Do nothing

5 years later.

Today is the day when the results of the attending physician qualification examination are announced.During the morning rush hour, the viaduct was blocked as usual.The building of the inpatient department of the Provincial Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine is right in front of you, but Ling Lu can only look at the building and sigh.

Fortunately, I left early today.

Ling Lu finished his last bite of bread, carefully folded the packaging bag, and put it aside.He glanced in the rearview mirror to make sure there were no crumbs on his mouth.The mirror reflected the spacious and luxurious interior space of the BMW X5, but Ling Lu couldn't help laughing.

Driving a BMW, but can only eat bread dryly.Just like the profession of a doctor, outsiders look at the tall and tall, and only after entering the profession will they know how sad it is.

When he came to the elevator lobby of the inpatient department, the early patients and their families had already blocked the eight public elevators.Ling Lu walked through the crowd to the elevator dedicated to medical staff behind the corner, swiped his employee card, and waited for the elevator to come up from the underground parking lot.

Gradually, colleagues gathered over, and everyone greeted with a smile, and chatted while waiting for the elevator.There are also a few young people in the middle, who can be seen as interns at first glance, with a green smile on their faces and curiosity that cannot be hidden in their eyes.

It must have been the same for me back then.

Ding.The elevator has arrived.

Ling Lu smiled and walked into the elevator.

Monday morning was as busy as ever.It wasn't until the lunch break was approaching, when everyone was sitting in front of the computer and changing the medical records, that they had time to chat.

"By the way, did you get results from attending today?" Zhu Yunting beside her asked casually, "Xiaolu, have you checked?"

Before Ling Lu answered, the other colleagues all laughed: "Xiao Lu still has to ask, of course it's over!"

Ling Lu smiled and said, "I don't know the result yet, the website can't be opened."

"Then you can check it later. It is estimated that there are too many people checking right now, and the website has crashed."

"Yes, it was the same when I took the exam that year. This broken website of the Ministry of Health..."

"Oh, I'm sure I'll pass it. The indications are simple, as long as you read the book, you can pass it."

Everyone was chatting with each other, when suddenly a little brother in a delivery uniform knocked on the door.He glanced at the order information: "Doctor Ling... May I ask who is Dr. Ling?"

Ling Lu was taken aback: "It's me... I don't have anything."

The delivery boy confirmed the phone number with him and said, "It's your fault."

There were several cake boxes in the packaging bag, and the sharp-eyed Zhu Yunting saw the pattern on the box at a glance, and laughed, "It's yours, it's yours, it's from your dessert shop."

Ling Lu opened the packaging bag, and sure enough, there was a cute little deer printed on the cake box. The little deer was sleeping peacefully in the grass, leaning on a violin.

"Forest Deer" is Yan Ke's dessert shop.

Ling Lu blushed, counted the number of cake boxes, and said with a smile: "Everyone has a share. You should eat less for lunch."

"Wow, I'm touched! Let me see what they are all about!" Zhu Yunting had long salivated and opened the small cake boxes one by one.Each box contains different desserts, which are exquisite and beautiful, and when you open them, you will be greeted by the aroma.

"As expected of an online celebrity shop!" Zhu Yunting's girlish heart was aroused, and she clicked and took pictures of each cake, "Oh, I really want to try every one of them, what should I do..." She swallowed , said solemnly, "Xiaolu, don't think I'm vulgar... which one is the most expensive?"

Ling Lu glanced at it, and pointed to an unattractive, dark and crispy bell-shaped snack: "This one, Ke Luli, this one costs the most."

Everyone was surprised.

"Ah? But what Li?" "Such a small one is the most expensive? Why?"

Ling Lu said: "Cannelés, the transliteration is Keluli, also called Angel's Bell. It originated from a French monastery in the 16th century. It is an afternoon tea snack invented by a nun. The crispy shell on the outside of this dessert is caramel sweet and lime It smells like wine, and the inside is a fluffy and moist honeycomb filling. It is not easy to bake this kind of charred outside and tender inside, and a special mold is needed. The brass mold used in the shop is shell..."

He paused and changed his words: "...Yan Ke bought it specially from France. Authentic molds are expensive, and brass is troublesome to maintain, but the finished products are indeed better than fake ones."

Everyone couldn't help laughing after hearing his professional explanation: "As expected of the owner of the dessert shop, he understands so clearly."

