i want food for you

After he finished yelling, the car was silent for a few seconds, Zhen Nuan looked calm and unmoved.

Gu Zhiqing's panting sound was particularly clear in this cramped space, his chest heaved and his mood fluctuated greatly.

"Have you finished?" Zhen Nuan asked back.

Gu Zhiqing shrank his fingertips holding the steering wheel, feeling a little helpless.

She, is that how she reacted?It shouldn't be.

"Why do you have to say that you are so wronged, and you say it so nicely when you pursued it, but now, you can't say it? You said reunion, you said you met your parents, and you said you got married. I have forced you to do it. one thing?"

Within two days of Zhen Xiaoke's confession, she received a call from Gu Zhiqing asking for a reunion, and she agreed after thinking about it.

Zhen Xiaoke can't like her, so she will try her best to make Zhen Xiaoke not like her.

"Don't say you are so affectionate, do you want me?" Zhen Nuan smiled contemptuously: "Isn't there a woman outside you?"

"Isn't it cool to take my money and hook up with little girls?"

"You... I didn't." Gu Zhiqing turned his eyes away, with a embarrassed expression on his face.

"No need to quibble, I know, your parents don't agree, but I'm more up to the stage, isn't that the way it is?"

Use each other, that's all.

She was wrong, but Gu Zhiqing was right.

Fortunately, Wang Lin had an accident this time, so she asked Luo Qiao to investigate Gu Zhiqing's background, and the investigation was indeed fruitful.

Birds of a feather flock together.

People who hang out with Wang Lin, how good are they? I'm afraid they will regard her as a cash cow.

Piansheng also came to her again and again to pretend to be affectionate, and he would apologize before, but thinking about it now is really disgusting.

"So, have you been short of money recently? Or did that girl ask you to buy something again?"

... so entangled.

Gu Zhiqing lowered his head, his face flushed, probably from embarrassment.

Zhen Nuan put her hands on the car door, and was about to get out of the car, and added: "Don't pester me anymore, let alone harass Xiao Ke. It's better to think about certain things clearly, who I like has nothing to do with you, and Don't judge me with your narrow mind."

****

Zhen Xiaoke obediently waited at home until eight o'clock, her stomach was growling with hunger, and she tried her best not to order takeaway, and waited for Zhen Nuan to go home to eat together.

In the end, I just waited for Luo Qiao.

She carried the packed meals on the road, put them on the dining table, and earnestly said: "Xiao Ke, it's time to eat."

The game was only halfway through, and Zhen Xiaoke, facing the risk of being scolded by his teammates as a cheater, put aside his phone and got up, went to Luo Qiao, and asked doubtfully, "Where is she?"

"Sister Zhen can't come back because of something."

"What's the matter?" She subconsciously thought something serious happened.

"Something in the company." Luo Qiao lightly brought up the topic, opened the packing boxes one by one, and pressed Zhen Xiaoke on the stool, "Eat it, it's all what you like."

Half-believing, Zhen Xiaoke sat down.

Luo Qiao entered the bedroom again, Zhen Xiaoke was suspicious, watching her every move, watching her pack a bag from the bedroom.

Zhen Xiaoke put down her chopsticks.

"She won't come back to live?"

"Well, sister Zhen will be busy these days, it's a waste of time to go back and forth."

Excuse.

At this time, no matter what Luo Qiao said, Zhen Xiaoke felt that she was making excuses, making excuses for Zhen Nuan's not returning home.

It's just a trip, don't come back for dinner, don't even come back to live, how can I be so busy.

avoid her?But she obviously did nothing.

Zhen Xiaoke got up, pretended to be weak and wandered to Luo Qiao's side, with a cautious look on her face: "Does she dislike me again?"

"Why do you think so, when did Miss Zhen dislike you?"

"Didn't she always dislike me?" Zhen Xiaoke pursed her lips, entered the room with a frustrated look, and closed the door with a bang.

Luo Qiao's heart trembled suddenly, she picked up the casually packed clothes and went out.

This time something really happened.

****

Zhen Nuan went directly to the hotel after leaving the company.

She knew what she was running away from, she was afraid of seeing Zhen Xiaoke, afraid of seeing her expression, afraid that her heart would be pulled again.

Simply stay in a hotel for a few days.

Her current state is not suitable for seeing Zhen Xiaoke.

Like it?

They are all saying that they like it, even asking her to admit that they like it, but she doesn't really care if she likes it or not.

Whether she likes it or not, she just wants to keep Zhen Xiaoke by her side.In this way, it doesn't matter whether you like it or not, the result is the same.

