Bear Diary

Wednesday, August 2009, 12

"Ann?" I had a premonition in my heart like a dream, but I was still not sure. "Sazi? Where are you?"

"Hey, finally understand? You go to your bedroom and look at the gate of the community."

I hurried to the window, the figure beside the Christmas tree, under the neon light, who else could it be if it wasn't Serena? ! "you……"

Knowing I saw it, he waved in my direction. "I ran away from home again, come down and pay me for the car."

I have always had a bloody fantasy.Just when I was thinking about what gift to give my lover, I was always unconsciously the first to think of stripping myself naked and tying a bow, then suddenly jumped in front of the other person and shouted "Surprise!!".So when I rushed downstairs and Serena, holding a teddy bear, said the word to me, I couldn't help but laugh.What did Serena say about this Christmas gift?Like it?I hugged him and said I love him to death.He asked me what I was thinking?I winked and said I'll let you know later.Because the taxi driver had already rolled his eyes at me impatiently, I hurriedly paid the money while thanking him.Then he took Serena's hand and said, "Go! Go home!"

Serena's hands were a bit cold, probably because he was only wearing a thin coat. I took the teddy bear, pulled the clothes off and held him in my arms, letting his hands rest on my chest.Although Serena said disdainfully that she was disgusting, she still got into my clothes obediently.I asked is it cold?He just shook his head like a cute kitten.However, he still couldn't settle down for a long time. Before the elevator arrived, his hands began to be dishonest.While telling him to stop making trouble, I opened the door. As soon as the door opened, he threw me down on the sofa. (I'm sweating. With my quality, it's not easy to knock me down. I struggled for a long time whether to write this sentence, and finally a certain power behind my back said that since writing, we must strive for truth, so...) Then he praised Kissed my face, hehe giggled.I broke free from his "clutch" and asked how he escaped...

Serena's home was decorated in a festive atmosphere, with lanterns, balloons, and a big Christmas tree.On Christmas Eve in previous years, my aunt would take the reluctant Serena to decorate together, but this year Serena was not interested at all, and ran back to the room to text me after dinner.Originally, the aunt said that she would take Serena out for dinner on Christmas Day, but Serena also said that she didn't want to go, and then went back to her room.It seemed that it wasn't the aunt who forbade Serena to go out, but Serena was playing autistic by herself.Seeing her son, who has always been alive and kicking, become like this, the aunt's heart will definitely not get better.So when Serena and I were texting just now, my aunt couldn't help but knocked on Serena's door.

Serena was startled, and hurriedly hid the phone before letting her in.Then he didn't take the initiative to speak, and put on an expression that was more brain-dead than the Teletubbies.According to his original words, "most of the three souls and seven spirits have flown away".I rubbed his head and said, how anxious was your mother when she saw it?You timeless child...

"Serena, what exactly do you want?" Sure enough, the aunt took the initiative to speak.

Serena's eyes continued to be empty: "Don't you know what I want? But Brother Chen told me to listen to you..."

"Do you like him that much?"

At this time, Serena turned to look at her aunt, and said one word seriously: "Yes."

The aunt stood at the door for a long time without replying. According to Serena, he had never seen his mother look like this before.So he said again: "Don't you think Brother Chen is not good? Just because he is not a woman, do you treat him like this?"

"I admit that he is good, but I can never agree with your... relationship." The aunt was still very firm: "It is impossible for me to accept my son with another man..." She couldn't continue.

"Mom, compared to me, what you love more is your personal face." Serena said calmly, but the lethality of these words can be imagined.

After Serena said this sentence at the time, he felt a little regretful when he saw his mother being hit, but he couldn't say otherwise, although he knew in his heart that what he said was not true.

Serena thought that her mother would scold her, but her aunt just said, "You can go wherever you want, and I won't care about you from now on." Then she turned around and went downstairs.

When Serena came down, my aunt was sitting on the sofa watching TV intently.When Serena went out, she said sorry to her, but she didn't turn her head to look at him.

Serena's face was serious when he said this, I stroked his shoulder and said, "You really broke Auntie's heart."

"Then what should I do? If it wasn't like this, how could I come out. I just want to see you..." Obviously, Serena herself is not feeling well.

I hugged him tightly and said, "I know..."

I took out the small box with my body temperature that had been on my chest for a long time, and opened it solemnly in front of Serena, revealing the ring inside: "This is a gift from me, see if you like it."

Serena smiled brighter than the sun, showing his innocence without hesitation, but I clearly saw something flickering in his eyes.So without waiting for his choked answer, I took his hand and put the ring engraved with the letter "N" on his left ring finger.

"The last time I came back from the island country, I wanted to bring it to you. I never had a chance. I finally finished it today." Maybe others will laugh at me for being rigid, but I really feel that from the moment I put on the ring for Serena, we The relationship has entered a different stage. "Now we are officially lovers."

Serena rushed over and hugged me, yelling "fool, idiot" with snot and tears blurred, blaming me for being so sensational and not to make him cry.

He looked at the ring on his hand and smirked for a long time, then suddenly seemed to remember something important, leaned over to lower his seductive magnetic voice, and whispered in my ear: "The thing that was not done last time, is Shouldn’t we continue to complete it?”

My answer was an affectionate kiss, and this time I took the initiative.

"Serena, do you think we are still 419 now?" I looked at Serena who was lying on my belly and playing with the ring on his finger, and said this sentence for no reason.

He raised his head for a moment, then burst out laughing, and said, "Of course it doesn't count. We will do it every day in the future. No matter what, it will be 4N9, hehe."

"Recite time baby..." I smiled and spanked him. "Heh, I just think of the time when we met. I feel a little emotional along the way..."

"That's right. If we had known each other in another situation, would we have developed to what we are now?" But after thinking for a while, he answered by himself: "Probably not! You are such a passive person... you almost fucked Make me like QJ you..."

"I don't know, hehe. But now I feel very... good..." I wanted to say I was very happy, but I felt nauseous.

"Hey, I think so too. But now I don't have a job, and I'm penniless, so I can't pay the rent, what should I do?"

"Who asked you to give me money?"

"What's the matter?" Serena propped herself up to face me, and said seriously, "The rent must be paid, but I don't have any money..." Serena smiled badly. "Let's pay for it first... do it again!"

There are still many things waiting for us to worry about in the future.For example, how do we get Serena's mother to accept me; how do I get my mother to accept Serena; after the Spring Festival, I have to find another job for Serena, and I have to go back to get his certificates...

On Monday, Serena insisted on going to the gym with me to see muscular men, and then he also applied for an annual card, saying that he wanted to exercise with me.When it was only the two of us, he leaned into my ear and said, this person must be gay; I plan to take Serena to travel during the Spring Festival. Of course, my ideal is to bring Serena's mother with my mother and grandma...

Life is still going on, but this is the end of my 2009 diary!I'm going to buy some ingredients now, and Serena will cook something delicious for me at noon.Thank you for your continued support, Xiaonan and Serena bow to you. In 2010, Serena and I will have a good time, and maybe there will be Bear Diary 2010 at that time O(∩_∩)O~