The whole world is waiting for us to break up

"Aunt Yan usually likes to drink scented tea, but Su Yu didn't say which kind." Dong Shuoye said.

Xia Ran lowered his head and searched for information on the Internet: "What about you? What did you send?"

Dong Shuoye: "A piece of hand-dyed fabric. I think Aunt Yan usually likes to wear hand-cut clothes with a slightly more traditional style. I think she would like to give her the original fabric."

Xia Ran thought about it again: "As for tea, we don't know which kind of tea Auntie Yanzi likes to drink. There is definitely no shortage of what she likes to drink. I'm afraid it may not suit her to give you a new one. I'll choose one for my auntie." Let's set the tea set."

He looked at the store information he searched: "There is a porcelain auction house in Star City. Some parts are sold directly to the outside world from time to time. You can go and have a look."

At five o'clock in the morning, Lin Shuicheng opened his eyes and exhaled lightly in the darkness.

One of the two cats was sleeping at the head of the bed and the other at the end of the bed. The head of the cat slept soundly, but "Fu Luoyin" was awakened by the sound of him sleeping, and stood up from the corrugated paper nest. A pair of cat eyes shone slightly in the dark Light.

The eyes of this little gray cat are yellow-green, more yellowish, without the faint green feeling when the head of the cat glared at people. Its eyes are like a pair of small lights, which can make people feel inexplicably at ease and guarded. It is just He looked at him with a little curiosity.

His work and rest has been completely chaotic recently, the main reason is still his deteriorating sleep condition, at first it was just dreaminess, difficulty falling asleep, easy to wake up, and later, he became more and more immersed in the content of dreams.In the past, the sense of clarity that shone into reality after he woke up from a dream suddenly disappeared—or, his feelings towards the dream became more and more real, as if as long as there was another time, he would be immersed in the dream forever, unable to wake up average.

He didn't remember the content of the dream, but it shouldn't be very good, because every time he woke up with a start.

Lin Shuicheng rubbed his hair that was soaked in cold sweat, got out of bed and took a hot bath.

It took half an hour to get out of bed, and it took nearly an hour to take a shower from hot water to cold water.

He's been so lazy recently that he can't even carry out such small things smoothly, often procrastinating.Now he can lie alone in a daze for several hours, and he doesn't even watch and beat much.

His cell phone beeped.

Lin Shuicheng hasn't touched his phone for a long time, but when the message on his phone lit up this time, he was taken aback, and then he unlocked it and looked at the full message.

It was a message from the hospital: Inform the patient's family members that the visiting channel in the ICU ward has been revised and upgraded, and the opening hours for visiting have been adjusted to any time throughout the day, but the visiting time remains unchanged for half an hour every day.

Compared with the first few years, the situation of Lin et al. has stabilized.Lin and others could have been transferred out of the ICU, but because Lin Shuicheng chose the brain stimulation treatment of the third hospital for Lin and others, the equipment and serial monitoring needed to be carried out in the ICU, so they still lived here.

Lin Shuicheng just remembered that he hadn't seen Lin et al for a while.

Thinking of this, he recovered a little bit, changed his clothes and planned to go out.

He also read the rest of the information by the way. A courier with an unfamiliar number contacted him many times. The last text message was: "The birthday invitation will be sent to you by a different person, please keep in touch."

Lin Shuicheng didn't remember what kind of birthday invitation it was for a moment, and even deleted the text message.

When he arrived at the hospital, after seeing Lin et al., he changed into the sterile suit and shoe covers and came out, just in time to run into the nurse who came to test and sterilize.

The nurse recognized him, and when talking about Lin et al., she spoke in a normal tone: "Wait, I've grown up a lot now, and I'm doing pretty well. Dr. Yan Zi came to check the synaptic response current part of the brain, etc. The current activity has improved a lot compared to before, maybe I will wake up soon."

Lin Shuicheng said, "Thank you."

At this time, he suddenly remembered one thing - he finally remembered the part he had forgotten.Lin Shuicheng asked: "Is Dr. Yan's birthday coming?"

"That's right, the master's birthday party will be the day after tomorrow." The nurse smiled, "Mr. Lin, you and Su Yu also know each other, so you will go there too, right? Unfortunately, I have to travel with my boyfriend and I can't go there."

Lin Shuicheng rubbed his temples, nodded and said: "Yes, yes, I will go - I haven't had time to choose a gift, can you tell me what Dr. Yan likes or other hobbies?"

