about the experience of going to work on the first day today, and at this time, I returned to my silly and innocent nature.Started to say bad things about his new leader, "a wretched uncle with a kilowatt light bulb head who has a disharmonious sex life" (I really admire his idea of ​​nicknames), and said that Auntie didn't visit him all day, only Brother Zhang came to take care of him for a moment.Although it sounded like he wanted to complain to a child, his expression was full of excitement.

I told Serena that I seemed to be a little tired of work and had no passion.I think back when I joined the company, my salary was raised three times a year, and I was promoted in less than a year. What a positive state that was.Now I don't have that drive.Serena asked what happened?I said that maybe I felt that no matter how hard I tried, it was impossible to get close to the core of the company. I have been working part-time all my life, and I can't get excited when I think about it.He said that although many people are envious of my current job, if I feel that I have lost my future, it is okay to change.I smiled and said that I really couldn't think of what else I could do without doing this job.I have always planned to use the contacts I have accumulated to start my own company, but if I do it now, it seems that I am not ready enough.Hearing what I said, Serena fell down and stretched on my lap, saying that if you can’t think of it, don’t even think about it. It’s a waste of brain cells. If there is a way out, he will definitely support me when the time comes.

Sometimes I do think too much, with an optimist like Serena by my side, my life is really much easier, haha.