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Wang Jing's proposal put Xi Yuan into another dilemma.

Xi Yuan has carefully weighed all assumptions, and undoubtedly going to T province is his only way out at present. It is like gambling. If you hold a bad hand and place a bet, the ending will only be worse if you lose. It is better to stop early and in time Stop the loss, change to a new game, maybe there will be a turning point.

But something deep in his heart always tugged at Xi Yuan's heartstrings, causing a dull pain.

Qiao Ye lived at Xi Yuan's house today, and was tired from work all day. After eating, he lay on the sofa and squinted, holding the remote control in his hand and turning off the TV.

Xi Yuan didn't tell Qiao Ye that he wanted to leave, at least not yet, and he didn't know how to say it.

He knows very well what "leaving" means, and it doesn't necessarily mean the end, but as far as the emotional life of the two is concerned, they will definitely not be happier than they are now.

Just imagine that kind of future for a while, and an invisible depression will invade your chest, making you short of breath and at a loss as to what to do.

Xi Yuan is not good at coping with this kind of pressure. He has never experienced it before, and he doesn't know how to deal with it. Didn't Wang Jing say that within three months, he would just procrastinate and escape.

The phone vibrated untimely, it was a private message from wb, a mysterious digital id.

It was the person who had been telling Xi Yuan to die before, who came to talk to Xi Yuan again. Since the last time he revealed his thoughts of suicide to Xi Yuan, he had spoken to Xi Yuan several times intermittently.

Xi Yuan didn't ignore it either, maybe he was idle, on the one hand he didn't believe it, on the other hand he thought carefully about the idol's image, he didn't dare to take a policy of ignoring this kind of information easily, so he replied a few times without saying anything.

At the beginning, Xi Yuan put on the appearance of an idol who is close to the people, and spoke in a very official tone, but id will soon tell him to put away that face, and Xi Yuan will stop pretending to be a fairy.

I also learned a little bit about the situation of id. I feel that I am not very old, and I am also gay. I have never been a fan of Xi Yuan. It is only because after Xi Yuan's incident was exposed, I took Xi Yuan as the most important person in the world who should adopt it quickly because of his sexual orientation. The example of self-help by suicide seems to have found a resonance, but Xi Yuan is still alive, and he feels very puzzled.

'You have lost so many things, more and worse than ordinary people like me, why don't you die? '

That's what the guy asked.

Xi Yuan didn't know how to answer, he wanted to die, but he never really thought about it that much, he just said 'because that's too embarrassing'

Xi Yuan said, you must be a child and have never experienced anything, so you want to die every now and then.

id is not happy, although I am indeed not as old as you, but now is no longer a society where maturity is determined by age.

Xi Yuan smiled, oh oh oh, you are mature, but I guess you must still be a virgin, right?

Xi Yuan is such a fool, he dares to fool around with a child who is troubled by his sexual orientation.

'So don't die, it's not easy to like the same sex, die without even having a relationship, at least you can experience what it's like to be a man first, right? '

id was silent for two days, and replied: You are right.

Xi Yuan was still a little guilty at the time, wondering if he had said something wrong and made an unhealthy inducement, so the child wouldn't really find a man, would he? !

In the end, the id really disappeared, no matter how much Xi Yuan explained to him, "I'm just kidding, don't go looking for a man!"I rely on me not to bear any legal responsibility!I don't support you going out and messing around! ', that id never replied.

Xi Yuan became even more melancholy, feeling a little out of balance again.

Now the spring is warm and flowers are blooming outside, but it is always chilly, not as warm as the constant temperature indoors.

The house is full of warm air, even if you take off all your clothes, you won't feel any discomfort.

Xi Yuan only wore a pair of underwear, climbed onto Qiao Ye with a piece of condom in his mouth, and brushed the corner of the plastic wrap across Qiao Ye's lips.

He likes to do it non-stop whenever he is under pressure, and for a long time, being addicted to sex is his emergency way to let himself down and make himself worse.

And when he came from Xi Yuan, Qiao Ye woke up. He had just fired a cannon before falling asleep. Now he was naked and didn't need to take off his clothes. He just looked at Xi Yuan's beautiful eyes blinking and blinking. He lowered his gaze, opened his mouth to receive the piece of condom, then turned over impatiently and pressed Xi Yuan under him.