"I'm not the boss..." Ling Lu was about to explain, but after thinking about it, let it go.Instead, he smiled and greeted everyone to eat, "Don't be too polite, it's Yan Ke's treat anyway."

It was only then that Zhu Yunting came to her senses: "That's right! Isn't Mr. Yan abroad, why did you suddenly think of a treat?" She looked at Ling Lu with a smile, "Isn't he treating you to celebrate!"

Ling Lu just laughed and didn't speak.Zhu Yunting stopped everyone's hands that were ready to move: "Don't snatch it! We have the honor of Xiaolu, let Xiaolu pick first!"

"You don't need to be so polite, I tried everything when I first opened the store, and I almost threw up..." Ling Lu couldn't resist everyone's kindness, and finally only took an egg tart.

That egg tart is the most inconspicuous of these exquisite snacks, even because it is too common, it is more plain than the low-key Ke Luli.The only difference between it and the egg tart outside is that there is a grape on it, and two cuts are made on the head to make it into the shape of a bunny.

Grapes are fresh that day.At the beginning, he discussed with Yan Ke that if he wanted to make a rabbit shape, the grapes would be easy to break, and the raised rabbit ears would soon collapse;In the end, they decided to increase the cost and attract customers by their appearance.So this kind of egg tart is baked for half a day and has to be thrown away.

Before "Little Deer in the Woods" became an online celebrity shop, the two of them ate egg tarts every day, and they really vomited.

But now I haven’t eaten it for a long time, and I still miss it a bit.

The egg tart was still hot, Ling Lu picked up the egg tart and went to the trash can to eat it.Everyone also picked out their favorite desserts and ate them up.

Sweets really lift the mood.During the lunch break, everyone had a good night's sleep and had sweet dreams.

In the evening, Zhang Xingduan invited guests to celebrate Linglu.

The place is at a bar, opened by Zhang Xingduan.The resident singer is a young girl with an ethereal and crisp voice. She plays and sings with a guitar on her back, which makes people feel very comfortable.

Ling Lu is driving, so he doesn't drink.He held the juice and laughed: "Who would have thought that the dignified Dean Zhang would open a bar as a side job."

Two years after Yan Ke resigned, Zhang Xingduan also left the province to open his own private hospital.The way of thinking of local tyrants is really different from that of ordinary people. You think that they are just waiting to die in administrative posts. In fact, they are learning from other people's business models, and even deal with possible daily conflicts on the front line.

"The bar is in charge, so I don't need to worry about it." Zhang Xingduan said with a smile, "It's just for fun."

Ling Lu curled his lips and said, "You local tyrants are really annoying."

Zhang Xingduan raised his eyebrows: "Where's that local tyrant in your family?"

Ling Lu's eyes suddenly became dim: "...Don't say that. We have been separated for two years."

"Damn it, didn't he bring you a cake today?"

"That's just as ordinary friends..."

Zhang Xingduan clicked his tongue: "As long as you are so inseparable, just get back together."

Ling Lu smiled, didn't speak, just lowered his head and drank the juice.The straw was bitten by him with many teeth marks.

——When "Fawn in the Woods" first opened, business was very poor.Yan Ke can only make some common desserts, and the quantity can't keep up.But Yan Ke opened the dessert shop originally to recuperate his illness, and Ling Lu didn't want him to be too tired.The shop opened casually, and the life was leisurely and comfortable.

Later Yan Ke started playing the violin in the shop.He was idle to practice, but he did not expect to attract many girls to take pictures.The girls were embarrassed to leave immediately after taking pictures with him, so they stayed in the store to eat, drink and chat with him.Business started to pick up a little bit.

Suddenly one day, a video of Yan Ke playing the violin in the store was uploaded on Weibo and became popular.In the video, Yan Ke is standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, wearing a soft and comfortable sweater, closing his eyes and smiling while playing.The golden sun shone on his calm and gentle face, as beautiful as an angel.After playing the song "Canon", he found that someone was filming, so he smiled shyly, stretched out his hand to block the camera, and said:

"Don't shoot! Eat the egg tart while it's hot, otherwise the rabbit's ears will collapse."

The camera turned around and began to take pictures of the raisin egg tart in front of me.The freshly baked egg tarts are baked just right, as if the sweet aroma of caramel can be heard across the screen.The little rabbits used as decorations are so cute that the photographer was reluctant to eat them, so he took them out and put them aside.As soon as I picked up the egg tart and took a bite, I let out a happy "uh~" sound.