They have to be together.

But the most important thing is that she and Zhen Xiaoke cannot be together as a couple.

Paper cannot contain fire, as long as things are done, there will be a day when they will be exposed.

She is a pessimist.

The two have been together as sisters for nearly ten years, and they suddenly developed into a couple. What should others think and how harsh their words should be.When the time comes, all the abuse will be directed at her and Zhen Xiaoke. She can't bear it, and she doesn't want Zhen Xiaoke to bear it.

As a public figure, she knows better than anyone how uncomfortable it is to be spurned and slandered by thousands of people.

Whether she likes it or doesn't like it, they can't be together.

Zhen Nuan went to the sink and poured a glass of ice water, poured it down in one gulp, and down the throat, slowly and slowly.

She should think that way, she knows she should do the same, but she can't help but wonder if she really likes Xiao Ke.

If so, wouldn't she be a bit too beastly.

She even liked it so much that everyone knew about it, but she was still drunk and kept saying that she didn't like her.

It must be hard for Xiao Ke to be treated like this... But they can't be together, she doesn't want to take risks.

If so, then I still don't like it.

After finalizing the plan, the small drum in my heart is still beating.

I like it. I like it.

Zhen Nuan went to pour another glass of water, the door clicked, and Luo Qiao came in with a bag.

She casually threw the bag on the sofa.

It was packed casually, and Zhen Nuan didn't point to these clothes, all this was just to tell Zhen Xiaoke that she would not go back to live.

Zhen Nuan picked up the cup and sipped lightly, and couldn't help asking her, "Has she eaten yet?"

After throwing away the bag, Luo Qiao sighed interestingly.

These two people used to call each other 'Nuannuan, Xiaoke', but this time they both called her 'she'. Is it so difficult to say the same name?

"You didn't go back, Xiao Ke doesn't seem to have a good appetite."

When these words touched Zhen Nuan's heart, she was inexplicably happy, but she sneered for no reason: "It's not a three-year-old child anymore, and I need someone to accompany me to eat."

Luo Qiaoxin: It was you who had to come back for dinner after being so busy with work.

"However, when Xiao Ke heard that you would not go back to live, Xiao Ke's expression was quite serious... Would it be better to call and talk about it?" Luo Qiao added cautiously.

Zhen Nuan's expression also turned cold, and he said after a while, "No more beatings."

It doesn't matter if you make a call or not. If you do, she might get caught. Although Zhen Xiaoke isn't that smart, she isn't stupid either.

What should she guess by then, and pestered her to ask non-stop.

Zhen Nuan was afraid that she would accidentally leak her words, so she always had no confidence when facing Zhen Xiaoke.

Luo Qiao nodded: "Miss Zhen, you will stay for a few days, I will go downstairs to handle the formalities for you."

"Not necessarily, don't do it yet."

"it is good."

Luo Qiao stood there speechless, Zhen Nuan got entangled with the question she had been thinking for no reason, put the water glass aside, and asked: "Luo Qiao, do you think I like Zhen Xiaoke?"

Luo Qiao almost couldn't bring it up in one breath, and stared at Zhen Nuan with wide eyes, fearing that she might be possessed by evil spirits.

But her expression was more serious than ever.

Luo Qiao swallowed her saliva, and said nonsense in a serious manner: "No, no, no, it's normal for you to care about Xiaoke."

Zhen Nuan followed suit and nodded, she saw it too, she didn't seem to like it.

"Did anyone say anything?"

"No one." Zhen Nuan replied without thinking, then remembered Gu Zhiqing again, and told him: "In the future, don't answer or read the text messages from Gu Zhiqing, just ignore him completely."

"it is good."

After explaining some work matters, Luo Qiao was about to go out, and when he hesitated while clutching the doorknob, she said again: "Miss Zhen, Xiao Ke looked very uncomfortable just now."

Zhen Nuan looked up, and she said again: "She asked me if you dislike her..."

Under Zhen Nuan's awe-inspiring eyes, Luo Qiao bit the bullet and added: "I think it's better for you to call and explain."

The door closed, Zhen Nuan collapsed on the sofa, looking at the ceiling and muttering: Doesn't she want to.

But if Zhen Xiaoke finds out that she might... like her, then either she is crazy or she is crazy.

****

Facts have proved that even if Zhen Nuan didn't make a call, Zhen Xiaoke's guess was pretty close.

As the saying goes, three cobblers are better than Zhuge Liang.

