Enough

Thunder and heavy rain were pouring outside the window, and Ji Yuan was awakened by the thunder while he was in a daze.Drowsy all around, a little headache.He barely opened his eyes, and closed them again after a while.He felt someone holding his hand tightly in the darkness.

When Ji Yuanxian woke up again, the rain was pattering and hitting the branches outside the window.The cold wind ran past Ye Shao and hit the closed glass.

"Yes, you can arrange it temporarily, I can't leave here. Send me an email, the German customer has strict requirements, I hope you can handle the details in place, other..."

Ji Yuan raised his head slightly, and caught a glimpse of Li Zhengchuan behind the desk.The other party sat on the swivel chair with his back to the bed.Only the corner of the laptop can be seen, which is placed on the lap.A skeletal hand taps the keyboard, discernible from the cuff, dressed in a suit.The bluetooth headset is buckled on the left, speaking slowly and clearly.It was an unfamiliar yet slightly familiar pipe-smoking voice.

When Li Zhengchuan turned back to take the water glass, he happened to meet Ji Yuanxian's bewildered eyes.The two looked at each other for a while, Li Zhengchuan bowed his head to say a few words, and turned off the video conference.

"The bones of the body are still so weak, it has been a few years in vain."

"...I..." Ji Yuan opened his mouth, his vocal cords tightened and he couldn't speak.My throat hurt like hell, and I realized I had a fever again.He obediently shut up, and unilaterally accepted Li Zhengchuan's arbitrary criticism on this matter.

Seeing that he was dazed and confused, Master Chuan laughed angrily.He rubbed his temples, then stretched out his hand to touch Ji Yuanxian's forehead, "Isn't it very hot, do you have the strength, I'd better sit up by myself if I hug you."

Ji Yuan now wants to prove that he is not weak and sick, and that he can carry two buckets of water when necessary.Excitedly, he propped up his arms, but unexpectedly his whole body became weak and he refused to listen to the command. Unable to bear the elbow, he subconsciously tilted.The back of Brother Xian's head hit the head of the bed with a "bang", very unrestrained.

Li Zhengchuan: ...

Ji Yuanxian: "Hey..."

Li Zhengchuan pressed the protruding veins on his forehead, he tried his best to smile amiably, but it looked a little scary.

"Baby, it's me, I can't laugh."

"Who's joking with you at this time, huh?"

Ever since he was a child, Ji Yuanxian's words and attitudes towards those close to him have always been cowardly.Mrs. Ji was angry, and he laughed.Li Zhengchuan had a cold face, and he sold himself.

But this time it won't work, he is not ready to drag his sickly body and do things like this.What's more, the two of them have nothing to do with each other, and friends with benefits have to have a friendly exchange when they go to bed.

Ji Yuan now bit his finger, squinting guiltily.He stared at Mr. Chuan's wide and slim suit, and put on the cuff buttons carefully, except that the tie was still hanging dishonestly around his neck.

Ji Yuanxian: "...Why are you here?"

Li Zhengchuan: ...

I co-authored with you for a long time to say this.

"...I came in through the window, intending to steal something."

"This is the second floor, Master Chuan, are you so not afraid of death?"

Now that Ji Yuan has a fever, he can't speak easily.He blinked, asking innocently.

Lizheng Chuan sighed heavily, really couldn't hold back his "gentle lover" airs.He sat down next to Ji Yuanxian, stretched out his hand and rubbed him into his arms forcefully.

"I am not afraid of death because of you."

"...Forget it, to tell you the truth. Last night, you called Ji's mother and said that she might have a fever, and asked her where her own medicine is. Ji's mother thought you were dying, so she called me to get the key, please trouble me Come to collect the corpse. And ask me to ask, what is your bank card password."

Ji Yuanxian: "...Is this the original sentence?"

"No. You want to hear the exact words?"

"...Forget it." Ji Yuan laughed now, "The original words may hurt me."

Li Zhengchuan combed his hair lightly with his fingers, starting from the head, and gently pressing the back of his neck inch by inch.The slowness and moderate strength made Ji Yuan feel extremely comfortable.

The two had a rare moment of silence, and Ji Yuan now smelled the familiar smell from Li Zhengchuan's body, and pulled out a bunch of past events from his olfactory memory.This is the aroma of body wash, the one they shared when they rented together.

