Enough

There are only six days in June for high school graduates.

Three days to write classmate records, two days to think about it, one day to pack things at the class meeting, and then the battle is imminent, so don’t give birth separately.

On June [-]th, the classmate records were circulated in the class. When everyone was writing, they were nothing more than wishing for the title on the gold list and a bright future.Many students teased each other, the mountains are high and the waters are long, and if they are rich, they will not forget each other.

So as I wrote it, some people burst into tears on the spot.

Ji Yuan now went to the office to give He Lin a graduation gift.He bowed deeply to Teacher He, and said with a smile: "Without your cultivation, I would not be where I am now."

"If you are talented, you will fly out sooner or later. I'm just pushing you from behind." He Lin waved his hand, seeing the boy who jumped from 1.7 meters to 1.8 meters in the past three years, full of emotion. "Why is it you, where did Li Zhengchuan go?"

Ji Yuan shrugged, "I don't know, it might be in other teachers' offices."

"You guys have such a good relationship, so don't break contact after graduation. Classmates are contacts, with similar family backgrounds, and it's not easy to get along with each other." He Lin cleaned up his desk, and suddenly said something more.He raised his eyes and smiled, "Young people can be awkward, there's no need to keep them from getting along forever."

Ji Yuanxian looked at him for a moment, and then gave an ugly smile.

"I understand, teacher."

It's a bit hot today, and the shirt is easy to sweat when worn on the body.Xia Chan sang farewell endlessly, and for several days in a row, the "Top Ten Graduation Songs" were playing on campus.

S is very interesting. After the hundred-day swearing-in, there are fewer face-saving projects.Now only the school gate hangs a banner saying "College entrance exam is imminent, sprint with all your strength", and the rest of the banners will be removed, so as not to increase the pressure on students.

When graduation is approaching, senior high school students are walking sideways, like hairy crabs in your mother's river bed.The seniors and senior sisters took advantage of the last few days to pour out their power, like a martial arts hero who is about to retire.

The corridors are crowded with people, and the graduation season is full of quarrels.

Ji Yuan now pushed aside the crowd and walked slowly back to the classroom.From afar, I saw an envelope on his desk, a brown, old-fashioned envelope with no pattern and red lines.

He stood at the table and looked down for a while.On the cover, there are five large characters of "Ji Yuanxian's personal invitation", which are strong and powerful, just like the person who wrote them.

Ji Yuan now pushes the fudge in his mouth away with his tongue, smiling a bit astringently.He has been particularly addicted to sugar lately, not before.It may be because I feel bitter in my heart, so I want to find some sweetness from the outside world.

There were not many people left in the classroom, so I went to participate in the activities.Ji Yuan moved for a long time, as if waking up from a dream.Sitting on his seat, he dared not open the envelope for a long time.He thought, could it be a love letter, or it could be a farewell letter.This kid can't write letters to curse me, maybe he can say he loves me.

Ji Yuan was thinking wildly now, raised his hand several times, and finally regained his courage.He opened it to look, but there was only a thin piece of paper with a few words - it was Li Zhengchuan's style.

Letter:

Ji Yuanxian,

Even if this life fails,

The wind from north to south, the moon rushing out of the empty mountains,

and ships that drift in the deep sea,

Nor will it change.

You and me, don't change.

The arrogant sun shines through the curtains, and the golden color is covered with a layer of light blue.The desks in the classroom are scattered all over the place, and piles of papers and books spread from the desks to the chairs.The clock ticked away, the blackboard was not wiped clean, the water dispenser in the corner was lit with a green light, and some students got up from their desks and rubbed their eyes, as if they were having a three-year dream.

Ji Yuan was pinching the letter paper now, and after a moment of stupefaction, he pinched it into a ball and threw it into the trash can.

The wind blew the curtains, and the light and shadow changed, and the cut light strips were refracted in front of Ji Yuanxian's eyes, making his eyes sour.

After a while, he got up suddenly.Ji Yuan now ran to the trash can and picked out the letter paper with his hands.He unfolded it carefully, placed it on his knees and rolled it inch by inch.

Ji Yuanxian looked at the six lines of sentences of different lengths, then buried his face, squatted by the trash can and cried.

Don't change, you and me, don't change either.

