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"Is it so embarrassing to sing a song? There's nothing you dare not say." Gu Xishen was looking at the lyrics written by Jiang Xing, and didn't take it seriously after hearing Jiang Xing's distress.

"Forget it, it's useless, you don't understand farts." Jiang Xing was reading a tutorial book on song creation, which was a huge volume. He only read a half of it, and he felt that a song came from inspiration. It is much more complicated than he originally imagined, and it cannot be completed by taking it for granted, nor can it be written just by writing a song.

If you want to record the song completely, there are more steps. Often a song is produced by a team, so it is not difficult to imagine how long it was in the first five years of making music alone in the mirror. , how much effort was put in.

"Hey, you made a mistake here, what kind of boy in the back seat of a car, is it impossible for you to let a girl drive you while riding a car?"

Jiang Xing blushed and said vaguely: "Accidentally made a mistake, please correct it!"

"You are really careful. There is not a single word 'she' written correctly. They are all single-person. By the way, come to my house this Saturday night!"

"No, I'm going home to cook."

"Can you still cook?"

Jiang Xing ignored him.

"I didn't ask you to play. I asked you to learn guitar with me. I didn't say that you really don't know how to play the guitar. You don't have an expert to guide you. When will you be able to play a song? Although you are not required to play the guitar. How good it is, but accompaniment for ourselves is needed."

When it comes to playing musical instruments, Jiang Xing is completely convinced of Gu Xichen. Only after Jiang Xing figured out the guitar tablature, Gu Xichen can play songs.

"I know that, but we haven't decided on the lyrics yet, why are you in such a hurry?"

"Learning this is not something that happens overnight. Start learning now. You have to practice every day to learn. You can learn any musical instrument by surprise. It takes long-term repeated practice."

After what he said, Jiang Xing felt that it really made sense, "Well, I'll go to your house on Saturday night, and I have time on Sunday afternoon, but I'm not free for the rest."

Saturday afternoon math weekly exam, this time it was the turn of the right one at the same table to take the exam in the empty classroom next door, so Fu Chengfeng stayed in the classroom, he handed in the test papers in advance and began to sort out the things the two of them would bring back.When the school bell rang, Jiang Xing came back with stationery, and said a little embarrassedly: "What, I won't go back today..."

Fu Chengfeng paused, as if he didn't hear clearly, "What?"

Jiang Xing rubbed his hands, "Gu Xishen asked me to go to his house to discuss some things, okay?"

Fu Chengfeng's eyes dimmed suddenly, and he took out Jiang Xing's things that he packed in his schoolbag, put them back on his desk, and said softly, "It's up to you."

"I can't open the door for you at night, you remember to bring the key, oh, by the way, the car key is still with me..."

Fu Chengfeng fell asleep for a long time at night, woke up in the morning, and habitually covered Jiang Xing with a quilt. His stomach could not catch cold, and he would have diarrhea when he caught cold, but he stretched out his hand to touch an empty space, and his heart also suddenly It was empty, and there was nothing left. He just hung his arms outside, maintained a posture, and opened his eyes until dawn.

On the weekend afternoon, Jiang Ma did not come to visit him at Jiang Xing's strong request. Jiang Xing planned to go to Gu Xichen to learn guitar again, but he waited dawdly and found that Fu Chengfeng hadn't left.

"Aren't you going to work part-time?"

"No. Your mother won't come to see you today?"

"Um……"

"That's just right. Teacher Liu came to me in the morning to say that you have regressed a lot in this weekly exam. Don't play golf this afternoon. I will give you some recent knowledge..."

"Jiang Xing, let's go!" Gu Xichen stood at the back door and waved to Jiang Xing.

Fu Chengfeng looked at the back of Jiang walking out, and his fingers holding the water cup turned white.Jiang Xing walked out, looked back at Fu Chengfeng, and said to Gu Xichen, "I won't be going this afternoon."

"Isn't that a deal?" Gu Xichen was a little unhappy, "You can't give up halfway..."

"I won't give up halfway. It's just that Fu Chengfeng is going to give me a lecture in the afternoon. He also has something to do, so he probably put it off just to give me a lecture..."

Seeing Jiang Xing turn around and come back again, Fu Chengfeng was stunned for a while, but the displeasure in his heart gradually dissipated as Jiang Xing listened carefully after lunch.

In the next few days, that Gu Xichen appeared less, and Jiang Xing didn't go out much, Fu Chengfeng felt a little unreasonable feeling of gratitude in his heart.It's just that this feeling of gratitude didn't last long before it was replaced by anxiety.

Jiang Xing's lyrics had already been written and revised, and only Gu Xichen's tune was missing, so it was fine these few days, but Fu Chengfeng saw him sitting obediently in the classroom, so he took advantage of the recess to patiently and detailedly Sort out the knowledge in class for Jiang Xing.Jiang Xing had no trouble listening, even with the help of Fu Chengfeng for so long, it has become much easier for him to learn, but at this time when his heart "belongs to another", all of Fu Chengfeng's patience and help, It made him feel ashamed and uneasy.

On that Tuesday morning, when Jiang Xing saw Fu Chengfeng took his notebook to read again, his face was hardened, his lips trembled and he said, "Don't you tutor me in the future, in fact, you No matter how much help you give me, I still have a bottleneck. I couldn’t even get into high school. No matter how many things I do, my brain is just there. No matter how hard I try, there will be a ceiling. I’m not like you , I may really not be the material to study, instead of dying on this road, it is better to give up early, and save your time..."

What did Fu Chengfeng think of at that moment?What he thought of was that when Jiang Xing first lived in his home, in order to avoid embarrassment and discomfort, Jiang Xing always wanted him to know that "you treat me well, and I treat you well. If you give me what I don't have, I will also Give you what you don't have", but Fu Chengfeng has almost nothing, what can he give him?

What's so good about him, he's not as good at talking and funny as Lu Tian, ​​he's not as talented and individual as Bai Yu, and he's not as good at playing the violin as Gu Xichen and has the same temperament as Jiang Xing.Hearing that Gu Xichen was learning guitar, even if Jiang Xing didn't say anything, he could roughly guess that he probably liked guitar. Gu Xichen was studying music, and he could teach Jiang Xing a lot.

As for him, all he has is a "good brain" that has been said to be boring since he was a child. smile.

Other than that, nothing else.

However, after getting along for so long, Jiang Xing didn't want the only thing he could give.

Fu Chengfeng even had a thought that made him feel cold all over, Jiang Xing didn't want his help anymore, did he, he didn't want to stay here anymore.He always avoided Jiang Xing to worry about family matters, but Jiang Xing always shared them for him. Did he feel that he could no longer share them for him, so he was unwilling to let himself teach him homework?

Although he knew better than anyone in his heart that Jiang Xing would not care about this kind of thing at all, but the thought that frightened him grew wildly in his heart like weeds.He knew that he was too worried about gains and losses, but it was hard to stop.

In those few short days, Fu Chengfeng seemed to be waiting for the verdict, only waiting for Jiang Xing's order to sentence him to death.

On the following Saturday, Jiang Xing went to Gu Xishen's house again, and Fu Chengfeng's heart felt as if he had fallen into an abyss.

He thought, can he do something, do something else, something else, maybe something that can make Jiang Xing stay.

He stayed up all night, waiting almost numbly for the dawn of the next day.