Home of Rebirth

"There are so many things you didn't expect." Xia Yue wrapped his clothes and squatted under the wall. He was so agitated that he suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette. He was about to reach out to control Yuan Shang, but after thinking about it, he shut his mouth. After all, he was in the hospital.

"I...I just want to say, Meng Huaiyuan is not worthy of you..." Yuan Shang's tone was a little anxious.

"What is worth and what is not worth... Do you think it's worth it to run to my house and loudly announce how much he loves me and how sacred our love is when something like this happens?"

Xia Yue turned to ask him back.

Isn't it like this, at this time, shouldn't he be by your side, always be with you, advance and retreat with you.

Yuan Shang didn't speak, just looked at him with stubborn eyes.

Xia Yue sneered, leaned against the wall, and continued: "I remember when Meng Huaiyuan graduated from high school, I was angry with him in school, at that time, you told me a poem, do you still remember? "

"remember."

"To the Oak Tree", which has soothed the hearts of countless people

After such a long time, Yuan Shang still remembers the storm of jealousy in his heart.

Xia Yue curled his mouth.

The passage that Yuan Shang would read at that time was——

Cold wave, wind and thunder, thunderbolt

We share mist, liulan, hauni

as if separated forever,

But forever.

"Sometimes, hysterical expressions don't mean anything, especially in front of your relatives, and love is not so worthy of praise." Xia Yue's tone was light: "If Meng Huaiyuan came back with me at that time, we would hold hands and greet me. My parents yelled that we want to be together, it seemed very happy and loyal, as if our love had been sublimated, but in fact it was very selfish, and the final result was that my parents were angry, and it was me Said, as a son, it is already very wrong for me to make such a shameless incident, and it is already very wrong for my parents to worry so much. My six relatives don't recognize me."

Yuan Shang was silent, turned his face away and did not speak.

Xia Yue took a deep breath: "I'm telling you about Meng Huaiyuan, he had the same idea as you at the beginning, he was going to kneel at the door without caring about anything, until my mother agreed. The easiest way, but I don't want to, as his lover, I don't want him to kneel down, and as a son, I don't want to make my mother angry, so I let him hide temporarily, this is for him, It's much harder than kneeling in front of our house. He wants to rush over and take me away almost every day, but he can't... This kind of psychological torment and longing is worse than the kind of... hysterical cry you mentioned Love is much harder."

Xia Yue paused for a while, turned to look at Yuan Shang, and continued: "Don't believe me, the road I walked with Meng Huaiyuan is very grueling, because it is difficult and long, and I don't know when it will end. Sometimes we When the two met secretly, he looked at me with a kind of fear, he was afraid that my mother would never agree."

Speaking of this, Xia Yue smiled softly: "Because he will wait for me forever, even if my mother disagrees for more than ten or twenty years, he will wait, but he is really afraid that we can't be separated forever. together often."

"So... we are two trees in an oak tree..."

It's not the climbing and flaunting Ling Xiaohua, and it's not the birds singing for the shade, but two trees that seem to be separated but still depend on each other.

Yuan Shang looked at Xia Yue with indescribable stubbornness in his eyes. He wanted to open his mouth to say something more, but felt that he was quite naive, but in the end he couldn't help but whispered: "Then why are you so haggard? Since you have already planned to Yes, why do you have insomnia, you need to use sleeping pills to sleep."

"This is a matter of personal ability..." Xia Yue gathered his clothes together, and just about to continue talking, the door of the ward was pushed open, and he came out with a sound.

Xia Yue quickly stood up and threw Yuan Shang down, and stepped forward to ask how it was.

It's nothing serious, it's just that the blood pressure is a little high for a moment, and Mama Xia's heart is not good, so she is in a hurry.

Even so, the doctor told Xia Yue that although this is not a major problem, it should not be underestimated. This time, it has been slowed down. If it makes her angry like this again in the future, if it cannot be slowed down, something big will happen .

Xia Yue nodded in agreement, and sighed inwardly.

"Why do you still take sleeping pills and can't sleep every night?"

On the way home, Xia Yue was driving, and Xia's mother was sitting in the co-pilot. At first, both mother and child were very quiet, and neither of them spoke. It was not until they were almost home that Xia's mother spoke.

Up to now, Xia Yue has nothing to hide, so he can only nod his head and say: "It's been cold for the past two days, I always cough at night, I can't sleep well, so I just went to turn on some Valium, it's not a big deal."

After the words fell, there was another silence in the car, for a long time.

After a long time, Xia Yue parked the car in the garage, only to hear Xia's mother say: "The Chinese New Year is coming soon, ask Meng Huaiyuan if he is busy, and if he can come back to celebrate the New Year at thirty..."

"..."

Xia Yue almost felt himself trembling all over, and turned his head in disbelief: "Mom..."

"I really have nothing to do with you, Xia Yue, your mother and I have nothing to do." Xia's mother had tears in her eyes.

She is just such a son, who has been so sensible since he was a child. She holds it in her hand like a jewel and treats him like a treasure. She has 1 desires in her heart to make him and Meng Huaiyuan angry, and then honestly marry a wife and have children.

However, although Xia Yue said he didn't do anything during this period of time, he was sick every two days, and he was so thin that he couldn't sleep. He had to rely on food and stability to fall asleep.

She is also afraid, she is afraid that if she doesn't go on like this, Xia Yue's body will not be able to grind. Xia's mother has been in poor health since she was a child, and she hopes that Xia Yue will have a good body. His body was ruined, and he was looking at taking advantage of his youth to take care of him, and another incident like this happened again.

She could tell that Xia Yue was serious from the very beginning, and he didn't show any traces on his face. In fact, he hid it all in his heart. Someday, he really got sick, like the depression mentioned on TV, and he didn't know when. It's easy to think about suicide.

When she was in the hospital just now, she thought about it, if Xia Yue really took sleeping pills this time, then she couldn't even cry.

So when she came out, she turned back thousands of times in her heart, and finally said that sentence.

Although she regretted it after she finished speaking, she still had to say it.

She was afraid that because of this, she would lose her son in the end.

Even if he likes a man, he's still his own son, and it's better than something that he regrets.

"In the future, you can do whatever you like, don't let me hang around, you should go to school, after graduation, if you want to come back, I will buy you a house, you go out to live with him, and you are willing to come back during the New Year's Eve If you don’t want to, you can do it. Your dad and I can work together for a few more years, and we can’t do it anymore. If you want to take over the family business, you can continue to do it. If you don’t want to, you can sell it. , keep the money and do whatever you want.”

After finishing speaking, Mother Xia wiped away her tears.

"Mom..." Xia Yue cried, and couldn't help but hugged her mother's thin and thin shoulders like when she was a child: "Mom, just forgive me this time, and I will listen to you for everything in the future..."

In this world, for you, only parents can make such hysterical determination and compromise in every possible way.

And they will do that, nothing more than wanting you to live well.

Xia Yue cried like a child in front of his mother, Xia's mother looked at him, as if she saw again, many years ago, Xia Yue, who was very young, held her hand at the gate of the kindergarten, crying not to leave her mother.

For a moment, mother Xia's tears were overwhelming, and she kept comforting herself in her heart. Fortunately, it was Meng Huaiyuan. No matter what, Meng Huaiyuan was still good, and he would not let his son fall into the mud.