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After waking up the next day, the two of them were ready to go home.

When Xi Yuan took a shower, Qiao Ye had already packed up, so he sat by the bed and waited.Seeing that Xi Yuan's mobile phone lit up a reminder, he glanced at it unintentionally, and saw the notification of wb, which was a private message, very short, "Why don't you die?"

Qiao Ye couldn't believe this madness.

"Why is this person so vicious? Are you full?"

Xi Yuan glanced at it while brushing his hair. After a night's rest, he had returned to his previous haughty posture, and told Qiao Ye not to take it seriously.

"Those netizens are like this, don't click in, I won't even read it."

But Qiao Ye has already clicked in, "...hand slippery."

Xi Yuan was helpless.

Sure enough, after seeing the read display over there, they became more excited.

At that time, both of them returned home, Xi Yuan took out his mobile phone to look, and saw more than a dozen private messages, all of which were "You saw it", "Why don't you die?", "Xi Yuan, why don't you die? ", just scolding over and over again.

"Can you find out who this guy is, fuck."

Qiao Ye got a little angry, grabbed Xi Yuan's cell phone and blocked it for that person.

However, not long after, another trumpet who didn't even bother to get a serious ID popped up, and continued to repeat the curse of "Why don't you die".

Xi Yuan shrugged at Qiao Ye, "If it works, I don't have to wait until now."

Qiao Ye also sighed in despair, remained silent for a while, looked at Xi Yuan's figure arranging his clothes, and said sullenly, "Why don't you stop being an artist."

It's fine if you can't be an artist. Although you can't earn that much money, you don't have to suffer this kind of bullying for no reason.Can Xi Yuan live with him? As an ordinary person, they will live an ordinary life. As long as the two can be together, he will definitely not let Xi Yuan suffer.

But Qiao Ye didn't understand, he was used to living a life of rich clothes and good food, and the current conditions of being able to satisfy food and clothing were already suffering for Xi Yuan.

not to mention...

"How to pay back the money?"

Xi Yuan didn't look back, and just folded his clothes on his own, "Even if I don't owe any money, I still have a six-year contract that hasn't expired. If I terminate the contract, I will have to pay more."

The mere mention of money seems to be enough to end all illusions.

That night, Qiao Ye went back to his home, smoking a cigarette while leaning against the window, depressed at the same time.

He even thought of the suite prepared for him at home, if it was sold, it would make a big splash.

The days went by like this.

Later, He Junxian contacted Xi Yuan again, but he did not pass through the secretary, and he called directly, which probably meant that "Business cannot be done with righteousness". He really likes Xi Yuan, if Xi Yuan needs anything in the future place, he is always welcome to find him.

Xi Yuan knew very well that He Junxian couldn't afford to offend him, and he didn't dare to lose his face, so he dismissed him politely according to the way on the scene.

Looking back, Xi Yuan thought about it, and called Wang Jing again. After he calmed down a little, he reported to Wang Jing that he wanted to come back to J City and start a new development.

He had thought about this matter carefully, maybe it was because he stayed at home for half a year and faced that idiot Qiao Ye every day. After a long time, he almost forgot how realistic and cruel this world is, and he lost his fighting spirit.

But this year's annual meeting allowed Xi Yuan to get back the feeling he had back then. He knew very well in his heart that if he wanted to go, he would die if he didn't. Since he couldn't die, he had to find a way to stand up again.

In fact, Wang Jing also wanted Xi Yuan to come back. After all, Xi Yuan was his trump card, and after the accident, he was more or less implicated again, which made his cards in his hand less and less, and his life was not easy.That's why he asked Xi Yuan to attend the annual meeting. On the one hand, it was to stimulate Xi Yuan and let him win.On the other hand, I want Xi Yuan to show his face in front of the high-level officials, so as to ease the conflict, and to be able to continue to raise people.

But right now at the beginning of the new year, everyone is trying their best to grab the resources for the second half of the year. The resources for the first half of the year have already been allocated, and Xi Yuan's share has been lost by him. There is no work that can be carried on the stage.

Many relationships have retreated as soon as they heard the word "Xi Yuan", and Wang Jing really couldn't help him for a while.

"Wait until the next year, let's talk about the new year first."

Xi Yuan also knew that this matter could not be rushed, so he could only comfort himself that this was called recharging his energy.

The so-called patience...

Xi Yuan wanted to find something serious to do for himself. When Qiao Ye was not at home, he remembered that he hadn't touched a musical instrument for a long time, so he went to the basement to fiddle with his collection.

Xi Yuan likes guitars very much. In addition to the piano at home, he also has a lot of guitars that he has privately collected over the years, some of which are more expensive, costing hundreds of thousands.

Xi Yuan also wrote songs in the past, although the company never asked for his works, and there is no need to waste so much attention on being an idol, but the most basic things are not unlearned.

So now he is nestling on the sofa with the guitar that is not the most expensive, but his favorite.

There is no way to play blindly, and you can play wherever you think of, including songs you have sung before, and melodies you can think of.

It's just that my heart can't calm down all the time. Every time I think of the memories implicated in those rhythms, it's like a flying arrow piercing through my heart.

Xi Yuan's mentality is too gloomy, and at this time, someone still needs to guide the direction.

But who can he listen to?

He listens to what his parents say, but he can't count on it now.He could listen to Qiao Ye's words, but that person didn't understand anything, and couldn't give any substantive suggestions at all, without any reference value.

