Difficult to break up ABO

Ruan Xiao was woken up by the ringing of the phone.

The eyelids were heavy, and it seemed that several kilograms of cotton had been pressed on her body, making her unable to move.Suddenly, he lightened up and heard footsteps, and then the phone rang from far to near.

Ruan Xiao reluctantly opened his eyes, and dimly saw Qi Xuan holding the phone to his ear.

"Ruan Lu, why haven't you arrived yet? Nothing happened, right?" Ling Feng's voice came through the phone.

"Today I..." As soon as he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was unbelievably hoarse.

Ruan Xiao was about to continue talking, but Qi Xuan took the phone away.Qi Xuan said to Ling Feng: "Hi, it's like this, Xiaoxiao caught a cold...yes, I caught a cold suddenly...Okay, I will tell him."

"Your work partner told you to take a good rest."

Ruan Xiao no longer tried to correct Qi Xuan's address, or respond to what he said.Ruan Xiao's whole body seemed to be run over by an elephant. He was not an elephant who could massage and had a gentle personality, but an elephant that went to the battlefield in ancient times.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he soon fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, I was woken up by the doorbell.Ruan Xiao heard voices speaking at the door, one of which was Qi Xuan's.Ruan Xiao didn't know what time it was, noon?It could also be afternoon.He thought Qi Xuan had already left.

He heard the sound of the door closing and the rustling of plastic bags.He stared at the bedroom lamp above his head, and the white ceiling, and found that his mind was blank.The room was very quiet, you could hear a needle falling, and he didn't think about anything.

Ruan Xiao got up to get dressed, and all the traces on his body told him what had happened.He turned his face expressionlessly.

Seeing Ruan Xiao walk out of the bedroom, Qi Xuan slightly raised his eyebrows, and said, "Sleeping Beauty, are you sleeping well? I'm searching for how to wake up an omega who gets angry, and you wake up."

Ruan Xiao walked to the dining table, obviously cleaned up by Qi Xuan.Not only did those unspeakable traces disappear, even the red wine and inhibitors were taken away.Ruan Xiao knew that Qi Xuan had been coming so often recently, and was supposed to put it away, but somehow fell asleep.

"Dinner. Takeaway just delivered." Qi Xuan lifted the lids of the boxes one by one, and he ordered light snacks.There is soft and thick shrimp porridge, sprinkled with a few slices of green onion.There are also exquisite soup dumplings, the folds on the dough are twisted beautifully.

"Yeah." Ruan Xiao sat down.He picked up the spoon and scratched the surface of the shrimp porridge aimlessly.The food in front of him was complete in color, fragrance and taste, impeccable, but it just couldn't whet the appetite.

Sure enough, it still doesn't work.This idea suddenly popped up in Ruan Xiao's mind.He thought he was getting used to the inescapable period, and he would still be disappointed.Perhaps it was because of the recent events that made him feel a stronger sense of crisis than before, and he also saw himself more clearly—in fact, he cannot be a sexual partner with Qi Xuan without emotional entanglements.Even though he doesn't want to think like this, he has to admit that Qi Xuan is like a huge magnetic field, which has a fatal attraction for him.He thought he could restrain himself, but he realized more and more clearly that he had no right to choose to resist.The closer he is to Qi Xuan, the more he will see his ugly face of inconsistency and sanctimonious appearance.He clearly said that he wanted to draw a clear line of boundaries, but in action he was no different from a wild animal.The closer he was to Qi Xuan, the more he had to remind himself not to go beyond their agreed relationship and to know his identity.The closer he gets to Qi Xuan, the more he remembers the depravity after the breakup, as if revisiting a movie that made him sad, no matter how long it has passed, his heart will inevitably "click" when he thinks about it.

Perhaps seeing that Ruan Xiao didn't have it, Qi Xuan pushed the soup dumpling in front of Ruan Xiao and said, "This is crab roe soup dumpling. Didn't you like to eat it when you were in school? This store doesn't sell the big one next to our school. The soup dumplings are all small, so let’s take a look at them. After a while, let’s go back to our alma mater, and I miss seeing you eating soup dumplings with a straw.”

