Enough

Li Zhengchuan stood still, Ji Yuanxian took a deep breath, and pushed him, "Auntie is talking to you, hurry up and pack your clothes."

This scene was really too embarrassing, Brother Xian felt his skin was burning hot, the kind that could burn through the heart of the earth.He looked at his mother, wanting to raise a smile to ease the atmosphere.When meeting those quiet eyes, Ji Yuan now chooses to shut up.

Madam Li looked at Li Zhengchuan, raised her wrist to check the time.

"Give you 5 minutes, I'll wait for you downstairs."

After she finished speaking, she smiled politely at Mrs. Ji, but turned and went out without looking at Ji Yuanxian.

The little army commander didn't move at first, but he was really scared and stupid, and his mind was muddled.He thought about eleven million ways to come out, but he didn't expect the reality to be like this.When he came back to his senses, Mrs. Ji looked at him with a smile, quite gentle.

"Aren't you going to chase your mother, she doesn't seem very happy."

I don't have any clothes to pack, I guess I won't be able to sleep when I go home tonight.Li Zhengchuan picked up his coat from the sofa and glanced at Ji Yuanxian before leaving.The latter gave him comforting eyes, signaling not to worry.

With the sound of closing the door again, in just a few minutes, the sky in the school district room changed.

Mrs. Ji took off her shoes and went in. She put the food box on the coffee table.Ji Yuan now stands beside him with his head bowed, not daring to speak.

The atmosphere is dignified, as if a corner of the curtain is lifted, the secret fear behind the stage will pour out like water from a gate.

"I always thought that you were joking with me that day." Mrs. Ji lit a cigarette, her eyes wandered in the void, as if remembering some joke. "You asked me at the time, I should have noticed. The co-author is that my son is getting vaccinated. If I don't come today, when are you going to show me?"

"Graduated from high school? Huh? Ji Yuanxian, tell me about it."

"...Mom," Ji Yuan felt guilty, and even tightened the corners of his mouth.It has to be said now that any intentional concealment is a pure insult to the IQ of adults.

"I originally wanted to tell you this later, choose a suitable opportunity, a suitable identity... For example, when I am independent, financially and spiritually independent, I will choose to showdown with you."

"But now I can't hide it anymore. If I deny it and say it's a joke, it's not a thing. I'm sorry Li Zhengchuan. If you want me to say it, I will say it. Mom, I like boys."

"No kidding, I have always liked it. I have never liked a girl, and I can't like it."

Mrs. Ji curled her lips, the answer seemed to be expected.She exhaled smoke, "I understand what you mean, but I want you to separate."

"Tomorrow, I'll move back to my home tomorrow. I think it's too far away from the school, so I can ask a driver to take you there."

"Ji Yuanxian, be sensible."

"Then tell me, what is sensible and what is ignorant?" Ji Yuan's remaining rationality was fused by the word "separate". Twenty two.

"Mom, I like boys because I'm not sensible? If you walk the 'right way' in the eyes of the world, you are a sensible person? There are 14 million people in the country, why can't I tolerate a little sexuality of mine?"

"Whoever I like, I am in the way. I just want to live the life I want, why am I so ignorant!"

Ji Yuan found that his voice was trembling, and tried to calm himself to debate, but there was a hysterical stubbornness.After Mrs. Ji finished listening, she paused for a second or two, and then pushed back with four or two jacks.

"Then do you still want this home?"

"Ji Yuanxian, do you still want me as a mother, do you want your grandparents? You want Xue's and Ji's dozens of relatives to lose face."

"You want them to be stabbed in the back wherever they go. Is this the life you want?"

"...Mom, you have no reason, no such reason."

Ji Yuan is now holding back his tears, he understands that even ten years of practice may not be able to surpass his mother in terms of negotiation skills.What's more, now he is in a state of confusion and panic.

He can only complain and protest again and again, you are unreasonable.

Mrs. Ji sighed, pointed out the window, and said softly: "I'm unreasonable, Ji Yuanxian, there are far more unreasonable people in this world than I am. You think I'm breaking you up, beating mandarin ducks, and destroying both of you Young and fearless love?"

"Don't be naive, Ji Yuanxian, when I go down to find your father in a few decades, how will I explain to him. You have to thank Hong'an for leaving early, otherwise I will kill you today."

Ji Hongan is a pointer and a ruler, Mrs. Ji has the heart to move him out because she wants to give an ultimatum.She wanted Ji Yuanxian to guard against defeat, and Ji Yuanxian to think about the whole family.

Think about those glory, think about those windy and rainy, bloody way.

Ji's family stood at the gate, and now political correctness and no stains are more important than anything else.This is the age of liberalism, inclusivity, and the flourishing of entertainment literature—but none, not one, are lavishly tolerant of gays coming to the fore.

They cannot leap into the eyes of the world with a swaggering attitude.Those love affairs criticized by mainstream values ​​are even labeled as pathological.

