Bear Diary

Tuesday, December 2009, 11

I had met Serena's mother a few times before, and during the short chat, I felt that the relationship between their mother and child was a bit delicate.How should I put it, there is no doubt that the two of them love each other, but it seems that the way of expression is a bit wrong.In fact, my mother and I used to be like this. She always wanted to control me everywhere, but I just didn't like to listen to her.

It’s been a while since Serena moved here. Unlike Xiaotao who goes home every weekend, he never once said he wanted to go home. When asked why he didn’t go home, he said it was far away, and when he came home, his mother nagged him. Very annoying.Occasionally, when a phone call comes, Serena will avoid others to answer it, and this is the case again on Friday night.When he came back, I pretended to be casual and asked who it was, and he grinned at the corner of his mouth and said it was his mother.I said you moved here for so long, does your mother know?He said he knew, Xiaoling told her.I said that your mother didn't say anything?Serena said that his mother thought he and Xiaoling had a fight and moved out at first, but he had already explained that it was for the convenience of going to work.I said, your mother thought you and Xiaoling were boyfriend and girlfriend, right?Hearing my question, Serena was taken aback for a moment, then hummed.He probably thought I cared about it.I smiled and said, why don't we invite aunt to have a meal?

I won’t go into details about how to persuade Serena to agree to this matter. I think this process and method should be enough to write a [-]-character essay. In short, he finally agreed reluctantly.Before making the call, he looked at me like a stray dog ​​and asked if he really wanted it. I nodded firmly and said that if he was afraid of embarrassment, he should also call Fox Ling.According to my aunt's time, the meal will be on Sunday night.

Early on Sunday morning, I dragged Serena to the supermarket to buy some things, but Serena didn't know what Auntie liked to eat, so I bought some according to what my mother liked.I think they are about the same age, and their tastes should not be much different, right?But I saw that this one was also good, and that one was also good, so I bought a lot without knowing it.I prepared enthusiastically, and I was embarrassed to say that I actually felt like my son-in-law wanted to entertain my mother-in-law, haha.

"You're laughing and laughing (what a smirk)." Serena poked my waist, and I realized that the beauty who raised the price had already repeated the price again with a stiff smile.I can't tell if it's nervousness or excitement, but it's a wonderful feeling anyway.

I bought a lot of ingredients, so Serena and I experimented first at noon.Serena said that she didn't want to be troublesome, but looking at his serious appearance, it showed that he still attached great importance to this meal.Serious men are the most attractive!Although this big boy is now covered with minced meat and has a little flour on his face, he is absolutely charming and cute, hehe.

Hu Ling didn't work at night, so she came early. She came to my house for the first time, and she exclaimed that the high-level white-collar workers were different, much better than her old house. No wonder Serena wanted to move here.Then he looked at me with an embarrassing face and smiled happily.

At least Serena and I were very satisfied with the delicious dishes on the table, so it also surprised my aunt a little bit. She asked, are these all made by Serena?I said yes, it took a lot of thought.Serena said uncomfortably that I also helped a lot, and Hu Ling praised us both, and pulled Auntie to sit down.I always feel that there is a strange stalemate between Auntie and Serena, which is different from the one I saw in the hospital.I took the initiative to bring food to my aunt, she smiled and said thank you, and said she would come by herself, and then I greeted Fox Ling, and Serena hadn’t spoken more than ten sentences since his mother came into the house, so even though I was as active as possible uncharacteristically, Fox Ling is also very cooperative, but the atmosphere is still a bit stiff.Auntie is a famous person in the shopping mall, so I tentatively said: "Auntie, do you want to drink? I have a bottle of good wine from someone here. Let me drink with you. But you have to drive for a while?" Fox Ling Said it was okay, she could drive her aunt in a car later.

This wine is intended to be given to Dad when he has time. He is not in the country recently, so he has been keeping it, but he did not expect it to come in handy today.Seeing me pour wine for my aunt, Serena also said that I wanted it, and my aunt said just pour him a little.This time I figured out how Serena's drinking capacity came about. Auntie is really a well-deserved heroine in drinking. When she raised her neck, one or two wine glasses were empty, and I quickly filled them up again.After drinking, my aunt started to talk a lot. When asked about Serena's daily life, I answered very seriously, trying to reassure her.

"This baby has been stubborn since he was a child. If he said, why can't he get a house for him, he would come to bother you." Auntie looked at me and Fox Ling, obviously this "you" also includes her.

I saw that Serena's face changed a little, I quickly said no trouble, I treat Serena like a younger brother, besides, I was always taken care of by him.Serena didn't say anything, just immersed herself in eating.

"Xiao Chen, our family Serena just graduated from university, I said to send him to study abroad, what do you think?" Aunt suddenly asked me like this without thinking.

The news came so suddenly that Serena never mentioned it, so I was momentarily stunned.Serena beside him threw out three words coldly: "I won't go."

Auntie frowned: "Look, no matter what I say, he will turn against me."

