Enough

Ji Yuan found that he slept in a daze, in the dream someone was chasing him, someone was shouting.Sometimes I feel exhausted, and sometimes I feel like I'm falling from a high altitude.When his back was dripping with cold sweat and he woke up from his sleep, the hour hand of the clock on the wall pointed to six and the minute hand passed thirty.

He stared at it in bewilderment for a while, then suddenly jumped out of bed, fuck it, he's going to be late!

Ji Yuan stretched out his hand to touch it again, and the bed beside him was completely cold.Lizheng Chuan, who suffered a thousand knives, took advantage of his exhaustion and sound sleep last night, so he left this morning without yelling!

After hastily washing up, now my brother is full of lawsuits.He took a piece of bread in his mouth, his schoolbag in one hand, and milk in the other, and hurried to school.Almost stepping into the classroom, Ji Yuanxian sat down with the teacher's unspeakable eyes, and did not forget to look back at Li Zhengchuan.

This guy holds the historical bibliography without squinting, and he recites it with all his heart, just like your mother reads love letters.

Ji Yuan took a sip of milk now, and found himself in trouble.He didn't expect that Lizheng Chuan, who was always arrogant and cold, also had a childish side.Brother Xian couldn't laugh about the cold war that fell from the sky.

What can I do, just let it dry first.

We can't let the other party make unreasonable troubles and escalate the cold war into a hot war.Some problems can be solved with a fight, so what are you doing with your mouth open?

Ji Yuan now decides to deal with the "disagreement" coldly, and spread his enthusiasm elsewhere.Whoever stipulates that quarreling will not lead to life, no matter how much swords are drawn between lovers, they still have to eat and sleep.

Learning is also a must.

Unexpectedly, things backfired, Li Zhengchuan ran faster than a dog every time get out of class was over.Often when Ji Yuan looked up, Li Zhengchuan had already disappeared.Brother Xian gritted his teeth and asked Li Zhengchuan's front desk: "Where did this person go?"

"It seems to be going to the toilet, or maybe ask the teacher a question." The girl looked confused, and then praised, "I didn't know that Lizheng Chuan studied so hard before, and my impression has changed a lot."

Ji Yuan now maintains a smile on his face, and returns to his seat with the corner of his mouth raised.Now he guessed that Li Zhengchuan was serious.

It's not as simple as playing around.

—So what do you say this is, ah.He doesn't communicate with others, his uncle.

— Now, it's not that I don't like you two.As long as you don't know each other enough, you can't eat if you like it, and you can't live just because you like it.If you play your temper once, you can accommodate.Can you tell me you're not bothered by too many times?

Ji Yuan felt helpless, so he turned to send a message to Qin Yu.The great love sage is earnest, but it is not to break up this pair of "inspirational mandarin ducks".Qin Yu felt that it was okay for the two of them to be in love, and it was okay to live together for a while, but they would always have to break up after graduation.

Ever since the relationship between the two was made public among friends, Gu Xi has been depressed.

Qin Yu was worthless for Daoist Gu, but he didn't reject Li Zhengchuan either.Feelings can't be said for sure, there shouldn't be so many.

The little teacher's opinion is very simple——

—You two happily passed your third year of high school, and we will see fate in the future.If you want to go on together, communicate as early as possible.If you don't want to communicate, be prepared to break up at any time.You can't die without one Lizhengchuan, there is no grass in the world.

After reading the reply, Ji Yuan now feels that this person does not hurt his back while standing up and talking.There are many friends with benefits, but few lovers, and the truth is the same.

It's all bullshit.

—I got you, do your chemistry questions well.I still don't believe it, I can't deal with Li Zhengchuan.

In mid-October, the weather fluctuates between hot and cold.

Not long after the report card of the first semester came out, people were impetuous, with some uneasiness about the future.

In the third year of high school, it is almost a test of the students' endurance, perseverance and ability to withstand pressure.Whoever has a good mentality, and who can walk to the end step by step and without haste, is basically a stable win.

As long as there are no large fluctuations in grades during the period, the family remains harmonious, and the students' self-regulation ability is passable, everyone will be happy.