"Delicious." Yan Ke's laughter sounded off the screen.The camera turned to him again, and Yan Ke covered his face shyly, "Don't shoot me!" Then he picked up the violin and ran away.

Once the video was published, it immediately attracted thousands of comments.Most people are praising the clerk so cute, but the blogger explained that this is not the clerk, but the owner and pastry chef.This is a shop that does not do its job properly. The owner does not make desserts well, so he runs out to play the violin. The daily desserts are limited in supply, and if you go late, they will be gone.

"Fawn in the Woods" became an instant hit.

Ling Lu didn't want Yan Ke to be too tired, so Yan Ke hired a full-time pastry chef, and he only played the violin in the shop, drank coffee, and chatted with customers.The dessert shop's business is getting better and better, and many people come here just to have a look at Yan Ke.

When they found that Yan Ke looked much better in real life than in the video, it was logical that Yan Ke became an Internet celebrity immediately.

Netizens are really weird.When Yan Ke was exposed as gay, so many people clamored "Damn gays, don't defile the doctor". Now that Yan Ke has resigned, everyone sighed for him.Someone even came to apologize, saying that he was one of the people who abused him at the beginning, and now he regrets it very much.

"By the way, a very special guest came during that time." Ling Lu suddenly laughed, "Do you still remember Lu Wenfang? It was Yan Ke who was admitted to the respiratory department, then transferred to oncology, and ran away without payment. Mrs."

Zhang Xingduan was surprised: "The old lady is still alive?"

"No, she passed away shortly after returning home. It was her grandson." Ling Lu smiled softly, with little stars in his eyes, "Her grandson has already gone to college, and it is still 985, which is amazing. The grandson saw the video Afterwards, he came to the store on purpose and said that he was really sorry at the beginning. He also left 5000 yuan and said that he should pay it back first. He is working as a part-time tutor, and he will pay the rest slowly. Yan Ke told him not to pay it back. , he refused. As a result, after a summer vacation, he sent over another 8000 yuan." Ling Lu shook his head with a smile, and said with emotion, "Nowadays college students make so much money as tutors..."

Zhang Xingduan gloated and said, "Yes, they make more money in part-time jobs than you guys. Didn't Yan Ke also write articles part-time later? How much does he charge for an article? Thirty thousand?"

"That was very late..." Ling Lu was immersed in the memory, with a smile on his lips all the time, "At first he just wrote casually."

After the dessert shop became popular, Yan Ke used the money he earned to take his family to travel abroad.He went this time not only to play, but also to taste the famous local desserts.After he came back, he wrote a travelogue-style evaluation, and put it on the Internet casually. He didn't expect that he was soon picked up as the boss of "Fawn in the Woods".Netizens laughed at him for playing all over the world without doing business, and at the same time gave him crazy reposts and likes.

After that, Yan Ke fell in love with traveling.

——That was also the beginning of the two of them drifting apart.

The time Yan Ke stayed in City A became shorter and shorter, and the time he went out became longer and longer.The dessert shop was also entrusted to the store manager, and he went around by himself to find inspiration.Every time I come back, I can develop new desserts, and the business in the store has always been very good.The travel notes and reviews written by hand were also well received. At first, some editors asked him for manuscripts, and even marketing accounts asked him to advertise, and the manuscript fees gradually increased.

At first Ling Lu was very worried, afraid that Yan Ke would get sick outside and that he would encounter difficulties that he could not solve.But Yan Ke survived.Ling Lu listened to him talking about all kinds of adventures happily, sometimes he was afraid, but most of the time he was happy for him.Going out more often, meeting different people and things, Yan Ke's horizons are getting wider and wider, and depression also slips away quietly.

However, his vision was opened, and he and Ling Lu had no common topic.

Yan Ke wanted to take him away, to see the whales in the Pacific Ocean surfaced, and the pigeons in Prague flew up to the sound of the bells. He wanted to take him to the South Pole, to walk hand in hand under the aurora, and to hug each other in snow huts for warmth.He wants to experience all the beauty in this world with him.

And Ling Lu had to read and study, prepare for graduation defense, prepare for the qualification examination for medical practitioners and the recruitment examination.Later, he received soft hands for receiving patients every day, and he had to do research projects in his spare time.It is rare for Yan Ke to come back, and they can only meet in the hospital because he has to work night shift.

The lives of the two have gone on different tracks.Breaking up has become a natural thing.

