Bear Diary

Sunday, March 2010, 1

Someone chatted with me online on Thursday.I am very open-minded in chatting, so he took the initiative to provoke some XXOO topics, and I didn't feel disgusted.I didn't feel something was wrong until he talked about SM.He began to instill in me that SM is fun, told me that I should try Yunyun, and finally said that if you want to try it, you can go with him... I sweated a lot, told him that I have a BF, and I am not interested in this, and then politely blocked .

The next day someone added me, and even took the initiative to send me a photo, a very handsome guy.But soon I felt something was wrong again. The tone and attitude of this person was exactly the same as that guy yesterday, but I clearly remembered that guy had a sharp-mouthed monkey cheek.A disgusting feeling came out, although I asked him he would not admit it, but I am 100% sure that this so-called handsome guy is his resurrection.He swears and swears that I made a mistake before he was blacklisted... tough man...

On Friday, I planned to go to see Avatar with Serena in the evening, but my mother called at noon and it reminded me that it was my grandfather's birthday.Quickly ran to remedy.Grandpa's family is also a big family in Chengdu, with all kinds of sturdy and complicated relationships, which are hard to describe in a word.Therefore, as the eldest grandson of our generation, we should not be neglected.I thought about this two days ago, but I forgot it all at once. I don’t know if it’s my dementia or something.So I had to let go of the date with Serena.

Saturday is another elder's birthday.I was afraid that Serena would be bored, so I said that if I didn't want to go, I didn't have to go, but Serena still insisted on letting me go, and said that he would also go out to find friends.

This kind of occasion is as boring as it is, I thought I would come back after eating and talking politely, but my elders and my brothers of the same generation refused to agree, and insisted on getting drunk with me.As a result, I was so drunk that I slept all afternoon at the elder's house, which was a great shame.And those buddies still refused to let me go at night. Fortunately, the elders personally stopped me, otherwise I might have to confess here.

After escaping from the clutches of my life, I texted Serena on the side of the road, and he asked me how I was doing, and I said it was awful, I was fed up miserably.He asked me when I would be back, and I said I was walking back. I didn’t dare to drive after drinking, and there were few taxis here, so I walked slowly and sat in the car when I saw it.Serena told me to wait, and he came to pick me up.

I was dozing off in the car, and I heard someone knocking on the car window, only to see Serena smiling and looking at me from the outside.I originally said that I would not bother him, and ran so far to pick me up, but he disdainfully despised me and said these things to him.

I put my right elbow on the bottom of the car window in the co-pilot position, put my face in my hand, and looked at Serena who was driving seriously beside me.Light and darkness kept flowing alternately on his handsome face, which made me excited inexplicably.Serena kept telling me about what he was playing with his friends today, and I listened inattentively, unwilling to take my eyes off his face with drunken eyes.Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Serena asked me if I was drunk and stupid, I didn't answer but just smirked there, and he couldn't help laughing along with me.Then I leaned over and kissed Serena. At that time, I was waiting for a red light at a crossroad. Several young people passing by in front of the car seemed to have seen it.Haha, whoever it is, I'm already terribly drunk anyway...

After a while, I will go out to eat with Serena, and then go to see Avatar.