But in this world, there are nine out of ten unsatisfactory things.There are only one or two left, and there are still sufferings to speak, and it is difficult to speak.

The third-year students in S middle school were immersed in the sea of ​​questions. In a national key public high school in this city, a stone suddenly caused a thousand waves, and an explosive news came out-a student jumped off the building.

According to the crazy rumors of major social software, some people said that blood was splashed on the scene at that time, and some people said that there was a loud "bang".Small videos circulated one after another, and soon upgraded from "watching the excitement" to verbal criticism of "examination-oriented education".

According to rumors, this senior high school student's grades fluctuated too much, and eventually he was overwhelmed by the pressure and jumped down.Some "insiders" broke the news: the class teacher satirized the student in public and uttered insulting words to him in the office.lead to tragedy.

There is even a "love history" of a gossip student who fell from a building.Said that he didn't study hard after falling in love, this time he died for love.

Rumors and rumors came fast and complicated, and there were very few people who denounced the truth, but a group of melon-eating people had a collective climax.

Originally, in this day and age, few people pursue what is behind the news, and few people treat every life with a rigorous attitude.

Ji Yuan is now scrolling through Moments, really disgusted by the screen full of "smart" and "malicious".He thinks he is not a gentleman, and he is too lazy to be a holy father.

Ordinary people have gossip, curiosity, greed, hatred and lust, but he is the same.I just don't like to "joke" about the dead, and it's still in such a tense third year of high school.

Throughout the day, there were discussions in the classroom.A little progress in rumors has attracted everyone to talk about it.You can get a glimpse of the whole picture, how far the whole grade should be "dancing wildly".

What is more surprising is that there is a holiday in S.

On this Wednesday, when there is no village in the front and no shops in the back, S chose to give the third-year students a one-night vacation.It is said that it is both study and entertainment, everyone go back and relax.

The third graders cheered, Ji Yuanxian was neither happy nor disgusted.What joy is there to be in the afterglow of a suicide.But he doesn't sympathize with the other party, and even his own life is so contemptuous that he can't control it.There is no point in living.

And the person who gave Brother Xian the most headache was his little boyfriend.

That proud self-contained faction, unwilling to join forces with lay people.Li Zhengchuan, who doesn't talk much nonsense and doesn't like to communicate -- this guy didn't say a word again, packed his schoolbag and went home.

Ji Yuan's head is getting big now, if it's the third year of high school, what's the point of arguing.

How boring, fuck it.

But when he came home and saw Lizheng Chuan, he was sitting in the living room in an even manner, with an expression of "If you don't talk to me, I'll fight to the death".Ji Yuan let out a sigh of relief, thinking, what else can I do, coax.

The boyfriend I choose has to be coaxed.

Ji Yuan now put down his schoolbag, and squeezed to Li Zhengchuan's side with a smile.In order to prevent Brother Chuan from getting up, he took advantage of the situation to block the opponent with his arm.

"Brother Chuan, did you read the news today? Why do you think that boy jumped off the building? Isn't it good to be alive?"

Li Zhengchuan didn't move, holding a sketchbook in his hand.His recent works have encountered a bottleneck period, and he needs to change his mind.Since Ji Yuan found out that he was such a thief, Li Zhengchuan didn't lose his face after all.

"None of my business."

Concise and concise is the style of a small army commander.It's none of his business, it's all his business.

His mouth was opened, but this topic really couldn't go on.

Ji Yuan smiled, and could only continue to ask in embarrassment: "Why didn't you wake me up this morning, hey, I woke up at 06:30, and scared my father to death!"

"I don't want to call you." Lizheng Chuante said bluntly, and didn't notice that the language was a bit hurtful. "You didn't say I would give you some time, but I will. Is there any problem?"

"...Ah, it's not..." Ji Yuan felt a little out of breath suddenly, he was grinding his back teeth.This bastard is really merciless when he speaks, "Give time, not space. So we can't go to and from school together? Can't we talk?"

"No need."

Li Zhengchuan paused for two seconds, guessing that there was some ambiguity in the words.

Added: "Since you have to think about it, there is no need for me to hang around in front of you. When you think clearly, just tell me the result."