Zhang Xingduan raised his hand and asked the waiter to open another bottle of wine: "You said that if you hadn't been wasted in the province and dragged by two night shifts a week, wouldn't you be able to travel around the world with him? Seriously Yes, don’t waste your time in public hospitals, it’s boring. If you have the opportunity in the past few years, go out to study more and improve your level. When the time limit is up, come to me when you get promoted to the deputy high school. After all, it’s easy and there’s a lot of money. "

Ling Lu didn't answer.

Zhang Xingduan said again: "But then again, Yan Ke also has no conscience, you were so kind to him back then..."

Ling Lu interrupted: "Don't say that about him."

Zhang Xingduan said with a smile: "It's been two years, and you still protect him?"

"It's not protecting him." Ling Lu was playing with the straw that he had bitten, but his expression was still gentle, "Actually, I hated him when we first broke up. I don't understand, why can't he understand me? Obviously He has also been a doctor himself, and he knows that as long as he survives the hardest years, everything will be fine... I have already accompanied him through his most difficult days, why can't he accompany me?"

"But then I figured it out. I chose the path of practicing medicine. I like this profession, so I am not afraid of hardship or tiredness. As long as the patient recovers, I am happier than anything else. The bitterness and sweetness of this profession are all myself. Yes, I shouldn’t ask him to share the burden for me. Thinking about it carefully, it’s impossible for him to run around the world just for fun. Do you know that he gets seasick when watching whales in the Pacific Ocean? He vomited until he was dehydrated and almost died at sea. But when he finally saw the whale, he felt that all the suffering was worth it. You said that if you were taken out to sea, you might not be able to see the whale, but you would definitely get seasick until half dead. Would you go instead? I definitely won’t go.”

"So actually, I don't understand his pursuit. He once asked me half-jokingly, how about I resign and accompany him to travel around the world? Don't worry about the money, his manuscript fee is enough to support the two of us. I thought about it, No. I wanted to be a doctor since I was a child. I have studied medicine for so many years. How could I give up just for fun? Of course not... He was very sad after hearing that. Now that I think about it, traveling around the world is also for him It's not simply 'playing', that's his pursuit—by the way, it's still his career now, he's already a writer. He walked through depression, and the meaning of a whale surfacing may be more than breathing Simple. What was he thinking when he watched the aurora in Antarctica? What was he thinking when he was alone in the snow hut?... I, who only care about receiving patients and writing papers every day, can no longer understand him... ..."

"So, we broke up. It was just ordinary couples who didn't agree with each other. It wasn't that they kicked the little angel away when the depression was cured... No. He has come out of depression, he He is an ordinary boy with his own ideals. He has the right to choose. My kindness to him should not be a reason to bind him. You are right, I do still love him. So, I am quite happy , He can face so many unpredictable difficulties alone, he can go out and see a wider world... His illness is really cured. How wonderful."

Ling Lu lowered his head and bit the straw, only to realize that his juice had also bottomed out.Zhang Xingduan asked, "Drink some wine?"

"No." Ling Lu resolutely refused, picked up the drink list and looked at it, "What else do you drink here?"

"There's carbonated juice, non-alcoholic, and it's selling very well." Zhang Xingduan ordered him a glass, and suddenly said, "Yan Ke actually can't let you go."

Ling Lu was taken aback: "What did he tell you?"

"No, it's about delivering cakes today. If he really lets go, he should break up with you. Didn't he mean to make you feel uncomfortable by procrastinating like this? Don't worry, Yan Ke is not that kind of person. He has been hanged by Yu Cheng for so many years, he understands this kind of suffering. He still thinks about you, but he really still has you in his heart. "

Then why doesn't he come back?

As soon as this idea flashed, Ling Lu immediately blamed himself.If Yan Ke wants to turn back, it is equivalent to giving up his current career again.He finally found a career he really likes and can do well, which means more than being in love.

After all, love, mere love...

What's more, the breakup is also my responsibility.It's me who refuses to give up my career, how can I ask him to give up for me?

I am also very selfish.

Ling Lu bit the straw in a daze, until the carbonated juice came up, then he let go of the rotten straw as if awakened from a dream.

Snapped.Zhang Xingduan lit a cigarette.

Ling Lu sucked on the carbonated juice, and suddenly remembered that the last time he saw Zhang Xingduan smoking was five years ago, when Yu Cheng went to Tibet.