The nurse thought for a while: "Well...the director usually has nothing else to do. He is not short of money or things, but he has a hobby of tinkering with herbal tea or something. There are two sets of tea sets in the master's office, which are exquisite. Now, we can have a few drinks when we are not busy."

Lin Shuicheng asked: "What kind of drink does Dr. Yan like to drink, do you have any impression?"

The nurse said, "I'm not sure about it. I just remember that it's sweet and sour and very fragrant. It's different several times."

Lin Shuicheng said, "Thank you."

"It's okay, Mr. Lin, then I'll perform the aseptic operation first." The nurse said.

The elevator on the ICU floor defaulted to emergency use, so Lin Shuicheng took the escalator downstairs as usual.

At the end of the elevator is the department floor guide as usual. Opposite Lin Shuicheng, above his head, a green sign and arrow clearly illuminate "Neurology Department".

The elevator descended slowly, Lin Shuicheng looked at the light sign, and paused.

The doctors who were still in consultation at this time were all on night shift. After Lin Shuicheng registered and entered, he saw a young female doctor sitting in the consultation room, and smiled at him and nodded: "Hi."

There was an intern next to him who poured Lin Shuicheng a cup of hot water.

Lin Shuicheng said: "Hello." Then he asked: "Can you prescribe me some sleeping pills? I have suffered from insomnia for a long time. I don't need a large dose. Two or three pills are enough. I can't sleep for about two weeks. Fall asleep normally."

"Don't worry, take your time. Medicines are not just prescribed. We have to be responsible to patients." After listening to his description, the female doctor gave him a report, "Go for a blood test first, and then Take a CT scan, test your thyroid function and brain waves. Don’t be nervous, we’re going to confirm the cause of your insomnia, and these items are covered by Star City’s medical insurance. After you’re done, just bring the checklist back.”

Lin Shuicheng paused, as if he wanted to say something, but finally shut up.After he took the form, he went out to do an inspection, and he said thank you before closing the door.

After he left, the intern looked at his back and whispered to the female doctor: "This little brother is really good-looking, but teacher, usually we only check endocrine and brain functions, why do we need him to check blood and thyroid?" ?”

He has just been here for a day or two and is a junior at Star City Medical University.

"Eighty percent of this person suffers from sleep disorders caused by depression, and the other two confirm this. I have seen this kind of patient a lot, and I know his state at a glance. I only say that I have insomnia, and I don't say or don't know that I am depressed. 80% of the patients at the department also came back and forth to our side.” The doctor said, “The real diagnosis process is always an interdisciplinary comprehensive diagnosis process. The human body is one of the most complex systems, involving brain neuroendocrine Waiting is the most difficult thing, you will know later. Also, have you noticed that when he spoke, he specially emphasized that "a large dose is not needed", which shows that he subconsciously has a premonition for this state. He is afraid that we will not prescribe sleeping pills for him because of his depression. The more he has this tendency, the less we can prescribe him. It is very dangerous. When he comes back in a while, we will prescribe antidepressants for him as usual .”

There were fewer people in the hospital in the early morning, and Lin Shuicheng got all the test results in half an hour.

He sat on the bench outside the laboratory and looked at each other.

He originally majored in chemistry, and has cooperated with many pharmaceutical companies. Those English abbreviations, measurement units, and numerical ranges that look like bibles in the eyes of ordinary people are completely transparent to him.

After a while, Lin Shuicheng stood up and walked out, but instead of returning to the neurology department, he walked towards the escalator.

At five o'clock in the morning, most people in the city are still asleep.

Fu Luoyin was browsing student forums at his home near Xingda University; Su Yu was sleeping with slippers in his arms; the auction house was brightly lit and there was an endless stream.The intern in the on-duty office of the Department of Neurology opened the door to search, but he didn't see the shadow of the good-looking boy just now.

As Lin Shuicheng walked, he folded the inspection report in his hand. After folding it in half twice, he gently tore it up, threw it into the trash can, and then left the hospital without looking back.

six in the morning.

Lin Shuicheng took a taxi to the auction house to browse the scattered tea sets for sale.

This auction house is the one with the most stable reputation he has searched. Lin Shuicheng found pictures of several sets of tea sets on the official website, and the price is also a little lower among the parts. come and see.

After Lin Shuicheng entered the store, he showed the saved official website information map to the clerk. He liked a set of purple clay teapots with nine heads and Yongmei, and hoped to buy them.

After the clerk said to wait for a while, the store came over with an apologetic face and apologized: "I'm sorry, sir, this tea set has been bought today, and the information on the official website has not been updated in time, so this set is no longer available. Would you like it?" Look at something else?"