The little army commander said it lightly, and Ji Yuan felt a few times, but realized something else. "Think clearly" and "tell the result directly", these words don't sound right at all.

Ji Yuan now felt that Li Zhengchuan was capable, and it was the first time someone said "Whether you want to break up or not, it's up to you" so euphemistically.

"That's not what I meant," Ji Yuanxian sighed, "I want to communicate with you, Li Zhengchuan, if people don't communicate with each other, they will never be able to overcome the layer of belly that separates them."

Brother Xian confessed his cowardice and decided to bring out Qin Yu's tricks.

Unexpectedly, Lizheng Chuan stiffened his neck, "I understand you, and you understand me too. Why are you talking so much nonsense?"

Ji Yuanxian: "..."

Well, I can't explain it to this guy.

"Li Zhengchuan, you don't understand me, or you don't understand me completely." Ji Yuan now slowed down his tone and reasoned word by word, "I think you'll be fine with us, we just... need to disagree Time to chat."

Lizheng Chuan nodded, and suddenly said in a wrong voice, "Ji Yuanxian, do you want me to go abroad?"

"...Why are you talking about you again?" Ji Yuan pressed his temple anxiously, "So where is your awkwardness?"

"I don't want to go abroad, I want to stay with you."

Li Zhengchuan began to express his love without saying a word.

"I'll do the math for you. If I go to the United States to study for an undergraduate degree after the college entrance examination, it means that I have to start preparing for the TOEFL now. I have at least one year to apply for the school. When you graduate from the college entrance examination next year, I have to submit the application materials. Good luck If the materials are passed, or 90.00% chance, I will definitely pass. The spring of the next year will be my admission day."

"During this year, I can no longer fight side by side with you, and I can no longer discuss studies with you. Ji Yuanxian, we have to take different paths and talk about different topics from now on."

"So you want me to go abroad?"

Facing Li Zhengchuan's uplifting words, Ji Yuanxian was stunned for a moment.He was suddenly blessed to understand what Li Zhengchuan was upset about.

"So, what you mean is...you are afraid that you won't be able to fight with me. Although both of you have to take the college entrance examination, the emphasis is different."

"You're afraid, after four or five years, the relationship between us will fade away."

"To put it bluntly, you are afraid that I will cheat, aren't you?"

There was a moment of silence in the living room, and the two hearts were beating like thunder, but they couldn't beat together even though they were separated by a short distance.

Ji Yuan was at a loss for words, he let go of Li Zhengchuan, he couldn't put on a whitewashed appearance.He smiled briefly, amusedly.Then he spread his hands and said, "Li Zhengchuan, in your eyes...is this kind of person?"

Li Zhengchuan was noncommittal and did not speak.Ji Yuan now feels that this kind of silence is more uncomfortable than quarreling and cold war.

I thought that the talk would have collapsed by the end of today.

Li Zhengchuan said again: "Ji Yuanxian, I want to be with you."

His eyes were a little red, and his voice trembled.He had never been so weak and afraid. For the first time in his life, he wanted to catch someone, but in the end he realized that it was probably wishful thinking.

Li Zhengchuan doesn't like to express, but he is neither stupid nor stupid.Ji Yuan now wants to keep a distance, and ask him not to be too close to Mrs. Ji.

To put it more clearly, Ji Yuan now covers up the relationship between the two.He doesn't want to be honest with his family. If he does it a little better, maybe one day he will return to the so-called "right path".

Don't want him anymore.

Ji Yuan was stunned, he frowned and thought for a while.Suddenly I feel that I am still too young to believe in the rain when I hear the wind.Perhaps Li Zhengchuan was just dissatisfied with his concealment and felt insecure.

Thinking back, if they were in another place, the two of them would switch places, and Ji Yuan would be unwilling, dissatisfied, and insecure.

Li Zhengchuan stared at the sketchbook, holding a pencil in his hand, his knuckles turned white.

Ji Yuan wanted to slap him on the back of the head now, but he couldn't bear it.He pinched Li Zhengchuan's chin, leaned forward, and rubbed his lips against his face.

