Enough

In the light of the calcium carbide fire, Gu Xi didn't know what she was thinking at that moment.His mind was blank and his heart was beating fast.Bang bang, bang bang.Ji Yuanxian's lips were like fine nectar and jade fruit, naked in front of him.

Gu Xi thought that he had longed to do this more than once.Go kiss Ji Yuanxian, caress Ji Yuanxian.If it's what he wants, Gu Xi will give it even if he tries his best.

Give him the best love, the best sex, the best life in the world.

Gu Xi even thinks that even if he is asked to come out to his family immediately—as long as the person is Ji Yuanxian—that’s all right.

Now that Ji Yuan is worthy, Gu Xi is unwilling to wrong him.

as long as he wants to—

Gu Xi approached slowly, even breathing carefully.The smell of alcohol sprayed on Ji Yuanxian's browbones, eye sockets, and lips, making it extremely itchy.In fact, Ji Yuan didn't fall asleep now, he was just churning in his stomach, closing his eyes and restraining himself.

When Gu Xi stopped the car, he was a bit lazy.I wanted to take it slow, just 1 minute.Unexpectedly, Milkshake suddenly leaned forward, and Ji Yuan thought it was to help him unbuckle his seat belt.

But nothing of the sort.

Gu Xi approached inch by inch, with an almost devout expression.Ji Yuan found that even with his eyes closed, he could know exactly what Gu Xi wanted to do.

Fuck, there's no way to keep pretending.

Just when the lips of the two were a hair's breadth apart, Ji Yuanxian suddenly groaned.He pretended to raise his hand to look for water to drink, and covered Gu Xi's face.Ji Yuan now opened his eyes, feeling sleepy.He looked at Gu Xi with some doubts, and the two looked directly at each other.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Gu Xi's throat was tight, and her heartbeat was uncontrollable.Cold sweat suddenly broke out on the back, and the palms propped on the back of the chair were a little slippery.Almost failed.

Ji Yuan was silent for a few seconds, his thoughts turned a thousand times.Then he smiled and offered the steps: "Milkshake, help me unfasten my seat belt. I'm exhausted. Fuck, is it all fake wine tonight?"

Gu Xi heaved a sigh of relief and forced a laugh.click.He unbuckled his seat belt, took advantage of the opportunity to grab a bottle of water from the back seat: "I told you not to drink so much alcohol, it's not strong if you don't drink enough. Get some water."

Ji Yuan now waited for him to unscrew the bottle cap, and took it naturally.He blinked, as if a husky should take it for granted after demolishing the house.

"Hey, if you don't vent, I have to die in my studies. Milkshake, sometimes I really admire you academic masters, how your brain structure grows."

"You're not serious. It's too early to say. You have studied hard since junior high school. You won't feel any difficulty now."

Gu Xi sat back and coughed lightly.He relieved the tension that he was almost caught at the scene, and finally had the urge to show his head, and shrank back into his shell again.

They are too familiar, too close, and know each other too well, so it is even more difficult to speak.

Gu Xi has considered a lot, the most important thing is, if the confession is rejected, can this brother still do it.Ji Yuanxian will definitely avoid him until Gu Xi cleans up his feelings.

Ji Yuan drank the water with a bang bang bang, his slanted eyes were full of smiles.He finished half a bottle, resting on his temple with one hand.Question: "Milkshake, when you were in junior high school, can you imagine that one day I will study hard?"

After he finished speaking, he shook his head again.It's like a big dream, I don't believe it myself.

Gu Xi understood what he meant, but she didn't think it was funny.

"Many things in the future are unpredictable. Live in the present and do your own responsibilities well. As for how to go in the future, whether it is a dangerous situation or a road to the sky. Sometimes the unknown is also very interesting, so there is no need to think too much."

"It's not that I think too much, let me—" Ji Yuan now tends to talk too much when he's drunk.His thinking is not clear, so he can only force himself not to mess with logic.Ji Yuan is now looking ahead, staring at the "Safety Exit" sign in the underground garage.

The green light is particularly dazzling in the dark, and the surroundings are silent.

"Me, sometimes I really want to find someone to show me the way, like this safe exit. At least tell me where you can go. But my dad, my dad..."

The atmosphere was suddenly heavy, and Ji Yuan was choked up when he spoke.He took a deep breath, trying not to cry.Ji Yuan now feels that he drank too much tonight, the water in his body is really full.He clicked his tongue and changed the subject: "Milkshake, how do you arrange the business competition?"

Originally, Gu Xi had already thought about how to comfort her, so he even squeezed the paper in the bag tightly.Gu Xi is actually not considered great, he hopes that Ji Yuan can now be as vulnerable in front of him as he was when he was a child.He also hopes that Yuan Bao can ignore it, like when he was a child, occasionally coquettishly saying: milkshake, hug.