Lin Shuicheng did not refuse, and looked at several other sets of tea sets under the guidance of the clerk, but he was not very satisfied.

The clerk seemed to see what he was thinking: "Among these, doesn't your husband like it better?"

Lin Shuicheng pointed to a set of Tianqing Ru kiln tea sets: "This set is very beautiful, but it is not suitable for me to give to my elders."

This set of Ru kiln cup bottom display is crafted with fine lines like water waves, which is a double happiness character and a wedding gift.

The store manager took a breath from the side, and then smiled: "It's really a coincidence, I always feel that this scene happened once, just now the customer who bought Jiutou Yongmei also pointed out this set, saying it looks good but not very good. It’s such a coincidence that it’s suitable for birthday elders. I remember the surname is Xia? You two have similar tastes.”

The clerk scratched his head: "It seems so.

Lin Shuicheng finally bought the Tianqing Ru Kiln tea set, he said: "When my younger brother gets married, maybe I can give it to him."

Seven o'clock sharp.

Fu Luoyin opened the door to work and left breakfast on the dining table; Lin Shuicheng returned home, fed food to the chief and the little gray cat, and took the little gray cat to drip medicine.

He put his mobile phone by the bed, turned on the induction cooker and cooked himself a bowl of instant noodles, then washed up and lay back on the bed.

This time he finally remembered a bit of the dream. He dreamed that his home had turned gray, and the whole Dongtong City was gray, as if an indelible filter had been applied.

Lin Shuicheng pushed open the door and saw his grandfather, father, and younger brother in the yard. The three of them were also gray.

There was a person sitting in the corner, also gray, silent, his name was Chu Shihan.

They all looked at him tenderly, without speaking, but their faces were a little sad.

"What are you doing?" he asked.

He took a step forward, but every time he took a step forward, the people and things in the yard were one step away from him.The picture changes later, and these people are doing their own things.

Lin Wang was wearing his police uniform with a solemn face. Lin Shuicheng had seen such scenes many times since he was a child, and he knew that it was his father who was going to perform an emergency mission.

Lin and others were doing their homework; Chu Shihan was sitting at the table reading a book.

Lin Shuicheng also saw himself as a child.

In the yard, his grandfather was lying on a rocking chair basking in the sun, his mouth was moving, as if he was reading poetry to him aloud, while he was squatting in front of him with his little head in his hands, listening carefully.

His grandfather is a chivalrous man, the teacher, in addition to forcing them to practice calligraphy, he also writes a few third-rate poems when he has nothing to do. His only regret is that he did not train Lin Shuicheng to be a writer-Lin Shuicheng is obvious It is more suitable for science and engineering; so the old man later turned his idea to Lin et al.

Lin Shuicheng asked, "Why don't you talk to me?"

Still no one answered him. In the dream, he raised his head, only to see that snow began to fall on the top of his head, and the snowflakes fluttered down one after another, and all of them turned into paper money when they landed.The funeral in Dongtong City has begun.

After waking up from this dream, Lin Shuicheng felt his heart beating wildly, and the oppressive atmosphere almost made him breathless.

09:30am.

Fu Luoyin slowed down his speech due to stomach pain, and the others in the conference room raised their eyes and listened carefully, the atmosphere was silent.

The chief jumped into Lin Shuicheng's arms, licked his cheek lightly, then jumped out of bed, got out from under the pet door of the rental house, and started its work of inspecting the little brother today.

Lin Shuicheng got up and made a phone call: "Hi, hello. I'm Lin Shuicheng."

The person on the other side obviously remembered him, and immediately said: "Oh, Mr. Lin, how are you doing recently! Do you still have time to continue taking on projects? We are worried that we can't find anyone these days..."

He can hear every word, every word, and even write it down, but when combined together, it becomes plausible, as if the world has put a barrier on him at this moment, turning all sounds except him into humming noise.

Lin Shuicheng started to have severe tinnitus again. After taking a few breaths, he stretched out his hand to press the base of his ear, and in the ensuing dizziness, he bit his fingertips fiercely, letting the pain wake him up.

"I want to ask if you can do me a favor. Is it convenient for you to send me a few more boxes of the marketed drugs that I synthesized for your company before. I want to keep them as a souvenir. I accidentally lost the sample drugs when I moved. This I can't buy an over-the-counter drug, and I'm very sorry."

The other party immediately said: "Of course there is no problem. Are you in Star City? We will send it to you right away!"

Lin Shuicheng reported the address, and then began to wait.

