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Jiang Xing got out of the taxi, and shuttled through the alley with the things he bought from the supermarket, recalling what Lu Tian said to him at the end—whether what you just told me was true or not, no matter what Fu Chengfeng said to you Whether it's a friend or something else, if you don't tell him your choice, it will really disappoint him.

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to reply to Lu Tian with a thank you, but at that time the other party also sent a message: "But Jiang Xing, you really think about it, do you really like music before you choose this path?" Yes. I may be more realistic, but things like music really depend on talent... If in the end you find that you don’t like it anymore, and at the same time neglect your studies, at that time, if you don’t mention others, you will be disappointed in yourself .”

Jiang Xing took a deep breath, and solemnly replied, "Well, I know. Thank you!"

——"Thank you, get out, you don't want to talk to gays!"

Jiang Xing: "..."

Fog City is relatively developed in the province, but no matter how rich it is, there are poor people, just like this smoggy place in Nancheng District.And no matter how poor the place is, there will be rich people, such as the family of Zhang Qianyu who runs a casino.

When Jiang Xing chased the little wild dog that picked up the pork belly that fell out of his pocket and ran away for a while, he realized that he had chased him to the entrance of the casino.

I happened to bump into a young man wearing a leather jacket and sunglasses, and the middle-aged man who followed behind the young man immediately jumped out and looked at the young man up and down, "Young Master Li, are you okay?" Turning around and pointing at Jiang Xing's nose Scolding, "You fucking don't have eyes when you walk! Do you know who you bumped into?!"

The young man didn't care about these things, he waved his hand impatiently, "Hurry up, hurry up, I'm going to suffocate in this shitty place, hurry up and bring that little bastard back to me, shit, I won't interrupt him this time Dogleg, I take his surname!"

The two ran away before Jiang Xing could react. It was better to leave as soon as possible if this was a wrong place. Jiang Xing looked up and saw that the culprit who brought him here had already run away, and saw a short The tail is dangling there.

Jiang Xing thought to himself, let's eat it for you, anyway, there are others, who would have thought that when he walked to the garbage dump next to Fu Chengfeng's house, he would see the little dirt dog again.

The little dirt dog was black except for a little white on the tip of its tail. At this moment, it was digging a clearing with all its strength, digging a hole hard, and the dirt was bouncing up and down.

The old golden retriever at home has always been quiet, and he doesn't like to move when he gets older. It was rare for Jiang Xing to see such a lively dog, so he hid outside and watched.

The little dirt dog dug a hole, turned his head and looked around cautiously, and saw that there were no other dogs, so he buried the stolen meat in it, and then covered it with soil.

Jiang Xing: "..."

The little dog that had finished hiding food lay down on the spot and began to lick its belly. Only then did Jiang Xing realize that there were many torn wounds on its chest and belly, which seemed to be formed by being scratched and bitten during a fight. On the skin and flesh with distinct ribs, it looks very ferocious.

Jiang Xing was startled, he quickly ran in and hugged it, and carefully looked at its wound, the little dog often barked and struggled desperately.But Jiang Xing held it firmly and examined it carefully before he was relieved.He learned something from the veterinary hospital where the golden retriever at home went regularly, and he could see that the little guy's wound had been wounded for a day or two, and it was no big deal if the scab formed, but the blood scab on some wounds had not been cleaned.

He stroked the hair of the little native dog twice, dug out the freshly bought cooked beef from the plastic bag, tore a piece and fed it to its mouth.

The little dog sniffed it, stuck out his tongue and licked it, then stopped struggling, took a bite of the beef and swallowed it whole, turned his head and stared at Jiang Xing eagerly.Jiang Xing bared his teeth and went home with the bag in one hand and the bag in the other.

He mixed some warm water and carefully cleaned its belly. As soon as the little guy touched the ground, he ran to Jiang Xing's pocket on the ground, sniffed around, and turned the beef out with his paws.

Jiang Xing thought about it, and then cut a small piece of it, "You wait for me here for a while, don't run around, I'll be right back."

The bus to Nancheng District only runs every 10 minutes. After Fu Chengfeng got on the bus, he ran into a classmate who was also in the fog in the alley next door.Because of the fact that he often walked the same way when he was a child, he and Lu Jianghai are considered familiar, but they have never been in the same class since childhood, and they don't have many contacts. They rarely meet each other because Lu Jianghai boarded in high school.

"Fu Chengfeng, did something happy happen? It's rare to see you smile." Lu Jianghai was a head shorter than him, and it was a bit difficult to hang the pull ring at this time.

"En." Fu Chengfeng responded lightly.

"Are you not working part-time today?"

"Ah."

"Oh... It's been a long time since I saw you. By the way, did you go to your mother's place for Chinese New Year?"

Fu Chengfeng's expression remained calm, "No."

"That's it... Isn't her new husband quite rich? It shouldn't be a problem to have one or two extra people for the New Year, right? Why do you care what your father does like that..."

Fu Chengfeng looked at the gradually desolate and dilapidated scenery outside the window, the smile on his mouth did not fade away because of the noisy and offensive voices.

When the boy was in his mind, he couldn't think of anything else, and it didn't matter.

In fact, thinking about getting along for so long, he probably already understood in his heart that Jiang Xing likes him and is used to the other party always centering on him, so when faced with his occasional "no longer by his side" and "not looking at himself", , will be uneasy, panic, lost, and think that he is leaving.

Like being picked up and thrown away, like being given and then taken back.

The gap between them is because they regard themselves as his and him as their own.

I don’t care about learning at all, I just watch him chatting with others, talking and laughing at Yanyan with others, making myself jealous. When I wake up and sleep with myself, others share it. When he no longer walks with me , panic inevitably struck.

