Do nothing

In the early morning of the next day, Yan Ke woke up in the sunlight.The face was illuminated warmly, very comfortable.

He couldn't wait to brush his teeth and wash his face, then opened the case and rosined his bow.The violin shows a wooden luster in the sun, which is very beautiful.He calmly put the piano on his shoulders, straightened his back involuntarily, and stood in a familiar posture.

It's so good, it's like going back to my childhood.

Yan Ke stood in front of the window, recalling the score.Then close your eyes and try to pull the bow.The violin made a beautiful and smooth sound, caressing his ears like silk.

great.I want to cry.

By the way, I haven't taken the medicine yet.

Yan Ke happily put down the piano, took out the medicine from the bedside table and took it.Then I sent a message to Yu Cheng saying that the piano is great, and I want to play it for him.

Yu Cheng said: I am looking forward to it.

Yan Ke looked at those four words and showed a gentle smile.He suddenly remembered that the piano hadn't been tuned yet.So I put the violin on my lap, held the headstock and started tuning.

The headstock has four knobs for adjusting the pitch of each wire.While plucking the strings, he turned the knob slightly.It suddenly occurred to him that he hated tuning the most when he was just learning the piano. At that time, he was still not sensitive to scales, and he had to use a tuner every time, and he had to tune it for a long time.

It's been so many years.

Yan Ke couldn't help but smile, and carefully tuned the strings with a little force on his hand.He wants to record the song and send it to Yu Cheng, or take the piano directly to Yu Cheng's dormitory?Is little uncle free today? ... No, no, he hasn't touched the piano for many years, he should practice honestly for a few days before performing.

Little Martial Uncle said long ago that he wanted to listen to him play the piano, but unfortunately at that time he had already...

Zheng!

The sharp and ear-piercing sound brought Yan Ke back to reality.He lowered his head in a daze, and saw that the highest-pitched E string had broken, one end was still wrapped around the piano knob, and the other end fell to the ground.

Over screwed?

He wanted to remove the half of the strings, but suddenly found a thin red mark on the back of his hand.

And, trembling.

He touched the red mark in bewilderment and saw that his other hand was shaking too.

An angry accusation suddenly sounded beside his ears.

"What kind of doctor! I have been prescribed the wrong medicine!"

"Look what you're hitting!"

"Can you write clearly? What kind of medical records are you writing with shaking hands! You are Parkinson's!"

"I will sue you!"

... There are spare strings in the case.Change the string quickly, and don't let your father see it.

He hastily removed a new string, trying to insert the end of the string into the button, but he couldn't aim at the small hole in the button.Both hands trembled constantly, and several times they were even aimed at and then moved by him.It was obviously a very simple action, but he couldn't complete it.

what to do.what to do.To be seen by the father.

"You doctor, why are you late every time!"

Replace it quickly.replace.replace.replace.replace.

"I'll prescribe a medicine, don't see a doctor, you show me first!"

Stop shaking.stop.

"Today is my birthday, can you grant me a wish?"

stop.

"A person like you can still be a doctor? Disregarding human life!"

stop!

"I hope you can be a good doctor. Don't say you can't easily, don't give up this profession."

stop stop stop stop stop...

Yan Ke bit his lip hard, forced himself to concentrate, and inserted the strings.

suddenly.

"Babe! I hear you! You got up so early—"

mother!

Yan Ke got up quickly, and ran to the door with the piano.He instinctively wanted to lock the door, but stretched out the hand holding the piano head.

boom!The piano head hit the door hard!

Yan Ke trembled in shock, followed by a louder sound——

boom! ! !

The violin fell!

The mother was shut outside the door, and asked in surprise: "What's the sound? Beibei? What are you doing in there?"

Qin fell, piano fell, piano fell, piano fell, piano fell, piano fell, piano fell, piano fell I dropped the harp I dropped the harp I dropped the harp I dropped the piano, I dropped the piano, I dropped the piano, I dropped the piano

How to do!

The doorknob rattled and turned.It was the mother who wanted to come in.

don't come in!Don't look!

Yan Ke fell to the ground and hugged Qin up in a panic.He didn't dare to check whether the piano was broken, let alone open the door.

"Babe - are you okay!" Mother called worriedly.

"No, it's okay!" He looked around anxiously, trying to find a place to hide the piano, "I—I bumped it, it's okay!"

He stumbled up, stuffed the piano into the piano case, and then hid on the balcony and closed the curtains.Mother stopped trying to turn the doorknob, but knocked on the door and said softly, "Beibei, open the door."

Yan Ke swallowed, and walked over timidly.

"I didn't have any clothes on just now." He opened the door and explained with a blushing face.

Mother chuckled: "Is it embarrassing to practice the piano?"

"Mm...hmm." Yan Ke nodded guiltily.

"Come down and have breakfast first!" Mom went downstairs with a smile.

Yan Ke turned his head uneasily, glanced at the curtains, closed the door again, and then went downstairs.

Father was already reading the newspaper at the dining table.Yan Ke didn't even dare to lift his head, and came to the table timidly.

"What was that sound just now?" Father asked casually.