Ling Lu felt inexplicably depressed: "Have you found Yu Cheng...'s body?"

"Damn it." Zhang Xingduan laughed out loud, "It's been more than a year, how is it possible?"

Ling Lu heaved a long sigh.

He never expected that Yu Cheng would die in Tibet.Hearing that the blizzard had just stopped, he hurried over the mountain to see a doctor, but somehow fell down the snow mountain.He was the only one in that health station, and it was not until two or three days later that the local herdsmen came to see him that he was missing.When the rescue team went to search again, they only found the broken medicine box.

Zhang Xingduan ordered another bottle of wine.Ling Lu wanted to persuade him to drink less, but couldn't bear to see him looking lonely while puffing out smoke rings.

Zhang Xingduan suddenly laughed and said, "Actually, I went to see him three years ago. I went to Tibet. It was when our hospital was about to be built."

Before he went, he called Yu Cheng and asked if there was anything he wanted to bring.Yu Cheng said that for cigarettes and alcohol, the cheapest one is fine, and the more you want.

At that time, he was very disappointed. Before he asked, he had imagined countless answers, and he thought that Yu Cheng would surprise him like before.But no.

What was once the funniest toy is now obsolete.He almost wanted to cancel the trip to Tibet.

But the promises are all agreed, just treat it as sightseeing.He flew to Lhasa, bought a lot of alcohol and tobacco there, then rented an off-road vehicle and drove to the health station where Yu Cheng was.

"That place is way off. I turned on the navigation and couldn't find it." Zhang Xingduan said, "Yu Cheng told me to wait for him at the same spot, so I'll wait. The signal over there is not good either, we are almost 5G here, right?" , Their big billboard is still on, saying that the 3G signal has been fully covered... Anyway, the network speed is terrible. I waited for more than two hours before Yu Cheng found me. He walked over. "

"I was stunned when I saw him. He was so tanned, just like the locals. I was like... and can you imagine, he was dressed in rags. Not really shabby, just kind of... …just like the locals.” Zhang Xingduan shook his head and smiled, mocking himself, “Actually, he had been in the Tibetan area for more than a year at that time, so it was time for him to do as the Romans do. But I always refused to believe him before I saw him. , I think he should be different, he is a scholar, and he is a doctor... Isn't the doctor over there with a high status?"

Ling Lu wanted to ease the atmosphere, and said with a smile: "Is the doctor-patient relationship good over there?"

"Yes, it's really good. Along the way, herdsmen greeted him and gave him food." He pinched off the cigarette butt and lit another cigarette, "When Yu Cheng was sitting next to me, I always had a kind of It was an illusion, as if he and I were out on a trip, and we would go back after seeing it. But as soon as he opened his mouth and greeted others in the local dialect, I was brought back to reality.”

"I think the person sitting in my car is a Tibetan compatriot. He smells... like he hasn't showered for many days. His beard is not shaved, it's too rough. Is this still a spare trip? I regretted it very much at the time, I shouldn't have come , might as well let him keep the way I remember."

At this time, Zhang Xingduan has made no secret of his feelings for Yu Cheng.Yan Ke is gone, Yu Cheng is dead, he and Ling Lu are the last witnesses of each other's relationship.What is there to hide?

"When I arrived at the health station, I understood. He really didn't have the conditions to take a bath there. The village had no convenient water and electricity, and there were snow-capped mountains next to it, so it was cold all year round. Thinking about it, I understood why he wanted cigarettes. Alcohol. That place is too bitter... Unexpectedly, he told me that tobacco and alcohol are used to exchange food with the locals. Renminbi is not very useful there, and tobacco and alcohol are the hard currency..." Zhang Xingduan shook his crystal wine glass, The hexagonal wine glass reflects psychedelic colors under the light.He looked at the orange liquor inside and smiled, "You know, a pampered person like me can't stay there for a minute. To be honest, I don't even want to get out of the car. I'm going to die without the air conditioner. "

In fact, he lost his temper.He scolded Yu Cheng, you fucking defrauded your parents of 50 yuan, why can't you even buy a heater.

Yu Cheng smiled: The 50 was spent long ago.

He was even more irritable: Fuck you, you think I don't know the prices here? 50 can go to heaven here, you have only been here for a year, did you spend it all?You fucking burned money to keep warm?

Yu Cheng was not angry, but said calmly: The prices here are very low. 50 can be used to build two Hope Primary Schools and pay teachers salaries for three years.