That situation was too erotic.

Qiao Ye felt that he would be drained by Xi Yuan sooner or later, but when Xi Yuan teased him, he raised his head in disbelief, with a little savings in his scrotum, he couldn't wait to hand it all over to Xi Yuan.

Just like Xi Yuan.

But when Qiao Ye was about to squeeze in, Xi Yuan suddenly stopped him, raised his head slightly, and looked at the direction behind Qiao Ye with clear and vigilant eyes.

"Like, like someone?"

It was already late at night, Qiao Ye turned his head, followed Xi Yuan's gaze, and indeed saw a gap in the curtain that was not drawn tightly, and behind the gap was endless darkness.

Qiao Ye thought about it, but he didn't want to pay attention to it. He just wanted to go deeper, "No one will."

As he spoke, he continued to pick Xiyuan's underwear.

"I really... I really feel someone."

But Xi Yuan is still flabbergasted, even the reaction from below has weakened.

Qiao Ye had no choice but to put on a pair of pants, pulled the blanket beside him to cover Xi Yuan, then swayed to the floor-to-ceiling window, and carefully looked out with his hands folded.

Nothing at all.

Qiao Ye frowned, and was about to look away, but didn't want to glance down from the corner of the eye, when suddenly there was a dark mass, he couldn't help but tremble, and leaned down against the glass...

Sure enough, he saw a big chubby face pressed against the glass, just like him, covering his eyes with both hands, looking at him against the glass, without dodging at all.

"what!!!!!"

Later, when Qiao Ye hurriedly put on his clothes and went out to press the person down, Xi Yuan was still busy in the room looking for a mask to look through his sunglasses.

"I want to call the police! I want to sue him! Don't let him go! I'm done! It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over, it's over..."

But when Qiao Ye came in with the boy less than 1.7 meters tall, Xi Yuan was stunned.

The voyeur turned out to be a child, a chubby little boy!

The first words he said when he saw Xi Yuan were yin and yang: "Now I know why you don't want to die."

There was still a grandma's boyish voice in his voice, which made Xi Yuan shake his head wildly.

"Wait, wait, you let me quietly let me stroke..."

Xi Yuan rubbed his temples and sat on the sofa, while Qiao Ye poked at the side with an expression of "I'm already dead".

"You mean, you're the... the one talking to me, huh?!"

The little chubby Duner showed no signs of cowardice, rubbed his snotty nose, woke up vigorously, then nodded, "Well, it's me."

The tone is greasy and crooked, it's like a female cannon reserve in the future society.

....It is simply too inconsistent with the character design that Xi Yuan had imagined before!

"I thought it should be that kind, that kind, thin and cold, handsome and indifferent young man, I...I..."

Xi Yuan looked at the image of the boy in front of him. He had thick eyebrows, thin eyes, hair and a small head, thick lips, round ears, and an upturned nose. His height hovered around 1.6 meters three, which was not short, but the problem was that his weight seemed to hover around 160. How could he be a man? Boy, this is simply an underdeveloped sphere!

Xi Yuan looked at the child with eyes full of indignation, "...Isn't your food very good?!"

Qiao Ye couldn't help coughing hard!

Xi Yuan came to his senses, quickly put on a serious adult appearance, and asked again solemnly: "Little friend, how do you know about my family?! What's your name? Where do you live? What are you doing here? Do you know?" Is it against the law to spy on someone without permission? Are you insane?!"

The tone became urgent again later.

Qiao Ye closed his eyes helplessly, walked up to the boy, and asked him, "Since when did you start looking there? What did you see?"

The boy was not afraid of that "violent" Xi Yuan, but this tall man squatted halfway in front of him, with no expression of joy or anger on his face, but it made him feel an invisible sense of oppression.

So he couldn't help curling his lips, took out his phone guiltily, fiddled with it and replied: "I only watched it for a few minutes, it's too difficult for you to get in here, when I found this place, you just pushed him down... "

Qiao Ye's eyes flickered for a moment, and before he could speak, Xi Yuan had already rushed over, snatched the phone from the boy's hand quickly, and asked him one after another while flipping through the photo album: "How do you know this is my house?! "

It is true on the Internet that he is from S city and lives in Shangchen Yujing, but Shangchen Yujing is so big, how does this kid know that he lives in this building?

