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Ling Lu had had enough crying, he wiped away his tears and got up from the bed.He didn't dare to read the note on the bedside, any words of farewell would make his heart ache.So he went straight to the suitcase and started packing.

He suddenly remembered that the last time he moved out from here was when Yan Ke committed suicide by taking drugs, and Yu Cheng made Yan Ke come back to him as soon as he made a phone call.In fact, it is still the same now, a letter from Yu Cheng made Yan Ke change his mind, and it was futile to stay by Yan Ke's side for so long.

He even resented Yan Ke a little bit.Think about it, but also reluctant.

Ling Lu stuffed his clothes and daily necessities into the suitcase, and saw a few dolls on the sofa.It was the last time they went to the zoo to trap them back, and Ling Lu put all the dolls in it.I saw another bag of tea leaves, which Uncle Yan stuffed into Yan Ke when he accompanied him home last time, so he put it in too.

Finally, I saw Yan Ke's car key, and there was a small conch pendant on it that he had strung up by himself.Ling Lu couldn't hold back, and wept loudly.

While crying, he removed the small conch, put the key on the dining table, and put the conch in the suitcase.

Almost packed, he tried to close the box, but found that there were too many things, and the zipper couldn't be closed no matter what.Especially those plush dolls, although they are ugly in shape, the stuffing is very strong.After pushing the lid down a few times, it would pop back up, as if the suitcase was against him.

Ling Lu simply sat down on the suitcase, and frantically tried to pull the zipper.Snapped.The zipper broke.

Ling Lu was taken aback, and cried even harder.

He was so absorbed in his grief that he didn't hear the door open.

As soon as Yan Ke entered the door, he saw Xiaolu sitting on the suitcase and crying loudly. He panicked and ran over before he could change his shoes.

"What are you crying, little deer? Ah? What's the matter? What happened?"

Seeing Yan Ke, Ling Lu couldn't stop crying even more.He didn't want to talk, just whimpered and cried, and wanted to help the suitcase up and leave.

Yan Ke grabbed the suitcase and said in a panic, "Why are you dragging the suitcase! Where are you going!"

Ling Lu answered something vaguely, but Yan Ke couldn't hear anything.He quickly took out his mobile phone, but unexpectedly, his hand shook, and the mobile phone fell to the ground and slipped a long way.He wanted to pick up the phone, but he was afraid that Ling Lu would run away if he let go, so he grabbed Ling Lu's hand and hooked the phone with his feet.Embarrassed.

"Tell me, what's wrong?" He stuffed the phone into Ling Lu's hand, almost begging, "Why did you leave?"

Seeing him so nervous, Ling Lu couldn't help being stunned.With a dull pain in his heart, Ling Lu endured his sadness, bowed his head and typed: "I thought you were gone."

"I'm going to buy vegetables!" Yan Ke pointed to the door, and Ling Lu found two large bags of vegetables on the ground.

Yan Ke said again: "Didn't I leave a note for you?"

Ling Lu was taken aback.Yan Ke grabbed his hand and said worriedly: "I'll show it to you!...Don't go, wait for me to come back!"

Ling Lu choked and nodded, Yan Ke hurried into the bedroom and took the note.Ling Lu took a look, and it turned out that it said "Good morning ^_^ The refrigerator is empty, I'm going to buy vegetables, and I'll bring you egg pancakes when I come back".When he saw the three words "egg pancake", he couldn't hold back his tears, and burst out crying.

"Hey... don't cry..." Yan Ke had never seen Xiao Lu cry so sadly, and he didn't know what to do for a while.He recalled how Xiaolu comforted him when he was sick, so he hugged Xiaolu and coaxed him in a panic, "Don't cry, don't cry, Xiaolu is good...don't cry..."

Now Ling Lu lost control of his emotions. He hugged Yan Ke tightly and cried, "I thought you were gone! I thought you weren't coming back! Why didn't you wake me up! I thought you didn't want me anymore! "

Yan Ke couldn't hear anything, but he knew Ling Lu was talking.He wanted Xiaolu to call him on the phone, but Xiaolu refused to let him go, hugged him and cried all the time, putting all his grievances and sorrows into tears.

Yan Ke didn't know how to coax him.He felt that he was holding a child who had lost his favorite toy, and the child wanted that one, even buying him a new one.Yan Ke was really at a loss, he couldn't hear, and Xiao Lu refused to type.He could only hold him like this, and wait for him to calm down by himself.Suddenly thought of:

Is it the same when I'm sick?

Any comfort is useless, I can only wait for myself to cry enough, wait for the medicine to take effect, and wait for my emotions to calm down.When he was by my side and accompanied me, was he like this now, at a loss, helpless, distressed...

My heart aches to pieces.Why is it so uncomfortable?

The eyes are sore.Yan Ke also cried.

He also felt wronged.Didn't we agree to be together?Why are you leaving without saying a word?If he came back later, would Xiaolu not be there?

fraud.Didn't you say you love him?

Yan Ke shed tears silently, and he didn't realize that Yan Ke was crying until hot tears wet Ling Lu's collar.