But he has grown up.

His boy has grown up.

Gu Xi was extremely disappointed at that moment, and an unstoppable sense of powerlessness surged up.Now that Ji Yuan has grown up and changed, he no longer hopes for comfort anytime and anywhere.I can't say whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, but Gu Xi is inexplicably uncomfortable.

His throat was a little dry, and even his voice became hoarse.

"The business competition is held on New Year's Day, and this year's winter vacation is very early. Probably Christmas is the final exam, followed by the holiday. We have enough time to confirm the personnel, conceive the idea, and then make relevant preparations. It is not necessary to win the ranking. It is said that this year gathers masters. The descendants of several entrepreneurs also signed up to participate, and they can meet many like-minded people.”

"It's so boring not to take the first place," Ji Yuan said lightly, he half turned around, still not sober. "With your actual strength, the national champion, hiccup, didn't run away. What to say, what to say in frustration."

"Hey, milkshake..."

"Ok?"

Gu Xi wanted to laugh when she heard him hiccupping.Ji Yuanxian will always be his mood regulator, following ups and downs.

Ji Yuan now admits that drinking too much makes him courageous.Things that he hesitated to discuss at first, but now he is anti-human and anti-society, he can give it a try desperately.

"For the business competition, let's invite Shang Lizhengchuan and Zhou Xibei. It just happens to be able to gather the number of people, and the relationship is also good."

Quiet.

Silent confrontation.

Gu Xi's smile suddenly froze on her face.

A few seconds later, Ji Yuan realized what he had said.He suddenly regretted that this matter should be more tactful and roundabout.After all, Gu Xi is not familiar with Li Zhengchuan, but the business competition is a test of teamwork ability.

Don't fucking lose the game when the time comes, just give away kills to other teams.What an idiot, don't fight.

Ji Yuan rubbed his neck now, tucked his tail and prepared to get out of the car: "Forget it, we..."

"Okay."

There was a thunder on the ground.

Gu Xi laughed again, his eyes were curved, full of tenderness.Gu Xi pinched the steering wheel and tightened her fingers.He was still laughing, as if he didn't care.

He said: "No problem, sign up and call Lizheng Chuan and the others next week, just in time to form a team."

Ji Yuan is too naive, how could Gu Xi not agree.At the beginning, Qin Yu also buried his mind, but if he talked about this matter as a junior teacher, it would never force the discussion to collapse.

But if Ji Yuan speaks now, let alone a match.Even if Yuan Bao wants the stars in the sky, Gu Daochang is sure to get them - which one do you like?purchase.

Ji Yuan was stunned, and recovered after a while.He smiled, and opened the car door: "I knew our milkshake was generous, ah. It's okay if you don't know each other well, we'll be friends once and twice. Then we've made a deal."

Gu Xi watched him get off the car, and stopped talking about Shang Sai: "Do you want me to take you up, can you go?"

"Yes, why not." Ji Yuanxian smirked, "I'll walk you in a straight line later."

Gu Xi: "..."

Didn't this guy really drink his brain?

"Okay, then you go up quickly." Gu Xi waved his hand, in fact, he really wanted to send Ji Yuanxian to the door.

Brother Xian nodded, closed the door, turned around and left.His steps are a little wandering, but it's not a big problem.The sound of footsteps was very clear in the underground garage, da, da.

Gu Xi didn't start the car immediately, he stared at the back of Ji Yuanxian who was gradually leaving.

Unpredictable.

Suddenly, Ji Yuan turned around.With his hands in his pockets, he stood upright.His cheeks were flushed, obviously drunk.But his eyes are very bright, especially in the dim light of the garage, which is particularly breathtaking.

Gu Xi's heart was shaken, and Ji Yuan seemed to be about to announce something.To say something horrifying, he may hint at it or call it out.

So unsettling.

Ji Yuan now looked at Gu Xi and bent slightly.

He asked, "Milkshake, are we brothers?"

Gu Xi moved her lips and said, "Well, it's brother."

Ji Yuan now grinned, it was very sweet.Otherwise, he seemed to know no way out, and gave no room for it.

Ask again: "We're brothers forever, right?"

Gu Xi gasped, and he clenched his fists suddenly.Great sadness and fear welled up in my heart, with a variety of flavors, bitter and bloody.Gu Xi was in a daze, looking at Ji Yuanxian, he almost wanted to fight for a moment.

Fuck bro, I love you!

But when the words came to his lips, he said: "...Well, forever brother."