Zhen Xiaoke, Wu Xin, and Ye Ganbo discussed Zhen Nuan's strange behavior all night, and finally came to a conclusion.

Zhen Nuan has an idea.

Zhen Xiaoke is calling her elder sister and dating, which thing does not follow Zhen Nuan's heart, if she really doesn't have any thoughts, she should accept all this comfortably.

But she was still thinking about running away, this was aroused.

"But I changed so suddenly, is it normal that she can't accept it?" Zhen Xiaoke tried to analyze Zhen Nuan's thoughts.

"Then why is Miss Nuannuan not even willing to live in a room?"

"We still lived in the same room last night, but today she went out and didn't come back."

"..."

After the silence, the same two sentences emerged from the bottom of the chat interface.

"That means sister Nuan doesn't want you anymore. [Smile]"

The two of them stayed up all night to talk to Zhen Xiaoke, just wanting to make her feel better, but she was fine, and kept digging into the horns, so there was no other way, just use harsh words to deal with it.

Zhen Xiaoke turned over and got serious: "Then what should I do?"

"I don't know anything else, I just know that Sister Nuannuan must have thoughts about you now, anyway, she can't be left alone."

"Yes, she doesn't dare to face you now, she is just afraid. This kind of thing has to be done while the iron is hot, otherwise she will have no idea what to do after she sleeps."

"Taking Nuan Nuan, just tonight."

"Come on, you can do it, find her and capture her!"

As the two of them sang together, Zhen Xiaoke probably had a plan in mind.

She originally wanted to go to Zhen Nuan, but that idea was still buried deep in her heart and she dared not put it into practice. Now that she was encouraged by someone, she became more confident.

Nuan Nuan was already avoiding her, and if she didn't put in practice, she felt that something might happen.

"Okay." She typed the word solemnly.

"I'll go find her." The solemn appearance seemed to be going through some solemn ceremony.

Wu Xinye and Gan Bai didn't expect Zhen Xiaoke to understand everything this time, so they panicked.

"You can think clearly. If you make it clear tonight, there will be no turning back. Sister Nuannuan may not trust you so easily in the future."

"Well, if you want to test her ideas again, you will have to recruit."

This "wolf is coming" story has been heard since childhood, and Zhen Xiaoke will not be fooled if she uses this method a few more times.

"Procrastinating is not a solution, it's good to make it clear." Zhen Xiaoke made up her mind secretly, and added: "But do you really think she has thoughts about me?"

Of course not...the two silently added in their hearts.

It's just that what was sent by the hand was another line: "Of course!"

Zhen Xiaoke put away her phone confidently, and went to the closet to change clothes.

First of all, you need to know where Zhen Nuan is, but it is too easy to find Zhen Nuan, just find Luo Qiao.

I can't find Zhen Nuan usually, but she and Luo Qiao keep in touch.

****

Nearly twelve o'clock in the evening, there was a sudden knock on the door of the hotel room. Zhen Nuan, who had just come out of the bathroom, froze for a moment, and immediately became more vigilant.

She didn't call room service, not to mention it was so late.

Be vigilant all the way to the door, knocking on the door intermittently, Zhen Nuan looked at the person coming through the cat's eyes, her heart trembled suddenly.

It's Zhen Xiaoke.

She is still crying!

Zhen Nuan hurriedly opened the door to welcome Zhen Xiaoke in, but she rushed into her arms as soon as the door opened, Zhen Nuan took a few steps back, but she didn't slack in her movements, tightly... holding her and crying!

Although Zhen Nuan was confused, she tried her best to comfort her with a soft voice: "What's wrong? What happened, don't cry, tell me?"

Zhen Xiaoke didn't say a word, just curled up on her shoulders, her hands were also tightly clutching the hem of her bathrobe, leaning on her wholeheartedly.

If it wasn't for her sniffing her nose from time to time, Zhen Nuan would really suspect that seeing her cry just now was an illusion.

Zhen Xiaoke has never cried a few times since she was a child.

When Zhen Nuan first took over Zhen Xiaoke, she was only in the first grade of junior high school. At that time, she cried and avoided her.

She bumped into it once by chance, and felt very distressed.

Zhen Xiaoke didn't make a sound when she cried, only tears fell silently, and she sobbed sadly from time to time, but her heart could be grabbed to death by her.

His eyes were red, and he kept crying without saying how sad he was.

After Zhen Nuan got used to it, she slowly enlightened her, and then she was willing to tell her what happened in school.

She endured the ostracism and slander, but she couldn't stand being told that no one wanted her.

