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At the end of the fourth treatment, Xu An was in a good mood. Song Ge could also feel the relaxed atmosphere when chatting with the doctor. Xu An's situation was kept secret, but Song Ge could more or less learn from the doctor I learned a lot about Xu An from my inquiries, such as "What do you know about Xu An's girlfriend?" Song Ge only remembered when Xu An and Niu Fangfang lived together. Should we talk about children?Although she is still young, it is normal for Xu An to insist on not having children, but Niu Fangfang's insistence on curettage makes people wonder.

The doctor seemed to see Song Ge's hesitation, and reiterated their professional ethics and the importance of these to Xu An's treatment.Song Ge had no choice but to mention vaguely, "Xu An doesn't like children." After that, things went smoothly. After listening to Song Ge's narration, the doctor finally connected the matter together, but now, things became more difficult. It seems that Niu Fangfang also Had to meet.

The doctor has always wanted to meet Xu An's parents, mainly because he wanted to know about Xu An's childhood, and because he wanted to see Niu Fangfang, he wanted to know about Xu An's adolescence. According to Song Ge, Xu An should like girls, but for Song Ge Ge's desire for monopoly and what Xu An told during the treatment made the doctor a little uneasy. Hospitalization should be a safer way. He seemed to have forgotten to remind Song Ge just now that Xu An has a tendency to bipolar disorder.

Xu An’s good mood made Song Ge happy too. It’s almost the Chinese New Year. Mango mousse balls were launched in the store. There was a lot of people lining up at the machine at the door. In addition to the redemption card for mango mousse balls, there were various kinds of people in the gashapon. Dessert discount coupons.

It was very busy at noon, and when it was almost two o'clock, there were fewer people.However, the little fat man fell at the door, and Xu An couldn't stand still, and was also thrown down. The little fat man was facing the ground, because he was pressing Xu An's leg, so he was fine.Song Ge checked for a long time that Xiaopang was fine, packed another donut and sent him home.When he returned to the store, Xu An was not there, and no one answered the phone, feeling uneasy.

Xiaozhen also felt something was wrong, just now Xu An left with a pale face.Song Ge called Xu An's parents, but Xu An's parents didn't know.Xu An's parents searched around their home but couldn't find it. Song Ge also went to the place he used to frequent, so he had no choice but to call the doctor.The doctor asked Song Ge to tell what happened to Xu Anli. Song Ge just started, and the doctor's words made Song Ge sweat all his life. "Do you still remember that I told you that Xu An committed suicide when he was 14 years old?" Of course Song Ge remembered, but Song Ge and Xu An were almost all during the Cold War at that time. Why did Xu An commit suicide at all? I don't know, and Xu An's parents couldn't explain it either. "That year, before he committed suicide, he called you."

Song Ge knew which phone number the doctor was talking about almost instantly. If Song Ge didn't believe that Xu An could do anything before, then since he starved Xu An to death, he really fainted from a hunger strike. Look, did Xu An follow through on the phrase "then you go to die" on the phone back then?

I answered that call in the infirmary, that afternoon when Shen Sihan sent him to the infirmary after fainting at the stall.While Song Ge looked at Shen Si Han talking through the glass, the phone kept vibrating. It was Xu An's call. Song Ge made up his mind not to answer it, but he kept ringing. Angrily, Song Ge was asked to pick him up at the school gate. The security guards were quite responsible, blocking people from outside, so as not to let them in. Just now, Xu An received a call from a friend, saying that Song Ge from their school had fallen on the street. After riding a bicycle in Liujiejie, I skipped class and rushed over.

Shen Sihan also came in, holding a bottle of water for Song Ge to drink first, Xu An at the other end heard someone calling Song Ge's name, heard the conversation between Song Ge and him, and asked bluntly on the phone, "Who is it?" Song Ge wanted to hang up the phone, but the other end said, "Who will be friends with you, a fat pig." Xu An's voice was a little loud, Shen Sihan felt Song Ge's embarrassment and closed the door, but Xu An was still scolding , Song Ge didn't feel anything anymore, and at the end, Xu An yelled angrily, "You still don't come to lead me in, are you trying to burn me to death?"

