Courtesan

Wen Niang's past came to an abrupt end on a certain day in the depths of autumn when the cicadas were silent.

Wen Niang is a lady from a family whose father died.Without my father, I can't be considered a noble lady.So to be honest, being able to follow a little prince who was dispatched outside the capital is considered a great marriage.

With such a shabby household, she can't be the main concubine, and she can only be a side concubine when her father is alive.Marrying into the Hou family is a road, and it is difficult to walk leisurely.It's not that there is no other way. The education she received since she was a child is the trivial matters of being a mistress. Even if she is not going to marry a royal family, she is also a young man from a family. Never lost dignity.

Self-respect and pride are the only crutches she can use to support this empty-handed woman.

I thought, no matter how bad it is, it would be great to marry a teacher who agrees with me.It was only later that I realized that even this was an extravagant wish.Her father didn't die of illness, but because of guilt, he was sent to a remote area, and he went there because he couldn't survive the bitter cold in the frontier.

Both she and her mother were going to be assigned to the Jiaofang Division.

Where is Jiaofangsi?At best it sounds like a place where music sonatas are played, at worst it sounds like a government brothel.In the first half of their lives, they were women with heads and faces, and in the second half of their lives, once they stepped in, they had to carry this brand on their backs for the rest of their lives. They wore blue clothes when they went in and out, and the purpose was to let the world know their identities.

Girls in other folk fireworks lands, anyway, showing their faces can be regarded as the duty of doing business, and they are specially used to be ridiculed.

Once people are superior, and when people are inferior, they are what they say.

Wen Niang was not the father who died without complaining, but what if she complained?People are selfish when they need relief.

Wen Niang is lucky, and Wen Niang is not lucky.

Wen Niang is beautiful, and she is famous for being beautiful when there is no accident at home. Her surname is Wen and her name is Wu, Ying Nong's sorrow is shallow, and her eyebrows are charming.The word is chosen like this, in order to be the most charming and charming husband in the future.

But because of her beauty, her fate will be worse than others. Those who could not step into her house back then are now the ones who can trample on her at will.

Wen Niang's mother is a gentle woman, and her natal brother's official position is ordinary.This son, a daughter and she do not want to die, but they also want to go to the place of death.

Later, this woman who was not very clever and even a little bit stupid did something that she didn't know if it was right: she sold both her son and daughter to the mansion of the little prince who was not favored.

Wen Niang's younger brother is only two years younger than Wen Niang.Wen Niang is beautiful, so naturally he is also beautiful.

At that time, the little prince was just a young son, the real prince was as good as Long Yang, and he bought this pair of siblings just for the sake of his younger brother.

The two villains were placed on the Zhuangzi. One day, someone came to pick up her younger brother. After that, Wen Niang never saw her younger brother again. no return.

Does she hate her mother?

What can you hate?She still remembers the last words of her mother before the three parted ways:

"No matter how bad it is, Ah Wu, you only need to serve one person. Grit your teeth and pass it. If you can't make it, you just feel that you can't make it. If you don't have a heart, you don't have to worry about it."

"Don't worry about mother, mother will definitely not be able to escape."

"If you can escape in the future, take your brother and escape far away, don't come back."

"Don't blame your father."

Wen Niang's younger brother's single name is Yun, which means Sunshine.But he never thought that he would never see the real sun again.

Later, a boy who was about the same age came to the village to recuperate.When he saw Wen Niang, who was already thin and sallow, the first thing he said when they met was, Ah Wu, you are beautiful, and Daddy said to give you to me.

He said he called it 晅, the rain moistens it, and the day uses 晅's 晅.

Wen Niang knew that he held her own destiny in his hands, so she was always careful to be sweet and obedient, hoping that after she really followed him, she could get her brother back. She had a little hope in her heart.

Gradually, she found that this little prince was not scary, he was also a man of Zhilan Yushu, who spoke softly and was very kind to herself, allowing her to capture a lot of happiness in an apparently difficult life.

She was so happy that she almost forgot herself, her younger brother, and her mother.

He laughs, she laughs with him, he mourns, she mourns with him.She gradually tied all her emotions and desires to him with a red thread.

But she forgot the most important thing.Obviously she should be afraid of him, why after so many long nights, she changed her temper and believed all his words and explanations.

Wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong since she started falling in love with him.

At first he was kind to her.Sincerely good.

He admired this girl who was so beautiful that people thought it shouldn't exist. Seeing the girl put her life's hope on her body, seeing the girl who was obviously afraid of him but pretending to be respectful, and seeing the girl's many appearances, he began to want The girl is perfect.

He didn't know that he was influenced by his father, and he didn't know that his psychology had already been distorted.He doesn't understand that to love a girl, you need to exchange your sincerity for your sincerity, and he doesn't understand that you need to please someone with your sincerity. What he has learned is only the robber's plunder.

Therefore, when Wen Niang gradually relaxed his mind to associate with her, he felt that the time to rob was coming.

first night.Wen Niang was crying and biting.He leaned in her ear and softly called A Wu, coaxing,

second night.Wen Niang was crying.He still muttered Ah Wu, you are so beautiful, I just love you so much.

......

Third, fourth, fifth night.

......

Wen Niang was already in a daze, she couldn't tell whether it was love or plunder, she began to gradually forget some unpleasant things, she began to think that he was really just because he loved too much.

she forgot.Selective forgetting.

Maybe it would be good for the story to end here, one liar, one stupid, live in peace, and have a smooth life.

But what he deceived was both himself and Wen Niang, but Wen Niang was not really stupid.

Meng always wakes up one day, Wen Niang woke up, but he didn't.

He was actually flustered, the emotion of love had never been taught to him, so he wanted to get Wen Niang out of his mind.

For the first time, he caught a glimpse of the little maid who took care of Wen Niang imitating Wen Niang's eyebrows and lowered eyes, and wanted to prove that the complicated emotions were only because most women in the world were similar.

He asked Wen Niang for a little maid.The little maid couldn't help but take the initiative to cater to her.

Only then did he realize that not all women in the world look the same.But Wen Niang woke up and remembered everything.

When Wen Niang had the idea of ​​running away, he panicked and had no choice but to use his brother's death to make Wen Niang give up.

Wen Niang felt that the most correct sentence her mother said in this life was "If you don't have a heart, there is nothing you can't get through."

After all, she is a girl from a family, and she would rather be broken than whole.Lit the fire in Zhuangzi.Narrowly escaped death, she was the one who survived.

After tossing and turning, Dong Niang picked her up in the troubled times.

After waking up, she didn't think about the past, and she didn't think about what the fire ignited.

She's not called Wenwu anymore. She expected Qingshan to see how charming I am, but I don't think Qingshan is like that.It's better to be Wen Niang, the smell of dust is heavy, and the touch of humanity is weak.

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