Gu Xi is too stable, and has always been the best for more than ten years.He does not allow deviations in the trajectory of his life, nor does he allow out-of-control situations to occur.Gu Xi will not go out of the circle, and must look forward and backward in everything she does.

He likes it unreservedly, but he will always be a little less lonely and brave.

Now that Ji Yuan got the answer, he smiled even brighter.He nodded and waved again, the smile on his lips the whole time.Ji Yuanxian walked backwards until he was out of Gu Xi's sight.

He turned a corner and stopped suddenly.

Ji Yuan was stunned for a few seconds, and slowly wiped his face with both hands.

So uncomfortable.

He understood, it was really too uncomfortable.

But Ji Yuan can't be soft-hearted, if he doesn't like it, he just doesn't like it.While giving hope, they are nothing more than torturing each other.

That's so unfair, I'm totally sorry for Gu Xi.

After Ji Yuanxian left, Gu Xi, who was usually gentle and amiable, always smiling when she met everyone, finally roared angrily.

He slapped hard on the steering wheel!It reverberated throughout the garage.

Yuan Bao knew.He wasn't asleep at all.

Gu Xi bit her lower lip and closed her eyes tightly.He couldn't express his regret, but it was also a relief.It seemed that the dense cloud that had oppressed the top of the head for many years was finally cut open by Wan Dao.

Rain, snow, sunshine.Everything that was once hidden in the corner came one after another.

Gu Xi lay on the steering wheel, sobs overflowing from her throat, low and deep.

He has been sitting there, lying on his stomach for a long, long time.

It seems that it will never be alive again.

Ji Yuan found himself going upstairs in a fog, and when the elevator arrived, he almost staggered and fell out.

Damn, alcohol kills people.

Foreign wine has a strong stamina, the focus is on whiskey and vodka, your mother is drinking dead people's game.Ji Yuan was now top-heavy, leaning against the door, with half of his body leaning against the wall.

Several times, I did not enter the correct password.

Ji Yuanxian hissed and began to knock on the door.

"Lizheng Chuan, Brother Chuan! You fucking open the door, make a noise if you're here or not—"

Suddenly, the door opened.Li Zhengchuan stared at the drunk in front of him and frowned.He thought that Ji Yuan was in a good mood and would occasionally be rude.Judging by his posture, he was quite drunk.

Ji Yuan stepped in now, and when he finally got home, his nerves also relaxed.It's better than lying dead outside, right?

"I, I just shouted... I didn't expect, hiccup, you are really at home."

"...Isn't today Saturday?"

"You drank too much, go take a shower." Li Zhengchuan was too lazy to explain to him, not wanting to waste his saliva. "Do you want sober medicine? I'll get it for you."

Ji Yuanxian didn't listen, leaned over and hugged Li Zhengchuan's shoulder.He knew that he really drank too much.

Tongue is out of control.But he didn't want to wake up.

"Hey, Zheng Chuan. Tell me what's so good about you. You are extremely arrogant. You look at me...the eyes are always indifferent. Sometimes you are crazy, and the next day you...return to the original."

"It's a completely realistic version of ruthless pulling and pulling dicks."

Li Zhengchuan was stunned, not knowing where to put his hands.He looked down at Ji Yuanxian, his long and narrow eyes were red and watery.It hurts so much.His voice was softer than usual, and he lacked the masculinity of a boy.

Ji Yuan was attractive and unaware, he pouted his tongue, and continued: "How could I... When I said those things to him, how, how..."

"Who the hell are you!"

he?who is it?

Li Zhengchuan heard it intermittently, completely unable to guess Ji Yuanxian's central idea.He hugged Ji Yuanxian's waist, afraid that he would fall.

"Forget it, don't take a shower. Don't your mother turn around and drown herself in the bathroom, go to sleep."

"Hey, wait." Ji Yuan stopped now, hooked his hands back to Lizheng Chuan's neck, "you give me a squeak first."

Li Zhengchuan: "..."

This guy is an idiot, sure as hell.

Ji Yuan is now unwilling to let go: "Hurry up and give me a squeak."

Li Zhengchuan: "...squeak..."

Okay, he admits, he's an idiot too!

Ji Yuan stared at him now, and suddenly burst out laughing.He got the toy like a naughty child and got his wish.There was an air of successful mischief all over him.Ji Yuan's eyebrows and eyes were affectionate, he grinned, and his voice was as clear as a spring in a mountain.

Lizheng Chuan's ears were hot, and he was conniving, but he still kept aloof and arrogant on his face.He squinted at Ji Yuanxian, obviously full of irresistible affection, but still pretended to be disdainful.