Feeling abandoned because I thought I was yours.

Because I thought you were mine too, I felt lost again.

When he said a clear "like", it was like a gust of wind with the fragrance of grass, blowing away all the haze, making his heart clear and relaxed, like a boulder falling to the ground, throwing down All the unease was gone, and it even made him want to hum a song.

I have always been a peaceful self, so worrying about gains and losses, such ups and downs, it is all because I like you too.

As soon as Fu Chengfeng stepped into the house, he heard his father yelling in the back room, "Chengcheng, get that dog away, it's been scratching the door for 10 minutes, I'm not clean even watching TV!"

The wooden door of the back room was old, and the dark dog scratched so many paws that many holes were scratched on the door, and there were sawdust all over the floor.

Fu Chengfeng glanced around in a hurry, and when he saw Jiang Xing's schoolbag and the things he bought from the supermarket, he knew what was going on.

Jiang Xing entered the room with the dog food in his arms, a little surprised, "You came back so early today!"

Fu Chengfeng was squatting and staring at the dog, Jiang Xing hurriedly asked: "Is it possible to have a dog at home, I guarantee it will be very obedient!" He glanced at the scarred wooden door inadvertently, and he was embarrassed immediately. He looked at the dirt dog with hatred, thinking of this unworthy dog.

He was thinking how to lobby Fu Chengfeng, but the latter agreed without hesitation, "If you like it, you can raise it."

Jiang Xing happily unpacked the dog food, grabbed two and handed them to the local dog's mouth. The dog wrinkled his nose and sniffed it, turned his head away as if disgusted, and wanted to find beef to eat.

Jiang Xing said with a smile: "Try it, I guarantee you won't be able to stop after tasting it, this stuff tastes like meat and bones, it's delicious and nutritious, you won't lose if you fight with others in the future."

The little guy was still a little reluctant, and was forced by Jiang Xing to take a few steps back.

Fu Chengfeng said: "It doesn't like to eat, so forget it."

"It's just not used to it yet, it will be fine once you get used to it."

In the end, the little dog had no choice but to eat two. As if he had tasted the sweetness, he took two steps forward to lick Jiang Xing's palm.

Fu Chengfeng looked at the dog food packaging bag which was all in English, his eyes were motionless, he didn't know what to think, after Jiang Xing fed the puppy a few more, he suddenly said: "Do you know, in the countryside, Or here, this little wild dog eats tasteless white rice, and even fish soup and broth cannot be fed to him, just because he is afraid that he will get used to it, and if there is no fish soup and broth one day, he will Not even eating."

Jiang Xing's face was a little dazed and puzzled, Fu Chengfeng continued: "You treat it so well now, it's better than what it should have, better than what it shouldn't have, it will gradually become greedy, You want more, you get squeamish, you get vulnerable."

"If one day, you will give it back and take it back, then a little bit will make it miserable, and you may even feel resentful because you no longer treat it well."

"Instead of hurting yourself and others after losing it, it is better to let it live the life it should have from the beginning. You will know that there are more delicious things in the world, and you will not experience the joy of gain, nor the pain of loss.”

He stared deeply at the face of the young man in front of him, watching his most subtle expressions.

Jiang Xing opened his mouth, as if he was a little dull, "Will it be like this..." Rhubarb had been with him for nearly ten years, and he looked at such a small thing, gradually becoming tall and strong, and gradually becoming weak and old, although He always doesn't want to think about it, but for him, what they give him is a period of company, but for them, it is a lifetime.In such a short and precious life, we should do our best to treat it well.

He stretched out his hand and plucked the little dog's ears, and smiled, "Hee hee, then I will be jealous of your good luck, you don't have to worry about meeting me, unless you don't want it anymore, I will only give you what I give you in the future. More is better, I personally took you home from the trash dump, can I keep treating you well..."

The little soil dog pressed its front legs to the ground, stared at Jiang Xing with its round eyes wide open, whimpered a little, and pressed its head against Jiang Xing's palm.

Fu Chengfeng's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he said softly, "It definitely won't want it."

Fu Chengfeng used the old door panels to make a nest for the little dog, and Jiang Xing started calling its name after dinner, "Xiaobai, Xiaobai, Xiaobai..." Xiaobai didn't respond at first, but was called a lot. Yes, as soon as I heard it, I knew I jumped to Jiang Xing's side.

When Fu Chengfeng came home at night, seeing that the lights were not on, he gently opened the door by himself.The alarm clock on the bedside chair had died down. The red alarm clock hands were fixed at one fifty, but the hour and minute hands were still at twelve ten.

Jiang Xing's feet were rolled out of the thin quilt, and he was still kissing me and me with Fu Chengfeng in his dream without an alarm clock waking him up.

Fu Chengfeng covered him with the quilt, stood at the head of the bed, and watched quietly. Jiang Xing's face was flushed, and the corners of his mouth were raised, as if he had a good dream.He watched, and suddenly bent down and kissed the slightly raised lips.

The sleeping prince who was lying down grinned suddenly, Fu Chengfeng stood up nervously, his face was burning, but he found that the sleeping prince was still asleep.

He shook his head helplessly, and was about to turn around to take off his clothes, when he saw Jiang Xing pouted.

After pouting and pouting, Jiang Xing's expression darkened, and the corners of his mouth drew back.

Immediately afterwards, he heard him say aggrievedly: "God Fu, Brother Fu, Brother Cheng, give me another kiss, just give me another kiss..."

Fu Chengfeng felt his head go numb for a while, but he was still thinking about what to do, and the snoring sounded again, and he also bent his lips and waist at that moment.