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"A bowl of sweet soup? Isn't that enough?" Chen Chen joked.

Fang Nian shook his head, and said seriously: "You are the first person to stand by me and speak for me. It was you who told me that what happened was not my fault; Responsible and blaming yourself. You don't understand how much this means to me..."

Chen Chen was silent for a moment, and the smile that had just been stained on his face faded again. He looked into Fang Nian's eyes, saw his own reflection in those clear and sincere eyes, and said with a wry smile: "Maybe I really don't understand enough. How important this is to you, if I understood enough, maybe I would have enlightened you more seriously at that time, and it would not have caused you to develop such a cautious character now."

This sentence is not an accusation, but for Fang Nian, it is also pointed at the pain.When making many decisions and choices, he avoided the more open and honest way, and chose the cryptic, safe and even secret way of giving.Of course he knew that this was not a very suitable approach, but the environment created character, people always lived in the circle delineated by fate, and he couldn't take that step.

"I'm sorry..." Apologizing sometimes not only expresses apology, but also expresses his own helplessness. Fang Nian slightly lowered his head and cast his eyes on his intertwined fingers.

"No need to apologize," Chen Chen reached out and squeezed his hand, "Let's talk about this later, let's finish our story first."

Fang Nian was taken away from his depressed mood by his words, subconsciously licked his lips, and continued to explain to Chen Chen: "I... I actually didn't tell you the whole truth, it's just about the operation..."

"Well, I guess you wouldn't say that either."

Fang Nian smiled: "But even if I didn't tell you, you still stubbornly think that I have been hurt and abused, so I am not allowed to go back to the villa alone, and you insist on staying with you."

In Fang Nian's youth, only the time when he lived with Chen Chen in the Bieyao Mountain villa was colorful.The transparent sunshine in summer, the gentle breeze in the mountains and forests, the chirping of cicadas and frogs, and the quiet study room with huge glass windows and thick blankets are all indelible joys in memory, even though they are so short-lived.

He told Chen Chen his memories of that villa. Chen Chen searched for details from his memory and compared them one by one. Although he still couldn't remember, Fang Nian's mood became lighter and brighter. I cherish this time very much.

"So, why did I go to the hospital later? You must have undergone surgery at that time, right?" Inevitably, they still talked about the main reason for Chen Chen's memory loss. Fang Nian frowned and bit his lip.

"The operation was a failure," he said, "but I didn't know it at the time. I found out that it didn't work because I quickly had a disordered estrus, and you're hypersensitive, even with inhibitors, even just with me. Staying in one room will inevitably be affected, not to mention, you approached me actively to inject me with an inhibitor..."

Alpha with high sensitivity met Omega with disordered estrus after the operation failed. It was a messy disaster, but Chen Chen approached Fang Nian actively to inject inhibitors into Fang Nian.The shock brought by the skin-to-skin contact destroyed Chen Chen's protection from the inhibitor, and when they were discovered by the housekeeper in the villa, both of them were already in a coma.

"I was isolated by Pei's family soon after I was sent to the hospital, so I didn't know what happened to you at the beginning. It wasn't until Manman started to fight against Pei Yu that he must find me, so I got a little Freedom. I went to sneak a look at you once...you..."

"I was in a coma with a high fever, so you couldn't communicate with me. You were caught by my parents and you were severely reprimanded, right?" Chen Chen continued, and after a little thought, you can understand the rest.The various accusations Fang Nian received back then probably came not only from his parents, but also from Pei Yu. He was in such an unstable mental state at that time, and he was accused by several adults like this.

Chen Chen sighed softly, and couldn't help but say to Fang Nian, "Come here."

Fang Nian didn't understand, but he stood up obediently and walked around the table, but Chen Chen grabbed his hand and pulled him into his arms.

Chen Chen pressed the back of his neck, fixed him in his arms, and sighed, "It's not that I didn't explain the truth to you at the time, it turns out that I was the last straw. No wonder you are so... "He couldn't bear to accuse Fang Nian any more.

"It doesn't matter," Chen Chen said, "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you are not honest enough, a little weak, or insecure, no matter what, you took the first step and came back to me on your own initiative. I who have lost my memory, you have done more. So, from here on, I will take over. The sense of security does not fall from the sky. If someone deprives you of them, I will return them to you. From now on, I will be with you, always with you, until one day you believe that I will not leave."