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When Xi Yuan finally saw who helped him, he had already been taken to a place where no one was around.

Xi Yuan sat on the curb with a disheveled face.

Qiao Ye was still the same, with no expression on his face and no words in his mouth, so he squatted in front of him silently and handed him a pack of tissues.

Xi Yuan didn't say anything, just took the tissue and began to wipe his face.

The setting sun slanted, elongating the figure.

The two were quite close, one squatting and the other sitting facing each other.

Xi Yuan felt that he was really skinless, and he didn't understand why Qiao Ye bumped into him every time he was unlucky and made a fool of himself.

But he didn't drink too much today, so he thanked Qiao Ye.

"Thank you."

Qiao Ye looked at him silently, his eyes softened, and he let go of the past.

"fine."

Then the man asked again: "Are you okay? Do you need to see a doctor?"

"It's okay, what's so interesting about this."

Xi Yuan's tone was indifferent, as if he had been used to such turbulent waves for a long time.

It's just that he didn't look at Qiao Ye during this period, so he lowered his head and only cared about tidying himself up.

Qiao Ye didn't see anything wrong, so he stood up, "Shall I take you back?"

"No, it's fine."

After wiping his face and hands, Xi Yuan picked up all the used tissues on the floor, then took a quick look at Qiao Ye, smiled, and said like a normal person, "Go, it's okay, Thank you so much for today, bye."

Then he turned around immediately, walked away looking for the direction of his home, and threw the garbage into the trash can when passing by.

Qiao Ye watched Xi Yuan leave, looked at the slender ankle exposed under the netted trouser legs, and the thin back that was slightly bent in the setting sun, and suddenly realized that the dazzling idol on TV was just an ordinary person. And very thin.

When he returned to the duty room, Qiao Ye found that his colleagues were holding two plastic bags around to share things.

"what is this?"

When Xiao Liu saw that Qiao Ye was back, he hurriedly called him over.

"The things bought by the big stars just dropped on the ground, and we picked them up."

Qiao Ye looked at the pile of daily necessities, "Ah, then what?"

"Then we'll split it up, and he doesn't want it anyway."

"..."

Then Xi Yuan opened the door, and saw Qiao Ye standing at the door again.

"My colleague picked up your things. You can check if there is nothing missing."

Qiao Ye raised the object in his hand, and explained his purpose before he could speak.

Xi Yuan was taken aback, as if he didn't expect these things to come back at all, "I forgot, thank you."

Qiao Ye took a second look at this man and felt that something was wrong with Xi Yuan.

Xi Yuan's skin is good. Although his complexion is not as fair as the girl's, it is definitely better than Qiao Ye's fair skin. In addition, he has been staying at home recently, and his face is a little pale, so it is easy to see The eyes came out a little red.

"Let me help you take it in, the bag is going to break."

Qiao Ye didn't say anything else, Xi Yuan thought about it, and held the door to make way for him.

Then once he entered, Qiao Ye was almost "scared to death".

It was not the first time for Qiao Ye to enter Xi Yuan's house, and he still had memories of this house in his mind.However, Qiao Ye was a little surprised that the uniquely arranged place in his impression was gone, and there was only a mess that could be described as a "pig's nest" in front of him.

He just glanced in for a moment, and he could see the integrated kitchen operating table and all kinds of leftover garbage on the dining table.And on the stairs leading to the second floor in front of him, there was a lot of clothes thrown away on the left and right.

Qiao Ye was somewhat suspicious of how this person usually lives. Are you sure this is the idol's home?

And the whole room felt an inexplicable sense of oppression.

Qiao Ye frowned, looking at the thick and airtight curtains, feeling that the space was a bit suffocating.

Then the idol stood aside in a trance like sleepwalking.

"Sit anywhere."

Qiao Ye looked at the place where there was almost no place to set foot, only walked to the dining room, put the things on the table, "No need."

Then he saw the pile of bowls that were about to grow hair in the pool.

"...don't you do the dishes?"

Xi Yuan still had the same unrepentant look, "Huh? Ah, the dishwasher is broken."

Qiao Ye looked at Xi Yuan and decided to help him deal with it a little.

In fact, Qiao Ye is not cheap. Although he did "rescue him" before, he didn't think it was necessary for him to talk to Xi Yuan because the two of them were still going sideways.

But he felt that Xi Yuan was quite pitiful, and his heart softened just for a moment.

And he didn't know that it was his "moment of softness" that prompted his "nightmare" that lasted for several years in the future, and in the end it almost cost the lives of both of them.

But that's all for later.

While cleaning the dishwasher, Xi Yuan suddenly asked Qiao Ye, "Do you like me?"

What he said actually didn't mean anything else. He just felt that Qiao Ye had helped him a lot today. Now that he was suffering for him, he wanted to ask Qiao Ye if he liked him. If so, how much could he give him? A signed disc.

After all, he can't do anything. If his job is like this, he will express his gratitude to the ordinary people in this way.

But Qiao Ye was so disgusted by the dirt in the dishwasher that he wanted to vomit. Hearing Xi Yuan's question, he answered casually: "Who likes you."

Xi Yuan was taken aback for a moment, and was immediately stimulated by the mocking tone.

What is Xi Yuan's current state?Qiao Ye was still sitting on the ground wiping tears a second before he entered the door!