"Teacher Yan?" Now Ling Lu panicked, "Why are you crying too?"

He picked up the phone as if he had found his conscience, and typed with trembling fingers: "Don't cry, you haven't coaxed me well yet, why are you crying yourself???"

It can't be sick!

Too bad, how could he cry loudly at Yan Ke, he already knew it was a misunderstanding!Wouldn't it be good if it was clarified? Why are you crying? It made Yan Ke cry!

Ling Lu himself was still in a state of embarrassment, so he frantically went to wipe Yan Ke's tears.Yan Ke grabbed his hand and mournfully said: "Little Lu, don't go..."

Ling Lu's heart exploded, and he said repeatedly: "Okay, okay, don't go!"

He remembered that Yan Ke couldn't hear him, so he hurriedly typed this sentence out.

Yan Ke saw it and tried to laugh.The corner of his mouth tugged, but tears rolled down again.Ling Lu was so distressed that he quickly hugged him into his arms, patted him on the back lightly, trying to calm him down.Yan Ke was like a soft cat, leaning against his arms without saying a word, letting him caress.

After an unknown amount of time, the tears on the faces of both of them dried completely.

Gululu.Ling Lu's stomach growled.

Although Yan Ke couldn't hear it, he could feel the restlessness in Xiaolu's stomach.He raised his head from the deer's arms and sniffled: "I'll get you the cake."

Ling Lu took the omelet and found it was still hot, his heart melted immediately: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Ate."

"Why do you go shopping alone? You can't hear me, so how do you pay?" He imagined Yan Ke gesticulating in front of the vegetable stall, which was both funny and pity.

Yan Ke smiled, picked up the corner of his clothes and shook them, clatter clatter, the sound of coins in his pockets: "I didn't ask the price, I just handed it over to someone for change."

"Is this all right?" Ling Lu shook his head and smiled, it really was the operation of a local tyrant.

Yan Ke leaned on his shoulder, Ling Lu handed the omelette to his mouth, Yan Ke took a bite.The sweet bean sauce is put in the cake, which is sweet, soft and warm, and it is warm in the stomach.

Ling Lu smiled, and wiped the sweet sauce from the corner of his mouth.

Yan Ke suddenly said: "Xiaolu, actually yesterday... Uncle Master came to beg me to change my mind and let me return to him."

"Hmm. I can guess."

"I'm sorry, I was in a mess last night. I don't know what to tell you. Uncle Shi... has experienced terrible things before, and I can't tell you even now. He said he knew that I had a crush on him for many years , but because of those experiences, he has a psychological shadow, so he dare not accept me."

Ling Lu sighed.Yu Cheng, the big devil, can actually use such a big move, he really convinced him.

Yan Ke misunderstood the meaning of his sigh, and quickly explained: "I really went shopping this morning, so I didn't go to see him."

"I believe you." Ling Lu blurted out, but immediately realized that Yan Ke couldn't hear him.He suddenly felt that typing was troublesome, so he pulled Yan Ke over and touched his lips lightly.

I believe you, you don't need to explain.

Yan Ke obviously got the meaning of this kiss, smiled, and said coquettishly: "It's okay if you don't explain, you are a person who says you believe me, but in fact you like to think wildly. Watching you, you almost ran away from home!"

Ling Lu pouted angrily: "Obviously you are the one who caused people to misunderstand you, you just buy the vegetables when you buy them, why did you leave a note and kiss me before you leave!"

Yan Ke blushed: "I woke up this morning and thought you were so pretty, so I couldn't hold back for a while..." He suddenly gained confidence, scratched his nose, and pretended to be annoyed, "You still talk about me, I called you last night If you don’t sleep, you stay up so late that I can only go shopping by myself!”

"I was already awake at that time, why didn't you call me?"

"Why am I willing to call you... Wait, are you pretending to be asleep?!"

Ling Lu pouted, unable to continue.

Yan Ke thought for a while, then suddenly said: "You don't know...you haven't slept all night, have you?"

Ling Lu didn't want to make him feel guilty, nor did he want to lie to him, so he didn't know what to say for a while.Seeing his hesitation, Yan Ke knew the answer, so he picked up his mobile phone and said, "Xiaolu, let me show you the chat records between me and my uncle."

Ling Lu shook his head, Yan Ke insisted: "I want you to feel at ease. My uncle and I are over. In fact, I should have made it clear to my uncle a long time ago, otherwise he will always be a thorn between us. I dare not touch it. Now that I finally have the courage to make a break, I hope you can witness it, and I want you to know that I have lived up to your trust."

Ling Lu was taken aback for a moment, and he suddenly realized that Yan Ke really cherished their relationship.

On the other hand, I was so cowardly, I started to shrink back at the slightest sign of trouble, and almost handed him over to others... Obviously I confessed myself, obviously I snatched him from Yu Cheng with my own hands, why are you so cowardly?

This can no longer be done in the future.

Feeling guilty and moved, Ling Lu began to look through the chat records.

