Enough

Summer nights were long, and not long after Li Zhengchuan left, the rain began to fall.At first, the rain was pattering, and the wind blew the glass windows "bang bang".Ji Yuan is sitting in front of the desk now, his eyes are not on the page.Later, it rained cats and dogs, and the sky was splashed with ink and thunder and lightning.Faint electric light shines in the clouds, lighting up half of the city in the gap.

When it crashed down, Ji Yuan was so startled that he pulled away from his fugue.He got up and closed the window, and stood there with his arms crossed.The rain curtain became a waterfall, and Ji Yuanxian inadvertently asked, did Li Zhengchuan bring an umbrella when he went out.

The sweltering summer night is particularly evocative, Ji Yuan turned back now, turned off the lights and went to bed.He huddled under the quilt, and he couldn't get rid of the small problem of turning on the air conditioner and covering the quilt all the year round.

It's like he can't get rid of his impatience for a while.

Ji Yuan now raised his hand to cover half of his face, he knew it.In fact, he knows everything, whether there is a problem with the learning method or impetuousness, he knows everything.When a person has nowhere to turn for help, he knows the crux of the problem better than anyone else.

He just, just doesn't know how to change things for the time being.Those who used to be presumptuous and arrogant, who used to let him run rampant without fear, have all changed now.He wants to change, change for the better.Be a well-behaved child in the mainstream values ​​and don't let your mother worry about it.

Ji Yuan still doesn't know what it means to go too far, just like the rain on a summer night, it will start with a loud gong and drum, and soon there will be a big scene.

Doomed to be an unstable, restless, sleepless night.

Looks like something big is going to happen.

It was just after twelve o'clock when Li Zhengchuan came downstairs to the city's military hospital.It was a little far away from the school, and he hurried to the ward, where his elder brother, parents, and relatives who rarely saw each other stood around the bed.

Old man Li was lying flat, his eyes slightly open, not sure if he was conscious or not.If the female relatives in the family cried a little, the men would reprimand them in a low voice impatiently.

"Why are you crying? The old man is fine. Don't be in a hurry to cry!"

Li Zhengchuan took two deep breaths, trying to make himself look calm and composed.Li Jianying looked at him, then glared at Li Sen again: "What are you calling your brother for?"

Li Sen rubbed his temples, his eyes were bloodshot.I've been overworked lately, and I'm just getting ready for a good night's sleep tonight.A phone call from Chuanyun came urgently, saying that the old man almost sent a critical illness notice.

"Anyway, it's his grandfather. Don't turn around and say that we deliberately concealed his illness from him. Besides, it's not good for such a big man to be filial."

"Dad, I'm fine." Li Zhengchuan had to give a military salute first in front of his father.This is an unwritten rule in the family, and then he pulled Lisen away and approached his grandfather, "Grandpa, it's me. Xiao Chuan, how do you feel?"

It is common for Mr. Li to go in and out of the hospital. At the end of last year, he was diagnosed with early Alzheimer's disease and stayed in the hospital.Lisen urged him to come over tonight, saying that his grandfather was bleeding from the head, and the situation was very dangerous.

Li Zhengchuan was so frightened that his heart jumped, and even Ji Yuanxian's fucking thing was put aside for the time being.Who would have known that it wasn't an intracranial hemorrhage, but the old man accidentally knocked his forehead when he went to the bathroom.Immediately, the blood continued, scaring the escorts.

Who is Master Li, who can afford to make a mistake.

Language is such a magical thing, and a story as big as a sesame can become more absurd than a watermelon after three people.Everyone had a false alarm and left one after another around midnight.

Li's and his wife were a little older, and they went home with them not long after.Li Sen was worried, not to mention that he was the eldest son, so he should stay with him tonight.Li Zhengchuan hesitated a little, and when everyone left, he stood by the hospital bed and stared at the infusion tube without speaking.

Lisen had a cigarette in his mouth and dared not smoke in the hospital.He wanted to rest on the sofa for a while, and looked up to see his silly brother.

"Why don't you go back? Don't you go to school tomorrow?"

Li Zhengchuan asked: "Brother, what is the condition of grandpa? What should you consider for the follow-up treatment? Is there no better way?"

"Yes, yes," Li Sen took off his coat and put it on the sofa, he waved to Li Zhengchuan, "Come on, come here. Brother, tell you a few words."

Li Zhengchuan was very obedient in front of him, not because he was afraid of that, but because he sincerely admired him, he was "liked" among men.Lisen is very capable, and he can enjoy both political and business terms.After she became an adult, Mrs. Li transferred many properties in her hands to him to take care of them.