"What era is this, mother..."

Ji Yuanxian wailed a few times from his throat, his eyes were reddened, and he finally dared to face Mrs. Ji squarely.

"In the 2001 "Classification and Diagnostic Criteria of Mental Disorders in China", homosexuality was removed from the list of mental illnesses. This is no longer a disease, nor is it abnormal. Why don't you understand."

This question is asking Mrs. Ji, and it seems to be asking more people through Mrs. Ji.

There are few sensible people in this world, but most of them are silenced for "violating relevant laws".

For whom the bell tolls, for whom the bell tolls.

"I don't care what era it is, and I never think you are sick. Son, mother just doesn't want you to go through such a difficult road. I am very sad, not because you like boys."

"What makes me sad is that in the future you will suffer countless blank glances and incomprehension from others. What makes me sad is that one day I leave you, who will protect you."

Mrs. Ji put out the cigarette butt, and she stared at her precious son with compassion.He was too young to be full of spirits.Childish feelings can't even stand the scrutiny of reality.

It takes too little to be a parent and too much to raise a child.

This is also her painstaking effort, who said parents are easy?

Ji Yuan found his lips trembling, since his mother moved out of Ji Hong'an, he suddenly realized the burden on his shoulders.My mother didn't give up, and neither did the whole family.

Those born in the center of power, who doesn't look forward to a comeback.For those who play politics, the rise and fall of a family is life.

All he consumed was his mother's patience, and his elders' indulgence of his youth and ignorance.

"But Mom, I really don't want to be separated from him."

"What about Lizheng Chuan, have you thought about his family, and why did the Li family arrange for him to go abroad?"

Mrs. Ji raised her chin slightly, and fired the last shot at the boy's wavering heart.

"Li Laozi's condition is getting worse, and he is about to die. Li's family hopes to go to the United States for treatment, and the best companion is Li Zhengchuan. He didn't tell you these words, right?"

"I only learned from Mrs. Li today that the Li family values ​​filial piety. Do you think Li Zhengchuan is not filial? He is definitely going to leave. Across the ocean, after a few years, can you still persist?"

"Son, use your brain. There is no strong emotion in this world that fades away when it is extremely strong."

"Mom doesn't want you to be sad."

A relationship, when it is warm and fragrant, the brave are fearless.And when the time passes in the future, the youthful impulse will disappear with the flow, when they will no longer be interesting, and this lackluster relationship will become tasteless, will they regret today's decision.

Some things cannot be settled, and it is not good to settle.

Where morality is, morality is also there.Where the friendship is there, so is the principle.Ji Yuan now touched his upper and lower lips, "I don't want to separate" is easy to say.But he could endure quarrels and the weakening of affection, but he couldn't bear Li Zhengchuan's violation of conscience.

What he couldn't afford was that Li Zhengchuan was looked down upon by his family, and he would bear the word of disobedience for the rest of his life.

Ji Yuan found the strong candle flame in his eyes, and for a moment he blew out the candle.His face was pale, his fists were clenched, and his figure trembled slightly.

This shot was decisive and powerful, and it grabbed the life gate of the young man's heart.It's like blood gurgling, dried in the late autumn night.The emotions of those angry and arrogant teenagers scattered into a cloud of mist.

too difficult.Is it true that this road is in a dilemma.

Li Zhengchuan followed his mother home, and for the first time discovered that Mrs. Li could also drive a speeding car.But in 10 minutes, they had reversed their cars into the garage and were in their own parking lot.

Mrs. Li didn't say a word, and walked ahead on high heels.One click at a time, comparable to the sound of a gunshot.Li Zhengchuan tried his best to calm himself down. He felt that his mother must understand, maybe she understood when she tested the other party a few days ago.

Otherwise, I would not "kindly" remind him.

"Your father is not at home today," Madam Li said suddenly, and then she chuckled a few times, "You should really be lucky."

Following his mother into the study, Lizheng Chuan stood in front of Shikuan's desk.His hands in his trouser pockets curled up involuntarily.Cold sweat dripped down his back, and it would be a lie to say he wasn't nervous.

Mrs. Li was leaning against the desk, no more than half a meter away from her son.She looked at him, her eyes lingering on his mature outline.What a handsome, handsome boy.

She sighed, "Where should we start, whether it's how long we've been talking, or whether you're serious. Or, let's go straight to the point and talk about how we can separate you two."

Mrs. Li is a businessman, and she doesn't like to make detours when asking questions.She always hit the nail on the head so as not to waste each other's time.

"I've liked him for two years. I haven't liked anyone before, and I don't know whether I like a man or a woman." Li Zhengchuan puffed up his chest, hoping to look more confident, "I just like Ji Yuanxian, it doesn't matter gender."