It turned out that Yu Cheng wanted to hand over the letter yesterday to Yan Ke himself, but Yan Ke had already turned down a meeting.Then around six o'clock in the evening, probably after reading the contents of the envelope, Yan Ke took the initiative to ask Yu Cheng to meet.

Hmph, old fox Yu Cheng, he must have shown him something that he had to talk to!What psychological shadows are all routines!

Then came this morning.Yan Ke first sent a few paragraphs of news.

"Little uncle, I thought about it all night. I'm sorry, but I can't promise you. I'm very happy to know your feelings for me. The relationship these years has not been in vain. It's a pity that your response came too late. We are together. I may say this in a sense of first-come-first-served, but actually think about it, it’s not like that. Uncle Shi, you said that I am your light, your salvation, and Xiaolu is the same for me. During those years when I secretly fell in love with you, I tried hard to think about it. Make myself better and want to catch up with you. I am happy every time I get your affirmation, and I take that as my most important thing. But I am getting more and more tired, and more and more I find that I am not a really good person. I started to be afraid, feel inferior, and feel that I am not good enough for you. But the more I try to chase after you, the more I find myself powerless... Now I want to understand, I am such an ordinary person. Little uncle, I It really doesn't deserve you."

"But Xiaolu is different. I don't feel stressed when I'm with him. On the contrary, I'm relaxed and happy. He's more like my neighbor than a student. My feelings for him are actually more Most of it is dependent. I am used to his company, I am used to fighting with him, laughing and laughing, as if the pressure I feel from you is all he soothed. Sorry, little uncle, I know you have always been For my own good, but I really can't bear it. I really liked you, but anxiety and inferiority made me want to escape. If I didn't get sick, maybe I could stick to it and wait until the day you accept me. I'm sorry. "

"Little uncle, I have said so much, I just want to tell you that I really didn't dislike you because of what you went through. I was very sad and distressed when I heard what you said about the past yesterday. I really want to help you , but I don't think it should be in this way of love. I can't live without Xiaolu, and I can't breathe when I think of breaking up with him. Little uncle, I'm sick, I'm a sick person, and so are you. I found my Redemption, I hope you find the right one too. But right now, I'm pretty sure that's not me. Sorry."

After reading Yan Ke's inner monologue, Ling Lu felt both sweet and painful.He continued to look down.

Yu Cheng's reply was simple, only two or three lines.

"Okay. I see."

"But can you not resign? At least let me see you every day. After Yan Lao leaves, I only have you, don't even leave me behind. Please."

This is the last news.Yan Ke hasn't returned him yet.

Yan Ke leaned on Ling Lu's shoulder and sighed: "Little Lu, to be honest, I can't bear it. After resigning, I may really never have any contact with him again... Thinking about him, it's really pitiful. He came from his hometown alone. I worked hard here, finally gained a foothold, and was blackmailed by others. Almost all the money I saved over the years..."

Ling Lu was stunned: "Blackmail?"

"Yes. It was the time when he said that relatives from his hometown came over, but it wasn't true. He was blackmailed because of... the previous incident."

"I thought..." Ling Lu couldn't help feeling deeply moved when he thought of the situation at that time.

Yan Ke sighed: "So I don't know how to reply him. Xiao Lu, what do you think?"

Ling Lu picked up the phone and originally wanted to write "I don't know", but when he thought that Yan Ke still couldn't hear anything and had to rely on words to communicate with others, Ling Lu felt worried.So instead enter:

"I want you to change careers. I don't want you to sacrifice yourself to help him. You don't have to be a saint."

After thinking about it, he added another sentence: "Besides, I will be jealous."

Yan Ke laughed, then sighed with some melancholy, looked up at Xiao Lu, and smiled again.

"Okay, listen to you."

He picked up his mobile phone and sent the last three words to his uncle.

"sorry."

Yu Cheng didn't reply to him again.

After making up their minds, both of them were relieved.Ling Lu began to review seriously, while Yan Ke studied the dessert recipes and made some delicious treats for him.

That night, Zhang Xingduan called Ling Lu, concerned about Yan Ke's recent situation, and asked him if he was determined to resign.

Ling Lu said yes, Yan Ke was already preparing to hand over the materials, but the dean still refused to let him go.

Zhang Xingduan said: "Leave this matter to me."

Ling Lu was very grateful.Zhang Xingduan said again: "Is the apartment key still with Yu Cheng? Since you have separated from him, get the key back as soon as possible, lest..."

He didn't say what was behind "in case".

Ling Lu agreed.After hanging up the phone, he wanted to tell Yu Cheng about the key, but on second thought, just as Yan Ke refused him, he went to ask for the key himself.

Although he didn't know the truth about the so-called "past events" Yan Ke mentioned, he could feel that it must have been a very serious and very bad thing, otherwise Yan Ke would not have been so distraught.As a result, Ling Lu also had some sympathy for Yu Cheng.Although Yu Cheng is a scumbag, Ling Lu couldn't bear it anymore.

——So, that night, late at night.