He was startled and speechless for a long time.Slowing down, he said resentfully: "That's awesome, we're still building a primary school."I hope that the primary schools are all named after the sponsors. What is the name of your primary school?Yu Cheng Primary School?It's ugly enough.

Yu Cheng said with a smile: Yu Cheng is the rest of the way, which means nothing.I want them to be of good character, so...

"No way?" Although it was not suitable, Ling Lu still laughed out loud, "Could it be 'Xingduan' Elementary School?!"

Zhang Xingduan said helplessly: "It's all a routine. Yu Cheng is a bastard, he has a good abacus. He has no money, and he will wait for me to donate the money when his three-year salary is paid. When the time comes, the elementary school will be named after me. Can I be ashamed not to donate?"

Ling Lu calculated that if the primary school had been built three years ago, it would really be impossible to pay wages this year.

After all, the bones of its founders are gone.

Ling Lu felt pain in his heart.He didn't dare to ask Zhang Xingduan if he had really sent money this year, but Zhang Xingduan said with great interest: "Yu Cheng likes to kill two birds with one stone in everything he does, and he can't wait to kill twenty birds with one stone. You know, he built a primary school to save money. When the primary school was built, he learned all the bricklayers, carpenters, and electricians. Later, he almost built the sanitation station by himself, except for buying There is almost no money for medicines and equipment. Thinking about it, he probably has no money at hand after building two primary schools. This idiot, who obviously went to support the doctor, spent all his money on the construction of primary schools. His own hygiene The station doesn't even have a heater..."

That day, Yu Cheng didn't have a few words with him when someone came to invite him to see the doctor.Yu Cheng put the medicine box on his back and left, which was the medicine box that fell to pieces in the valley later.

Zhang Xingduan was alone at the health station, cold and bored, so he turned out all the quilts and wrapped himself up to sleep.After lying down for a while, he was so cold that he struggled a bit and drank Erguotou, which he usually despises the most.His body finally warmed up, and he fell asleep.

It was already dark when I woke up, and Yu Cheng didn't come back.Zhang Xingduan was starving to death, but luckily he brought a self-heating bento in the car.He had a little altitude sickness, was uncomfortable, and fell asleep again in a daze, and it was dawn when he woke up again.

Yu Cheng is boiling water.

Zhang Xingduan suddenly remembered his elementary school physics knowledge, and asked him: Is it impossible to boil water on the plateau?

Yu Cheng said: "It can be boiled, the pressure is low, but the boiling point is low."But the water does not reach 100 degrees, the sterilization is not complete, and it is easy to have diarrhea after drinking it.

He brought over the boiled water and said: This is boiled with the mineral water in your car, don't worry drink it.

Zhang Xingduan drank hot water, and his whole body became warmer.Ask him what patient he saw yesterday and why it took him so long.

Yu Cheng said: Pneumonia.

Zhang Xingduan was a little upset: You have been watching pneumonia for so long?You didn't come back until the water in the house was finished?

Yu Cheng said no, and started to go back when he was hung up.It's just a long way, and it takes three hours to walk.

Zhang Xingduan was taken aback: Lu Yuan, tell me, I can borrow my car from you.

Yu Cheng replied: The mountain road can't be opened.

"At that time, I suddenly... felt distressed. The pain was unbearable." Zhang Xingduan lit his third cigarette, then smiled, "I told him, I opened a hospital, you come back, I have a place for you. "

"He refused?"

"Yes, I didn't even think about it, I refused."

At that time, Zhang Xingduan was so angry that he wanted to beat him up.Yu Cheng seemed to see through his mind, and asked with a smile: Do you still practice fighting?Come on, let's make gestures.

Zhang Xingduan rolled up his sleeves and went up.Then it was overturned in the blink of an eye.

Maybe it was the fault of altitude sickness, maybe Yu Cheng had really grown stronger this year... When Yu Cheng pressed him firmly to the ground and he couldn't move, he actually felt a little fear.

He remembered when he was strong.A violent scene.Yu Cheng obviously remembered too, so he gently pressed his knee onto his knee.

"You really hurt me that time, so painful that I almost lost control." Yu Cheng said in his ear, breathing hot, "Want to try?"

At that moment, he suddenly felt that Yu Cheng was back.

He couldn't help BQ anymore.He waited in horror.

