Difficult to break up ABO

"Huh?" Qi Xuan who took back the phone thought he heard it wrong.

"I mean, let's break up..." Ruan Xiao looked at him, there seemed to be mist in his eyes.He lowered his eyes, and when he looked up again, the fog had dissipated without a trace.

"I went to Lin Lanyuan to give you a mobile phone just now."

Qi Xuan was taken aback, frowned and said, "Did you hear what we said?"

"Well, I heard you say 'I didn't think so far'. We have differences in our understanding of this relationship, and I don't think it is suitable for us to continue." Ruan Xiao blocked his emotions and regarded himself as a The bystanders of the incident responded one by one.He has lost all his chips, at least he needs to keep some dignity and dignity for himself.

Seeing that Ruan Xiao was really moving, Qi Xuan's expression became serious: "Then you should listen to everything, and I said something later, 'I hope'. Did you not hear it?"

Ruan Xiao thought for a moment, then said in a deep voice: "Even with the phrase 'hope', your attitude is still to let nature take its course and go wherever you go. You are still perfunctory about the future of the two of us."

Qi Xuan flicked the phone, and it hit the table with a loud "bang".He said irritably: "I really don't understand...why are you always so stubborn? Aren't we happy together, aren't we happy? We enjoy every moment, isn't it good? You always think about the future and the long term ...Is it necessary to think so much?"

Ruan Xiao stared at him for a long time, then suddenly smiled slightly: "I guessed it a long time ago, I just lied to myself and didn't want to admit it... You should know what I want. Otherwise, you wouldn't be here when I don't wear a neckband Finally, let me meet your family. You want to keep me safe. You know everything, but you just don’t want to give it.”

"Do you know that our family's situation is special?" Qi Xuan said in a low voice, "My sister used to have a foreign boyfriend who would be published in the newspaper. Cleft lip and palate surgery has been dug out. If I disclose our relationship, your identity... is very unusual. Faced with this level of exposure, there may be unscrupulous media digging along clues that you can't even think of. It turns out that you are pretending to be alpha and exposed... You will not be able to enter law school in the future, do you understand?"

Ruan Xiao followed his words and continued: "Once this kind of thing happens, I can't be a lawyer, and you have to take responsibility. Maybe at first you just thought, I am clearly an omega, why do I have to pretend to be an alpha and work so hard What are you doing, you are curious about me, and you want to get close to me. You originally wanted to talk to a different person to relieve boredom, but developing a relationship in the long run is not in your consideration. You want to be 'interesting' , rather than the 'responsibility' that might come with it."

Qi Xuan shook his head anxiously: "I don't know what is enough for you? Don't you think you are too paranoid about relationships? I can tell you clearly that you are the one I have dated with the most. The longest and favorite one... Do you feel satisfied with this?"

"I understand," Ruan Xiao nodded, and the corners of his mouth curled up, "In the end, I still don't love enough, otherwise you wouldn't compare me with the people you have dated with. Now that you have made the comparison, it means that in your heart, I am not like them. Poor, they are all people who can break up at any time. This can also explain why you don’t want to think about your future with me. It’s meaningless to talk about chickens and ducks, so we should separate. Since I proposed it, you don’t have to think about responsible things gone."

"It's not that I can't take responsibility!" Qi Xuan was irritated by the sarcasm in Ruan Xiao's words, "What do you want me to do? Make it public? Okay! Where to make it public? You choose!"

Ruan Xiao thoughtfully asked, "Do you dare to mark me?"

Qi Xuan turned off the fire instantly, as if he didn't expect Ruan Xiao to ask such a question.He was dumbfounded, and he didn't speak for a long time, only his Adam's apple was like a fruit, sliding up and down along the neck line.

Ruan Xiao turned around, and as soon as he took a step, he heard Qi Xuan yelling hysterically: "I told you I like you the most!"

Seeing that Ruan Xiao's footsteps did not stop at all, Qi Xuan shouted towards his back: "You can pretend to be an alpha for other men! You value Lu Xinze more than me! But I like you the most!" choked up.

Ruan Xiao walked out of the dormitory and closed the door behind him.

well-done.Ruan Xiao said to himself.Very decent, without gaffes, and clearly expressed the appeal.Ruan Xiao self-assessed, as if he had just participated in an extremely brutal debate match and was conducting a post-match review.

With a bang, there was a loud bang from behind the door.It sounded like a fist hitting a cabinet.

At the same moment when he heard this sound, Ruan Xiao felt his eyes sore, and when he blinked, tears rolled down.Many first times in his life were related to Qi Xuan.The first heartbeat, the first kiss, the first love, the first time to enjoy sexual intercourse... and the first time to feel nothing more than death.

later.later.

Ruan Xiao didn't want to think about what happened later, because everything during that time was chaotic.He started to drink too much, otherwise he would suffer from insomnia all night long.He experienced more firsts, the first time he was absent from class for no reason, and he got in the top ten for the first time... What's worse was that he found that the medicine had failed.In the past, only a few pills were enough to pass the period, but now I took several times more, but it didn't help at all.He was in a mess and didn't know what to do. He opened a room in the hotel and sealed the gaps between the doors and windows. He lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, smelling an increasingly strong smell of gardenias.

Before his consciousness became blurred, Ruan Xiao's last thought was that I would also seek death and life because of a broken relationship.

When he woke up, in addition to the smell of gardenia, there was also the smell of mint.As soon as he turned his head, he saw Qi Xuan with a sullen face.

People passing by came and went, and from time to time someone would stop and look at the man sitting on the bench by the roadside.He was handsome, and there was a large bouquet of roses beside him, so it was hard not to be eye-catching.Suddenly, a seven or eight-year-old girl ran up to him, holding a cloud-like cotton candy in her hand, and asked with concern: "Brother, I went to buy cotton candy just now, and you were sitting here. Now I bought cotton candy." Why are you still sitting here?"

Seeing the roses beside him, the little girl moved closer and asked in a whisper, "Is it because you were broken in love that you didn't send the roses?"

Ruan Xiao looked at the little girl and smiled lightly: "Yes."

The little girl said generously: "Then I'll treat you to a bite of cotton candy! Don't be unhappy. The flower is so beautiful, and you are so beautiful, there must be someone willing to accept it."

Ruan Xiao smiled softly: "Thank you, I appreciate it. If you like it, I will give you the flowers."

"Really?" The little girl was very surprised, "I will keep it in the most beautiful vase!"

After the girl left, the smile on Ruan Xiao's face disappeared.

The phone is unlocked, even if you read it several times, you can see the words "Qi Xuan doesn't love you" again, it's still like a fishbone stuck in your throat, and it's extremely uncomfortable to be unable to move up or down.He exited the inbox, clicked on the address book again, found Qi Xuan's name but did not click on it.The screen dimmed, then went pitch black.

The person who sent this message is most likely someone close to Qi Xuan.

He got up and walked to the subway station, and got on the subway line [-].The ninth station of Metro Line [-] is Renkang Hospital.

The author says:

The setting of medical school and law school here is like the education system of American universities.Complete the required courses during college, such as studying medicine is a prehealth course, and apply for medical school or law school after a bachelor's degree.

There is a timeline conversion, if you forget the previous plot, you can look at the previous Chapter 7 and Chapter 8.