【Kuan Xin】Snake and Venom

Zhao Jian passed out in the end. During Qizhai, Tang Manxi and another girl from Jiuzhai were taking care of her. Her heart was severely damaged, and she might be bloody, or it might be sex. Zhao Jian's death was too exciting for her, Zhao Jian has been in a coma for the past few days.

The four of Yuan Zhongxin seldom take a break. They are busy day and night, looking for all kinds of things for themselves. They dare not stop at all. I can't help but think of all the things I experienced that day, I will feel hopeless and lack the strength to go on, I will be so desperate that even my breath is mixed with the sharp pain of swallowing a knife.

The great sorrow flooded the sky and covered the sky, and they couldn't even hide.

Ban Jin was slapped off by Lin Yao's palm, and a front leg was broken, all internal organs were injured, and he was dying. At first, Yuan Zhongxin and the others thought that Ban Jin would not survive, but it turned out that Wang Kuan and other medical practitioners in the studio After three days of sleepless and restless treatment, a student miraculously recovered his life, but now he still cannot move freely, and can only lie listlessly on the bed every day.

Banjin understands human nature very well, it is not as silly as it looks on the surface, it is gone, it knows clearly in its heart, it also understands sadness, its eyes are no longer bright, the light in the bottom of the eyes has dissipated to zero Baluo, even his appetite was not as good as before, even if Wei Yanei fed it half a catty of his favorite meat and bones, he couldn't eat a few mouthfuls, and he refused to open his mouth again.

In the backyard, there was chaos. Wherever the eyes could see, glaring blood could be seen. Under a towering tree beside the vermilion long bridge, Lin Liang and Ba Liang were sleeping forever.

The thick and fluffy fur on Ba Liang's body was soaked with blood, and he could no longer distinguish the black, white, shiny and extremely beautiful fur color before.

Yuan Zhongxin seemed to have been sucked out of three souls and seven souls, tirelessly fetching basin after basin of clean water to wash away the blood stains on Baliang's body, he was very patient, first poured all the clean water on Baliang body, and then took a bath towel and scrubbed it off bit by bit, even though his body was smeared with blood red in different shades, he didn't seem to have heard of it.

Standing behind Yuan Zhongxin, Wang Kuan frowned as he looked at his straight and stiff back, the fire in his eyes dimmed, but his expression was unconcealable worry.

Xue Ying said that Yuan Zhongxin hadn't rested for three whole days. Counting today, it was already the fourth day. He stayed in the backyard cleaning the blood on Ba Liang's body without saying a word. The yamen tried to persuade him, but he refused to stop saying anything, his stubbornness was shocking.

In the past few days, Wang Kuanyi has been busy treating Banjin, but he was negligent. When he came out, he heard that Yuan Zhongxin didn't care about his body so much. Walking to Yuan Zhongxin, squatting down, a clear voice sounded: "Yuan Zhongxin, how long have you not rested?"

Yuan Zhongxin lowered his eyes, he continued to move his hands, pursed his lips tightly, and said nothing.

Wang Kuan's face became colder, his eyes were slightly condensed, he grabbed the bath towel from Yuan Zhongxin's hand with his sharp fingers, and said in a slightly serious tone: "Go back to the room."

Yuan Zhongxin's hands paused slightly, without even blinking his eyes, he stretched his sleeves and continued to scrub the mottled blood on Ba Liang's body, his eyes were unfocused and his expression was dull.

The fire in Wang Kuan's heart rose all of a sudden, he gritted his teeth secretly, his face sank, he threw the bath towel aside with a flick of his hand, and then grabbed Yuan Zhongxin's slender wrist and wanted to walk towards the bedroom .

However, Yuan Zhongxin broke free from his shackles, and stood on the spot expressionlessly. After a while, he squatted next to Baliang again, numbly repeating the movements just now.

Wang Kuanqingjun's face darkened completely in an instant, he stared at Yuan Zhongxin, his every word was on fire, and his tone was a lot heavier: "Yuan Zhongxin, you still have a half-life in your body, don't mess around with me. !"

Standing far away, Wei Yanei and Xue Ying could feel Wang Kuan's exuberant anger. Their brows and eyes were full of worry, hesitating, not knowing whether they should step forward to try to persuade them to fight.

Wang Kuan lost his temper. This matter is no small matter.

Hearing Wang Kuan's stern voice, Yuan Zhongxin paused. He pulled the corner of his mouth weakly, with a bitter smile, and an erratic voice came faintly: "Nonsense? So it's just nonsense..."

Yuan Zhongxin stood up slowly, looked up at Wang Kuan who was angry and worried, his eyes were slack, and he said with a trembling voice: "Yes, you are right, I was just messing around, regardless of my own body. It’s nonsense to clean up the blood stains in Baliang, it’s nonsense to kill Lin Liang in order to save the chance to turn the tables, I don’t know why it’s nonsense to provoke Daxia’s bastards, because my entire secret pavilion is dark, it’s nonsense, and so many people were killed because of me It’s nonsense to kill Baliang, because I was forced to go to the dungeon, it’s nonsense, it’s nonsense that I got half my life and death, it’s nonsense that I’ve tried my best to protect so many people, it’s nonsense!”

"I, Yuan Zhongxin, can do nothing but mess around! Look at what the Secret Pavilion looks like now, look at what our Qizhai looks like! Everyone who died here, every place that was dirty, Who didn't end up like this because of me!"