Li Zhengchuan stood outside the window, he looked straight at Ji Yuanxian's curled figure through the glass.The boy's shoulders were trembling, and his protruding shoulder blades were like immature butterfly wings, which were ridiculously thin.

The June wind was also noisy, Lizheng Chuan turned his head, the tip of his nose was sore.

On June [-], all grades will stay in school for a holiday.I don't know who shouted, "Look out of the window!"

Then, white books, test papers, and countless draft papers fell from the sky like snow in June.So the crowd boiled, and the teacher couldn't stop it at all.The students rushed out with their books in their hands, venting their joy.

Not long after, the earth was covered with white, wanton and messy.Many people folded paper airplanes, and in a short while, hundreds of airplanes spun in the air.They whistle, they laugh, they are young and unrestrained, and they also have deep nostalgia.

The teacher stood at the door of the class, watching, and suddenly tears filled his eyes.The girl ran over and hugged, then handed the marker to the teacher, "Please sign for me."

On the white clothes, there were green and immature handwriting all over the place, and someone said, "Be good."

Every day in the future, be good.

On this night of self-study, the school suggested that the senior three collectively turn off the lights, it is better to sing some morale-boosting or parting songs.The Wenli Building was plunged into darkness, and excited discussions were like waves.

When the head teacher invited someone to take the lead, Ji Yuanxian suddenly stood on the desk.He was in the dark and couldn't see other people's eyes clearly.He kicked his feet and struck a beat.

When Ji Yuanxian opened his mouth, it was a fast-paced and familiar song, "What'sup".

"Twenty-five years and my life is still

Trying to getup that great big hill of hope (trying to get up that great big hill of hope)

Foradestination (remember yourself for life)”

After he sang a few words, Li Zhengchuan suddenly raised his voice to echo.They went up and down, and sang together.Li Zhengchuan climbed onto the desk and stood opposite him.The students beat the beat subconsciously, and many of them took out their mobile phones from their pockets.They turned on the lights, forming a sea of ​​lights in a small classroom.

I don't know who said, "Let's stand up together!"

Then one, two, three, five, like a forest, like a huge wave.The whole class stood on the desks, kicking their feet in unison and waving the lights in their hands.

At the climax, the whole group sang in tacit agreement.They struggled with their voices and soared to the sky.

"And Isay, heyheyheyhey (I yell hey)

Isaidhey, what's going on? (Want to know where the future is going)"

This situation agitated the class next door, and many students ran over to watch.They spread word of mouth, filmed videos, and chanted "fucking shit!"

So, the whole class sang.Not on the same frequency, but extremely harmonious and shocking.First came the liberal arts building, and then the opposite science building also heard singing.

In the dark building, the lights of mobile phones flashed into a sea of ​​stars.

They sing "Isayhey!"

They ask "what's going on?"

The night wind passes by slowly, carrying the stubbornness and wantonness at the end of youth.In the end, everyone went crazy that night.Didn't drink, but was drunk.They kept changing songs, from Jay Chou to JJ Lin, from Sweet to Jiangnan.One song ends and another follows.

Like all the quiet students, when they were about to leave, they poured out a particularly belated rebellious madness.

Ji Yuan sat down after singing, he looked up to see the crowd reveling above.Someone walked towards him with a familiar figure and even a familiar walking posture.Only when you get close can you see the other person's face clearly in the haze.

Li Zhengchuan said nothing, and the two looked at each other.Just as Ji Yuan was about to raise the corner of his mouth, Li Zhengchuan pressed it all down.The lips are tightly pressed together, and the two tongues are tightly intertwined like rain after a long drought.

This is a classroom, although it is in the corner of the crowd, it may be discovered by others.

But so what, Ji Yuan now thought, I will lose him.Then he raised his hand and wrapped it around Li Zhengchuan's neck.They panted in the singing, lingering under the sea of ​​lights.

It's like exhausting a lifetime, exhausting a lifetime.

During the two days of the college entrance examination, when many people recall it, they may not remember what questions they have done, and they may not remember the heartbeat in the examination room.

On the contrary, the hordes of school buses that day, the crowd cheering on the side of the street, the transparent and brand-new pencil case, and the family members waiting anxiously at the entrance of the examination room became copper engravings imprinted in their hearts.