Xu Ran had just left at that time, Zhen Xiaoke was very sensitive about being abandoned, at school she could only force herself not to mind, but at home she secretly hid and cried.

Zhen Nuan could only tell her repeatedly that she was not wanted by anyone, she wanted her, and she wanted her because she liked her.

Later, Zhen Xiaoke didn't cry much, it was only once in high school, and she was wronged because she was misunderstood and robbed her of her boyfriend, and she didn't let go when she held her and cried.

Now I'm crying again.

Zhen Nuan put her hand on her back, breathed down softly, and asked in a low voice: "Who is bullying you again this time?"

Zhen Xiaoke shrank her nose and leaned softly in her arms, hesitating whether to get up now or cry for a while?

She has a good strategy, but there is still some lack of time control ability.

Gritting her teeth, Zhen Xiaoke raised her head.

She pursed her mouth, her eyes were red, and the tip of her nose was also red from rubbing. She frowned and shed another tear.

Zhen Nuan's heart trembled, and she raised her hand to wipe away the tear, feeling mixed emotions in her heart.

"Nuannuan, don't you want me anymore?" She complained softly, her voice was full of nasal, she said she was dissatisfied, but it sounded more like coquetry.

She looked like an abandoned little rabbit, Zhen Nuan tried her best to maintain her rationality, and shook her head: "How could that be."

"Then do you think I'm causing you trouble?"

"Why do you think so." Zhen Nuan began to reflect on what she had done to make Zhen Xiaoke have such an idea.

"I know I've caused you trouble recently, but I don't want what happened to Wang Lin either. You don't have to help me. I don't want to trouble you. It's no big deal if I get scolded by others anyway."

Zhen Nuan was still immersed in the shock of Zhen Xiaoke having such thoughts, and only heard her aggrieved and wronged: "As long as you don't dislike me."

She also deliberately lowered her head, a drop of tear fell silently on the slender carpet.

"How is it possible..." I would dislike it, but it was too late to like it.

The conversation stopped the moment Zhen Xiaoke reached out her hand, her thin white fingertips were grasping the sleeves of her wide bathrobe, her voice was harsh: "Don't abandon me."

After listening, Zhen Nuan's whole body seemed to have just been fished out of the dehydrator, her whole body was weak and extremely sour.

How could she have such an idea, how could she have such an idea.

Zhen Xiaoke's heart was much, much weaker than she thought, and she thought the situation had improved.Actually, no?

She didn't give her a sense of security and belonging, and she turned back to the cautious and trembling her.

Panicked and majestic, Zhen Nuan hugged her instinctively, and the small ball curled up in her arms made her feel distressed, like those small animals that are eager to be caressed after being abandoned.

"Why do you think so? I don't want you."

"Then why don't you go home? Because I'm right? If you don't want to see me, I will go back to the dormitory." She added nervously, "As long as you don't want me."

The problem was so big that Zhen Nuan had a terrible headache.

She didn't expect Zhen Xiaoke to be so sensitive, like a shell, she would shrink back into the shell when touched... In the end, she didn't give her a sense of security.

"Xiao Ke, I never asked you to stay in a hotel. I live here because I have been busy with work recently. You also know how many shows I have recently, right?"

Zhen Nuan tried to reason with her, but Zhen Xiaoke couldn't listen: "You were not like this before, I know you despise me, and I am self-willed and disobedient, you are annoying me."

Zhen Nuan wanted to defend herself, but she didn't even give her a chance, her words were shot like machine guns: "But I confessed my love for you!"

The chains are intertwined, Zhen Nuan doesn't even have time to react, she can only follow her consciousness and ask: "What do you mean?"

"You have always said that you will not abandon me, but you will leave me when you get married? Even if you were thinking about me a year or two ago, when you have your own child, you will care about me and you will be a ghost."

Zhen Nuan pursed her lips, unable to utter a word.

Not because of being hit, but because...she doesn't like her.

Even the confession is just for the two to be together forever.

"I want you to like me, and only me, so that you can't like others."

Zhen Xiaoke finished the plan in one go, waiting for Zhen Nuan's reaction.

Push again, leaving Nuan Nuan with no way out.She probably can't think of any way to enhance her sense of security at the moment. Facing her who is walking on thin ice, Nuan Nuan can only choose to be together.

It shows that she doesn't really like her. If they are together, Nuan Nuan will have no worries.

It's just that the way of getting along in the future will be a little more troublesome, and it must be difficult for her to see that she likes her very much.