Ji Yuan now let go of him, staggered towards the kitchen.Suddenly, he shouted again: "Brother Zhengchuan!"

"Hey!" Li Zhengchuan said subconsciously, he was used to calling Li Sen on weekdays, almost reflexively, "Fuck, I'm older than you."

"Didn't you agree?" Ji Yuan walked into the kitchen with a smile, and after a few seconds, he suddenly called again, "Brother Zhengchuan!"

"I'm here!"

Li Zhengchuan seamlessly connected again, his face changed a few times, quite helpless.

"What a fucking jerk."

Ji Yuan is now giggling in the kitchen, listening to the sound, it seems that he opened the refrigerator and opened another can of beer.The suspicious blush on Li Zhengchuan's face hadn't subsided, and he didn't follow up.Slowly, Ji Yuan found that his laughter was a little strange.There are bursts, which are not normal.It seems to be mixed with choking, and it seems to be suppressing emotions.

Lizheng Chuan smacked around, feeling worried.He hurried into the kitchen, with Ji Yuan now facing away, holding the can with one hand and propping it up on the counter.

"Ji Yuanxian...Ji Yuanxian? What's the matter?"

"Wait a minute, don't rush over here."

Ji Yuan now raised his hand and made a forbidden movement.He took a deep breath.Controlling the sound, pretending it doesn't matter.

"It's nothing, I just drank too much. You know, that is, I drank too much."

Li Zhengchuan walked towards Ji Yuanxian with a serious expression.He felt that things were not that simple, or rather, Ji Yuanxian was always trying to cover up something during this time.

So abnormal.

"Ji Yuanxian...you..."

"Let me tell you, Li Zhengchuan. No matter what, listen to me for a while tonight, okay?" Ji Yuan took a sip of his wine now, trying to embolden himself.Use alcohol to paralyze the nerves, and people cannot be too sober.Some words are not said now, after this impulse, he may never mention it to anyone again.

Li Zhengchuan didn't speak, and walked behind Ji Yuan.He stretched out his hand and pinched the other person's shoulder, signaling him: I'm here.

Don't be afraid.

Ji Yuan is now pinching and deforming the can, his eyes are always wandering outside the window.In the sky, tens of meters below, the neon lights are flickering, and the world is thriving.But there is no road that he can see clearly.

"Lizheng Chuan, me... Actually, I'm quite tired. I sometimes think, maybe it's too late. Studying, I'm really stressed. I see others studying so well and so fast. I really am, I'm fucking I can't catch up with anything."

"Tell me why I didn't wake up earlier. I didn't study hard earlier."

Li Zhengchuan didn't answer, and slowly stroked his fingers from his shoulder to the back of his ear.

Ji Yuan felt itchy now, and tilted his head.

"Don't do it."

The word "Nong" made Li Zhengchuan almost lose his control.His voice was hoarse, and he lowered his head to get the can in Ji Yuanxian's hand.Li Zhengchuan broke off his fingers one by one, and discussed, "Loosen the jar, so as not to pierce your hands."

Now that Ji Yuan was obedient, he kept his hands empty and propped himself up on the stage again.

"I really hope that there is someone who can show me a clear way. My father persuaded me, but I didn't listen. My mother advised me, but I didn't listen. Later my father died, and my mother stopped nagging me. That Home, that Ji's house...it's so deserted."

"I finally understood that there is nothing that will never leave. I woke up and regretted it. I thought, if I didn't rely on my parents, I would end up with nothing. What a fucking coward, Lizheng Chuan, I can't accept it."

"I started to study hard, and my heart was restless. I was just uneasy, just afraid. From then on, no one showed me the way in front of me, telling me that Ji Yuan now you should be responsible for yourself. This is the clear way, go."

"I realized that I don't have a father anymore. I also realized that my mother will no longer interfere with my choice. But as for me, I have no ink in my chest and no ambition. How can I stand shoulder to shoulder with you in the future? I am under great pressure Li Zhengchuan, I'm really tired."

Ji Yuan was rambling now, his voice trembling.He was stubborn and didn't look back, but Li Zhengchuan could feel that he was crying.Those young and frivolous, remorseful, and lost tears may be wanton.

So Li Zhengchuan hugged him from behind, hugging Ji Yuanxian without any desire.

"No, not everyone will leave you."

Li Zhengchuan thought to himself, I will not leave you.

Ji Yuan wiped his face now, "Hey, why the hell do I look like a bitch. I'm sorry, Li Zhengchuan."

"Me, it's just that I'm under a lot of pressure recently. Learning this thing is too bad, of course...I still drank too much tonight, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Let you see a joke, I..."

"Ji Yuanxian, it's not too late, it's not too late for everything."