The heartbeat was extraordinarily clear, and the surroundings were extraordinarily quiet. Ji Yuanxian only remembered that when he put down his pen for the English subject, it seemed to usher in a grand ending.

But the sound of the collapse was only in his heart, three years of high school, two and a half years of trials and hardships.Those late nights, those exercise books that were about to vomit, slipped before his eyes like a revolving lantern.

Ji Yuan now walked out of the examination room with the flow of people, roaring "rumble" in his ears.He didn't feel much until he saw Li Zhengchuan in the crowd.

No matter how brilliant youth is, there is an end.

Ji Yuan suddenly felt sad.

At the graduation party that night, Ji Li and the two poured three bottles of beer in public, then bowed to the whole class, and ran away with grease on their feet.

They stumbled back to the school district room without turning on the lights.Ji Yuan now tore Li Zhengchuan's clothes, his hands clinging tightly to him.Li Zhengchuan pushed his legs apart with his knees, and then sent a passionate kiss and the desire of a beast.

They kept embracing each other and bumping into each other.It hurts and bleeds, but I don't let go.Ji Yuan is now extraordinarily enthusiastic tonight, opening himself, opening that secret.

He said, "You fuck me tonight."

If I can't die on you, we will be separated tomorrow.

Li Zhengchuan blushed and bit his lips.Clothes are everywhere, he thought, even if Lisen enters the house now, he will never stop.He exhausted his life's ferocity to explore the depths of Eden again and again.There seemed to be a heavy rain, wrapping the two of them wet.

The person in front of him is watered with essence and blood.Li Zhengchuan spared no effort to possess, he covered Ji Yuanxian's mouth.Don't let him make a sound like that, but cut the opponent's wrists instead.Ji Yuan was leaning against the cold wall, Li Zhengchuan thought carefully behind his ears, his hot breath made him shiver.

He said, "Stand firm and hold on."

The teenagers have never experienced such a violent night. They seem to have no future, so they want to make love for the rest of their lives.Leaving traces of jubilation everywhere, the bathroom mirror looks like a camera.Those shameful, crazy, and dirty images are like a bright spring, occupying all the fantasies of the boyhood.

During the ups and downs, Ji Yuanxian once thought that there are too many helplessness and regrets in this world.But he had it, maybe better than most people.So, he briefly, softly, ecstatically said a few times, and then kissed Lizheng Chuan's palm.

Ji Yuan now grabbed his hair, and in the hazy darkness, carefully described that face.

He couldn't help but think of his own heart, which was actually soft.And Lizhengchuan was buried deep in that place, it was unbelievably hard.

The last carnival, the last fun, exhaustion, and then wait for the sun to rise.

When Ji Yuan opened his eyes, it was daylight.The scorching sun shone on the floor, and because the air conditioner was strong, there was no temperature at all.Li Zhengchuan turned his back to him and packed his luggage.He was wearing a hoodie, sweatpants, basketball shoes and a wristband on his right hand.It's really youthful.

With a slight movement, Ji Yuan felt that he was about to fall apart.So he yelled, "Are you a fucking dog!"

"Then what are you?" Lizheng Chuan sneered, "You shit?"

Ji Yuan was now so blocked that he couldn't speak, he threw a pillow at him, "Hurry up and get out."

"The plane at two o'clock, I have to hurry without you telling me." Li Zhengchuan finished packing and closed the suitcase.He stood up and looked back at Ji Yuanxian, "I'll say a few more words one last time, and then I'll leave."

Ji Yuan's neck was stiff now, his eyes were fixed on the ceiling, and he motioned for him to fart quickly.

Li Zhengchuan said: "Actually, I decided to leave not only because you pushed me away, but also because of my grandfather. So you don't have to blame yourself. I was not firm enough at first, but I was reluctant to part with you. Although I only have one you , but I also only have one grandpa. I love you, and I love him. The love is different, but the weight is the same."

"Later you said, how can you fall in love if you don't have the ability. I feel very angry. How dare you say that about me? I'm not good enough for you. Then I figured it out in the past few months. We really have nothing. Why should we talk about it for a lifetime. So, there's nothing to be sad about."

"Ji Yuanxian, you don't need to hurt me with harsh words. That's not your style or your intention. You lied and said that you want me to try it with others. It's too sad. Don't be so stupid in the future. I'm not by your side. Others How to bully you."