Mrs. Ji is the pillar of Ji Yuanxian's heart, so Li Sen is also the tower in Li Zhengchuan's heart.Standing still, you can turn things around at any time.

Therefore, Lizheng Chuante listened to his brother.Almost never.

"Brother, is grandpa very serious?" Li Zhengchuan sat on the sofa, his upper body leaning forward slightly.He listened carefully, afraid of missing any key points.

Lisen climbed Lizhengchuan's shoulders, and licked his lips that had touched the tobacco rod with a slight aroma. "It's not serious right now, but there will definitely be a certain degree of memory loss in two years. At home, I want to hear your plans for the future."

"At home?" Li Zhengchuan had a bad feeling, and his family rarely asked him about his plans for the future.It seems that as long as there is Lisen, it doesn't matter whether Lizhengchuan grows up or not.

Whether Li Zhengchuan wants to be an artist or a troubadour, even if he is mediocre and achieves nothing.

It doesn't matter.

If he can afford to support his family, he doesn't have to work hard at all.

Li Sen put it another way: "To be precise, I want to hear your plan."

Li Zhengchuan was surprised when his brother would worry about his future plans.Lisen matured earlier and was regarded as a different kind of princeling.There is an appearance of playing in the world, but inside is the future and prosperity of the whole family.

In the words of an adult, Lisen knew it well.From a certain level, Gu Xi and Li Sen are the same kind of people.Li Zhengchuan finally understood what happened to his inexplicable familiarity with Gu Xi.

At the same time, he was also faintly unwilling, he had nothing against Li Sen, only Gu Xi.Because one is a real brother and the other is an opponent.

He didn't want to admit that Gu Xi was really outstanding.

"I don't have any plans," Li Zhengchuan was quite honest, and he didn't bother to pull any tricks to pretend to be mature, "If I can pass the exam, I can go to university, and if I can't pass the exam, let's talk about it."

"But I shouldn't pass the exam."

Before Lisen answered, Lizheng Chuan Youyou made a conclusion for himself.Li Sen sneered, this kid has self-knowledge.

"It doesn't matter whether you can pass the exam or not, that's what I think." Lisen sat upright, restraining the laughter among his brothers, "Drug treatment is one thing for Grandpa's condition, and a high-level medical team and technology are definitely needed in the later stage. I and Dad discussed it, and when you graduate from high school, I will send you to the United States with grandpa."

"Your grades will definitely not be able to get you into a good university in China. It's still early in the first year of high school. When you go to the second year of high school, the family will apply for TOEFL for you. As for what school you can go to and how to get there, we will have a long-term plan. Don't worry about it at home. In the past, study hard and take good care of your grandpa."

After Li Sen finished speaking, he raised his eyelids and squeezed Li Zhengchuan's shoulders: "If you want to go to the third year of high school, it's okay to leave, and go to the United States to stay first. You're getting older too, and you will be seventeen in the second half of the year, and you will be in the second half of the year." Now that you are an adult, the way out that brother thinks of for you is no problem."

Li Zhengchuan sat there, looking at his brother.In fact, Li Sen said this very clearly, and asked him to fulfill his filial piety.A family has its own rules and traditions.For example, the Ji family is conservative and stable.The Gu family is about innovation and removal of the old.When setting up a family, filial piety comes first in everything.

Lisen is in charge of the family business and is determined not to leave.Li Jianying has not retired yet, so it is impossible to follow him to the United States.Mrs. Li is a husband and wife, and she will not leave Li Jianying for a long time.

After thinking about it, the only relatives in the direct line are the brothers of the Li family who meet the conditions, and after weighing the two, Li Zhengchuan is properly recommended.

Li Sen's tone of discussion was not much, and Li Zhengchuan even heard a little order.

The rain tonight is really frightening, the lightning and thunder are not enough, and the evil wind is swishing through the woods.Since the beginning of summer, it was the first time that such an earth-shattering experience happened.The night rain washed over the young man's heart, washing away all unknowns and fears.

Water the seeds that are ready to move in their hearts, trying to reach out and touch the future.

Shocking thunder illuminates half of the sky, neon lights flicker outside the building, and water vapor is dense.

For a while, Li Zhengchuan couldn't think of what he wanted in the future and what path he would take.Through the billowing dark clouds, he split his fork and thought of Ji Yuanxian.Did that kid fall asleep, and did he turn on the lamp to study?

If he left, what should Ji Yuan now do.