The boy smiled and said, "Oh, actually, I don't know. It's just that I've been around a few times. Only your house has glass walls. It's so special. I think it might be you."

Then he looked at Xi Yuan and followed: "Okay, okay, don't look for it, you two are too exciting, I just watched and didn't have time to take pictures..."

Xi Yuan stretched back on the sofa with exhaustion.

The boy's name is Li Jianing, 14 years old, a sophomore in junior high school, and a native of U City next door.A few days ago, I ran away from home with several thousand yuan of lucky money. I took a long-distance bus and came to S City. I didn’t have a small schoolbag or even a change of clothes. I lived in a small hotel like a train station without an ID card. Food and drink are all settled by McDonald's.

Qiao Ye warmed up Li Jianing's leftovers, and asked Xi Yuan what he planned to do while the child was eating.

"Call the police, what else can I do?"

Xi Yuan was very disturbed, this child came for him, if something went wrong, he would not be able to bear that responsibility at all.

Qiao Ye thought so too, but when he handed the phone to Xi Yuan, Xi Yuan faltered again.

If the matter is really brought to the police, will the media make unnecessary articles if it spreads out?

Xi Yuan tried to communicate with Li Jianing, "You tell me your parents' phone number, and I will ask them to pick you up, or you tell me where your family lives, and I will send you back at dawn tomorrow."

"No, I'm not going back."

Li Jianing wiped his mouth with his sleeve, then tried his best to wake up the snot, and murmured stickily: "I have nowhere to go now, all the students in school know that I am gay, and it is only a matter of time before I make trouble with the teacher." , When the teacher finds out, he will definitely find my parents. My parents will definitely not be able to accept it. Maybe they will send me to some institution to get rid of Internet addiction and board problems. I don’t want to die there, and I have to suffer So much torment. So visually, my life is hopeless, this time I just want to see you, it can be regarded as an adventure before dying."

Li Jianing spoke slowly like a little adult, and Xi Yuan and Qiao Ye were dumbfounded.

Why are children living so predictably now?

"Hey, what's so strange about this, examples like mine are everywhere on the Internet, just search and you will find out," Li Jianing said while playing with the bunch of house keys around his neck, at a 45-degree angle. "I'm not the first teenager to kill himself because of his sexuality, no, not the first, and I won't be the last."

Xi Yuan and Qiao Ye wiped their faces helplessly.

"Son, let's go online less and study more, shall we?"

The two of them stayed up until dawn but couldn't open Li Jianing's mouth. They had no choice but to take a rest first and talk later.

Qiao Ye hadn't slept all night and had to go to work. He had suffered a lot all day. He planned to go to bed regardless of everything when he came back, but as soon as he entered the door, he saw Xi Yuan standing at the door of the restaurant with his hands raised nervously. Li Jianing next to him was holding a knife against his neck.

"I won't go home! If you dare to threaten me again, I will die in your house immediately!"

Xi Yuan was so worried that he was about to pull his hair, "Okay, okay, can you give me the knife first?! Put the knife down, and I'll take you to the playground. Let's go tomorrow, okay? I'll go wherever you want Take you there!!!"

This scene excited Qiao Ye.

He walked forward in three steps at a time, and before Li Jianing could react, he heard "Ah!" and snatched the knife from Li Jianing's hand. Throw.

"Aren't you going to die? Go, I'll take you to die."

Li Jianing was so frightened that he screamed, he was afraid that this stupid big man would be no easier to deal with than Xi Yuan.

Xi Yuan hurriedly stopped Qiao Ye, and threatened Li Jianing while pulling Li Jianing to his side: "Look, he won't follow your tricks, don't mess around in the future, if you dare to touch a knife again, I will really let him take you away , when the time comes, your parents will really not be able to find you!"

But after saying this, Li Jianing sat down and cried.

"I'm not afraid of death! I just have something to do! When I'm done! Don't worry about me! I'll find a place to die myself!"