Ji Yuan now closes his eyes, the lump in his heart hurts.He gritted his teeth and cried, "I don't need your advice!"

"The last few sentences." Li Zhengchuan was very calm, like a reader, talking about other people's thoughts, "Ji Yuanxian, in fact, you and I both know that this is not a temporary separation."

"A breakup is a breakup, and I hate whitewashing."

"So we broke up, you have to remember clearly. We broke up, so don't contact us again."

Ji Yuanxian thought to himself, um, it's really his style.

"Are you finished, can you get out?"

Li Zhengchuan pulled the suitcase and opened the door.He took a few steps and stopped again.

"You also have to remember, Ji Yuanxian."

"As long as I, Li Zhengchuan, come back one day, I will have you again. You are mine, and as long as I come back, you can only be mine."

"Bang!" With a loud sound, the bedside decoration hit the door frame.Li Zhengchuan finally stopped talking. He pulled the suitcase and left without hesitation.

For a moment, Ji Yuan curled up hugging the quilt.He buried his face deeply, and the breath left by Li Zhengchuan was wildly noisy.

Li Zhengchuan didn't ask Ji Yuanxian to send him off, but he went anyway.Secretly, like a thief.Ji Yuan is now outside the airport, the weather is unreasonably good, the sky is clear and cloudless.

As the planes took off one by one, he chased them one by one.Until the huge monster disappeared into the clouds with a rumbling sound.

Until Ji Yuan found that he couldn't run anymore, he lay on his back on the ground, panting, laughing like an idiot.

Then laughing and laughing, he covered his face with his hands.

Hold tightly, as if suffocating.

Not long after, Gu Xi prepared to leave for Europe.Ji Yuan is now going to say goodbye to Gu Xi according to his mother's order. Standing in the airport, the two suddenly found that when it was time to say goodbye, they couldn't say anything.

The long and boring summer vacation had no end in sight, Gu Xi accepted the band performance introduced by Xue Yunqi, and he said that he might not come back.There are intermediaries to handle the formalities.The materials have already been prepared, and now I only need to enjoy the graduation trip.

Ji Yuanxian smiled and told him to leave at ease, as his wish would definitely be fulfilled.He waved his hand and let Gu Xi go through the security check.

This time, Gu Xi was also very chic.With his passport in his mouth, he walked towards the romantic land of Europe.Looking forward to being reborn after this battle.

Not long after Gu Xi left, Ji Yuan was still standing in front of the huge French windows of the airport.

As soon as his cell phone rang, he received a call from Qin Yu, who was extremely noisy, saying that he had entered Sichuan safely.As for when to come back, I don't know.But that stinking idiot is so shameless that Brother Xian must miss him every day.

After a while, Ji Yuanxian suddenly remembered that Qin Yu had already left.

There was a rumbling sound, and the huge flying birds headed towards the sky one by one.Ji Yuan is standing in the airport hall now, he watched with his eyes, and then took out a candy for himself.

These giant birds once carried his Lizheng River, and now they carry Gu Xi.Three years time is like a flood, people leave and others stay.

This summer, the last summer of youth.The teenagers seem to be in the mountains, surrounded by a huge halo.

They waded through the water, and there were white books and test papers floating on the river.They kept bending down to pick it up, but returned in vain.Paper, pen and ink slipped through the hands.There is the roar of the get out of class bell in my ears, but when I look back, I can't see anything.

They began to be forced to chew parting, chew growth, chew thunder in midsummer, and splash snow in cold winter.In the past three years, Bai Yuncanggou, all karmic encounters are like cola to ball games, ties to school uniforms, and short skirts to girls.

They will meet again, maybe not.Maybe many years later, the whole class sang "What'sup" that night with fuzzy memories.

Their summer will be over early, but youth will never be.

They lived, they loved, they were sensual, and they galloped.

They have to say goodbye, everyone who has been honed for three years, has to say goodbye.

With their golden age, to those three long years.

To Coke and test papers, to the clock and the national flag.

Summer will come again, endlessly.

But they won't.

The young man wears bamboo sticks and straw shoes, takes a coir raincoat and a bamboo hat, and walks into the romantic universe.

From then on, the mountains are high and the waters are long, and we will never look back.

Ji Yuan is now alone.

He is deeply aware that he is an adult.

Volume [-]: Miserable Green Years