This summer has been exceptionally long, with plenty of rain and plenty of sunshine.After the rainstorm, the sky was clear.The cotton-like white clouds disappeared without a trace, and the domes were high and far away.

Ji Yuan is now sitting obediently in the classroom, staring at the blackboard.Qin Yu couldn't figure out whether he was listening to the class seriously, or if his mind was wandering.Now that Ji Yuan is grasping nine subjects at the same time, he almost made himself suffer from kidney failure.

The bright and harsh sunlight shines into the classroom, passes through the half-covered curtains, and forms a few bundles of Tyndall effect.The air conditioner is very cool, just a thin line from the hot outside.

Sitting behind Ji Yuan, Gu Xi actually developed the habit of being distracted in class.When Ji Yuan was in a daze, he was also in a daze.When Ji Yuan was frowning and reading a book, he was also worried.

Almost bewildered.

Gu Xi knows that Ji Yuan is very attractive now, and Yuan Bao has no shortage of people to like since he was a child.Ji Yuan is refreshed and full of youthful feeling.His hair is soft and black, and his side faces the window, shrouded in a thin layer of light.The back of the neck is white and long, and there are two butterfly-like shoulder blades under the shirt.Because the hands are raised, the bones are particularly clear.

Gu Xi's mouth felt a little parched, he really wanted to touch it and try it.I really want to hold Ji Yuanxian's slender and perfect ten fingers when he plays the cello.Just like a treasure.

The campus romance is pure and hazy, Gu Xi can't figure out whether he just wants to accompany Ji Yuanxian or possess him.

But no matter what, Ji Yuan is too beautiful and holy to him.So much so that for more than ten years, Gu Xi has praised him as a white moonlight in his heart.

Don't dare to act rashly.

Ji Yuanxian didn't know what Li Zhengchuan was struggling with at this moment, nor did he know what Gu Xi was hesitating at the moment.

All he knew was that he might be in great trouble, and he had abandoned his studies for more than ten years, and it was probably irreversible.

too difficult.

The teacher lectured on the textbook, but he couldn't understand it, so he became impatient.The teacher gave exercises, but he couldn't do them, and he had a splitting headache.Ji Yuanxian had never experienced this kind of feeling before, from being unable to sit still to writing, he was often so annoyed that he wanted to lift the table.

Occasionally, an evil thought popped up—or else, I wouldn’t learn it, maybe it’s really not the material to learn—followed by Ji Yuanxian, he slapped himself, are you fucking ready to deny it if you say it?

Ji Yuan is now in a trance, and his soul is almost out of his body.Sometimes he staggered up and down the stairs, if Qin Yu hadn't helped him in time, Ji Yuan would have to report at the plastic surgery hospital the next day.

Qin Yu couldn't stand it anymore: "Brother Xian, at least you can walk more carefully, okay?"

Ji Yuan is still reminiscing about the dynasties that the teacher sorted out, and he has just recited the Tang, Song, Yuan, Ming and Qing Dynasties.He retorted, "Hako, you don't understand. Men can't be too thin."

Qin Yu: ...

Cultivating immortals is not becoming a demon, right?Where the hell are you going!

Qin Yu couldn't stand it anymore, so he could only make a move.

"Or, after school and holidays, you can find brother Xi for tutoring. His grades are so good, and he should have experience in learning methods. Are you tired of working behind closed doors? You still have to rely on your brother if you have something to do. Why hold back."

Ji Yuan didn't answer now, he had his own considerations.He had considered asking Gu Xi for help before.but……

Rabbits still don't eat the grass beside the nest.Now that Ji Yuan is getting more and more sensitive, he always feels that Gu Xi's friendship is not pure.He didn't want to lose Gu Xi, so he could only keep pretending to be stupid.

There are very few opportunities for the two of them to be alone together, and Gu Xi can't make Gu Xi feel that they are deliberately alienating.

Ji Yuan couldn't think of how to resolve it, so he cherished that he didn't puncture it for a day, and he was lucky to have another day.Between people, friendship and fate are mostly stolen.Floating life is vain, how can there be so many that should be like this.

When Chuxia and Zhongxia handed over, Ji Yuanxian finally had time to go back to Ji's house.After Ji Hongan passed away, Ji Yuan was afraid that his mother would be lonely, so he increased the number of times he went home on weekends.

Recently, Master Ji and the old lady also came from the capital.A family can no longer be tidy, but at least cherish the people in front of them.

When Ji Yuanxian got home, his forehead was full of sweat.He is still complaining that the real dick can't learn mathematics, and it's annoying to death.

