Superstar's CEO Boyfriend [Entertainment Circle]

Jing Yang imagined it for a while, and suddenly realized that if in the real world, Gu Liting was also a real person, the two of them might not know each other at all.

"What I mean is that I can't be 100% honest. I think sometimes it's necessary to conceal something in good faith. It's impossible to reveal everything." Jing Yang said in a low voice.

The atmosphere suddenly became serious.The main reason is that Jing Yang's tone was a little aggressive.

"You mean you're hiding something from me too?" Gu Liting caught the point.

Jing Yang turned her head to face him, and said in a deep voice, "Yes."

"About what? Is it an insignificant matter or an important matter." Gu Liting didn't expect how it would turn into a debate between the two of them when they were just chatting.

Jing Yang was silent for a while, he really didn't know what to say about it, it certainly couldn't be regarded as an unimportant matter, but it couldn't be described.

Jing Yang didn't speak but made the atmosphere more dignified.

Gu Liting said, "You still don't want to say it?"

It's not that Jing Yang doesn't want to say it, but how should I say it?Will it scare Gu Liting? What if he can't accept it?

It's okay to be angry and shocked, but what I'm most afraid of is that Gu Liting doesn't believe or understand, and even thinks he's crazy.

The more he thought about Jingyang, the more worried he became, he nodded, "I don't want to talk about it."

The air was silent for a long time, and a sense of oppression twisted Jing Yang into a silkworm chrysalis.

"You don't trust me? Or do you not trust my feelings for you?" Gu Liting's voice was very low and soft.

Hearing this, Jing Yang seemed to have taken a sip of bitter grapefruit water, his throat hurt and his heart felt bitter.

He asked himself:

Do I trust Gu Liting?certainly!

Do I trust his feelings for me?It is also trustworthy...

He is just because he cares too much, but he is worried about gains and losses, and he is too nervous. It may also be because he has no absolute sense of security here, because he is not free, and everything he has gained in this world may be suddenly deprived. , Could this be just a dream, or maybe the real Xu Jingyang will come back.

What a terrible guess.

The more Jing Yang thought about it, the more flustered he became. He looked at Gu Liting, hoping to get some comfort and a sense of security from Gu Liting.

"It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that there are some things that I feel will affect our relationship if we say them. Is absolute honesty important to you?" Jing Yang said seriously.

Gu Liting hesitated for a while before saying, "It's very important..."

Jingyang's heart sank.

"But compared with your importance, I can only compromise. I only hope that you can have a little confidence in me. I love you and will not give up on you easily, no matter what the reason is." Gu Liting's eyes had a burning light, Fierce and tender.

For the first time, Jing Yang knew that love words can hurt people.

But moving is of course moving, he can't speak, because there is a layer of helplessness and sadness behind the moving, he can also feel Gu Liting's sadness.

Maybe Gu Liting is disappointed, maybe Gu Liting is wronged, maybe Gu Liting is also doubting whether his feelings for him are deep enough.

After all, people always like to judge others by themselves, Gu Liting would think that he can be 100% honest, why Jing Yang can't, why Jing Yang has so many secrets that are hard to tell.

Jing Yang looked into Gu Liting's eyes without moving, exhausted his affection, he even reached out to hug Gu Liting, and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry, thank you."

Gu Liting raised her hand to hug him tightly, and patted his back hesitantly, as if to comfort, but also as to sigh.

"I'll wait for the day you want to say."

Jingyang was wronged and sad when he heard the words, he didn't want to say it!He couldn't say it, he couldn't imagine what he would do if Gu Liting separated from him after he said it.

What is waiting for the day I want to say?Is that all you care about?Can't I have something of myself that I don't want to talk about?

After the emotional explosion of worrying about gains and losses, he became a little paranoid and unreasonable, but he is a man, so there is no such thing as hypocrisy, his emotions are just a moment, and his sadness only turns into a wry smile.

He hummed lightly, then let go of Gu Liting, pretending to smile calmly, but in fact he smiled so much that he thought it must be ugly.

Jing Yang stood up and picked up the bowls and chopsticks from the coffee table, "I'm going to wash the dishes."