Do nothing, keep the motion, just wait.

Two hours later, there was a knock on his door. Lin Shuicheng pulled himself together to open the door, and the other party handed him a brick-like courier box: "The package from the pharmaceutical company, please sign for it."

After Lin Shuicheng signed for it, he opened it, and inside were forty boxes of marketed medicines, small light green pills.The label reads: Suggested use: Adults take half a capsule a day.

He poured himself a glass of water, swallowed four, and went back to bed, waiting for the next sleep.

The desire to sleep overwhelmed all reason in him.

In his sleep, he clearly knew that in the part he couldn't perceive, in his blood and nerves, 5-HT1A, norepinephrine, GABA, and glutamic acid would all be absorbed by this in the process of synthesis, transport, and function. Under the influence of this drug, his corticosteroids are inhibiting the regeneration of neurons in the brain's hippocampus, and this process will be temporarily reversed-for the restful sleep he has been waiting for for two weeks.

The antidepressant also has drastic side effects, it blocks multiple transmitter receptors that have nothing to do with the treatment, he becomes more lethargic than before, has low blood pressure, and if he is lucky, even Died directly in a hazy state.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Fu Luoyin walked out of the flower shop and stuffed the roses into the pink cherry blossom bouquet.

At 02:30, he came outside Lin Shuicheng's room.

"Lin Shuicheng."

Fu Luoyin gently knocked on the door.

There was no echo from inside.

Fu Luoyin took a deep breath and said calmly: "I'm here to send you the invitation card. If you're inside, come out and get it. If you have time, you can pack your things. I'm driving here , I’m here to pick you up. I didn’t mean to bother you, it’s because you didn’t answer the phone or text message.”

"If you don't want to go back for the time being, I won't force you, but you should stop contacting that man surnamed Han. He is not good. He wants to go back to inherit the family business, but he still hasn't got any grades in his twenties. If you come out, you will only engage in these petty chairmen in the school, playing house games, he is not suitable for you."

Still no reply.

"I'll wait for you until twelve o'clock tonight, Lin Shuicheng."

Fu Luoyin stood outside with flowers in her hands, staring at the door motionlessly.

He was handsome and handsome, and he stood upright with a bouquet of flowers, which attracted the attention of many students.There were many people coming and going, but Fu Luoyin didn't change. He really stood there like a military posture, and it seemed to be some kind of angry rivalry.

From afternoon to dusk, and from dusk to evening.

On the first day Fu Luoyin entered the eighth district, he was punished to stand in a military posture with [-] other students in the class for the whole night.

The reason is that the instructor reprimanded them for "kicking like a donkey". One student retorted, saying, "We haven't started learning the goose step yet." Where did the military training go? A bunch of trash!"

The full moon was high that day, and the instructors kept staring at them. From time to time, they poked their hands against their trousers with a pointer, or kicked their knees back. You will be fined to run [-] laps around the playground.

Only Fu Luoyin really persisted all night—with all his strength.

The moment he heard the instructor blow the rest whistle, he knelt down directly on the ground, his muscles trembling so much that he could barely stand up.

09:30 in the evening.

Lin Shuicheng still didn't come out, but Fu Luoyin saw a familiar cat - the head of the cat passed by him with its tail up. After looking back at him, the whole cat seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then came over to sniff his. shoe.

Another little gray cat also slipped over from under the wall, followed suit, and sniffed his shoes.

Then, the two cats got into the pet door one after the other.

Passing by an uncle who lived on the same teacher's floor, he looked back at him: "Where is the young man waiting? I saw you standing here this afternoon."

Fu Luoyin forced a smile: "Well, waiting for someone, do you know that the person who lives here is at home? I can't contact him recently."

"Hey, how can I not know, that boy has a red mole, right? It's very eye-catching. This afternoon, not long before you came, I saw him open the door to receive the express delivery. I saw it when I came down to dry the clothes." Before the uncle went upstairs, he did not forget to sigh, "You are so young, you still have time to have sex. When I was in college, I also waited for the girl downstairs all night. As long as the girl can become a wife, it is not a problem. Son."

Fu Luoyin smiled even harder.

His smile was like a poor-quality mask, and even Fu Luoyin felt that as time passed, he could no longer maintain this expression, it was peeling off inch by inch like a gray wall, falling apart.

It's 11:30 in the evening, half an hour before twelve o'clock.

Fu Luoyin finally moved, leaned over and placed the flowers and invitations in front of the door.

Under the moonlight, the exquisite gift box seemed to be a little lonely.

