my boy

There is still one month of college entrance examination, and only my sister called me in the middle, politely asked about my study situation and expressed kind greetings, and gave me 500 yuan as a subsidy by the way.

During this time, Gu Huai and I were both busy with our own affairs. He was busy graduating, and I was also busy graduating.However, his performance was a bit frenzied, probably the symptom was that the two of them hadn't left the bedroom door for two days, and it was unknown whether he ate or not.

When he entered the bedroom, he had a serious conversation with me. The general content was that he was in a period of madness. If there is something to talk to him, it is best to call him in a steady manner. I am in awe and promise that I will never bother him.

But today I had to go to Gu Shenxian's house to bother me, because there was not much stock left in the house and I had to rest for a long time and wanted to eat something good, and I didn't want to pay for it out of my own pocket, so I had to go to the edge of danger to test it out.

I knocked on the door and no one answered.After standing and waiting, I decided to open the door. I opened the door a little, just for me to get half of my body in. The scene was not as unsightly as I imagined. The floor was clean except for a smashed mouse, and the desktop was messed up. People in front of the computer can't see it.

This person's face was pale, his expression was numb, his eyes were dim, and the light from the computer on his face further enhanced the atmosphere on the verge of collapse.I asked softly, "Dad, have you eaten yet?"

I was most afraid that the air would become quiet, so after waiting in the cold, Gu Shenxian replied, "Didn't you go to evening self-study?"

On the verge of life and death, he still remembered caring about me. My heart warmed and my eyes warmed. I continued to answer: "Today, I only have half-day classes on Sundays, and I have a holiday in the afternoon."

"Oh."

Then came the crackling of keyboards.

I ventured to continue asking, "Have you eaten?"

Another silence.

"what time is it?"

"It's seven in the afternoon."

"Oh."

I was lying on the door frame and my waist was going to be stiff. Gu Shenxian finally made a move. He took off his glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose. He put his hands on the table as if he was going to get up. I quickly opened the door to let him pass.

When the person got up, I saw that this person had been walking birds in the house for the past few days. "Why don't you wear pants?"

"People are going to collapse, what kind of shit pants do they have to wear?"

"..."

Probably after I finished correcting a paper, Gu Huai tidied himself up, and returned to his previous dog-like appearance, "Why don't you just go down and have a meal, are you going to grow up with the bathroom soon?"

"People need faces. The neighbors in this neighborhood know each other every day. How can they leave a bad impression on others?"

"I blame my neighbors for my ass."

Finally at [-]:[-], we went downstairs to the restaurant, which is the dumpling restaurant across the street. The dumplings in this dumpling restaurant have a very good experience with thin skin and big filling.

The two of us had our first walk this month after dinner. The two of us, a college student and a high school student, had different life circles and should have nothing to talk about, but there was no generation gap and language barrier. Our divergent thinking was very in tune, and we cooperated tacitly in terms of thinking jumps.

The weather in May is just right, neither hot nor cold, walking with a light breeze at night makes me feel physically and mentally comfortable. During this period of time, I ate well and I also gained some stature, from a head shorter than Gu Huai to half a head shorter.I turned my head and glanced at Gu Huai. In all fairness, this person has good proportions of facial features and he knows how to tidy himself up. He never sloppy with his hairstyle. His overall image can get a high score. He is the benchmark for crushing on male students in college.

Thinking of this, I turned my head to look, and Gu Huai also turned to look at me, "What are you looking at?"

"? Look at the idiot."

"? Haven't you been on the house for three days, son?"

"Why do you let me live in your house?"

"Because I wanted your body/body, and I fell in love with your ass/butt."

"......"

Gu Huai glanced at me, "Be kind enough to help out-of-school children."

I glanced up at him, "Thank you."

"You're welcome, contributing to society and doing good deeds are our compulsory courses."

"I saw a picture of a boy in your wallet."

Gu Huai paused when he heard my words, and then replied casually: "...Oh, that's my lover, he doesn't look like you very much, but he will feel very similar to me then."

After hearing this sentence, my heart twitched, and I continued to ask nonchalantly, "Do you judge people by feeling?"

"It's about the same. Just take a look at the whole person and give you a feeling, and you can almost have a rough assessment."

"And what about your lover?"

"Dead, if I'm alive, I might be busy with the college entrance examination just like you."

"...That's a pity, sorry."

"Ah."

After walking for a while, I couldn't hold back a bald mouth, "Well, is your wife in poor health?"

Gu Huai froze for a moment, then realized that I wanted to ask why the person disappeared, "No, I am healthy and straight."

"Ah, straight."

"Well, I didn't break it in the end."

"...Didn't you do something to others?"

"I did, I locked him up for a while, and then sent him to a psychiatric hospital for a while and committed suicide."

"Ah." I got confused with someone holding a stick, and my facial expression was a little uncontrollable and I had to turn my head, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, do your own crimes. When you find someone you like in the future, don't learn from me, especially when you face people with a stubborn temper."

"Okay, I will keep Dad's teachings in mind." After saying this, I felt uncomfortable again.

The boy in Gu Huai's wallet had a nice smile and was very cute. He was wearing white short sleeves and was holding a big puppet in the background of Disneyland.Gu Huai glued the damaged corners of the photo with scotch tape, and there was a paragraph written on the back. I don't know which language Gu Huai wrote in, so I couldn't understand it.

And the weight of this photo made me breathless, and I can't remember what I said on the road later.When I got home, I went back to my room to do my homework, and Gu Huai continued to demonize his graduation project.

The paper was spread out on the table, and the pen was also thrown on the table. I took out Duan Yue's recording from my school bag and played it. After listening to a paragraph, I had to accept the fact that it seemed to be empathy.

The author has something to say: Happy New Year everyone