Li Zhengchuan is not very good at talking, and he doesn't like to talk sweet words.Even to comfort others, he always repeated those few words over and over again.

It seems like you never know how to coax people.

"Everyone has pressure, you just need to keep learning, that's enough."

When Ji Yuan heard the words, he turned around.His eyes were moist and red.The two are very close, breathing each other.Ji Yuan stared at Li Zhengchuan, and suddenly laughed.

"You really can't comfort people."

He just wants to be presumptuous today, and it doesn't matter who he is, find someone to listen to him.These words, he wanted to say to Gu Xi just now.Somehow, Ji Yuan now feels that someone is more suitable than Milkshake.

This person must be Li Zhengchuan.

The little army commander took a sip of wine from Ji Yuanxian's jar.He was a little stronger than the opponent, and when the lights poured down, Ji Yuan was now shrouded in his figure.Like falling into an embrace.

"Then you, are you feeling better now?"

Ji Yuan blinked and pouted.He gave an evil laugh, and leaned against the sink with his back, completely relying on the power of the wine.

"You have to play a game with me to feel better."

Li Zhengchuan said, "What kind of game?"

"We look at each other, whoever blinks first will drink." Ji Yuanxian didn't care whether he agreed or not, and directly ordered, "Start."

Li Zhengchuan quickly entered the state, and he stared at Ji Yuanxian's eyes.I have to admit that in these eyes, there are just like stars and the Milky Way.So beautiful, so addictive.

Ji Yuanxian was dishonest, he leaned over suddenly, and kissed Li Zhengchuan on the lips.

boom--

Such as being bitten by a poisonous snake, or being stung by a bee.Li Zhengchuan took a step back abruptly, blinking his eyes in disbelief.

This reaction is really your mother's pure love.Ji Yuan couldn't straighten his back with laughter now, he pointed to the beer can: "Drink, don't stand still."

"How good it is to drink, to flirt with the world, to make love to the universe!"

Li Zhengchuan touched the corner of his lips, recalling the memory.His eyes darkened a little, and the beast awakened in his body.This is a restless night, but also a night out of control and wantonness.

Li Zhengchuan raised his hand and swallowed all the remaining beer, and he suddenly smiled.

"continue."

Ji Yuan now had a playful face, and the two looked at each other again.The heartbeat began to speed up, and the surrounding air was ambiguous.They looked up at each other's pupils, where there was a poppy, a charming buttocks, a seductive waist, and——

Li Zhengchuan suddenly held Ji Yuanxian's face in his hands, and he lowered his head and kissed it directly.

Biting, licking, absorbing.Tongues dance together, attacking cities and looting ponds.After kissing Ji Yuan, his legs are now weak.Lizheng Chuan was too domineering, roaring like a beast, he didn't leave any room for it, and rolled over the fine nectar and fruit.Not a single inch was spared.

Ji Yuan's mind went blank now, this deep kiss was too aggressive, it was completely avoiding and frankly confessing his desire.Li Zhengchuan opened his eyes, still staring straight at Ji Yuanxian.

The little commander's cheeks were hot, and he closed his eyes in fear.He lost, and he knew he lost.Flat out.

Ji Yuanxian simply hugged Li Zhengchuan, and opened his heart in this suffocating and indulgent deep kiss.

Let's indulge completely, Ji Yuan now thinks, I might really like this person.

Otherwise, why, when he euphemistically revealed the relationship with Gu Xi, his mind was full of Li Zhengchuan.Ji Yuanxian and Gu Xi are brothers, so what about him and Li Zhengchuan.

Is it because the ambiguous and obscure minds of young people grow slowly in their youthfulness, find another way, and bloom the flowers of love and desire.

After a long time, the two slowly separated.Li Zhengchuan wiped off the water stains on Ji Yuanxian's lips with his fingertips, and asked in a low voice, "Is it better?"

Hold.Who said he won't, really your mother will.

Ji Yuanxian whispered: "...Okay, it's better."

Li Zhengchuan hugged him, buried his head in the socket of Ji Yuan's shoulder.He rubbed, just like a domesticated big cat.Li Zhengchuan and Ji Yuanxian bit their ears, a little resigned to fate, but also a little impulsive to go all out.

Young people always leave their vows to the gods and leave their freedom to themselves.

Li Zhengchuan wants the freedom of his lover, he wants everything to be clear.

He said, "Ji Yuanxian, I like you."

The sudden confession shocked Ji Yuan's limbs.

Some people, such as Li Zhengchuan.The surface is arrogant and reticent, like a thin and silent mountain and sea.But in his heart, he is passionate and profound, like a majestic universe.

Everything is so amazing.