"Then you go to die." Song Ge hung up the phone, and the shadow of the man at the school gate could be seen upstairs in the infirmary. Xu An seemed to be riding a bike, and he rode away again. Ge didn't understand why this person hated him so much, and why he kept looking for him.

Things that I couldn’t understand at that time, I still can’t understand now. Who can go back to that 14-year-old summer to find out what kind of mood the boy who swallowed sleeping pills decided to leave? Who can understand? , he repeatedly tormented Song Ge or himself.

Song Ge found Xu An at the gate of his alma mater, but was still stopped by the security guards. When he saw Song Ge, he took Song Ge's arm, "Why are you standing here, are you trying to burn me to death?"

Song Ge looked at Xu An who was lying on the bed in a daze. When Xu An woke up, it seemed that everything that happened just now was a dream. He teased Song Ge with eyes like a hungry wolf, but lifted the quilt to let Song Ge in, but he himself Turning over and sitting on Song Ge's body, he unbuttoned his buttons bit by bit. Song Ge's hands groped into Xu An's waist, slowly probing along the spine, and kneaded the tight knot with both hands. buttocks.

Coming soon, coming soon.

Xu An was emotional. When Xu An just untied Song Ge's clothes, Xu An's parents and parents pushed the door open.The four of them may have been petrified. This battle was probably no different from a magnitude [-] earthquake, and all three views were shattered.A visit to a doctor turned into a catching rape. I thought my son had made a close friend and entrusted all the psychological treatment, but I never thought about it. What kind of friend can be so forgetful to pay for a person, and they are mixed in society. After so many years, how could I stumble here.And the parents who thought that their stupid son was thankless and did free labor for other people's families were even more shocked and speechless at the moment. This good-hearted help ended up cutting off children and grandchildren. . . . . .

Xu An was also taken aback, his already limp body lay on top of Song Ge.

The four people sitting in the downstairs hall were silent. They were past the age of fighting and solving problems. The last time the four of them had a quarrel was when Song Gexuan was in kindergarten. The relationship between the two upstairs and downstairs is destined to cooperate first.

The stubborn resistance they expected did not happen because someone rebelled.Slag Gong.

Song Jiang never agrees, what love is to calmly die for the loved one, if you really love someone, possession is stronger than letting go, that kind of nonsense of letting go for his own good is not love at all.Song Ge is probably really a fake brother, he asked Xu An's parents to take Xu An away, and he was half disabled by Song's father.This year is destined to be bad. Before the Chinese New Year, after cleaning the store and giving Xiaozhen a bonus, Song Ge closed the store.

He went back to live in the apartment, which was next to Xu An's house, so his parents asked Song Ge to live in the store tonight after finishing his stay.At night, people are in three urgencies. Before I go to the toilet, I hear someone knocking over the window. This scene is familiar.

Last year, Xu An went home for a few days because of a poked hand, and Song Ge yelled in the toilet in the middle of the night, "Xu An, wait for me tomorrow." In the middle of the night, he climbed over the wall to Xu An's house. Because of this, Song Jiang also followed him around in the middle of the night, thinking that he was going to start a fight. Unexpectedly, Xu An's sleeping clothes were disheveled. When he saw Song Ge, the clothes fell off even more. Then, then there is no more, maybe Song Ge is a beast, after all, Song Jiang, who was frightened by the panting heard in the corner, immediately turned back to my house.

You always have to pay it back when you come out to hang out. When Song Ge crawled in, Xu An's eyes were round, and he was terribly thin. He was lying on the bed lifeless alone, and he smiled foolishly when he saw Song Ge.Yesterday was the last treatment for Xu An years ago, Xu An did not go, Xu An's parents believed that Song Ge was a pervert who lied to his son, after all, Xu An and Niu Fangfang had been dating for a long time.They contacted the principal, stopped their plan to suspend school, insisted that Xu An return to City B as soon as the new year was over, and even inquired about studying abroad.