"If it wasn't for me, they would all live a good life, do what they want, go wherever they want, instead of waiting for the knife to fall off their heads every day! You should have a bright official career and be a gentleman for a lifetime. Zhao Jian should be her heroine for a lifetime, Wei Yanei should pass away heartlessly and happily, Xue Ying should live in peace and security in his parents' soup cake shop, Xiao Jing should start a family Medical center, be a doctor who is dedicated to doing good! This is the life you should have!"

"I should be the only one living in darkness!"

Yuan Zhongxin broke out the negative emotions that had been deeply suppressed in his heart for a while. He roared hysterically, his voice was so hoarse that it was never clearer than before, his eyes were red, his breathing was short of breath, and in the blink of an eye, he had burst into tears.

Wang Kuan listened to Yuan Zhongxin's questioning and anger filled with deep self-blame, his face was pale, and the heart-piercing pain was like a maggot attached to the bone, climbing on every inch of his muscles and bones , Biting every ounce of his mind, there was a dull pain in his heart, his flesh was bloody and shattered into dust, he was in pain so much that it was hard to breathe, and he couldn't even make a sound from the pain.

Yuan Zhongxin gradually felt dizzy, unable to stagger a step back, his face ashen, he spoke softly, with endless darkness and despair: "Wang Kuan, apart from you, my life is nothing more than a rare event in the world. It’s just a farce.”

In the next second, his eyes turned black, and his body limp in Wang Kuan's arms who came running in time.

Yuan Zhongxin only felt that he had slept for a long time, and it seemed that he had only slept for an hour or two. His consciousness was floating in a vague drowsiness, going up and down from time to time. There was a light, he followed the light and drifted away, the light became more and more dazzling, and a vague power seemed to be born from the depths of the light, pulling him.

Then, the trance and emptiness were replaced by the heaviness of reality. The moment Yuan Zhongxin opened his eyes, he blurted out a person's name: "Wang Kuan!"

In front of him was the dormitory illuminated by the faint light of the fire. There was no one in the room, the window was dark, and it was getting late. Yuan Zhongxin supported himself to sit up, stared at a certain place with dull eyes, and tentatively said: "Wang Kuan ?”

No one answered, it was eerily quiet.

Yuan Zhongxin felt uneasy for no reason. He looked at the increasingly unfamiliar dormitory in fear, threw off the quilt and hurriedly got out of bed, and ran out without even having time to put on his shoes.

Even when he was drunk, he couldn't break the fragments. He remembered clearly what he said to Wang Kuan before he passed out.

He lost his temper at Wang Kuan, although he didn't do it on purpose.

Yuan Zhongxin ran to the yard outside the dormitory, looking anxiously at Wang Kuan's figure. In the dark night, he only saw one big tree after another, only stone tables and benches, and only The moon is bright and the stars are thin and the wind is light and the clouds are light, but I don't see that slender figure like jade.

Yuan Zhongxin gradually panicked, and was about to run out of the backyard of Qizhai, when a familiar voice suddenly came from his ear: "Yuan Zhongxin?"

Wang Kuan had just finished changing the medicine for Banjin, and as soon as he entered the backyard, he saw Yuan Zhongxin running around barefoot in a panic. He hurried to Yuan Zhongxin and asked nervously, "Why don't you wear shoes?" Come out, what happened?"

Yuan Zhongxin stared blankly at the person in front of him, his eyes gradually became foggy, and his hanging heart immediately fell to the ground.

Seeing Yuan Zhongxin's reaction, Wang Kuan panicked even more. He gently wiped the tears on Yuan Zhongxin's face, at a loss: "Why are you still crying? What happened, please tell me first, is it okay? Is there any discomfort in your body?" ?”

Yuan Zhongxin shook his head inaudibly, raised his hand and wrapped his arms around Wang Kuan's neck, buried his head in the hollow of Wang Kuan's neck, choked up and said, "I thought you were angry..."

Wang Kuan put his arm around Yuan Zhongxin's waist, and patted him on the back with the other hand. Not knowing why, he asked worriedly, "Why should I be angry?"

Tears dazed Wang Kuan's collar, Yuan Zhongxin answered irrelevant questions, his voice became more sobbing: "I thought, you are angry and don't want me anymore..."

Wang Kuan was shocked, and hugged Yuan Zhongxin more tightly: "Why would I not want you? I'm not angry, I didn't want you, I just went to change the medicine for Banjin—don't be sad, okay?" , don't cry, I want yours, I don't want you..."

Hearing Wang Kuan's extremely gentle consolation, the corners of Yuan Zhongxin's eyes turned sore, his lips puckered, and he wanted to cry even more. He said out of breath, "I shouldn't have said those words, I shouldn't have said them, But I just can't help it, I... I feel so uncomfortable, I don't know what to do, my brain twitches, and all the words pop out..."

Listening to Yuan Zhongxin's nonsense, Wang Kuan felt a heart-wrenching pain. He kept comforting Yuan Zhongxin, and embraced him with all his patience and tenderness, again and again.

Yuan Zhongxin is not the kind of person who is prone to emotional outbursts. Only when he is most depressed and in front of the most trusted people will he become so reckless and cry bitterly.

Wang Kuan was angry because Yuan Zhongxin didn't cherish him, but he was never angry with Yuan Zhongxin's words. Wang Kuan felt suffocated and relieved at the same time.

After all, Yuan Zhongxin is too calm. Since the implementation of his plan, he has rarely erupted. His calmness has crossed the line and he has become a little numb—but the more this is the case, the more Yuan Zhongxin feels about despair. The deeper it is, the more things that have happened now, he is no better than others.