"I just saw that you were having a video conference. If you are busy with work, you should go back first."

"I'm not too busy, I just deal with a few small things. My work focus is not in China, and most of the time my home is my office."

Li Zhengchuan divided the pills slowly, and then took the water glass from the bedside.

Ji Yuan now looked at the pill in his palm, and backed away somewhat repulsively.Li Zhengchuan was not annoyed, took off his shoes and sat on the bed.Brother Xian takes a step back, while Master Chuan takes a step forward.The two used a silent tug-of-war to launch the first shot of the bed contest after their return.

Li Zhengchuan pushed Ji Yuanxian to the corner, and the two of them were about to overlap each other.The heat continuously invaded each other along the thighs, and Ji Yuan's Adam's apple was rolling. He closed his eyes and said in a trembling voice: "...I, can I eat it..."

"Don't get sick, you won't need to take medicine in the future."

Li Zhengchuan hadn't played hooligans for many years, but he was sure of playing tricks on Ji Yuanxian.Although it was useless to use his lifelong skills, just the crushing of momentum and body was already too much for Brother Xian to bear.

The two bachelors, the hot-blooded good young people, really want to get angry, there is no need to warm up.

Ji Yuan now closed his eyes, swallowed the pill, and gulped down the white water.He drank in a hurry, and the excess water slid down the corner of his mouth to his neck, which was slender and white as a magnolia.The blue veins were floating and visible, Li Zhengchuan half-closed his eyes as he watched the fascinating scene.He swallowed almost invisibly.

He thought of the snug fit of the tiger's mouth stuck on it, Ji Yuanxian's trembling feeling when he was excited, and the smooth and delicate touch of that neck—it was really wonderful.

Lizheng Chuan felt that he was a real saint, and he could bear to say "color is emptiness".

"I don't want to get sick either, but people have to be convinced of their age. Now they are about to turn 27, not seventeen anymore."

Ji Yuan is now leaning against the head of the bed, curled up into a curl.His voice was deep and deep, and because of his poor mental state, he was a little old-fashioned.The hair is hung on the forehead, softening the sword eyebrows.

A long time ago, he was not easy to get sick.A pair of single pants in the twelfth lunar month of winter, dare to run home in the pouring rain, and the cold wind blows across the court.It seemed that at that time, no one was afraid of the cold.Twenty-eight youth, youthful as yesterday.

How the body is, whether it is sick or not, it seems that Ji Yuanxian has never been in the scope of consideration.He couldn't remember when it started, maybe after graduating from high school, maybe after college, his body's resistance became worse year after year.Even the slightest turmoil will make him lose his life.

Ji Yuan is now a frequent visitor to the hospital, it's not a serious problem, he has a cold and fever every year.

Li Zhengchuan touched Ji Yuanxian's hand without probing, but directly touched it.He gently kneaded and rubbed Ji Yuanxian's joints with his calloused fingertips.For eight years, Li Zhengchuan never asked about the life of the other party.

He knows it's not easy, just like himself.It's tasteless, it's really not life, it can only be survival.

"Change the subject, I want to talk to you about something fun."

"Happy, what's there to be happy about?" Ji Yuan felt sleepy after taking the medicine, and his body was exhausted.He put a pillow on the back of his neck and relaxed. "That's how life goes, it doesn't matter if you're happy or not."

"It's you, when did you invest in the New Technology Exhibition Hall. I remember that it was three years ago when the construction started there."

"That was my brother's idea. This time I came back to help him take over some affairs. Last time Qin Yu asked someone to negotiate the cost of renting the venue, and I happened to be over there."

Li Zhengchuan sat on the edge of the bed and put on his shoes.He raised Erlang's legs, and it seemed that he didn't intend to leave immediately.

"Why, Yuzi sued you, saying that I cheated him of money?"

"Nope," Ji Yuan smiled, thinking of Qin Yu always arranging ducks for him, his teeth itch with hatred.

"I don't think you are cruel enough, don't be too soft on him."

Li Zhengchuan shrugged, "What's the benefit?"

"Are you still talking about benefits with me? Are you off the hook?"

Li Zhengchuan's tone was too casual and natural, and the sense of familiarity climbed layer by layer, tightly wrapped in Ji Yuanxian's heart.So Brother Xian was infected and regained the intimacy that was soaked in his bones back then.