However, Xu An's recent situation made them worry. Xu An's mother blamed herself and thought that Song Ge took advantage of Xu An's lack of discipline because she was too busy with work, so she applied for a vacation early and stayed at home with Xu An every day. An, but the more she watched, the more silent Xu An became.

What was the most important thing you did in your teenage years?As far as Song Ge is concerned, he has done many earth-shattering things since he was conscious. He ran away from home and bore the brunt of it. When he was three or four years old, he was angry because Song Jiang robbed him of his toys. He ran away from home in the evening. The person who picked him up searched for three or four hours, and when the street lights came on, he found a person sleeping on the manhole cover in front of his house. In the half-meter-deep pit, Song Ge was bitten by mosquitoes with bumps all over him, but he slept peacefully.

Later, because he didn't want to learn the Olympiad, he ran away from home with a little golden pig in his pocket. Unfortunately, he also came back in the middle of the night. The family wondered, and Song's father opened his mouth and asked: Why are you outside the door? I said you can't be like this Go to bed early, your mother still doesn't believe it.

After standing in the society for two or three years, he actually ran away from home again. This time he took away a living person, so the parents of the two families stared at each other. As soon as I eloped, the atmosphere suddenly became tense. .

The doctor communicated with Song Ge. Xu An's symptoms are very similar to those of bipolar disorder. Some people with bipolar disorder can't get rid of it for a lifetime. He sometimes has violent tendencies and sometimes suicidal tendencies, so his heart is not strong enough. , don't easily establish a connection.

When Shen Sihan received the two, he also noticed that the atmosphere of the two was different.Sending people to the simple-decorated room he just bought, Song Ge put Xu An to sleep, and stood on the balcony with Shen Sihan to blow the air.

Shen Sihan is indeed getting married, which is expected, but Song Ge and Xu An are together, Shen Sihan does not seem so surprised. "He should have liked you for a long time"

Shen Sihan took a puff of cigarette, and said, "I thought you didn't like men." Song Ge looked sideways at Shen Sihan, and also took a puff of cigarette, silently watching the sunset not far away.

In fact, the kiss that year was not as careless as he said, Shen Sihan was always different, if what Shen Sihan said at that time was not "I don't seem to feel anything" but something else, Song Ge would have such a strange love I'm afraid it will be all over the place.

Xu An's uneasiness became more serious because Song Ge approached Shen Sihan. He looked at the backs of Song Ge and Shen Sihan, full of anger, and the pair of chopsticks he picked up in his hand seemed to be full of infinite power. It seems to be able to feel the pleasure of piercing the flesh.Song Ge turned his head and found Xu An's existence. A simple smile made Xu An calm down. Song Ge took his hand and took the chopsticks from his hand.Shen Sihan threw the keys to Song Ge and went to work. Recently, he was still living in the rented house, and asked Song Ge to contact him at any time.

The fact that Song Ge took Xu An away was abducted in a sense, because Xu An's parents finally compromised and went to see Xu An's psychologist. The word bipolar disorder is unfamiliar, and long-term experience told them, This strange word also means terror.

Homosexuality, bipolar disorder, suicide, and Zeng Jin eating an ear, Xu An's parents had to admit that their son was ruined.Of course, half of this is because of their selfishness, and half is because of Song Ge's existence.So they definitely will not hand over their son to Song Ge.

The night in City B was silent, two young bodies intertwined on the bed, Xu An raised his neck, gasping for pain and enjoyment, mixed with some low moans, he looked at the dark ceiling, and called Song Ge's name emotionally , Song Ge, Song Ge, and finally shouted "Song Ge, kill me" as if he couldn't bear it.

This is a time-consuming, labor-intensive tug-of-war with no end and no compromise.

Roll over.

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The night in City B was silent, two young bodies intertwined on the bed, Xu An raised his neck, gasping for pain and enjoyment, mixed with some low moans, he looked at the dark ceiling, and called Song Ge's name emotionally , Song Ge, Song Ge, and finally shouted "Song Ge, kill me" as if he couldn't bear it.

This is a time-consuming, labor-intensive tug-of-war with no end and no compromise.