The living room is very quiet. Madam Ji has arranged for Mama Zhang to reduce her work frequency since the last "two regulations" incident.So as not to scare Zhang Ma again, not to mention, there is nothing to clean up in this house.

Ji Yuan now carries his schoolbag in one hand and puts it on his back.He changed his shoes and went to the second floor, but there was no one there.It stands to reason that even if the mother is not there, the grandparents will definitely appear.people.

Ji Yuan didn't have time to put away his schoolbag, so he walked to the study on the third floor full of doubts.He heard conversations not far away, and he understood that everyone was there.It seems to be completely relieved.

As the distance approached, the conversation became clearer.The door was not closed tightly, and Ji Yuanxian hesitated whether to go in or not.Parents have been educated well since childhood. When adults talk, they should knock on the door and ask.

As soon as Ji Yuan raised his hand, Mrs. Ji said: "The house can be sold, we still have a few in S City. Let's keep the house here, and give it to Yuan Bao later. It's all his."

Then came Master Ji's old and majestic voice: "...don't have too much psychological burden on you, the Ji family still has money. Although it is not as good as in the past...it will definitely not hurt you two."

"I understand, but everything needs money in the future, just to prevent it before it happens. Prepare with both hands, in case something happens again. Ji's family can't stand the trouble." Mrs. Ji is a little tired, and she has been suffering from insomnia these days.In severe cases, it is necessary to take medicine to sleep peacefully.

The old lady felt distressed and said: "Don't be afraid. Yuan Xian will soon be sensible. The teacher said before that he is studying hard. Don't put too much burden on yourself. The sky of Ji's family is not falling, and the body is important. "

"It's not very tiring. I've already found a good partner. Set aside a sum of money and use it for business. It's just that I will be more tired in the future. In a few years, Yuan Bao will be independent, and I will see if I can resign from my old job."

After Mrs. Ji finished speaking, there was a sound of bottles falling to the ground inside the door.The old lady panicked and went to help her, concern and blame overlapped.

"Tell you to rest more and take so many medicines. Young people take good care of their bodies. If it doesn't work, save some money in the future. Money, right, what do you need so much for?"

"You don't listen to what my wife says, what else is there for you?"

Ji Yuanxian originally raised his left hand, but suddenly, he froze there.Mrs. Ji would never tell him these words, the mother has the pride of the mother, and the elders have the responsibility of the elders.

In fact, it doesn't matter whether you are in business or politics.Ji Yuan now would not interfere with his mother's decision at all, he only cared about one sentence - Madam Jiang Cai sighed bitterly, piercing the boy's abscess.

——How could Yuan Bao study well? He has no foundation.I just hope to leave him a little more in the future, so that he won't have any gaps in his life.

——I just love Yuan Bao, how can I rely on him.

Ji Yuan was already in high spirits, he felt that he could make up for everything.He wants to protect everything.

For example, looking for Qin Yu on the second ring road at that time, like looking east to the track to rescue Lizhengchuan that night.He always wants to protect everything by himself, full of passion.

Even willing to use useless, to protect the most comprehensive love.

A young man can accept others calling him an asshole, but he can't bear to be told that he is a poor man, that he is unreliable, that he has no ambition, no ambition, and no responsibility.

Although this is true, it is really harsh.

Ji Yuan now carried his schoolbag and went downstairs without saying a word.He calmly sat back in the living room, ready to watch TV for a while.Zhang Ma will come back from shopping for groceries and meet Ji Yuanxian face to face.

"Yo, Yuanxian is back. It's so early for the holiday."

"Well, thank you Mama Zhang."

Ji Yuanxian nodded lightly, watched Aunt Zhang enter the kitchen, and then turned his gaze to the screen.

Nothing unusual.

But it is often like this, some people - such as Ji Yuanxian, his heart is already in turmoil and chaos.But he was just silent, looking no different from usual.

No one knew that he had already experienced a mountain tsunami in his inner circle, and he was destined to go to the meeting alone for this kind of disaster that overturned everything.

After a long time, Ji Yuan found that the long reflex arc finally ran for a week.He seemed to wake up from somewhere, and touched his phone to send a message.

The page stays on the dialog box with Gu Xi, and every time a word is typed, a drop of water falls on the screen.

Ji Yuan now feels that it is not his.Definitely Not.How do you look like a girl.

—— Milkshake, starting tomorrow, can you help me with my homework.

——I want to study hard, I think, I can learn well.

—Let's take our time, shall we?

After all, there are no shortcuts to any place worth going.