In addition, Xi Yuan is so arrogant, he looks down on those who are inferior to him, and those who can be equal to him are opponents, the only people who can take it seriously are those who admire...

Xi Yuan couldn't help but think of Dong Yun again.

Maybe it was because of the hindrance that he came into contact with He Junxian's relationship. Xi Yuan dug out some images about Dongyun that he had collected before.

He picked a documentary, which was produced by Dongyun in the year he became the best actor, and cut some one-on-one interviews in his daily life.

The picture played by the video is very good-looking and will not change for a long time.Dongyun's temperament is too good, with picturesque features, refined and refined, and he is born with superstar air.In Xi Yuan's opinion, it is the type that makes him fall in love every time he sees it.

It's just that after experiencing He Junxian's incident, Xi Yuan looked at Dong Yun again at this time, and his mood was inevitably a little complicated.

The name of the documentary is "23". Dongyun was 27 years old when he became the best actor, and he has achieved extraordinary achievements at a young age.

The host who interviewed Dongyun asked him why he was so sensitive to the number 23?

Dong Yun is the kind of person who is not very good at revealing his sorrows and joys. Facing this question, he only answered lightly, because the age of 23 was a turning point in his life.

But what exactly happened is a secret and cannot be said.

Dongyun was laughing, as if he was joking, but also as if he was really hiding something ulterior, making it unpredictable.

Throughout the documentary, he said a lot of understatement, such as "compared with ordinary people, there are no normal people in this circle", "live every day as if it is the last day, that's good", and "if there is a next life ? In short, I don’t want to be a human anymore.”

In the past, Xi Yuan felt that Dong Yun had great pessimism in his bones, but now what touched him the most was when Dong Yun faced the camera very seriously, expressing his feelings extremely firmly and forcefully.

"I don't have pressure to be an actor. It may sound arrogant, but I just have this confidence. I like acting, and I have been convinced since I was a child that I was born to do this. So I think I can do it, no matter what setbacks and challenges I face. Opportunity, as long as I can realize my dream, I will fight it out. I never thought about how many prizes I want to win, or I won’t win it, and I will win the first place if I want to win it. But it’s enough to win it once, no ambition? I’m very content, I’ve proven I can do it, and that’s enough.”

Later, it was exactly as he said, Xi Yuan remembered that it was about two years after this documentary, Dong Yun fell like a star in a strange way, and "evaporated from the world" from then on.

At that time, things were very noisy, and the city was full of wind and rain, but it was complicated and confusing.

The rumors spread that Dongyun jumped off the building, but surprisingly, none of the large-scale media has paid attention to this incident, nor has it exposed any real hammer, so most people did not take it seriously .

But Dong Yun did not appear in the public's field of vision again. When someone mentioned it, the official responded that he was very good, and he would not say anything more.It's just that no one knows where he went, the word "Dongyun" has become a taboo in the circle, and no one will ask him where he went.

It's been five or six years since now.

That night, Qiao Ye didn't come back.

Xi Yuan slept alone on his big bed and dreamed of Dong Yun.

The next day, Xi Yuan tried to write songs.

He knows that it is useless to do these things now. Artists who are labeled as "idols", no matter whether they have real materials or not, are easily seen as having a relationship with the word "talent", not to mention that he doesn't know Whether he is talented or not, and now he can't even get a decent job, who would be in the mood to see what he made.

But Xi Yuan just wants to do it, whether it is to pass the time or to hone his skills, just like Dong Yun, he always wants to do one thing in his life, one life, if there is something that he will devote his whole life to pursue Yes, then it is his idol career.

What can an idol do?

He can sing, he likes music.

Then he will go to make music, and it doesn’t matter if no one appreciates it. He will vent his mood and emotions during this period through music. He has to prove himself to himself before he can say anything else.

Once Xi Yuan wanted to do something, he was quite focused.As soon as the enthusiasm comes up, I feel a little sleepless and forgetful.

Fortunately, Qiao Ye didn't care much about him during this time.The end of the new year is approaching, and his job has become more and more tense as the holidays catch up. Shangchen Yujing has to hold meetings with them every now and then. From strictly preventing theft to paying attention to the fire alarm, if there is any problem with any family, they cannot afford it. Role.

Then there are a lot of things at home.

Qiao Ye's mother either went out to do New Year's goods all day long, or cleaned the windows and rooms at home.It's cold outside in the twelfth lunar month, and it's impossible for Qiao Ye to let his parents do these jobs, and he will definitely do all the capable ones.

So for more than half a month, Qiao Ye didn't take the time to make out with Xi Yuan. If he had time, he went to his house to see him, just a real glance.Xi Yuan was so focused on doing things that his eyes would glow green when he saw Qiao Ye, but he had no choice but to rob the old Qiao's family of his son, so he had to endure it.

On the day of the new year, Qiao Ye heard that Xi Yuan would not go back to his parents' house, so he came to see him at noon and brought Xi Yuan two boxes of dumplings.

"My mother made it, stuffed with pork and sauerkraut, would you like to try it?"

Qiao Ye didn't have time to enter the door, so Xi Yuan opened the insulated box and ate one in front of him. He even said it was delicious, and pulled Qiao Ye halfway into the door for a quick kiss.

Just kiss on the face, with a voice.

Xi Yuan smiled at Qiao Ye.

Qiao Ye touched his face like a little daughter-in-law, but he left happily, full of joy along the way, dizzy and almost missed the electric pole.