It wasn't appropriate for him to say that.Ji Yuan was about to pick it up quickly, and ate it.

Li Zhengchuan suddenly grabbed the hair on the back of his head lightly, and exerted force on his wrist, forcing Ji Yuan to face him squarely: "What is our relationship?"

"Why can't we see outside?"

Ji Yuanxian: ...

Cheng, really your mother is a trap, and I dance quite happily.

"Ji Yuanxian... I really want to have something to do with you," Li Zhengchuan let go of him and lowered his eyes.Looking at it from this perspective, it is extremely wronged and distressing. "My mother and brother know you, and now my father agrees with you, so I just want to take you to get married and give you an identity. Is it so difficult?"

"..."

Ji Yuanxian was silent for a moment, and sighed resignedly, "It's not difficult, it's not difficult at all to reconcile."

"But you never asked me until today if I missed you in the past eight years. You never asked me once if there was anyone around me in the past eight years. You never mentioned it once, and now you cherish the relationship with me."

"You can justify that you trust me, you can say that you don't care, it doesn't matter who was there before. As long as there is me in the future, that's fine."

"But you ask yourself and think about it. Lizheng Chuan, there is no way you don't care. You just don't trust me that much, and you are not so sure that I will wait for you. The prerequisite in your heart is that as long as it is me, Ji Yuanxian. And you You don't care who Ji Yuan is around now. Because your idea is that no matter who I am with after many years, you will come to rob me."

Li Zhengchuan didn't say a word, Ji Yuan said a few words and then stopped.He had to admit that talking when sick was a waste of energy.

"You never ask me these things, what are you afraid of?"

"Li Zhengchuan, eight years, haven't learned to be confident and trust me?"

"It's not that I don't trust, I just...not very confident in myself."

At this point, Lizheng Chuan's full-armed power and domineering were all peeled off.He stood up and paced back and forth in the room.Anxiety cannot be concealed, nor can panic.He tugged on the untied tie, and unbuttoned a few buttons irritably.

"I just can't hear it, I can't hear who you have been around. I can't hear you say that Gu Xi has been by your side these years. I know that I have missed too much. The first 16 years of my life are called Gu Xi's first. Three years in high school, I barely occupy a place. In the next eight years, why should I ask you to hang on to a relationship with no end in sight. "

"I……"

"No one," Ji Yuanxian interrupted him, with a steady voice and firm meaning, "In these eight years, there has never been anyone. There is no one else, and there is no Gu Xi. Gu Xi went to Europe after graduating from high school. For eight years, if you didn't come back, he also Didn't come back."

"Besides, I still have two or three unresolved relationships in the past eight years. I have nothing."

Lizheng Chuan stopped suddenly, he stood where he was, suddenly at a loss.Inexplicable joy welled up in his heart, and he suppressed a smile at the corner of his mouth to pretend to be calm.He rubbed his hands together, trying to show that he was not excited, so he put one hand in his pocket and put on a proud and indifferent face.

As bad as high school.

Ji Yuanxian looked at him, and smiled helplessly after a while.Lizheng Chuan poked his neck to hide his excitement, Brother Xian smiled wryly, your mother will really kick her nose and face.

To show his sincerity, Ji Yuan wanted to ask Li Zhengchuan to find a document in his desk cabinet.In the end, I realized that it would be better to do it myself, otherwise the scene would be like a domestic bad street idol drama.

Brother Xian lifted the quilt, got out of bed and put on his shoes.He was wrapped in pajamas, lying too long and his feet were swollen.Li Zhengchuan looked at him, hesitating whether to go up and help him.

"Hey, don't move, it's right there..."

Now that Ji Yuan knew what it meant, he spoke first.He supported the dead-wide desktop with one hand, and his upper body moved over to open the drawer, looking for documents.

"found it."

Ji Yuan straightened up now, and handed over the slightly old file bag to Li Zhengchuan.He leaned against the desk and found a point of strength.

Li Zhengchuan took out the paper in the file bag, and after reading a few lines, his eyes suddenly widened.He flipped the pages in disbelief, making sure to sign Ji Yuanxian's name.

When she looked up, her eyes turned red, "You..."