Gu Liting looked at him, of course he could see that he was trying to escape, so he stood up and reached out to grab the bowl in his hand, "Let me do it."

"No, you made the noodles, of course I do the dishes."

Gu Liting watched his back as he walked quickly towards the kitchen, and frowned tightly.

The moment Jing Yang walked into the kitchen, he took a deep and heavy breath, the bitterness in his heart dissipated a little, but there was still a sense of depression.

Jing Yang wants to sleep on his side tonight, because he can think of sleeping on the same bed later, and because it is difficult for him to face Gu Liting, he will turn his back to him.

In this way, the same bed with different dreams is even more sad.

But he suddenly proposed to sleep on his side, wouldn't it hurt others?

Jing Yang struggled for a long time but still couldn't say it out, he took a bath for half an hour longer than usual that night.

He didn't dry off the water droplets on his body and head, the coldness made him awake, he looked at the face in the mirror, and he no longer felt strange.

But he knew, consciously, that it was not his face.

After returning from Gu Liting's grandfather, the question of where to stay tormented him for a long time, and then he had the answer, he wanted to stay with Gu Liting.

But what happened today made him realize again that his thinking was not comprehensive enough. Even if he stayed, would everything have a happy ending as he thought?

Only then did he realize that he was ridiculously stupid. He himself couldn't accept living in someone else's body and using everything else. In his heart, he still longed for a free body that was completely his own. He could compromise for Gu Liting, but What if he regrets it later?

But for Gu Liting who pursues true and unreserved love, he himself is a huge lie.

He was afraid that all these unstable factors would make them a bitter couple.

People will change, and there is no guarantee that he will be satisfied with today's decisions about the future.

When Jing Yang returned to the bedroom, Gu Liting was sitting by the bed, holding the "Original Flavor" magazine in his hand, and on the cover was a group photo of the two of them.

Seeing this Jing Yang was startled for a moment, thinking of that time, he felt warm in his heart, at that time he and Gu Liting were still pretending to be lovers, at that time he never thought that he would fall in love with Gu Liting, right?

Gu Liting heard his footsteps and looked up at him, "Did you finish washing?"

"Well, how did you remember to watch this?"

Gu Liting smiled, lifted the quilt and went to bed, "Suddenly want to watch it."

Jing Yang let out an oh, and didn't ask again.

He walked slowly to the other side of the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and wiped his hair while picking up his phone.

The room was very quiet, except for the sound of flipping through books. Jing Yang's heart suddenly beat fast. He clicked on WeChat to check his unread messages. Cheng Dan sent him tomorrow's work schedule, and Wang Yu sent some program invitations. Whether he is interested, his schedule is scheduled until next year.

After reading this, he checked Moments. He had very few WeChat friends, most of whom were artists and directors he had worked with.

Jing Yang saw that Nie Yunshen posted a photo a few hours ago. He and Cheng Shuang were on their honeymoon in France. In the photo was a large sea of ​​flowers. Nie Yunshen turned his back to the camera, and the sun was shining on him. Even if he didn't show his face, he could still feel it. The screen is overflowing with bliss.

Jing Yang put down his phone, unconsciously pursed his lips, gave Nie Yunshen a thumbs up, and commented: 【When will you be back? 】

Nie Yunshen replied quickly: [The day after tomorrow, I have to go to Grasse tomorrow, I brought you a gift, and your old Gu. 】

Jing Yang's depression was dissipated by his words, he smiled lightly, and then clicked on the private chat with Nie Yunshen: 【You two really plan to go back to China and make it public? 】

Nie Yunshen: [Yes, like you, you are free to open up. 】

Jing Yang secretly sighed, and didn't reply any more. He put down his phone and went to get the hair dryer, wanting to dry his hair and go to bed early.

"Where are you going?" Gu Liting asked.

"Get the hairdryer."

"I'll blow it for you."

Jing Yang thought for a while: "No need, it will be over soon, I'll blow it myself."

Gu Liting watched him walk out quickly, and suddenly felt that Jingyang always turned his back to him today, and this feeling made him very uncomfortable.

He looked down at the photo of the two of them in the magazine, and couldn't help but let out a sigh.