Don't ask before

Lin Mo knew that he was dreaming, and knowing it was a dream, he still refused to open his eyes, because in the dream he returned to his hometown, the hometown he hadn't dreamed of for more than ten years.

It's still the mountain, or the water, all the scenery is reproduced vividly, as if it is real.He spread his feet and ran all over the mountains and plains, and his little follower Wangcai was more excited than him running by his feet.

I don't know how long he ran, until he was sweating and panting, so he plunged into the haystack.

The weeds on the hillside were completely different from the well-tended Manila lawn in his yard. They were hard and stung his whole body.

Lin Mo lay on his back, lying in the weeds, squinting his eyes and looking up at the sky.The sky was high, blue, and sunny, making one want to doze off.Close your eyes and your other senses will become more acute.The fragrance of the soil, the fragrance of the weeds, and the subtle sounds of the grasshoppers jumping around in the grass all lingered around him.

If you can, can you go back?

Lin Mo asked himself very seriously in his dream, which was a question he would never ask when he was awake.For many years, he only remembered his father's indifferent face, his mother's estranged expression, and the terrified eyes of his relatives and friends. In his dream, he discovered that there were happy memories in the days he thought were the most painful.

After all these years, it was finally possible to admit that they had done nothing wrong and owed him nothing.Let him have no worries about food and clothing, let him grow up without disease and disaster, what is he still dissatisfied with, or what is he still looking forward to?

No expectations, no disappointment.They are, so why not him.A person who has been sentenced to death from birth has no right to expect anything.

Even though he thought so, Lin Mo was very depressed the moment he reached this conclusion.The warm sunshine actually made him feel suffocated.Then, he couldn't really breathe.

At the moment of sinking into the darkness, he felt relieved.

Suddenly, an arm wrapped around his back, he was lifted up, and then leaned into a warm embrace.

He got the power to breathe again.

The skin-to-skin contact felt very comfortable, and Lin Mo rubbed against that warm embrace.

What seems wrong?When did Wangcai's hair disappear?Hmm, it feels good to be naked, remember to shave it frequently in the future.

It seems that there is something wrong?When did Wangcai's claws become so strong?Hmm, Wangcai must have grown up. It can be seen from his childhood that he must be a strong and handsome dog when he grows up.

When Lin Mo imagined Wangcai's handsome appearance when he grew up, there was a warm touch on his face. Wangcai must be licking it with his tongue again. Lin Mo laughed thinking of this.

"No..." Lin Mo actually wanted to say, "Don't be naughty, Wangcai, don't lick my face, well, it's fine if you like to lick my face, don't bite my lip, it's not fleshy bones, it's not good at all Eat, forget it, let’s lick your face, it’s even more uncomfortable to lick your neck.”, but the words were too long, and he couldn’t make it out in his drowsy state, so he just said “no”, and Wangcai became more and more Licking makes me happier, and every time I want to push it away with my hand, I am bitten by it with my teeth as an answer.

"No?" He heard Wangcai ask back in his ear, in a very dangerous tone.The warm breath brushed against his ears, making all the hairs on his back stand up in salute.

When did Wangcai gain such momentum?

Hmph, brat, if you dare to speak to your master in such a tone, you will be punished tonight without meat and bones.

Lin Mo, who was in a daze, obviously didn't realize that there was something wrong with Wangcai's ability to talk.

"No..." Lin Mo spoke again, his tone was extremely weak, but his refusal was unquestionable.Really, it doesn't matter the face and neck, but the chest is also needed, just kidding, what the hell are you stupid dog doing?No, stop now...

In the end, Lin Mo couldn't bear it anymore, exhausted all the remaining strength in his body, and slapped Wangcai's head hard as a supplementary explanation for the word "no".

If the tiger doesn't show its power, you will treat me as a sick cat.Master, I love you dearly, brat, you dare to climb on my head.

Wangcai, who was hurt by the beating, seemed to be stunned for a moment, and he didn't respond for a long time, neither making a sound nor moving.