Yan Ke's heart rose to his throat, but fortunately his mother explained for him: "Beibei is practicing the piano, I feel embarrassed to hear it, and I bumped into it when I was shy."

Yan Ke nodded apprehensively.

My father snorted, without raising his head, he said, "My hands are messy, luckily I didn't do surgery."

Mother brought the breakfast, and suddenly asked: "By the way, where did you hit? Show Mom."

Yan Ke hurriedly said it was okay, and reached out to take the milk in his mother's hand.The wrist suddenly shook uncontrollably, and the milk spilled out.

"Beibei?" Mother grabbed his hand in surprise, "Why are you shaking?"

Yan Ke withdrew his hand in horror, but he didn't expect to use too much force, bang!His mother was pulled against the corner of the table.All the glasses on the table were poured, and the milk quickly soaked the tablecloth and dripped down.

sorry--

Yan Ke opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

"Yan Ke?!" His father, whose pants were stained with milk, dropped the newspaper and shouted, "What are you doing?!"

I didn't do it on purpose, no, it's because my hands are shaking, it's because——

There was a familiar throbbing pain deep in the brain.Yan Ke staggered back two steps, covering his ears in pain.

Regardless of her own pain, her mother walked around the table and held Yan Ke's shoulder: "What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? Babe, tell mom! What's wrong with you?"

Don't worry about me, just take the medicine.

The strings in his head screamed sharply, and he instinctively curled up, too painful to speak.

Father was also taken aback and wanted to come over to see Yan Ke.Yan Ke hid back in fear, and his father froze.

"Call Yu Cheng quickly! Ask him what's going on!" Mother shouted anxiously.

When his father took out his mobile phone, Yan Ke immediately screamed out of control: "No! Don't tell my uncle!"

I obviously took medicine.Obviously took the medicine obediently, did not reduce the dose, and did not take excessive painkillers.why?

The little uncle must think that I am disobedient.

But I didn't!I am very good, even if my hands are shaking, I am still eating!But now my hands are shaking so much that I have dropped the piano!And hurt my mother!

No, I was disobedient - I thought about reducing my medication, it must be because of this thought that I got sick!

...Did you really take your medicine yesterday?

...can't be known by my junior uncle.He will be worried.He will be disappointed in me.He will be angry.

He will not want me!

Don't tell my little uncle!

Tears poured out, Yan Ke squatted down in pain, hugging his head tightly.

The panicked mother screamed at the father, who frowned and said something loudly.

very noisy!My ears hurt!

Yan Ke reluctantly opened his eyes, trying to tell them not to talk, but saw his father dialing with his mobile phone.

The strings in my brain snapped instantly.

"Don't!" He rushed forward, grabbed his father's cell phone and threw it hard.

Both parents showed shocked and panicked expressions.

Yan Ke's heart was torn apart by guilt, and he could no longer face them, so he turned his head and ran upstairs.

Behind them are the desperate calls of parents.

Yan Ke locked the door, stumbled to the bedside table.

Painkillers.Where are the painkillers?I didn't take painkillers yesterday, and I haven't taken them today.So it will be a headache.So sick.So shaking hands.So hurt my mother.

Can't stop.It is not possible to stop taking the medicine.Do not stop taking the medicine.

Painkiller Painkiller Painkiller Painkiller Painkiller Painkiller Painkiller Painkiller——

Where are the painkillers?

Tears blurred his vision, he managed to find the painkillers, and tore open the box, but he couldn't take out the pills with trembling hands.

Must take medicine.Just take the medicine and you'll be fine.Everything will be better.

take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine take medicine .

Stop shaking.

The thin aluminum package makes a squeaking noise under squeeze.Yan Ke couldn't take out the medicine no matter what, and suddenly remembered that the muscle tremor was the side effect of the medicine.

Is... What kind of drug is the auxiliary effect?

He stopped and looked at the torn box in confusion.This is - what kind of medicine?

Can not remember.

He knew every word on the box, but now he didn't understand what it meant.

Even though he is a doctor, he doesn't even know what medicine he is taking.

Rubbish.

What are you still struggling with?What are you doing alive?a waste of resource.

Waste other people's time.Waste other people's kindness.Waste other people's feelings.

go to hell.

The doorknob was turned crazily, making a clicking sound.

dead.

Yan Ke walked to the balcony in a daze.He wanted to climb up the railing, but suddenly kicked something.He looked down and saw that it was a piano case.

"Beibei!" My mother called out sadly from outside the door, "Beibei, please open the door, don't do anything stupid! Open the door!"

"Yan Ke!" His father also shouted excitedly, "Calm down! Let's talk about anything! Dad promises you everything!"

... can't... die.

Die in front of them, they will be very painful.They obviously love me so much.Father, mother and junior uncle——

You can't be so selfish.

But...I'm in...so much pain...

It's already a waste.It's useless.

My brain is broken, my hands are broken, I can't be a doctor anymore, it's useless.

Let the little uncle down.Let mom and dad down.

Sorry, I'm out of work.

But - can't die - they'll be - sad -

but--

So painful!

...if only it hadn't been born.

How many people would be happier if I hadn't been born?

The answer is everyone.

People around me - everyone!

Yan Ke knelt beside the piano box, weeping bitterly.