"Well, I bought a double tomb." Ji Yuanxian nodded and said, "I gave myself a graduation gift when I graduated from university. A double tomb in the garden mausoleum of S City, where you and I will be buried."

"Originally, the state does not allow the pre-sale of cemeteries. I found an acquaintance. I booked it at full price and bought it for a period of time. After decades, you and I will be ashes, and in the next 20 years, I will make all the arrangements. "

"...how did you know I would come back."

Ji Yuan laughed now: "I don't know if you will come back, and I didn't think about it at the time."

"I just want to, if you die before me. Against all odds, I will dig your grave and bring you back here. But if I die before you, I will use the pen you used, Letter written, buried for me."

"The reason for buying double tombs is very simple, different pillows for birth, and the same cave for death."

A hundred years later, I will be buried with you.

Li Zhengchuan pulled Ji Yuanxian violently, he pressed him against the edge of the desk, and Ji Yuanxian hit the edge of the table hard with his back.Li Zhengchuan's eyes were red, like a lion awakened from animal nature, he kissed him recklessly.His fangs bit his lips, and his flexible and powerful tongue pushed open the seam of Ji Yuanxian's lips.

Ji Yuan was hurt by him, he was taken aback at first, and then quickly catered to him.He is like a person who drinks doves day and night to quench his thirst. Once he has exhausted the nectar, he desperately asks for more.The two tongues squeezed together, and the saliva that was too late to swallow overflowed from the corners of the mouth.

The filthy and filthy desires quickly emerged.Li Zhengchuan suddenly picked him up and lifted him onto the desk.Ji Yuan found that those two slender and powerful legs were tightly wrapped around Li Zhengchuan's waist.The nightgown was fully opened, and the fittings kept rubbing against each other.

Li Zhengchuan pushed Ji Yuanxian against him, and he pressed his hands on the opponent's shoulder blades, rubbing them into his arms desperately.They constantly plunder each other's breath, and constantly suppress the other's eagerness to win.

Li Zhengchuan felt that he was about to explode, and for a moment, he suddenly pushed Ji Yuanxian away, not daring to meet those water-cut eyes.

Lizheng Chuan turned his head away, took a few deep breaths, frowned and said: "...I really am not suitable to be a beast."

Ji Yuanxian: ...

If you don't put out the fire if you are seductive, isn't this a fucking beast? !

Sudden slamming on the brakes, Li Zhengchuan knew he was in the wrong.He covered his mouth, resisting the urge to kiss deeply again.

"Wait... wait until you recover from illness..."

Ji Yuan was full of evil fire, rubbing between his brows dumbfounded. "You fucking came to beat me."

Li Zhengchuan hesitated for two seconds, and boldly hugged Ji Yuanxian.Seeing that the other party was not struggling or overreacting, she buried her head on his shoulder.Like a giant cat, he rubbed his head.

"Actually, I donated a building in S, the new laboratory building. The construction will start this year, and there will be a stone tablet downstairs. Write a letter and study hard. The signature is donated by honorary alumni Ji Yuanxian and Li Zhengchuan."

Ji Yuan patted him on the shoulder now: "It's fine, what are you doing with me?"

"I... I just want to show off to everyone, only I can stand shoulder to shoulder with your name. Whenever and wherever people mention you, they will think of me, Lizheng Chuan."

"This kind of 'pissing behavior' like a wolfhound enclosure is indecent and not bright, but I just want to do it. Even if you and I are not together in the end, it's like you buying two tombs."

Lizheng River surrounds Ji Yuanxian's narrow waist, the sound of rain outside the window is getting louder, blurring the sound of car whistles and people, blurring the bustling city.Only the old green that does not die in winter still flows in it.It's like a love that never fades.

Fortunately, the missing is silent, otherwise I am really afraid that you will be deafening.

Li Zhengchuan turned his face sideways, and lightly bit Ji Yuanxian's shoulder.He said: "Ji Yuanxian, we only wore couple clothes once, in the three years of high school. We hid under the cover of the whole school and wore the same school uniform for three years."

"I want to wear it again, for our wedding."

Ji Yuan looked at him now, this person is always like this, he bowed his head and sighed ten thousand times, and gave him ten thousand heartbeats and breaths.

He chuckled lightly.

"Fuck you."