He longed to be raped by Yu Cheng, he wanted to make love with him here, on the plateau lack of oxygen, on the cold and dirty floor.No condom, no protective measures, and even a high risk of death... He wants to smash his pampered Uber life, wants to leave everything behind, wants to do the most outrageous and craziest things—even admitting to Yu Cheng :

I love you, I lost, I fell in love with you...

But Yu Cheng didn't do anything.Didn't even kiss him.

Yu Cheng slowly released the pressure, and then said: I saw that you still have a self-heating bento in your car.Go after eating, you are not used to the food here.go back early.

In an instant, all fanaticism was frozen.

Zhang Xingduan got up from the cold ground and cursed calmly: Fuck your mother, I came all the way to see you, and you let me eat two lunch boxes before leaving.And the fuck I brought it myself.

Yu Cheng looked at his cock, and said calmly: I know you want to take me away, but I won't.If you know me, you know how content I am here.That's all I want in my life.Duan, do you understand me?

Zhang Xingduan smiled, gave him the middle finger, and then left without looking back.

——Is that the last time you and him?

The smoke was lingering, Zhang Xingduan was a little lost in thought.Ling Lu felt uncomfortable watching it, and dared not ask this sentence out of his mouth.

The girls downstairs played and sang soft ballads.Zhang Xingduan snuffed out the cigarette butt, poured out the last cigarette from the cigarette case, and said with a sudden smile, "Are you particularly sympathetic to me now?"

Ling Lu sighed, not knowing how to answer.Zhang Xingduan said: "No need, really. Now that I think about it, even if he was forced to bring him back that time, so what? Yu Cheng is interesting, but after a long time, he will always get tired of playing. For me, he is now This ending is actually much more interesting.”

Ling Lu was startled: "Interesting?!"

Zhang Xingduan said with a smile: "You don't understand Yu Cheng. He is born with anti-social personality disorder and is a complete scum. This person is selfish and does everything for himself... Do you think I am inconsistent? He clearly After doing so many good deeds, being a Hope Primary School, volunteering to support doctors, and even dying on the way to see a doctor... You are simply a saint, right?"

His eyes were frighteningly bright, and there was a kind of enchanted look in them.Looking at his strange eyes, Ling Lu suddenly felt frightened: "Stop talking...you drank too much."

"I'll just say a word." Pa, he lit the last cigarette, "Guess, is his death really an accident?"

Ling Lu said in horror: "Is he not dead?"

"No, he is absolutely dead. It is because of his death that this person is worth remembering for the rest of my life." Zhang Xingduan narrowed his eyes and raised his voice.Sighing with joy, "He is so interesting."

...Ling Lu no longer remembers the subsequent conversation.Zhang Xingduan's words shocked him too much, and it took him a long time to calm down.Suddenly realized that in this world, perhaps only Zhang Xingduan could understand Yu Cheng.

——Where is Yan Ke?

During his journey around the world, can he find someone who understands him?

When we got back, the road was empty.After all, it was early morning and the whole city was asleep.Ling Lu was thinking about what happened tonight all the way, and after thinking about it, he arrived at the apartment downstairs.

Before he broke up with Yan Ke, Yan Ke had just paid the rent for two years.The landlord refused to return the rent, so although Yan Ke was gone, Ling Lu still lived here.

After all, it's almost time to move out.Now that the rent has risen to [-] a month, he really can't afford it.

Ling Lu walked into the elevator.I have to say that the configuration of this apartment is really good, and the elevator runs almost without noise.But being so quiet made Ling Lu feel a little lonely.He took out his mobile phone and opened Weibo, and habitually entered Yan Ke's homepage to see what's new about him today.The signal in the elevator is not very good, and the small circle turns and turns, but it can't be swiped out.

When the elevator doors opened, the content was finally updated.Yan Ke's last Weibo was posted six hours ago, just after seven o'clock, and it was only one line.

"I didn't bring the key, are you home?"

Ling Lu looked at that sentence, his mind went blank.At the same time he heard a familiar melody——

Do, do, so, so, la, la, so.

Very light, very light, it is the low sound of the strings being plucked.

Ling Lu walked forward in a daze, and saw a man sitting in front of his house.The man was holding a violin in his hand, and was lowering his head, gently plucking the strings with his fingernails.

Fa, fa, mi, mi, re, re, do.

"little stars".

You are already an Internet celebrity, and you are still playing such a simple tune?

Ling Lu wants to laugh, but also wants to cry.But he held back and just asked:

"Why are you back?"

~FIN~