Bear Diary

Tuesday, December 2010, 8

I’ve been playing games at home for the past few days, and my character has exploded. I’m only one piece away from the DNF ancient hero suit. I guess I can make it the day after tomorrow.

As for what my dad said about letting me go back to the company, I was still hesitant.Although I have a much better impression of my father since I felt that my father has become more human, and I can occasionally chat with him like a friend.

In the past few years of work, I think I have a good understanding, and I have always been quite confident in the way of dealing with people and things. However, I have experienced some things with my father recently, which made me realize that I am still very young.It made me feel a little more admiration for him.

My mother also called several times, meaning that I should go to my father's company.My mother said that the two of them are only my son, and these things will be handed over to me sooner or later. Now that I just resigned, it is a good opportunity to slowly start to take over.

Although I am not so pedantic that I am not interested in the ready-made foundation, but I do feel a little less fulfilled than my own hard work.And what's more important: If you are under Dad's command now, you really have to listen to him in everything, and you have no freedom at all.So I still said that I want to rest and rest, as a way to delay the attack.Cough~ At least let me finish the hero suit first, and then kill a few more people before talking...

Speaking of my current mood, as long as I don't think about the breakup, I'm pretty calm, and my resilience has been confirmed again.In addition to my family and friends these days, I would also like to thank two netizens for their company, namely U Xiong Xiaomiao and the handsome guy Xiaolei. If they hadn’t chatted with me to pass the time, I probably wouldn’t have recovered so quickly, especially Xiaomiao. That unforgiving mouth... When he comes next month, I will pinch him well!

In addition, I often receive text messages from Lina in the past few days, which are still mixed with a lot of English words. The meaning is probably to ask me what happened that day, and then say that she is going back to England soon, and there are some trivial things about her and Serena.

She used to send and send text messages occasionally, but they were usually unnutritious words, and the number was far less than recently.At first I answered a few words perfunctorily, but the more I looked at it, the more I found it glaring, so I didn't reply at all.But she didn't seem to care whether I heard back or not, she still kept a diary and reported their daily schedule to me.I'm also a bitch, I'm obviously uncomfortable watching it, but I can't help but look at it every time.

"Eric has grown a mustache in the past few days. He looks a lot more mature, but he is also very handsome~" I really want to take a look...

"Eric seems to be in a bad mood these days. I saw him sitting alone in the backyard in a daze several times at night, and asked him what he was thinking, but he didn't say anything." I was worried when I saw this, but I still have the right to worry ?

"Eric has been very nice to me recently. Today I want to eat dan dan noodles, but he just said something casually, and he went to buy it for me right away. Hehe, and he often takes me around to play. But it's strange, it used to be He would agree to this after I had been ruthless for a long time, I don’t know why he is so nice to me all of a sudden?” Seeing it made my heart ache, forget it, I deserve it...

There is one more thing worth mentioning. Since what happened that night, Xiao Jiang kept sending me text messages, dozens of them a day at first.At first I just deleted it, but after calming down these few days, I also read a few articles, mostly apologizing, saying that he might have drunk too much that day, and somehow he did that kind of thing.He also said that he did not dare to ask for my forgiveness, and only hoped that there would be no misunderstanding between Serena and me because of him.The last one was from three days ago. He said that he can understand my feelings, and that I should not forgive him. He will not send text messages again, nor will he appear in front of me again, and then said in very strong words. I'm sorry, which probably means that I won't forgive myself or anything.

In all fairness, when my father had people outside, my point of view was that those women were not married, so it was no problem to play with anyone, but my father is a married man with a wife and a family. It is irresponsible for him to play like this, so wrong 80% is on him.In fact, the same is true for me and Xiao Jiang, 80% of it is my fault.I concluded that the problem that I must get rid of is that I can't grasp the boundaries of my friends.

"I've thought a lot during this time. I'm mainly responsible for what happened that day. You don't have to blame yourself too much. We will still be friends in the future. But only friends."

Just 2 minutes ago, I sent this message back.