What has he been through these months?His lover betrayed him, his parents didn't want him, the world spurned him, his company abandoned him, the whole world was watching his jokes, and not long ago, someone wanted to attack him!

He didn't believe that others scolded him to die before, but at the moment he was thrown something, he understood that there were really people in this world who wanted him to die quickly.

What did he do wrong?Just because he's gay?

It's okay, it's okay, his fans hate him, who made him an idol?Who told him to shatter other people's dreams?He deserves it!

But what is Qiao Ye?

A security guard guarding the gate, what right does he have to despise him? !

Xi Yuan just stared at Qiao Ye fiercely, and felt that something in his body was almost distorted.

That night, Xi Yuan couldn't sleep again, and stared at the ceiling alone all night.

Then for several days, he would secretly observe that figure, sometimes standing in front of the French windows of his house, sometimes driving in and out of the residential area.Whenever he saw Qiao Ye walking in the sun wearing a cheap security uniform, he felt uncomfortable from the bottom of his heart.

It felt like the first time I saw Qiao Ye in school, it was an indescribable unhappiness from the bottom of my heart.

On the other side, Qiao Ye obviously didn't know anything about it, and only cared about his daily life all day long.

The work of security guards is hard work, except for routine patrols, most of them stay in the duty room or a small watchtower with a single room to enjoy the cool.

But once they are needed for something, it is definitely not easy to get busy.

Today, if the car gets stuck, they will bother them. Tomorrow, when the garage door is blocked, they will go door-to-door to find the owner. Although these are trivial matters, these are the things that worry the most and consume the patience the most. little things.

Sometimes Qiao Ye has a big head after work all day.

It's just that he doesn't know what's wrong, he feels like there are ripples in his boring life.

When he saw Xi Yuan again, he was definitely surprised, and he didn't know why that man was smoking a cigarette, but when he was smoking a cigarette in a corner of the garden where no one was around, he suddenly jumped in front of him.

"Yeah, what a coincidence."

Xi Yuan was still smiling at him, it was a very warm smile, as if they were old acquaintances who had known each other for many years.

"I'll come out to get some air, are you off work soon?"

Qiao Ye is the kind of compliant donkey. If you follow him, he will follow you, but if you go against him, he will be even more compliant than you.

He used to be annoyed by Xi Yuan's indifference to him, but now that Xi Yuan softens with him, he doesn't mind, so he replied: "En, soon."

Then Xi Yuan smiled at him again, the smile was gentler than before.

He took a few steps closer and stood in front of Qiao Ye with a more serious face.

"Qiao Ye, shall we talk?"

"kindness?"

"What happened in the past was that I was not good. Don't take it to heart. I have been used to being flattered for so many years. Sometimes I know I am wrong and I don't want to admit it. So last year when the two of us saw that incident, I was actually guilty, so I treated you. You have a bad attitude, don't mind."

What Xi Yuan said was very sincere, and the sincere Qiao Ye put the hand holding the cigarette behind his back, and felt his face heat up.

"That matter, if you don't tell me, I will forget it, it's okay."

Qiao Ye was afraid that people would be polite to him.

But Xi Yuan seemed to be polite to him today.

He lowered his gaze, and said to Qiao Ye with sincerity, "Really, Qiao Ye, you know that I can't do it now. It's been so long since the accident, and I can see clearly the warmth and coldness of many people. Those who surrounded me before Everyone is gone, and everyone who likes me hates me, but you are the only one who is willing to help me. I used to treat you badly, so I... oh... feel very sorry for you. "

Qiao Ye was nervous when he heard this, "Don't, don't say that."

But Xi Yuan kept talking more and more vigorously, and changed his voice as he spoke, as if he was about to cry, his eyes drooped and he kept his nose awake, "I was blocked by reporters before, if it wasn't for you, I don't even know how I'm going to lose my composure..."

Qiao Ye was frightened, and quickly persuaded, "Ah, it's okay, don't take it seriously, you are the owner, that's what I should do."

"No, it's different. When I'm good, don't applaud me when I'm good. When I'm not good, it's really good to be willing to be nice to me. But I didn't know before..."

Xi Yuan raised his eyes to look at Qiao Ye while talking. He was half a head shorter than Qiao Ye, his eyes were still red and watery, and Qiao Ye's little heart immediately melted.

He was afraid of seeing people cry, so he could only keep saying "It's okay, it's okay."

Xi Yuan woke up again, and forced out a bleak smile, "Qiao Ye, do you really bother me? I sincerely apologize to you. It was my fault before, so don't be angry with me."

"No," Qiao Ye felt helpless, and quickly replied seriously, "I don't bother you."

Xi Yuan's eyes turned even redder, "Really?"

Qiao Ye nodded, "Really, oh shit, don't cry."

Xi Yuan started rubbing his eyes.

Qiao Ye said that he didn't know what to do, and there was no tissue in his pocket, and he didn't want to get started, and he didn't know what to do, so he was a little embarrassed.

Fortunately, Xi Yuan has already taken the initiative to lean over.

I don't know what happened, anyway, when Qiao Ye realized it, the man had buried his shoulders and started crying.

Qiao Ye sighed silently, and patted Xi Yuan's back as if to comfort him.

Later, when Xi Yuan hugged Qiao Ye's waist, the only thought in Qiao Ye's mind was, why did this man cry so fast.