If he didn't want it, he wouldn't want it again. These eight hours were the most humble, humiliating, and abnormal eight hours in his life, even Lin Shuicheng would not know about it.

Fu Luoyin turned around and walked towards the parking lot, took out the antisensitivity medicine she was carrying, and threw it into the trash can.

He pursed his lips tightly, his expression didn't change a bit, he still maintained his indifferent shell, but his eyes became more and more red.

Eleven forty in the evening.

The powerful effect of the medicine swallowed Lin Shuicheng. Lin Shuicheng felt that it was difficult to breathe and his whole body ached, but he couldn't wake up no matter what, so he could only let himself sink in the dream.

The chief jumped onto the bed, curled up beside him, and licked his fingers lightly.The little gray cat also jumped onto the bed, but it didn't approach Lin Shuicheng, it just circled around his bedside.

Lin Shuicheng dreamed of his little yard again, but this time it was no longer a nightmare.

He dreamed that their family looked normal, and he saw Chu Shihan talking to his grandfather in the yard, smiling happily—even though this scene never existed, it seemed extremely harmonious in the dream.

He saw the teapot in his grandfather's hand was steaming, and Lin waited beside him holding his homework book, trying to muster up the courage to ask him.He even heard his grandfather teach him to read poems word by word: "I don't know if I am a guest in my dream, and I am greedy all day long."

His grandfather likes to use that kind of exaggerated tone, ups and downs, Lin Shuicheng still remembers the tone of every line of his poems, and the word he always forgets.

"Flowing water and falling flowers, spring will go—"

When Lin Shuicheng woke up, his face was covered with tears.

He wiped his face indiscriminately and got up, looked at the date, it was time for him to get ready to attend Su Yu's mother's birthday party - the date was tomorrow, all guests had better arrive at the man-made island one day in advance, that is to say, they Gotta go today.

He slowly got out of bed and washed his face with cold water.

There was the sound of cats playing outside, and at the same time, his door was knocked open: "Hey, your things were taken away by wild cats! Is there anyone!"

Lin Shuicheng put on some clothes, opened the door and looked out.

There is an exquisite gift box in front of his door. The gift box is opened, and the inside is already empty—flower petals are scattered three to five meters away, and the wind blows gently, and the pink, tiny petals are swirling in the wind Son, the spirit like the wind came alive.Because the ground is clean and there are few people stepping on it, it looks like a different kind of beauty.

The Chief and the little gray cat were holding a large bouquet of flowers, dropping them all the way, scratching wildly with their claws, and biting with their teeth. When Lin Shuicheng looked up, the little gray cat was climbing up a tree with a big flower in its mouth. The bouquet of cherry blossoms had already scattered, and there was still a touch of red in the middle that was about to fall off. Lin Shuicheng reached out and picked it gently, and found that it was a rose.

The people around watched the excitement, and in the winter wind, Lin Shuicheng came out in unlined clothes and jeans, reached out to hug the chief, and fished out the remains of the eternal flower from his mouth; he clapped his hands to let the little gray cat come over.

The little gray cat couldn't come over, Lin Shuicheng called him softly: "Be good, Fu...Fu Luoyin."

The little gray cat walked around, walked towards him hesitantly, and handed over the remaining flowers.

This is a strange scene: on a winter morning, the mist is filled with the scent of flowers and pink petals. A young and good-looking young man in thin clothes reaches out and picks off a flower, and lowers his head to put the remaining pink bouquet into his arms.He was followed by two meowing kittens, and there was a moving red mole at the end of his eye.

Strange, but beautiful and heart-pounding.

Lin Shuicheng carefully arranged the remaining flower branches, and collected all the small petals that could be cleaned out in a box. He didn't find the invitation card under the box until he confirmed that everything had been collected.

He knows the manufacturing process of immortal flowers, the petals can be washed, and glycerin is needed.

This flower will not be sent by Han Huang, Han Huang will send him fresh flowers from time to time, and there is no flower shop that sells immortal flowers on the Xingda campus.

Lin Shuicheng reached out to pick up the rose, and gently stroked the soft petals of the rose with his fingertips.

He sighed softly.

The author has something to say:

A Dong announced that the best award in this chapter was given to Fu Luoyin!

President Xiao Fu (the peacock spreads its screen in all directions): Thank you, everyone, thank you, although I didn't see it, but my wife felt it!Send flowers!Send it next time!

Xiaolin stretched out his hand to drag Mr. Fu away, and carried a little gray cat to the podium: it is it, and its performance is better than yours