"Ah."

Ruan Xiao took a bite, the soup inside was still a little hot.Just as he was about to take a bite, Qi Xuan suddenly came over.Ruan Xiao instinctively wanted to dodge, he dodged back, and with a shake of his chopsticks, the soup dumpling fell on the table.The place where Ruan Xiao bitten was right on the dining table, and the soup inside was gurgling out.Both of them froze for a moment.

Qi Xuan let out a soft "tsk".It didn't sound like a sarcasm, but rather a short sigh.

"I just want to make you feel better." After Qi Xuan finished speaking, he firmly embraced Ruan Xiao from behind, pinched his other cheek, and bit Ruan Xiao's gland.

Qi Xuan often feels this sense of gap in Ruan Xiao.Ruan Xiao, who was dominated by the sexual period, was completely different from him when he was sober.If they got along well, Ruan Xiao would not be so resistant to him, and the gap would not be so strong.But in recent days, Ruan Xiao has been somewhat alienated from him inexplicably, and after the passion last night, he can feel this annoying alienation even more.The enthusiastic and well-behaved Ruan Xiao made Qi Xuan want to give him everything to please him, but the cold Ruan Xiao made Qi Xuan unhappy.He is very aware of how contradictory he is: he is attracted by Ruan Xiao's unyielding stubbornness, but hates him for being stubborn with him.

"I know you don't like being subject to periods, but it's cool. Wouldn't it be nice to be happy? Can you stop being like this all the time?"

"...I don't know what you're talking about."

"It's just... like this, always deliberately keep a distance from me." Qi Xuan was a little annoyed, and it sounded like he was deliberately finding fault.

Ruan Xiao stared at him without saying a word.

Concerned about it, Qi Xuan spoke out like a bamboo tube pouring beans after holding back all night: "Also, I had a checkup for you a few years ago, and there is nothing wrong with your body, it's just that you have a special constitution. Now the inhibitors on the market None of them are suitable for you. I have already said that if there is an inhibitor that may be suitable for you, I will bring it to you. But you don’t believe that I will help you. Are you going to continue to try behind my back like this? Go down? You have to try out your body, don’t you? After eating the weights, you are determined to hit the south wall, right?”

Ruan Xiao still didn't speak, his silence irritated Qi Xuan even more, Qi Xuan continued: "Sometimes I really don't understand you. Does sleeping with me make you suffer like this? You ask You yourself, you ask him..."

Ruan Xiao interrupted him, and said in a hoarse voice: "I will not let go of the method that may be effective for me. I am an adult, so I know it in my heart....For so long, you have worked so hard to take care of me. .Since I have made you dissatisfied, I will find other suitable people..."

"It's impossible for you to go to anyone but me. You won't take the initiative to tell anyone that you are an omega!"

After Qi Xuan finished yelling, he realized what he had just said and what he had done.He didn't want to do this, he hated to quarrel with Ruan Xiao, and he didn't want to be fierce to Ruan Xiao.He didn't know what was wrong with him, how could he lose his composure like this.He only remembered that Ruan Xiao said that he wanted to find someone else, and the scene of Ruan Xiao being intimate with others flashed in front of his eyes, and his brain was "buzzing" with pain.

When he reacted, Ruan Xiaozheng looked at him with a pale face, and then avoided Qi Xuan's gaze.Qi Xuan opened his mouth several times, but he seemed to have lost his ability to speak, and couldn't say anything.All kinds of emotions are mixed together and squeezed together.No matter how you can break through, no matter how you can break through, there is no breakthrough.He felt suffocated.

"Wait... after the past few days, we should all calm down for a while, so don't meet again for now." Ruan Xiao said.

"...you don't like to see me, I can leave now," Qi Xuan said, and went to the porch and put on a coat, "You know, I don't have to ask you."

The author says:

Thank you for your comments Starfish Yupei~~~~~