Seek peace in the spirit of lowering your stance and say a few good words.Unexpectedly, Li Zhengchuan got up suddenly and threw Ji Yuanxian to the ground.He turned blue and went upstairs to the bedroom without a word.

This made Brother Xian's eyes full of gold stars, and he didn't know where the ancestor was blown up.He exploded with anger, Ji Yuanxian got up from the ground, pointed at Li Zhengchuan's back and yelled, "What the hell! Fuck!"

"I've never coaxed my grandma like this!"

There was a loud bang, and the bedroom door closed.The room echoed like a joke.

Ji Yuan turned around the tea table like a headless chicken.After a while, he stopped suddenly, something was wrong.Brother Xian chased after him, reached the door of his bedroom, and stopped again.

He took two deep breaths, calmed down, opened the door and went in.

Li Zhengchuan lay on the bed, curled up with his back to him.Ji Yuan walked over now, pretending to be indifferent.He knocked on the head of the bed: "Get up, go back to your room and sleep."

"We're still in a cold war, what's the point of sleeping in the same bed."

"There's no atmosphere at all."

The person on the bed squirmed twice, and finally threw the quilt to turn over.

Unexpectedly, Ji Yuan now swooped down and held Li Zhengchuan firmly.He kissed the thin lips fiercely and tenderly.His hands were dishonest, and he fumbled to press his palm on Lizheng Chuan's stomach.

The little army commander didn't struggle, and gave up resistance after a few gestures.No way, really no way, Ji Yuan is now his beast lock trap.

"Stomach pain, just tell me the truth, what problem can you solve by enduring it yourself?" Ji Yuan found his palm warm, and gently rubbed his stomach in a clockwise direction, "Just now we were talking hard, and the stomach Why don't you say it hurts."

"...I didn't say that my stomach hurts, you can see it too."

Li Zhengchuan turned his head, unwilling to look at Ji Yuanxian.He was furious, and poured him full of grievances like molten iron.I can't feel comfortable anywhere, my personality is cold and arrogant, and I deserve it.

Ji Yuan realized that this was really distressing, he gently kissed Li Zhengchuan's ear.Take a look, it's very flattering.Comb out all the leisure and arrogance of the person.

"Did it hurt just now, otherwise, how could you have turned me over. If you didn't deal with it before, you didn't do it for no reason."

"Okay, baby. Don't go if you don't want to study abroad. If you don't want to work, I will support you. If you want to make it public... this may be a bit difficult. At least not now, you know. Be considerate of my mother. I checked out a few days ago Her tone is not that good."

"My dear, that's your mother-in-law. You can't be too heartless, right?"

The lover's affectionate kiss fell on the ear, and the words were filled with honey, thick and sweet.Ji Yuan now follows his usual style, what to do, coax, let's talk after coaxing.He likes such a person now, and he also only has this south wall.

Try it, try to be unafraid of obstacles, regardless of other people's eyes, try to seek a future with Lizheng Chuan.Ji Yuan now took a deep breath, rubbed his head on Lizheng Chuan's shoulder.

"Li Zhengchuan, I like you very much."

I don't know which sentence before poked my heart, Brother Chuan's face softened, and he was not going to continue the cold war.

Li Zhengchuan hugged Ji Yuanxian, his arms tightly locked on the opponent's back.

He was determined and serious, and replied: "Ji Yuanxian, I love you."

Brother Xian laughed twice, and nodded his head slightly or emphatically.He patted Li Zhengchuan on the shoulder and struggled to get up from the bed.

"Okay, don't be dead. I'll cook noodles for you and take some medicine later."

"I won't be studying for the time being today. I'll play a few songs for you later."

"Be obedient, good boy."

Li Zhengchuan leaned against the head of the bed, hugging the quilt, looking a little helpless.The little army commander never showed his vulnerable side, he still wanted to put on an air of arrogance, but the opponent was Ji Yuanxian.

He hesitated for a while, and tried softly, "Ji Yuanxian, don't want me."

"how is this possible."

Ji Yuan now subconsciously denied it, he pulled the doorknob, spoke without turning his head.

"I won't leave you."