"What you say is really courageous." Mrs. Li nodded, and then changed the topic, "Then I understand clearly, you should separate. Mom doesn't interfere with your sexual orientation, but I don't approve of you falling in love now. What do you say?" It’s an excuse to affect learning, so my mother doesn’t say it.”

"I'm telling you as an equal, Lizheng Chuan, you must go abroad. You should carefully consider the matter of grandpa. It's not too late to separate now. There are not so many thoughts, and there are not so many disputes."

"Maybe in a few years, you will forget it yourself. Looking back at this period of young love... Let's say you are love for the time being. Maybe you will only find it funny."

In a few years, all ashes return to ashes, ashes return to ashes, and when childhood memories are like light bulbs covered with oil, like time capsules covered with dust, they may all forget that they loved such a person when they were young.

Too cruel.

Lizheng Chuan stiffened his neck, tightly holding on to the arrogance of the one-two-acre field.

"I do not."

He refused to discuss, refused to back down.

Mrs. Li was not annoyed, she felt that something had gone wrong with her education over the years.The child is deviant, and the fault is all on the parents.It is the parents' fault that they do not teach their children well.

"Back then, your father and I shouldn't have free-ranged you and left you to develop. A Chuan, mother can discuss with you. I won't tell your father about this. You and Ji Yuanxian are separated, and we will pretend that this never happened Pass."

"Ok."

"I don't." Lizheng Chuan still replied, his face was gloomy, with disbelief, "something happened, it just happened. I can't go back to the original place and pretend that I didn't know Ji Yuanxian."

"Mom, I like him."

"Your son, I really like him."

Mrs. Li's temples were throbbing, no matter how democratic and open she was, it was difficult to calmly listen to her son saying that he liked boys.The impact was too strong and straightforward, and it was not easy to bear.

"Zheng Chuan, mom wants you to..."

"All right, Ma. You get out, I'll tell him."

A male voice interrupted Mrs. Li, and they subconsciously looked towards the door.Lisen is dressed in a suit and leather shoes, and is full of travel and dust.He just came back from a business trip, and he intended to come to the study to greet his mother, but he didn't expect to hear such a farce.

Lisen took off his coat and loosened his tie.He raised his feet and walked into the study, every step he took, Li Zhengchuan's face turned pale.

Mrs. Li thought for a moment, then went out with a glass of water.When she passed Lisen, she said softly, "Say it well, don't be too angry."

As the door closed, Li Zhengchuan had not had time to recover from his panic.Lisen unbuttoned his cuffs, then kicked Lizhengchuan's chest expressionlessly.

This kick was merciless and knocked him to the ground.When I fell, my head hit the edge of the table, and there was a "bang" sound!Now Li Zhengchuan was stunned, his eyes widened in disbelief.

Lisen squatted down and grabbed Lizhengchuan's hair.He said indifferently: "I am capable, dare to speak loudly with my mother. I have never hit you since I was a child, so I will start a ring today."

Then, a loud and big slap was slapped on his left cheek.Lizheng Chuan's mouth smelled of blood, the skin must have been broken.With stars in his eyes, he didn't breathe for a while, let alone think hard.Bursts of pain came from the scalp, reminding him that Lisen was in a state of rage.

"Wake up, idiot. I beg you to be a fucking person! If you don't consider starting a family, you should also consider Ji's family!"

"Ji Yuanxian's father fell, and the past few years have been like walking on thin ice. It's finally getting better, thinking that Ji Yuanxian will enter the political arena in the future and make a comeback. Look at what you did, huh?"

Li Sen patted Li Zhengchuan's face, as if trying to wake him up.

"Ji Yuanxian is the only one in Ji's family. What do you want him to do when you have had enough fun and want to slap your ass and leave. He is not young, he will be eighteen soon. Brother, he is an adult."

"I ask you to think about it with the responsibility of an adult, ah. I'll just say this once, and break up with him tomorrow. I don't care how vigorous your love is, you are a fucking fart in front of reality."

Lisen let go of Lizhengchuan and stood up.He took out the cigarette case from his bag and lit it himself.Lisen walked to the window, frowning.He also felt distressed, but more worried.He instinctively felt that this was not possible, the two men would not be able to see each other in the future.

It's impossible to be sneaky all your life, it's nothing.

There was a sound behind him, Li Zhengchuan supported the desk and slowly got up.He shook his head and raised his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth.

"I don't, bro."

"Do you believe it or not, I will kill you!"

Lisen was furious and slapped his palm on the window.The glass trembled, as if it would shatter in the next second.

"I tell you that you can't understand human language!"

The eyes of the two brothers were red, like crowned beasts, each showed their fangs and did not give in to each other.Li Zhengchuan's face was full of stubbornness, he puffed up his chest again, transformed like a young animal, and finally dared to challenge a powerful enemy.

He said, "I don't, brother."

"As long as you don't kill me today, I will still be with him."

"As long as you don't kill me today and I walk out of this room, I still like him.