Lin Mo was still complacent.Brat, it hurts to call you dishonest.Let's see if you still dare to do this in the future?

Slowly he began to feel bad.Wangcai is his best friend and only friend, licking his friend enthusiastically is Wangcai's way of expressing his affection, why should he mind?Besides, how could the puppy know this kind of thing? He was obviously impure, but he hurt the pure heart of the puppy.

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Lin Mo's heart was instantly filled with guilt, and while touching Wangcai's head, he pressed his head into his arms.

"I'm sorry, Wangcai, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Lin Mo apologized incessantly, and finally couldn't hold back his tears.

Fan Jingwen didn't take it to heart when Lin Mo said "no", half-push and half-push is just a kind of taste, not to mention that according to Lin Mo's performance in bed in the past, he can describe sex casually, so he didn't expect him to be in refusal.

When he was hit on the head by Lin Mo, he finally understood that Lin Mo was really refusing. He was too stimulated for a while, and he couldn't move as if he had been immobilized. He was thinking a lot in his head, and his body was in a stiff state. Being hugged by Lin Mo in the back was purely subconscious, and he didn't realize what happened at all. When Lin Mo's tears fell on his face, he finally came back to his senses.

"Don't cry, Lin Mo, it's all my fault, I'm sorry." Fan Jingwen hurriedly wiped his tears with a towel, but Lin Mo wiped more and more tears, "It's all my fault. If you don't want to, I Will not force you, never will."

Sanskrit non-stop promises non-stop apologies.But no matter how he comforted him, Lin Mo couldn't stop crying.Lin Mo choked up in his arms while saying sorry.Lin Mo was still sobbing when Fan Jingwen took Lin Mo from the bathroom back to the bed.

Lin Mo's sobbing sound pierced Sanskrit's heart like a sharp steel needle, slowly lingering him, it was an unspeakable pain.

It turns out that everything is an illusion, his smile, his casualness, and his happiness are all illusions.

And he was stupid enough to believe it, he was so stupid!It seems that as long as you close your eyes, you can deceive yourself.Even if Lin Mo doesn't like him in his heart, at least Lin Mo's body likes him, at least he can still bring happiness to Lin Mo, even if such happiness is only on the bed.

In fact, it was all fake, and the wet fluid in his chest told him that everything was fake.

He doesn't want to, he just sleeps with him for the task, when he is sober, everything is acting, only when he is drunk can he dare to say "no" to him.

It turns out that this is the fact, this is the truth.

Lin Mo was tired from crying and crying, so he fell asleep with Wangcai in his arms.

The naked Wangcai is very comfortable and warm to hold, but he still likes Wangcai's fur, which is fluffy, soft, and warm, and he can't get enough of touching it. In winter, he can also warm his hands.Forget it, it's better not to shave Wangcai in the future, it's comfortable to be bald, but when he thinks of bald Wangcai, he feels an indescribable chill.

Lin Mo made a decision while half asleep and half awake.

No, who is Wangcai?This dream is really weird, as if he really had such a puppy named Wangcai, as if this puppy really followed his feet, as if this puppy really expressed his love for him with its tongue love.

Impossible, he is allergic to animal hair and has never raised small animals.

So, what is this strange dream all about?

Lin Mo was startled suddenly, and quickly withdrew from the warm embrace, opened his eyes, and before the panic was hidden from his eyes, he met a pair of bloodshot eyes.

Young Master Fan Da was staring at him intently, the sadness in his eyes was thicker than yesterday morning, and it seemed that it would overflow soon.

Oh, God, Lin Mo groaned in pain in his heart: Please, young master, please don't look at me with such eyes. When you stare at me like this, my heartbeat will be out of balance, and I will scare you out of my heart. Sickness came.

And, what's with the sadness in the air?

Healing is not Lin Mo's specialty, and he is not a priest of the healing department. Besides, being stared at like this, Lin Mo feels that not only his heartbeat is out of balance, but even his breathing has begun to become disordered.