It was a gamble, but she was willing.

After a series of shocks, Zhen Nuan lost her instinct to think, and after a while she regained her senses, took her hand and said, "Let's go sit over there and talk about it."

"I want to hold you."

"Okay, you can hug if you want."

Anyway, she doesn't like it, and there is no other meaning in holding it, at most it's just relying on her.

Zhen Xiaoke hugged her, and rubbed her head extra.The long-lost close contact, the smell on her body is familiar to her, she doesn't think about anything, just want to hug her.

Zhen Xiaoke hugged Zhen Nuan and didn't let go, Zhen Nuan couldn't even pour her a glass of water, so she asked first, "I've been crying for so long, do you want some water?"

She wanted to refuse, but her throat couldn't help getting dry, so she gave a soft 'hmm'.

"Then loosen your hands first."

"No, you'll leave later, and you won't let me hug you again."

Zhen Xiaoke increased his strength and tightened the ring, Zhen Nuan had no choice but to laugh: "Then how can I pour water for you?"

"I'll carry you."

Like conjoined twins, she was behind her, with her arms tightly around her waist, her head resting on her back, her whole body was encircled, unable to move.

The movement of pouring water is smooth and smooth, and it is done in one go, but it can feel Zhen Xiaoke's dependence even more.

Restless and sensitive child.

She patted the hand on her stomach: "How do you drink?"

"You, can you feed me?" He was cautious when asking questions.

Zhen Nuan agreed, turned around carefully to feed her water, looked at her extraordinarily red eyes and nose, and snorted: "Look at your eyes and nose."

"Isn't it ugly...cough, isn't it ugly?" She was still drinking water, choked on her words, and resisted the itch in her throat before she finished speaking.

"I like you too if you don't look good." Zhen Nuan said to enhance her sense of security.

"No, you just like good-looking ones. If I'm not good-looking, you will definitely not like me."

Her serious appearance made Zhen Nuan wonder: since when did she like good-looking ones?

"Don't worry, I like it."

After feeding her water, the two walked towards the sofa side by side. Zhen Nuan sat down first, and Zhen Xiaoke immediately clung to her, wrapping her arms around her waist.

In just a few minutes, Zhen Nuan got used to her movements, and she was not used to being hugged suddenly.

Speechless for a while.

Zhen Nuan was also sorting out her thoughts, thinking about how to convince Zhen Xiaoke that she would not leave her.

Once abandoned, it is natural to be afraid of being abandoned again.

But she really can't.

No matter how you say it, Zhen Nuan can only explain fundamentally: "Xiao Ke, it's not that Xu Ran doesn't want you. She entrusted you to me because she didn't care about you when she went abroad to study."

Xu Ran is her sister.

Ten years ago, Xu Ran met a rich boyfriend, and that man wanted to study abroad. In order to maintain their relationship, Xu Ran went abroad without hesitation, leaving Zhen Xiaoke alone.

Fearing that Zhen Xiaoke would have ideas, Zhen Nuan deliberately emphasized many times that Xu Ran did it for her studies and could not take care of her, and had no other choice.

But Zhen Nuan knew that Xu Ran had gone with a sugar daddy.

Zhen Xiaoke is a drag, after getting rid of Zhen Xiaoke, she is light and can go wherever she wants.

"Nuan Nuan, actually I didn't believe it when I was young, do you think I should believe you now?"

He's only in junior high school, but he doesn't know everything.

She knew that Zhen Nuan made up the reason for her own benefit, so she tried to cooperate with her as much as possible.

In fact, we all know.

She should know how her sister usually treats her.

The reason of studies is too unsuitable for her.

Zhen Nuan was shocked again, she found that Zhen Xiaoke was much more sensible than she thought.

Thinking about it carefully, even if she used to be willful, even if she made trouble, she would only play childish temper in front of her, without affecting the overall situation.

She is so sensible that it hurts.

So how many things is she hiding that she doesn't know?

"Xiao Ke, I..." Zhen Nuan's throat felt dry.

She didn't seem to be very responsible, she always thought she was taken care of, but in the end... she was disappointed.

,

"Nuannuan, I know you won't abandon me, but I'm afraid." She retracted into her arms and said in a low voice, "You are willing to never get married for the rest of your life, so why can't you try to be with me?"

"That's right, just give me some psychological comfort."

All she wants is psychological comfort.

She doesn't like her.

She is too sensible.

Zhen Nuan patted her head and said after a long silence, "Then let's try."

The author has something to say: sorry, sorry, I will write more tomorrow during the day.