"Serena might have plans of his own. Now that he has just started working, it is also a good opportunity for social experience. If he thinks it is better to study abroad after a while, it will not be too late." I said so.

"You dolls..." Auntie sighed. "What your parents arranged for you is for your own good, but you just don't listen to it. You have to go out and get bloody yourself to know."

"Of course, parents are doing it for us, ha ha." I quickly put on a smile and poured another glass for my aunt.

At this time, Serena interjected: "Mom, I'm already this old, and I personally know these things." Although Serena's tone was still a bit harsh, it was obviously much more sincere. "I just went to work, and I want to work hard for a while before I talk."

"You obviously agreed before you graduated." My aunt's words surprised me again.

"That's because I haven't found a job yet. Now I think this job is okay. I want to do it."

"If you want to go to work, you can come from this company."

"No, I want to rely on myself to see how much I have. If I feel that I have not learned enough, I will go to study if you don't want me to study at that time."

"You doll..." Auntie didn't continue, she drank the third glass of wine, her fair skin was already slightly flushed.

The next meal lasted for a long time, and the aunt continued to ask about Serena's daily life, but this time it was a direct conversation between the mother and the son, so I don't need to talk about it.The atmosphere gradually became harmonious, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Later, Serena took his aunt to visit his room, and the mother and son talked for a while in the room.It was past 9 o'clock when my aunt was leaving.Serena and I kept sending them to the car. On the way, my aunt kept asking me to take care of Serena and give him more advice.I said I would, to reassure her, and to ask her to come and play when she was free. She agreed and invited me to her house.Before leaving, the aunt called Serena over, and touched his face with her hand, maybe telling him to take good care of himself.Until the car drove out of our sight, I still stood there with Serena.

Cooking big meals can be fun, but the trouble is tidying up and washing dishes. Fortunately, we are with Serena, so I don't feel too conflicted.I said I never heard you say that you planned to study abroad?Serena didn't look at me either, she lowered her head while washing and said that it was mother's decision, but he didn't want to go.I said didn't you agree at the beginning?Then why didn't you want to go again?

The movement of his hands stopped for a while, as if he was thinking about something, but he resumed his movements after a short while, and said: "Actually, I agreed at the beginning, because I wanted to go out like this, and Wu and Wu should gradually fade away. No need now." Well..."

Although hearing glasses Wu's name still makes me uncomfortable, Serena's confession makes me happy.

There is a large floor-to-ceiling window facing the statue of Mao Zedong in the living room of my house, and it is on the 8th floor. At night, I can see a very beautiful night view.Serena and I sat side by side in front of the window, without turning on the lights, the neon lights outside the window were reflected on Serena's chiseled face, like a picture too perfect to be real.He was a little embarrassed to be stared at by me, and asked me what I was looking at.I just smiled, and then naturally reached out to wrap his arms around his shoulders, and he obediently leaned towards me, sitting closer to me.

"Thank you today." Serena seemed to be saying to herself lightly.

"Ann? Xie Sazi?"

"My mother and I haven't talked properly for a long time, thanks to you this time..." Serena was obviously not good at saying such words.

"I didn't do it." I smiled and patted him on the shoulder. "My mother and I used to talk about it (arguing) in less than a few words. Now that I'm out to work, I realize that most of what my mother said before is reasonable. In fact, you only need to think that she is doing it for you no matter what. Hello, there is no need to swear. You will know after two more years, hehe. The main thing is to communicate with them more, there must be a generation gap, but communication can still reduce the distance a little."

Serena hummed, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but he was as obedient as a cat, and I couldn't help hugging him tighter.But I soon felt that his hands began to be dishonest, touching my stomach, making me itchy.I am most afraid of tickling, he and Xiaotao both know this, and they always like to tease me with this, so I quickly let him go, stepped aside, and told him to stop making trouble.Unexpectedly, he came up to me and hugged me instead.

Time seemed to stand still, and I could clearly hear our intertwined heartbeats and his breathing in my ears.It took me a while to tentatively hug him with my overwhelmed hands. This kind of solid feeling is really good.I don't know how long it took for us to let go, Serena looked at me with a trademark smirk, but I felt embarrassed and avoided his hot eyes.

"Boy, I want to kiss you."

"install?"

"I said I want to kiss you, okay?"

"I...uh...uh..."

Maybe I was evil, I thought it would happen what happened the day we met the second time, but this time Serena really just kissed me on the mouth like he said, and then backed away, giggling , Said he kissed me, my girlfriend won't be angry, right?I was so embarrassed. Fortunately, the light was dim, so I probably couldn't see my flushed face.After holding back for a long time, I managed to squeeze out a sentence, saying that MM Yang and I have not reached this level yet.Later, Serena teased me with nonsense for a while, and then told me to go to bed early, and I had to go on a business trip the next day.

But I have insomnia again.I always feel that there is still the touch and temperature left by Serena on the lips.Thinking about it carefully, we didn't even kiss that day, this was our first kiss, maybe Serena didn't know it, it was also my first kiss...