No, young master, you don't mind what you said, your driver clearly said that you can go to other places, I just went to the bar to drink some wine, I didn't do anything bad, of course I accidentally drank It's my fault for getting drunk, of course it's my fault that I got drunk last night, of course it's my fault for letting your young master wash your face, take a shower, serve tea and water, and stay up all night, even if it's like this, please, young master, please don't do this Staring at me, this kind of stare makes me creepy, as if I have done something heinous.

Lin Mo carefully distanced himself from Master Fan Da, and slowly backed away, then backed up, and continued to back up.Although Young Master Fanda's bed was big enough, it couldn't withstand his retreating back and forth like this, and his body fell to the ground accidentally.

Fan Jingwen didn't sleep all night.

He thought a lot in his head, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, and finally deviated from the direction of thinking at the beginning, and was entangled in whether Lin Mo liked men or women.Judging from the information currently available, Lin Mo's former lovers are both male and female.However, that is only on the surface, that is what Lin Mo is willing to show to others, in fact?

Fanjingwen doesn't know, really doesn't know.

He doesn't know whether Lin Mo likes a man or a woman. If Lin Mo likes a man and that man is not him, can he let him go with a smile? If Lin Mo really likes a woman, when he wants to be with a When a woman gets married and has children, can he sincerely bless her?

Fanjingwen has more distant memories than others since he was born, which is luck and misfortune.Fortunately, he took many detours less than ordinary people, so he could stand out from the family's children and quickly grasp the power of the family.People say that he is young and mature, and every time he hears it, he can't help laughing, he is old, so old that he doesn't know how many years have passed.

Unfortunately, he has always been waiting for that person, waiting for a momentary encounter in the vast crowd, but he has gone through life after life alone, except for the peach blossoms in the distant years, his reincarnation There was no sign of him in the movie.

Didn't he hate him when he let go, so he didn't want to meet him again.Could it be that he once swore in the peach blossoms all over the sky that "May life after life never meet each other", so they passed each other every time.

In repeated reincarnations, in repeated despairs, Fan Jingwen once asked himself, and then kept telling himself that he loves him, no matter what, he loves him, and there is no need to worry about anything, but It's just not time.

He remembered that he comforted him before his sickbed: "I can find you in this life, and I can find you in the next life."

He was so confident in what he said at the time, so confident that he could even deceive himself.But on the sickbed, he just smiled and said nothing.Was it then that he knew that the next life would come after a long wait, so long that he began to doubt whether those memories were true, whether everything was his own imagination.

In this life, he finally came before him again.He has considered many situations, but he has not considered the essential issue, that is, whether Lin Mo still loves him, and whether their gender will become an obstacle to happiness.

Lin Mo loved him in that life, even if the ending was tragic, Lin Mo still loved him.

But in this life, the newly born Lin Mo, who has no distant memories, has his own will, and his love and hatred don't need to be decided by others. What will be the ending between them?

At first I didn't think much about it because Lin Mo climbed into bed with him as soon as he came up, and those problems were not a problem at all. Later, I didn't think much about it because Lin Mo indulged casually on the bed, making him mistakenly think that sex and love are also Not impossible.

But Lin Mo clearly said "no" to him in a drunken state. Lin Mo stopped him with a slap to stop him from continuing. Lin Mo told him with tears that what he thought was the truth was actually just a castle of sand. collapse.

He thought that Lin Mo liked men, but that was most likely just an illusion, which was Lin Mo's pretense in order to get close to him; he thought that Lin Mo didn't hate him, but that was most likely also an illusion, Lin Mo did this Everything is just for his mission, and once the goal is achieved, he can leave without hesitation; he thought they would have enough time to turn dislike into like, and enough time to make like like Cheng love, but if the basic things do not exist, how to build this castle in the air?

After all, the hanging gardens of Babylon still have foundations, and perhaps only a mirage can appear out of thin air.